and you are giving up your power of choice without even knowing it.


In the moment you say,

I’m an Independent Scientologist

or a I’m a Scientologist,

a man of wisdom or a teacher,

or you separate from a beigness





in that very moment you have assumed a beigness,

you have given up a bit of your power of choice

and assumed a fix point in space

that represent that beigness.

You have assumed a point or side in a GPM (goal-problem-mass: an aberrated long game of oppsitions).

Therefore you have entered in a game of forces  and oppositions.

You are now liable to be attacked as you are

in the terminal and terminal of opposition game.



THE wife and THE husband, THE woman and THE man. Overloaded of suppose to and have to be or to do connected to these valences... The result: Chaos!


The solution is just

to be…





The trap,  are your agreements or decision to be a ‘____”.

as they add solidity and as a result, you are liable to get hit by more and more masses.

You should study the phenomenon of valences…

I would if I was in you.


And after that I would start working to get rid of all the surplus

we have accumulated on the whole track.

LRH tech lays a nice gradient for this

as written in the Grade Chart.


The building up of pretended 'self'.
The building up of pretended ‘self’.


When you say I’m Joe or Helen,

or I’m a member of the doctor’s league

or the Blueberry farmer’s association, you are actually saying:

“I will give up some of my space,

some of my freedom to be anything else”.


When you really understand that,

it will also dawn on you that there are no sane valences.

Even by the very fact of trying to be “a good person”.

You are being  a synthetic ‘good’.

In simple words, a free being can be just good,

without having to be good.

That is sanity, A to B.

It flows without vias.

And going up and up we will find that out, even when we say

I made it, I’m “me”! At that step you still far from being you.

In fact, in order to be you, just be you,

and not looking inward at being you.




It's me!!...



But I guess at that point




It will be the beginning of another fun adventure

to undue that introversion…


“I will not always be here on guard.

The stars twinkle in the Milky Way

And the wind sighs for songs

Across the empty fields of a planet

A Galaxy away.

You won’t always be here.

But before you go,

Whisper this to your sons

And their sons —

“The work was free.

Keep it so.



(Tech Volume 0 – introduction note)


we are here to help!!



If you are still in the church as staff or as public and you need help to get out, if you just left and you need help, please call or write to:


Silvia  Kusada  e-mail:


Aida Thomas: e-mail:


contact Aida Thomas in private.



Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.





  1. This sounds like a bigger win in your auditing recently?!;))
    (If so,big hugs and congratulations)

    • Yes it is…
      I start to see there is a level higher than ARC. where there is no love and no hate, though is incredibly beautiful. There is the ability to not oppose but to pervade without dstinction… there there is nothing that can really harm you, unless you decide to go back into the energy game…

      • Wonderful win Silvia!! You have reached a new level. This great new reality, cognation, is the magic key whit you just opened a door to wonderland. Where you can walk about pick and choose enjoy, sample at your own leasure or dont bother and move on. The reality level where one is cause over to do, to be, to have.

  2. It looks like you are really flying in your sessions. Thanks for sharing your wins. I am starting to solo some decisions “to be” since reading your win. Keep going.

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