My last post: Addition.

My last post: Addition.

In Sicily few years ago crying at a funeral was actually a paid profession. These women in black were not just crying, they were screaming with pain. The more important the person was considered the more crying and shouting was required.

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My last post did alarm people who read it with a Mest view-point.

They got worried about my body.

The instantly assumed that all my solo auditing did not work.

They have no understanding of the theta universe and his relation to this universe.

They have no much reality of the spiritual universe in the first place.  They wish to be OT because to them to be OT means to be happy and without problems.

There is nothing further away from truth.

They have a very low confront of their case and of evil.

Being OT means you have abilities and sometimes more awareness.

You have more Power. This is all.

You have more power to do good or evil and to play different games.

A game is not a game without opponents and barriers.

If they wish to have more reality they should re-watch Star wars

the good guys and the bad guys..

A humanoid cannot even conceive the degree of suppression

existing at the beginning of the track. 

The degree is such that only a true OT can confront it and even for him is tough…

you going through hell.

But going through hell does not mean you are not OT,

means you are going through hell as an OT.

People on lower tones and of lower awareness cannot duplicate that.

They look at you and say:

“What kind of OT is that?”- “Look he is OT and he is more fucked up then me!”- “If by becoming OT you end up like that, I’m not interested”.-

When I hear this comments I know, these people are stuck in a MEST trap. 

 They have no clue of who they are and of what is going on.

Yes, I might have wished many times to kill myself,

actually to be precise, this GE did,

but this does not mean I’m not having successes with my soloing

 and that I’m in a bad shape. My GE is.

It is normal when you are entering into stuff and you take them apart.

Do not be alarmed. I’m a tough being and in this universe or another I’m going to be fine…

I’m not going to stop.

I’m going to cry as loud as its needed,

to fight, sometimes to lose.

But i will get up and re-try.

 I’m not interested on playing safe…

I want my freedom. 

 The ‘tropical Jungle’ is quite a challenge to cross.

Hope this clarify things better.

You do not need to be concerned for me…

I’m getting out of here, I’m struggling on my way out this trap.

Those silent, perfectly “happy” people

are the one you should be concerned about.

They are just stuck, they cannot even feel anything.

They are “dead thetans”, at least I’m alive.

I do prefer to suffer than to be dead

(I’m talking from a spiritual view-point of course)

Love and many thanks to all my great many friends.

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Playing a game that no longer exist

Playing a game that no longer exist

I wanted to write a nice happy article

but my blog is not about PR, it is about life.

So, I decided to tell you how I feel, despite the fact that some of you can be disappointed.

I have been waking up in the morning with so much grief to make a lake out of a desert.

I feel very tired of this lingering mental pain, feeling of desperation

and this earth game of which I do not belong.

 The pain, the grief does not belong to me anymore,

but it affects me due to my connection with this body.

 This Genetic Entity still dealing with its promise of loyalty and eternity

to a man who does not exist anymore

and in that promises thrive loss and desperation.

Life for my GE has ended the day my ex with strong hate strangled it and left.

It’s recovery is extremely slow and it feels like a pure mental torture.

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I have often my eyes full of tears, but this doesn’t kill me,

at the contrary, when able to get it out, does make me feel better.

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To have Lupo with  his love and enthusiasm is priceless.

Lupo.

The way he jumps on me in the morning to lick my face,

his passion for life just lights up my day.

I bless the day we met.

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I took some hormones pills few days ago, under my sister’s advice.

I tell you because I know some of you might be dealing with a body related problem

which can influence life.

I took these hormones pills and I felt better.

She was right, my body entered in a  pre-menopause and needed some help

I felt better that day. That crazy sadness been gone.

Nothing else changed, not my viewpoint or my intentions.

I was feeling really good. Like a sudden beautiful silence.

 I’m always key-out and exterior and this time,

without the feeling of desperation and pain.

It suddenly became so clear that all this time,

 I was giving myself wrong indications

 by thinking all this stuff was mine.

The following day I went in a short trip in the desert.

LOOK AT ME!!

What do you see? No, not with your open eyes.

 Close them please! What do you see?

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There is a suffering souls tortured by a dead body.

Not the same picture, eh?

But we better stop to get us fooled by the appearance of life…

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Some people who are aware of the abuses I went through by my ex

and the church advised me to seek revenge.

What they do not understand is that it  is not anymore about them.

It is about me.

How I can rid of this monster that has been awakened

and that has killed this Genetic Entity?

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Genetic Entity:

GENETIC ENTITY, 1. that beingness not dissimilar to the thetan

which has carried forward and developed the body from its

earliest moments along the evolutionary line on earth and

which, through experience, necessity and natural selection, has

employed the counter-efforts of the environment to fashion an

organism of the type best fitted for survival, limited only by the

abilities of the genetic entity.
The goal of the genetic entity is survival on a much grosser plane of materiality.
(Scn 8-8008, p.8)

by L. Ron Hubbard

How can I help this GE to recover faster and to rise higher on the tone scale

 so as to not affect me so much?

If I do not handle this GE I have to let her go. Too much entheta.

When I feel really down to let go of her it feels the best solution,

 when I feel better I know without doubts that to find out how to get her out of there

will benefit, not only my future, but the future of the many

that behind their beautiful or less beautiful appearance are dying too.

When in my past lives I have found myself in this condition

my solutions have been to suicide,

enter into a hospital or when lucky, I have been found by a guy able to recognize

 my spiritual beauty beyond my agony that with true compassion

and endless unselfish love took care of me.

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This life is different, this time I do not wish to run way.

I do not believe in forgetting or putting aside

and I want to go at the bottom of this.

I have the knowledge and ability to help any spiritual being to heal,

but not a genetic entity in such a state of depression.

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As every counter survival group, also 1.1 people use agreements to trap.

 They get you to promise loyalty,

and that promises are each of them little locks

to the group (that being a marriage, or a club).

You are willing to give up everything for a team that only exist apparently, in your illusion…

and to whom you are nothing more that a cogwheel or a slave.

But you made agreements and to you and to any decent person

an agreement can be more important than your own life.

So you get trapped by your own agreement and when it is time to leave

 they are just chains, unbreakable chains.

They keep you in a game that no longer exist

or of which you are considered nothing more than a cancer cell,

a cell  of unwanted truth in a system of lies and abuses.

Injustice is one of the surest ways

to destroy psychologically a being.

There is no way you can end any cycle in this universe

or with the Mest universe

till some of your attention units still in it.

In order to leave you have to give up all these precious agreements

you are willy or nilly holding onto.

This, I wish to remind you, is a very different action then forgetting.

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When you forget something that is charged

(painful to you)

you have just buried that charge

and all the failed agreements connected to it 

and with it,

your ability to exteriorize and to leave.

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

‘High tone’ and ‘OT’ do not always go together

‘High tone’ and ‘OT’ do not always go together

 

 I belive many think that an OT (high powerful spiritual being) is naturally up tone, therefore responsible for others and choosing pro-survival activities for all.

The level of ARC (affinity, reality and communication)

of a being has little to do with how OT she is.

Since the very beginning we run into God’s cheating other Gods..

the good and the evil.

There are very intelligent suppressives and very stupid one.

And the same it goes for good intentioned people.

I personally don’t believe all spiritual beings are alike at the original state.

I belive they have different characteristics, potentials and personalities.

What LRH advance levels increases in a being is power.

Now, you can have a Ferrari.

 That is a lot of potential for this world in a car…

but what you do with all that power is up to you.

You can win competition or you can run over somebody on th street.

At the level where we are now… it i not easy to identify real suppressives.

 There is so much added-on to a spiritual being.

Many evil intentioned group, as the current Church of $cientology,

 restimulate powerful implants and throw people into painful incident

of which they are total effect.

This restimulates evil purposes.

Extremely destructive powerful impulses.

A High tone person naturally act to the benefit of the environment

 starting from himself.

 There is not feeling you must do this or that to be good.

 It is just naturally done.

They are aware of other spiritual beings. They are other spiritual beings.

Lying is  a very low tone form of creation.

A very degrading activity to both the originator and the recipient.

Lying is actually an overt on the 7th nd 8th dynamics

as it does invalidate knowigness.

You are telling that a perfectly valid perception is wrong.

As a form of alter-is lying or hiding truth

 is a game which this sick universe loves you to play…

People that are altering are nothing more than in treason to the spiritual world…

They might make it to OT if they are smart enough,

but they are going to be destructive power sources.

‘Truth is treason in an empire of lies’

I love this quote.

Truth in this universe has a very bad reputation as is very much connected to pain

this to teach us, and to warn us to not use it.

“I will hurt the guy/girl if I tell the truth.”, ‘I do not want to upset her-him”,

‘It is not necessary to be said”, She/he will not understand’

are all deeply implanted justifications associated with pain.

Physical pain and potential loss.

And here we are falling for another bad trick of this universe,

 while betraying our true goal: OT.

There is no reason to lie.

Never.

And there is always a way to tell truth in a way that does not hurt too bad.

Lies persist and are the real source of pain,

where truth makes things disappear or heal fast.

It take courage to as-is.

It the only way, not to OT,

but to a higher level of the tone scale.

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

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Shopping for bodies… or beings?

Shopping for bodies… or beings?

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-I think I look good in that car… I meant to say: ‘with that girl!”-

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I have mentioned before that whoever will actually

produce a true realistic human robot

will make a fortune.

I will definitely be one of the buyers.

May be I should audit-out giving up finding a mate.

I admit, I’m quite apathetic about it.

After few years of being single I decided to try one more time a single site.

I have done it 2-3 times… but after few days

I end up cancelling my subscription.

The only way I could be on one these programs longer than few days,

would be if I decide to write a book about dating.

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I have to clarify that I do not believe into the so-called “womanhood” and “manhood”

I believe in spiritual being  inhabiting bodies and acquiring and using the configuration, data, the ‘suppost-to’

or ‘not-suppost-to’ of that culture or that bodies.

So even if this post will mention men…

 it is actually about men and women.

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I have gone out with few guys… actually I would better say

I have gone out with many valences…

they are in too much fear to come out at the open.

When you read their profiles you read the description

of the most amazing perfect guys every woman would want to have.

A good 80% of the ones that promote themselves to have an income above $150.000 thoudands, are people who suddenly have  ‘lost’ their job or lost the majority of their clients the day before they go out with you. Right!

Some others have moneys, they are too scared to reach for the blond ‘russian’ or the ‘too actractive’, and decide to go for something they can still kind of proud of to bring around (BRING), but they feel safer to not get screwed.

The so-called safe option.

Others are definitely wealthy but they do not know what manners are.

Or they think they do, because they buy you an expensive dinner,

they make sure you see they have spent $300 for that expensive wine

or they invite you in their house (what they call it ‘mansion’)

and they tell you to feel home, when they really mean:

‘If you stay with me you see what you can use?’

And you look at them, realizing

they do not have a clue of who you really are

and who they really are.

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They are making their business deal.

My money, the use of my properties for your body…

if you make me look good and you shut up when I do not wish to talk.

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I think if all this would be openly expressed

I would have more appreciation for the guys.

I grew up in a country where manners were very important.

And I still think they are.

They are a form of respect and care.

To say good night before going to sleep, to open the door to a woman,

to ask what she would like to eat or if there is anything you could do to make the person feel better or more confortable…

Manners are nothing more than a way to say:

‘I see you are here and I like it.’

I remember when I was teenager, a very beautiful friend of mine

slept with a guy just because he went to her

and told her she looked like a princess.

And he really treated her like one.

Wasn’t a big deal to sleep around but there was care,

it wasn’t a cold use of each other.

We were friends “forever” (kind of) after that.

I believe in love. I believe in honestly and loyalty.

But most of all I believe that when somebody really sees who you are,

if that is love, it does not ask himself what you can do for him,

it does not care of your past or your future,

he is not worried about his properties or the time he is investing.

Nothing of this counts.

And if it is pure love, an high tone one it will last forever.

A honeymoon can last a life time…

The question most people in fear ask themselves

women or men indistinctly is:

‘What he or she can do for me?”

But this is an incomplete question…

the second part should say… “and what does she /he needs ?

Can I deliver that to him/her?”

Two first dynamics

do not make a second dynamics.

They simply remain 2 first dynamics,

even if in appearance there is an illusion of a group.

The coexistence and the fusion of 2 first dynamics,

with a common goal

and a basic postulate of survival as a group

will make one.

You do not lose your individuality…

you just expanding into more space and more beigness,

that been the one of your teammate.

And you sit there with this super cool “well mannered guy”,

that just ate all the fish you supposed to share,

he did not even ask you if you wanted to try it,

he did not even think there is another person in front of him…

You sit there and wonder.

You well know this guy is not going to do anything for you,

unless it brings any benefit to hinself.

You are just one of the cars he wish to drive..

and he really does not care if he gets you or a yellow one,

as long as he gets a car.

It is a first dynamic activity.

There was a guy that thanked me for having accepted his invitation

where no women have had.

I wouldn’t have gone too if wasn’t for a misunderstanding,

but I was surely glad to be there, and I would have rather spent my time

with him that with the others Mr Right.

He was the only one to be really there…

A OT, to make it short, cannot play the meat body game

without going down..

he has to start lying to himself and justifying and saying good-bye to his awareness, abilities and  Code of Honor…

It is true that for a being anything is better than nothing…

but that is true for a being that is already pretty enmeshed with the lies 

in this universe… and have already lost the sense of truth

and his own integrity…

Compromises and justifications are the very essence of this universe.

and after a while they make you lose sight of what you really want

and of who you really are.

It is priceless to have spiritual friends. 😀

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‘THE ELEMENTS with stress on how to run matched terminals

25 March 1953 by L. Ron Hubbard

“Any thinker in any age, any one of the great teachers has recognized this very clearly: that Man’s only smaller chance of bailing himself out of what he was in-the only chance he had of bailing out had to do with Man respecting Man and letting people get up off their knees. 

And the six great teachers have each-has each one of them tried to make this point clear to Man.

Then a bunch of mad hatters rush in and they get down-you see, there can be one level at 40.0 where you really do get the universal solvent: admiration, affinity.

And for every point on the upper scale, there is an echo: mockery point on the lower scale.

For instance, true friendship could only exist from about, oh, maybe 2.8 up. And yet your friends at that level never say, “I’m your friend.”

That’s left for the fellows around 1.1.”

“People come along and they say “love”. (…)

“What is this stuff called love?”

“Everybody knows that men and women are in love with each other.

Oh, yeah? I know they have compulsive drive toward each other that’s very emotionally upsetting, … Well, maybe once in a while they do.

And when they do, do you see a tremendous successful marriage.”

“And as an auditor you are going to be confronted with this, time after time, because you are going to say, “Well, that’s odd.

This fellow was in love with this girl and then this happened and… “get that first word that he used. “I was in love.”

Right at that moment, take your choice.

It’s down here below 2.0 on the Tone Scale or it was way up.

And if it was way up, he wouldn’t be sitting there talking to you. 

You get that? “

He wouldn’t be there if it was up, so what’s he talking about?

He’s talking to you about something which exists below 2.0 on the Tone Scale. (…)

Because there’s always something below 2.0 on the Tone Scale which is a mockery and a mimicry and a pretended agreement with something actual, high on the Tone Scale.

For instance, there-fear is a sort of enthusiasm.

You can watch somebody exhibiting enthusiasm and he’s coming out that way, you see?

Well, a person doing fear is really doing some sort of a level like that and you can very easily get a person who is continually in fear mixed up with a person who is enthusiastic.

You are dealing with somebody who’s about 1.0 on the Tone Scale and you think you’re dealing with a person who has a tremendous amount of enthusiasm.

Only, all this person is trying to do that has all this enthusiasm, he’s just trying to hold everything off of him. With what?

By being afraid of it, see? 

Push out that outflow, push out that outflow and that will hold them all off. And you-this person very often will mistake this for enthusiasm.

And it’s merely this: it’s, if he can put it out fast enough and hard enough and acceptably enough, he drives them off hard enough.

So sometimes he’s more scared than others. “

“Love is a compound emotion. “

“If you want the preclear to turn on the emotion called “love,” get him to turn on sympathy and admiration in sequence.

Get him to turn on sympathy for something, then admiration for something, then sympathy for something, then admiration for something.

And if he gets that going, all of a sudden the sympathy and admiration will merge as an emotion and you’ll get what’s known as love.

And he will feel that and he’ll say,

“My God, I haven’t felt that since I was fifteen.”

That’s real love.”

“Of course, most people are so scared of this commodity that you probably wouldn’t be able to get them to admit it if they did feel it- if you get somebody, when you got him up the Tone Scale a little bit and try the test.

And what people misinterpret as love below 2.0 on the Tone Scale is a very low-tone agreement with.

It’s actually a sort of pity, feel sorry for, sympathize with.

In other words, it’s the sympathy.

It is the sympathy element in love.

And so you get it way down at the bottom of the tone scale.”

“It’s quite powerful. It doesn’t have the other ingredient in it: admiration. “

We talk about ARC and we’re always talking about affinity.

What’s affinity? Affinity is co-beigness.

And co-beigness is only possible in the presence of admiration and sympathy.

Now, it has to fall away from perfect co-beigness in order to pick up individual characteristics.

The universal solvent is affinity.”

The lower it is on the scale, the less co-beigness is possible.

So how do you get a preclear out of his body and able to be a lorry and able to be a soapbox and able to be anything he wants to be?

Well, boy, he’d better have affinity in unbounded quantities. “

“But if affinity was co-beigness, you wouldn’t need much space.

You really wouldn’t if you had affinity.

You wouldn’t have to be able to make very much space.

It wouldn’t be very important.

“We don’t have affinity creating a boundless quantity of space, but we have no-affinity with a tremendous insistence on lots of space.

And when a person says, “I don’t like,” he means, “I want to put space between me and it.”

“What’s communication?

Communication will be the ability to translate sympathy or some component of sympathy from one terminal to another terminal.

That would be communication. And the most perfect communication would be communication.

That would be the most perfect communication, you see.

You’d be in the same space as the other person, thinking the same thought, and that’s as perfect as communicating is going to get.

And the most perfect affinity you could possibly be with anybody was to be the body. Be them. That would be perfect affinity, you see?

But you’d really have to have perfect affinity in order to have perfect communication and yet…

All right. And then, then we’ve got reality. What’s perfect reality?

 We’d have perfect reality as agreement, just like we’ve said all along, because the most perfect agreement would be to be in the same space with, thinking the same thought as and feeling the same emotion as somebody else. And then you and somebody else would be actually, basically, the same person.

But there is a position on the Tone Scale where you and somebody else could be the same person and then simply on determinism be different people?

You know, be the same person, then be other people?

And then be the same person and then be two people?”

“Could you do this?

Yup. Way up. Way up on the Tone Scale. That’s the way you do it.”

“So way up on the Tone Scale, there is no such thing as a hidden communication or a hidden influence.

You have co-beigness, co-communication, co-agreement, winding up in a reality with a tremendous flexibility of beigness and determinism, tremendous loose flexibility.

A person is as happy as he can be his entire environment, saying, “I’m not going to be that, I’m not going to be that,” you’ve got the stimulus-response mechanism which, to know more about, you should study in Book One.

by L. Ron Hubbard

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WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

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I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

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However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

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All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

 

Getting ready…

How many of us have someone who are not ready to leave?

May be more than just one, may two or three,

kids, husbands or wives, best friends…

And what are we doing about it?

They drop the body or we do, and all is gone.

"Imagine the frustration of someone who has just lost the body and it is watching his family crying without any means to communicate to them. They were together a life time and never learned to communicate. "

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I remember a very dear friend I met in Sand Castle.

She was from Mexico.

Since her daughter was born she started to training her into developing theta perceptions…

They would drill every day into perceiving each other thoughts

and locating each other with their eyes closed.

I thought it was fantastic.

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When I met JT during a Christmas party

I advised him to do the Briefing Course.

I could see the heavy grief and suffering he was still in,

after over a year from his son’s death.

Jet with his father John. Travolta

I thought it was really criminal on the Church of $ side,

not to help him spiritually.

I remember mentioning to JT that LRH talked about

helping/auditing your teammate

if you find him in the middle of nowhere into space or something…

JT was so interested in founding out how to get in comm

with his son Jet.

Here we have a man with all the money

anyone would dream of,

with a life that many envy,

which is totally helpless when it comes to reconnect with his son.

On the other side you have these amazing

mexican mother and daughter

able to communicate to each other without their bodies.

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What a wonderful connection.

Now, if the Church of $cientology would have truly been

about spiritual awareness

instead of playing the role of a corporation, they would have helped him.

Unfortunately none of the hundreds staff,

auditors and C/Ses could find that datum for him…

no one helped him into that spiritual reconnection.

He has been OT3 since the early 90’s.

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What did I learned from all this

and from my last few years of agony?

I have learned that there are very few rich people on this planet.

I have learned that on a beautiful yacht, in elegant fancy parties

there are may be a bunch of “smiling” bodies,

but very few “alive” spiritual beings.

I have learned that the best school you can give to your child

is the school to the knowledge and awareness

of his (not of his body) own abilities

and the skills to use of them.

I have learned about priorities of life…

and confusion.

Who ARE YOU?

Answer this question.

Then analyze briefly your day and

look how many of your daily activities are body (this lifetime) oriented

and how many are really for you.

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Now, ask yourself again the question…

Do I really wish to go OT?

If you answer is ‘Yes’,

I’m pretty sure you will have some re-organizing to do.

This universe is too good on steering us

and keeping us busy on the wrong track!

This is one of the reason we need each other!!

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Reorganize… 😀

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WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

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However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

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All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

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AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Where are my keys?

Where are my keys?

The hard way to find your keys…

when an elf hides them under the couch

or moves them about in your purse,

is to look for it.

...

The easier way is to know where they are.

.

After a bunch of solo auditing, where apparently,

I couldn’t feel much gains…

I suddently realized that in that nothingness I had actually expanded

and regained a huge amount of knowigness.

.

I always had a great ability to find things where people thought they had lost them.

I can always find anything, except my keys.

Many times I had to literally empty my purse to find my keys.

Well, not long ago, while I was considering

that my keys disappeared again I tried a different approach.

I closed my eyes and I looked where the keys were.

I put my hand back into the purse and there they were.

.

Found them!!!

.

I have for too long played the wrong game and used the wrong rules.

It has quite an invalidative-introverting effect for an OT

to play by the laws of this universe.

It does not work for him.

He is pretending to not being able to run, and tries to walk…

he is actually stopping himself and putting counter efforts

to his impulse to run so to be able to just walk.

He is so accustomed to this that all his counter efforts

to stop his abilities are almost in automatic.

It takes some work to

1) locate and

2) strip off these counter-efforts.

It is a re-educational process to the OT life.

A steady exercise of your knowigness.

.

Many times you will feel you are making mistakes,

you will doubt yourself.

But, please do not stop.

After a while you will start separating your knowigness

from the one of others

(that’s where the ‘mistakes’ or wrong answers come from.).

I would like to invite you to try…

...

To be OT starts from having the right state of mind.

Not from the mind.

Send me your successes please!

_________

About a year ago  I met a great guy at one of Tory Christman parties,

he gave me a book he wrote which I think it expresses a very interesting viewpoint.

I promised him I would have post it on my blog but I never did.

I apologize to him for the long delay. Here it is.

The Queen of Heaven:
The origin of the Universe and the Masonic Pyramid by Jeffrey Augustine
IBSN 1-4116- 5906-6
Send direct inquires to: jeffreyaugustine@gmail.com
http://www.jeffreyaugustine.com
Author Augustine
The Queen of Heaven: The origin of the Universe and the Masonic Pyramid by Jeffrey Augustine – Send direct inquires:  jeffreyaugustine@gmail.com – http://www.jeffreyaugustine.com 

________

.

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

.

However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

.

All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

_____________________

.

AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

.

For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

______________________

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

How an OT (spirit) acquires knowledge.

How an OT could acquire knowledge

Changing the base of operation...

It is not true what people have been telling us that pain,

suffering and/or bad luck

are necessary to learn from life.

It is just another way to trap you and keep you down

or…  going down even further.

If counter survival activities brings you down,

if those suck life energy from you

how could they possibly be survival?

May be, and I say may be, at the time of the loss,

the pain can be so deep and strong that the body does not recover,

it dies in a sort of way, impinging the losses and the lingering pains and suffering on the being.

What the being is more likely to do?

Tired and confused  by a never-ending unexplained pain,

which does not in fact belong to him,

the spirit tries to solve his problem by letting go of the body.

...

This could be a good starting point.

The realization of not being a body,

the awareness of how much a body could affect ones and keep a spirit into an old game.

It could be a good point if the being, having a natural high tone,

has enough courage to start working on the theta universe.

After all, all you have to do is to let go (no matter on which harmonic)

of the “must have of the body”.

Not necessarely of the body, but of the “must have” of one.

..

A spiritual being at a certain spiritual awareness

does not have to obey to the laws of this universe

(and indeed, he better not).

It is actually advisable that he starts getting unaccustomed

to the use of this rudimental technique.

He can actually learn about things by inspection.

...

He is able to know by pervasion.

Why suffering a personal loss, a failure,

when it could be just enough to get the same or better data

by looking at somebody elses one?

or to their mock ups? or by pervading the person’s space?

..

This blog it is not anymore about the sad Church of $cientology or the INDies.

There are plenty of people engaged in that crusade.

My writing is moving into the realm of OT researches,

gains and discoveries.

I treasure the incredible knowledge  and gains I acquired

by studying and applying LRH materials without which

I couldn’t make it up to where I’m now.

I spent few thousand years in spiritual researches.

Time to bridge into the next step… free from any group.

Friend of those who are true seekers of truth and knowledge.

...

Beings that, despite of all the suppression and false data given,

are still able to dream.

.

We enter “the realm of magic”.

Quite a normal world from the view point of a spiritual being,

but pretty “magic” from a body viepoint.

Many are going to read about this new world

and dream it would be real.

This is the first step.

And if they will not let go they will get there too.

Many others will regard me as crazy…

 but that it is a compliment at this time.

.

Here, there is no better or worse,

there is no teacher or student.

We learn from each other.

We take what we like and we make it ours if we see if it works for us.

My sister Elizabeth has and is playing a big role on my spiritual freedom,

she, like me, believes in pure magic and have touched the other side.

She told me once…;

-“The truth Silvia, is that you are not ‘human’.-

She is right.

After many lives we finally have reconnected.

I’m sure there are many of us.

We are gong to reunite… the many of us.

The best way to be happy

is to be where you belong

even if, for some of us, encompass recognizing

we do not belong anywhere while being everywhere…

__________

20 August 1954,- “Axiom, Part II”

“Number 25 of this Axioms and definitions:

Affinity is a scale of attitude which falls away from the co-existence of Static,

through the interposition of distance and energy

to create identity, down to close proximity but mistery.”

“Total knowigness goes down to lookingness.

You have to look to find out. Well.

That’s different than simply knowing with looking.

Now we go down to looking.

And now we go just a little bit lower than that-this is,

by the way, an affinity scale- go in into e motion. 

And look and then we no longer have knowledge by looking,

we have knowledge by emotion.

Do we like it, do we dislike it emotionally?”

“Now, if I have to feel it to know it’s there, I’ve gone immediately into effort.

My affinity for something would be good if I could feel it

and it would be no good at all if I can’t feel it.”

“Now, affinity is this scale. It goes down through effort.

When a person gets down to effort, then he’s into a level where he’s got to work,

everything has got to be work.

He’s got to touch everything and feel everything

before he can know anything.

A person in that band, by the way-as he gets to the lower part of the band-has facsimiles.”

“Well, now we go down from effort into thinking.

And we get our figure-figure-figure-figure-figure case.

Now, he’s a hard boy to get along with because he can’t work.

He feels that-his thought, by the way, is a colloquialism.

Life is not composed of space and action and al sorts of things.”

“Now, a person can postulate without thinking about it.

If that’s what we mean by thought, that’s fine,

but usually what people mean by thought is figure-figure-figure-figure.

20 August 1954,- “Axiom, Part II”

by L. Ron Hubbard

______

________

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

.

However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

.

All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

_____________________

.

AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

.

For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

.

______________________

.

WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

.


If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

And they get obedience. Now, “obedience” is Faith.

And they get obedience. Now, “obedience” is Faith.

 

-Just do what I say... and you will get your eligibility to the upper levels...-

 

Electroshocked zombies, $cientologists and psychopaths…

are all alike ranging at the top levels of the worse-off.

Many $cientologists might not appear so dangerous at first

as they have learned to be diplomatic and acceptable.

They are masters in PRs, but on the inside

they carry the worst charge you could ever imagine.

They have been heavily restimulated by the use of Black Dianetics and Black $cientology. 

They are experiencing an awful amount of bypassed charge, pressure and misemotions.

Losing It. - 'Head exploding by Lilian Burgler

 They are scared, upset and many of them

are in a state of constant confusion and psychological pain.

The funny thing is that they are convinced to be self-determined…

and they are self determined, but from their past postulates

 of which they are not aware to have made.

_____

“Statics and Motions and Axioms 1-14 – 9 October 1951

by L. Ron Hubbard”

“Now, the way you “train” on of these organisms,

is you beat it and you put it in jail and lock it up in closets

and you slow its motion down any way you can and after a while it gets obedient.

Now, “obedience” is Faith, it’s belief- that’s obedience..”.

“… it goes into Apathy and hands its own identity over to the counter-effort… (…)

Hence, you get valences.

(…)

When you self-detemine non-survival activities,

you are, at that moment, becoming an Effect of your own causes.

You postulate, you say, “I’m now going to…” or “From this moment on, I decided that…”

(…).Now, here he is as Cause – he’s postulating a cause.

Now he steps forward in time and becomes the effect of his own cause.”

” There is almost no limit to what a human being can do

as long as he doesn’t have this variety of stuff thrown at him in the guise of Affinity, Communication and Reality.

 People are postulating new realities for him.

And every time he accepts one of these new realities, he’s sort of sunk.”

“He goes out of valence, he ceases to be alive.”

“People come along and they say, “But I don’t understand why it is that Mohammedanism

 and Buddhism and Christianity are so much alike and yet they had all these fights and…”

He might as well save his breath.

He’s talking about Faith and there’s no understanding on the subject requires-that’s that!.”

____________

 Today,  amongst the top of the worst-offthere are actually the $cientologists.

Unfortunately their basic implants have been restimulated

and with that a case of great magnitude is now taking charge.

They have become dangerous beings as they have lost their self-determinism.

They have sold their soul to the ‘group’ (Cof$), they lost themselves,

their integrity and their sense of responsibility.

They have become I-determined (their case is telling them what to do).

Of course they do not know, they just obey.

Only high-tech psychological violence and abuses (at the level of electroshock)

can match the amount of damage the current Church of $ is causing.

We need to unite forces and support every single group that helps mankind to survive and win.

Fighting is just part of the implant.

__________

..

WELCOME TO THE IND

MIKE ROIGER

Snr C/S CINCINNATI ORG

...

My name is Mike Roiger and I’m announcing y official disconnection from the Church f Scientology after 18 years of which 14 as staff (12 as Senior Case Supervisor at Cincinnati ORG.)

I’m a Grad VA C/S (XDN Specialist), CCRD C/S (2006), FPRD C/S, Purif C/S, KTL/LOC C/S, etc (all GAT). I have completed more than 580 courses in several academies including AOSH UK and Flag.

MWRoiger@gmail.com

____

_____________

Elma group: HELPING PEOPLE with great products!!

...

Right to left Raymond J. Krenik, Jr.  He is the E.D. of our Elma group. 

He would be considered an “old-timer”.  In the early 70’s he volunteered to help out at Celebrity Center, and was the first person to put on an ad for Dianetics on TV. Later he did over 1,000 hours of first book auditing at the Seattle org.  Currently receiving Audited NOTs.

Patricia Krenik, a/k/a Pat.  Founding Scientologist 1951. 

A few years of book co-auditing.  HCA in 1956. Helped build the Seattle Org.  Trained under LRH in 1958.  Ran a mission in 1959-60 in Seattle with her then husband, Ron Arnold.  Completed the SHSBC in 1968-70. O.E.C. Grad.   Did the original OT levels at AO.  Worked at the Riverside Mission, Delphi, Asho as a F.E.Ser.  LA Staff 1978.  Ethics Specialist Course Grad.  Currently O.E.S. at Elma, delivering all grades including NOTs.  OT VIII.

In the back is Roy Selby, Grad IV auditor with OK’s to audit upper levels.  He was E.D. of SF org when they had 120 staff, and was CO Pac after that.  He is an F.E.B.C graduate, and a Professional Course Supervisor.  He said all he really wanted to do was be and auditor, so he is here in Elma WA and available to audit anyone on anything.  OT VII on the original bridge, receiving audited NOTs.

Fourth over toward the left is John Loftus who has just “come out of retirement” to help out and exchange with Elma personnel.  He was the SHSBC Supervisor, and had supped a Class VIII course.  He is auditor trained and currently receiving NOTs repair.

Ed Clarkson is a SHSBC grad, and just visiting Elma the day this was taken.

____________

SUCCESSES IN THE FIELD

by Frank Davis
Midwest Tech Center

Integrity Processing

 

Frank,
Thank you so much for everything!
You are unleashed me on second dynamic today. This entire “Chinese wall” on whole time track fall down…, dust settling down and I am still under impression and nothing now holding me, nothing.
I never even can imagine this feeling.
I feel total freedom now on 2D, just by gaining my Thetan’s Rights back.
I don’t feel any barriers or rules existing for me anymore on 2D. I am myself now.
This was so powerful!
Looking forward to having more adventure on other dynamics
Svetlana
_________
 
Progress on OT 3 Expanded
One thing I have noticed is that my handwriting, which used to be quite shaky and illegible, is now much better, without really trying. Also, the body feels noticeably younger and agile.
The skin is smoother and clearer all over, I feel more energetic, and the mind is sharper.
This physically verifies for me that the Upper Levels are the root of most, if not all body issues and perception.  I feel VVG about this.
My knowingness has improved, memory is better, life runs smoother, and body condition has improved,
Dick
 

________

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

.

_________________________

 

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

.

However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

.

All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

_____________________

.

AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

.

For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

.

______________________

.

WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

.


If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The difference between simply knowing and looking.

The difference between simply knowing and looking.

.

...

———————-

“Number 25 of this Axioms and definitions:

Affinity is a scale of attitude which falls away from the co-existence of Static, through the interposition of distance and energy to create identity, down to close proximity but mystery.”

“Total knowigness goes down to lookingness. You have to look to find out.

Well. That’s different than simply knowing with looking.

Now we go down to looking.

And now we go just a little bit lower than that-this is, by the way, an affinity scale- go in into e motion.  And look and then we no longer have knowledge by looking, we have knowledge by emotion. Do we like it, do we dislike it emotionally?”

“Now, if I have to feel it to know it’s there, I’ve gone immediately into effort. My affinity for something would be good if I could feel it and it would be no good at all if I can’t feel it.”

“Now, affinity is this scale. It goes down through effort. When a person gets down to effort, then he’s into a level where he’s got to work, everything has got to be work. He’s got to touch everything and feel everything before he can know anything.

A person in that band, by the way-as he gets to the lower part of the band-has facsimiles.”

“Well, now we go down from effort into thinking.

And we get our figure-figure-figure-figure-figure case.

Now, he’s a hard boy to get along with because he can’t work. He feels that-his thought, by the way, is a colloquialism. Life is not composed of space and action and al sorts of things.”

“Now, a person can postulate without thinking about it. If that’s what we mean by thought, that’s fine, but usually what people mean by thought is figure-figure-figure-figure.

20 August 1954,- “Axiom, Part II”

by L. Ron Hubbard

_____

Knowigness does not need words

or a mind to compute.

It is an immediate no time no space action,

pretty close to a static natural state.

It is a no time activity skillfully invalidated by the Mest universe

and by all the humans that are deeply involved in the game of solidification.

It is quite an important basic for whom is looking to leave his game to join a much higher one.

What to audit?

Agreements, thoughts, minds, privacy, secrecy, willigness to not known or being known…

and so on.

Elizabeth Hamre is a genius on this.

She has been working on taking apart this universe for over 30 years.

And you can feel it when you are in her space.

Her space is like magic.

Masses get thin and disappear.

Elizabeth is  a skilled solo auditor and has a great grasp of the basics.

A good level of training is a must for successful soloing,

especially when after 7 you are on your own.


__________

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

.

_________________________

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

.

However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

.

All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

_____________________

.

AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

.

For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

.

______________________

.

WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

.


If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/



No liabilities for an empty body…

WARNING

.

No aware spirits allowed in a body

in this Universe.

No wisdom, no passion for truth, no integrity

or courage to disagree are ALLOWED.

Empty bodies are OK…

Wanted dead bodies to build an orderly obedient society...

“…the only crime that you could possibly commit is being there.

I don’t care where.

That is the only crime that you could commit.”

20 August 1954 – Axioms, part IV (Phoenix Lectures)

by L. Ron Hubbard

.

___________

If you wish to take ownership of your body

please make sure

you do not let anyone notice it.

As long as average people think that the body and the deteriorated being living inside

can be controlled, you are going to be fine.

But in the moment they feel there is an independent being

they cannot control in that body,

you are going to become their worse target ever.

The physical universe itself will fight you.

YOU ARE PURE DANGER.

No matter how much you help, how good you are, how caring... they will see you as an enemy!

.

It is not always true, that people attack you

because you “pulled that in“,

that is what ill intentioned people wish you to believe.

They attack you because they know

you are aware of what they are up to,

because you are able to look beyond their lies.

Because you could wake up others…

So, when you walk the path to OT,

while you expand and coexist with others

you are going to be more and more able to listen to their thoughts

and they know it…

For that only, you are going to find yourself

surrounded by the worse enemies,

attacked in the most unusual ways and with the lamest excuses.

They are going to accuse you of crimes you never committed.

LRH said that a OT cannot make it alone…

it could, but it can be quite challenging.

While walking the path of truth, while regaining the ability to pervade,

while rediscovering the beauty of knowigness…

...

be sure you have near you loyal friends you can trust no matter what.

Do not engage into the battle of life, no matter how tempting it could be

or how right you feel about it.

It is nothing but a trap.

Remember, your spiritual freedom is your only battle,

if is there you are walking to.

________

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

.

_________________________

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

.

However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

.

All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

_____________________

.

AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

.

For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

.

______________________

.

WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

.


If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/


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