When people look at you, what do they see?

When people look at you, what do they see?


Many times people are not looking or communicating… their case (emotional state) is.

It is time I share with you some of my wins,

particularly one I had today.

 I’m sure there are few people out there that have and are experiencing

the sadness of not been seen,

of being hit with wrong indications regarding their own intentions

and, as a result, they have suffered the devastating effect

of introversion and self invalidation.



Today my auditor ask me an incredible question.

He asked: “How many of the people you truly loved did attack you?”

My answer was: ‘ALL of THEM’.

Now, I can see the few  1.1 or 2.0 who hate my guts,

smiling happily and pointing out how bad I must be to pull that in.

I haven’t done anything to them and if you have a chance

to ask them why they hate my guts,

they have to seriously dream up an answer to not feel stupid.

The truth is, and I’m sorry to disappoint them,

the people to whom I have done some wrong, do not hate me at all.



Any way, my auditor which is really OT, one,

because he is operating on the 7th and 8th dynamics

and second, because he is an excellent auditor

and knows the tech down cold, not as a rote procedure

but as pure concepts and fundamentals,

told me he felt spiritually attacked by  some part of my case.


He told me that if he wouldn’t know the tech,

he would have believed there was something wrong with me.


I took a sight of relief. I felt safe.

Something in my space is making sure people are scared of me,

is creating antagonism and hate behind my back.


The black and invisible part of life…


They have been doing a great job enturbolating the people I loved

by restimulating their cases.

So, here is the importance to surround ourselves,

at least on our personal life, by up-tone beings.


High tone being do not get taken over easily by their own bank

as they have enough theta, affinity and love to go beyond that…


This is why, also, you should be aware of people like,

but not limited to, the Ethic officers or the people as in the Church of $,

that enjoy telling people how something must be wrong with them.

They are just stubbing you with wrong indications.

What is wrong with you?”

What are you doing that is so out-ethic to pull that in?”



The truth is, many times is not us pulling things in…

 it is a group effort of which we might very often not be  aware of.


When people look at you, what do they see?

Many people see the composite being as one and swear by it, that that composite is you.

That wouldn’t be too bad, if they wouldn’t try so hard to push that home to you.


This is nothing more than another deceiving trick of this universe.

 To keep you down, to give you losses and to bend you

 into agreement with all the invalidation… is what it is about.

 And after a while, the worse thing of all:

Your agreement to change the beautiful you,

 into something you are not.


….After this session I blew some pretty big stuff

and I felt a beautiful sense of calm and peace.


Another win.

Before going to Italy I was thinking in English,

in Italy I started to think in Italian again.

Yesterday, when a friend, out of curiosity,

asked e in which language I was thinking…

i realized I wasn’t thinking at all.

That useless via was gone…  😀


Boy, it is really though at times to go for broke

on the search of truth,

but it is rewarding beyond believe!


Some people may think you are falling. But you are flying, and they do not believe in flying.


HCOB 30 July 1980


When one is associating with or attempting to guide or handle a person,

it is necessary to know something of the nature of a being.


A single-unit being responds to the most elementary

and simple rules and laws you will find in Dianetics and Scientology:

affinity, reality, communication and understanding; the time track; mental image pictures; the earlier  incident holding the later in place; responses to matter, energy, space, time, form, as well as force; and the Axioms.

On this you can rest assured. And one might even wonder why we need all the additional bulletins and cautions, and provisions and lectures.

The fact of the matter is that when one addresses a person,

a human being “in the flesh,” one is not addressing a simple being. (…)

What you see as a human being, a person, is not a single-unit being.

In the first place, there is the matter of valence.

A person can be himself or he can be under the belief

that he is another person or thing entirely.

This removes him a step from being a simple being.


Then there is the matter of being in a body.

A body is a very complex contrivance, quite remarkable, quite complicated.

And it is also quite subject to its own distortions.

There are also the entities (as discussed in Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health, pages 84-90, and also The History of Man, pages 13-14, 43, 75-77).

These follow all the rules and laws and phenomena of single beings.

And then there is the matter of influences of other people around this human being.

From a single, simple being there is a progressive
complication setting in as one adds all these other factors.

The single, simple being, without any further associations,

can be out of valence even miles away from other contacts.


It is the aggregate of all these factors which you address when you seek to guide or handle the usual human being.

This is also why Objective Processes are so effective-they get many of these factors all going in the same direction for once.


But mainly it tells you that full recoveries seldom happen fast and that cases require an awful lot of work and often for a very long time.

(..) Results, if you follow the rules and laws carefully and with good heart, can be obtained.

And you, knowing your business, can obtain them.

But don’t become discouraged if it all doesn’t happen fast and if it takes a long time.

When you are handling a human being, you are handling a composite. (…)


We are working with the end product of an awful lot of trials and tribulations.

If we were working with single beings, it would be a nothing to do.

We are not.

We are working with a complexity and we can do an awful lot,

 far more than anyone could do before us.

L. Ron Hubbard




I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.


I’m very much interested, having studied over 15 years as an auditor and

having helped successfully quite few people with LRH tech

to achieve the state of Clear, and OT,

to help anyone that wish honesty

to continue toward his spiritual freedom.


We are here to help people to achieve OT.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal



Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.




  1. Hey Silvia, you Rock! I find your blog the best in freezone / independent area in PT. I’m looking forward to other posts!

  2. Good stuff! Keep going Silvia!

  3. I chuckled when I read you cog about not thinking any more – cool!!
    I have this as a standard reply to this typical american “Whattayathink?” question – “I don’t!”
    Or an old advise I like to give: Leave the thinking to the horses, they have bigger heads.

  4. Funny, the macho monks kinda missed the point with Tara …

    (From Wikipedia)

    Tārā has many stories told which explain her origin as a bodhisattva. One in particular has a lot of resonance for women interested in Buddhism and quite likely for those delving into early 21st century feminism.

    In this tale there is a young princess who lives in a different world system, millions of years in the past. Her name is Yeshe Dawa, which means “Moon of Primordial Awareness”. For quite a number of aeons she makes offerings to the Buddha of that world system, whose name was Tonyo Drupa. She receives special instruction from him concerning bodhicitta — the heart-mind of a bodhisattva. After doing this, some monks approach her and suggest that because of her level of attainment she should next pray to be reborn as a male to progress further.

    At this point she lets the monks know in no uncertain terms that from the point of view of Enlightenment it is only “weak minded worldlings” who see gender as a barrier to attaining enlightenment. She sadly notes there have been few who wish to work for the welfare of beings in a female form, though.

    Therefore she resolves to always be reborn as a female bodhisattva, until samsara is no more. She then stays in a palace in a state of meditation for some ten million years, and the power of this practice releases tens of millions of beings from suffering. As a result of this, Tonyo Drupa tells her she will henceforth manifest supreme bodhi as the Goddess Tārā in many world systems to come.

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