the big picture…

THE BIG PICTURE…

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I have been getting up at 5 every morning for the past 3 weeks.

Working under very hot weather condition (102-105 F) at the land

to build the Library for the Advance Spiritual Reasearch Center…

getting home filthy and exhausted every evening after having sawed, painted and cleaned…

I thought we were almost done the day before yesterday.

I was ready to start moving the materials…

and then the fire.

A 16 miles long and 6 miles wide fire over the area.

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25.000 acres and over 500 homes were burned down in less than 2 days.

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While sitting on my bed at my sister’s house I cried.

There it was my dream, about to go up in smoke.

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Than I did wear my solo auditor hat.

I handled the considerations of the people (beings) in my space.

Many of them were scared and terrified.

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But once handled it I could really see all this for what it really was.

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Wildfires. A fire creeps toward a house in Bastrop, Texas, on Monday. Planes later dumped fire-retardant on the home, which was still standing at noon Monday, though a house down the street was burned to the ground. Jay Janner/The Associated Press Source: The Associated Press

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On a planet like this, it is impossible

to expect that everything goes right.

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Still, the words right or wrong are deceiving as they gives you,

(you as a spiritual being),

the idea that there is such thing as failure.

An eternal being cannot fail.

As LRH says, it cannot do anything else than survive.

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There are ideas dictated by implants

as the sensation of degradation

and the feeling of loss.

All goes out of proportion and into the solid point of view

of a material universe.

The destruction of the body gets confused with the soul itself…

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The feeling of getting old, of being hopeless, of tiredness.

They are just a big lie.

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After soloing for few minutes

my prospective changed completely.

Losing the land wouldn’t have been a loss,

just a step of the game..

It is all just a ‘game’.

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A friend called, many of them actually did.

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My friends were more worried than me. I could feel their love and care. I thought to myself: "I'm one of the wealthier being on this planet." - My neighbors wrote me: "We will help you rebuilt your house." 😀

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I really have a big wonderful family now.

Any way, my friend was concerned, and I told her that part of me was sad,

but I knew that part was not me

because I also felt ready to play the new game.

I told her that if the Center would have burned down

I would have resumed my journey and found magic somewhere else.

I felt peace and calm.

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When you are in present time,

life is beautifully simple.

There are no losses, just barriers

and changes are nothing more than changes,

and are not labeled any different from that.

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... to have an end you have to have a beginning. 😀

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the labels of good or bad, just or wrong, winning or failure

are nothing but a trap.

It is what it is, things change and for any change

there are billions of new possibilities.

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What does change things is our approach to it,

our attitude toward what you do.

Our spirit of play or the absence of it.

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I felt happy as I have never been for very long time.

Thank you to all.

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In the last few months I have found 1 more sister,

2 more brothers and 10 more true unbelievable friends.

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We will soon start delivering a “Spiritual perceptions enhancement workshops”

with the drills that long time ago were done on the Apollo.

They were really rehabilitating Thetans perceptions .

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For now, wish you truth.

Wonderful things are happening.

Love and many thanks to all my true friends and family.

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and do what LRH wanted them to do:

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while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

21 Comments

  1. I am very proud of you. Your dreams will be realized.

    I think the perception drills are a missing piece of the puzzle for today’s Scientologists and can be a huge success.

    David St Lawrence

    • Thank you David,
      you are a shining start into this universe!
      We are honored to have you!
      Love

  2. I send you my best postulate for your new center. I am sure you will made it and you will win the game.

    • Ibero, think you!!
      This is OUR Center and the home Spiritual Beings.
      When i was a kid we were meeting outside the Church and while sitting on the entrance steps we (all the friends) were having fun. Was just theta.
      I wanted so much to have a theta space for anyone that is part of our spiritual group.
      😀

  3. Failure / Success dichotomy-pair pattern:

    those who are being most wise
    are dominated by those who have the goal to be failure

    Failure / Success

    those who have the goal to be failure
    dominate those who have the goal to be successful

    those who have the goal to be failure
    are dominated by those who are being successful

    those who are being failure
    dominate those who are being successful

    those who are being failure
    are dominated by those who like being successful

    those who like being failure
    dominate those who like being successful

    those who like being failure
    are dominated by those who agree with being successful

    those who agree with being failure
    dominate those who agree with being successful

    those who agree with being failure
    are dominated by those who talk about being successful

    those who talk about being failure
    dominate those who talk about being successful

    those who talk about being failure
    are dominated by those who try not to be successful

    those who try not to be failure
    dominate those who try not to be successful

    those who try not to be failure
    are dominated by those who talk about being failure

    those who talk about being successful
    dominate those who talk about being failure

    those who talk about being successful
    are dominated by those who agree with being failure

    those who agree with being successful
    dominate those who agree with being failure

    those who agree with being successful
    are dominated by those who like being failure

    those who like being successful
    dominate those who like being failure

    those who like being successful
    are dominated by those who are being failure

    those who are being successful
    dominate those who are being failure

    those who are being successful
    are dominated by those who have the goal to be failure
    /
    those who have the goal to be successful
    dominate those who have a goal to be failure

    those who have the goal to be successful
    are dominated by those who are being failure

    those who are being successful
    dominate those who are being failure

    those who are being successful
    are dominated by those who like being failure

    those who like being successful
    dominate those who like being failure

    those who like being successful
    are dominated by those who agree with being failure

    those who agree with being successful
    dominate those who agree with being failure

    those who agree with being successful
    are dominated by those who talk about being failure

    those who talk about being successful
    dominate those who talk about being failure

    those who talk about being successful
    are dominated by those who try not to be failure

    those who try not to be successful
    dominate those who try not to be failure

    those who try not to be successful
    are dominated by those who talk about being successful

    those who talk about being failure
    dominate those who talk about being successful

    those who talk about being failure
    are dominated by those who agree with being successful

    those who agree with being failure
    dominate those who agree with being successful

    those who agree with being failure
    are dominated by those who like being successful

    those who like being failure
    dominate those who like being successful

    those who like being failure
    are dominated by those who are being successful

    those who are being failure
    dominate those who are being successful

    those who are being failure
    are dominated by those who have the goal to be more successful
    /
    those who have the goal to be more failure
    dominate those who have the goal to be more successful

    those who have the goal to be more failure
    are dominated by those who are being more successful

    those who are being more failure
    dominate those who are being more successful

    those who are being more failure
    are dominated by those who like being more successful

    those who like being more failure
    dominate those who like being more successful

    those who like being more failure
    are dominated by those who agree with being more successful

    those who agree with being more failure
    dominate those who agree with being more successful

    those who agree with being more failure
    are dominated by those who talk about being more successful

    those who talk about being more failure
    dominate those who talk about being more successful

    those who talk about being more failure
    are dominated by those who try not to be more successful

    those who try not to be more failure
    dominate those who try not to be more successful

    those who try not to be more failure
    are dominated by those who talk about being more failure

    those who talk about being more successful
    dominate those who talk about being more failure

    those who talk about being more successful
    are dominated by those who agree with being more failure

    those who agree with being more successful
    dominate those who agree with being more failure

    those who agree with being more successful
    are dominated by those who like being more failure

    those who like being more successful
    dominate those who like being more failure

    those who like being more successful
    are dominated by those who are being more failure

    those who are being more successful
    dominate those who are being more failure

    those who are being more successful
    are dominated by those who have the goal to be the more failure
    /
    those who have the goal to be more successful
    dominate those who have the goal to be more failure

    those who have the goal to be more successful
    are dominated by those who are being more failure

    those who are being more successful
    dominate those who are being more failure

    those who are being more successful
    are dominated by those who like being more failure

    those who like being more successful
    dominate those who like being more failure

    those who like being more successful
    are dominated by those who agree with being more failure

    those who agree with being more successful
    dominate those who agree with being more failure

    those who agree with being more successful
    are dominated by those who talk about being more failure

    those who talk about being more successful
    dominate those who talk about being more failure

    those who talk about being more successful
    are dominated by those who try not to be more failure

    those who try not to be more successful
    dominate those who try not to be more failure

    those who try not to be more successful
    are dominated by those who talk about being more successful

    those who talk about being more failure
    dominate those who talk about being more successful

    those who talk about being more failure
    are dominated by those who agree with being more successful

    those who agree with being more failure
    dominate those who agree with being more successful

    those who agree with being more failure
    are dominated by those who like being more successful

    those who like being more failure
    dominate those who like being more successful

    those who like being more failure
    are dominated by those who are being more successful

    those who are being more failure
    dominate those who are being more successful

    those who are being more failure
    are dominated by those who have the goal to be most successful
    /
    those who have the goal to be most failure
    dominate those who have the goal to be most successful

    those who have the goal to be most failure
    are dominated by those who are being most successful

    those who are being most failure
    dominate those who are being most successful

    those who are being most failure
    are dominated by those who like being most successful

    those who like being most failure
    dominate those who like being most successful

    those who like being most failure
    are dominated by those who agree with being most successful

    those who agree with being most failure
    dominate those who agree with being most successful

    those who agree with being most failure
    are dominated by those who talk about being most successful

    those who talk about being most failure
    dominate those who talk about being most successful

    those who talk about being most failure
    are dominated by those who try not to be most successful

    those who try not to be most failure
    dominate those who try not to be most successful

    those who try not to be most failure
    are dominated by those who talk about being most failure

    those who talk about being most successful
    dominate those who talk about being most failure

    those who talk about being most successful
    are dominated by those who agree with being most failure

    those who agree with being most successful
    dominate those who agree with being most failure

    those who agree with being most successful
    are dominated by those who like being most failure

    those who like being most successful
    dominate those who like being most failure

    those who like being most successful
    are dominated by those who are being most failure

    those who are being most successful
    dominate those who are being most failure

    those who are being most successful
    are dominated by those who have the goal to be most failure
    /
    those who have the goal to be most successful
    dominate those who have the goal to be most failure

    those who have the goal to be most successful
    are dominated by those who are being most failure

    those who are being most successful
    dominate those who are being most failure

    those who are being most successful
    are dominated by those who like being most failure

    those who like being most successful
    dominate those who like being most failure

    those who like being most successful
    are dominated by those who agree with being most failure

    those who agree with being most successful
    dominate those who agree with being most failure

    those who agree with being most successful
    are dominated by those who talk about being most failure

    those who talk about being most successful
    dominate those who talk about being most failure

    those who talk about being most successful
    are dominated by those who try not to be most failure

    those who try not to be most successful
    dominate those who try not to be most failure

    those who try not to be most successful
    are dominated by those who talk about being most successful

    those who talk about being most failure
    dominate those who talk about being most successful

    those who talk about being most failure
    are dominated by those who agree with being most successful

    those who agree with being most failure
    dominate those who agree with being most successful

    those who agree with being most failure
    are dominated by those who like being most successful

    those who like being most failure
    dominate those who like being most successful

    those who like being most failure
    are dominated by those who are being most successful

    hose who are being most failure
    dominate those who are being most successful

    those who are being most failure
    are dominated by those who have the goal to be admired

    Admired / Detested

    those who have the goal to be admired
    dominate those who have the goal to be detested

  4. Hope it goes well Silvia, fire minor setback..

    Thats one big group processing session there decodeq, \

    ALOT of Dominate

    I thought Domination began with Nullification, but i think it pervades with gradient agreement..

    are you keyed up on Hypnotism?

    Wheres Ron on the listing Q’s?

    • 😀
      Some good points on your comment.. THANK YOU!

      • thats ok

        Im the good the bad the ugly…i post in all three genres

        thanks for still letting me post…

        i was going to say good luck, but you proved it doesnt affect you, so i wont say good luck, ill say stay strong..

        🙂

      • You are a good friend Shaun.. THANK YOU!!!
        and thank you for your partecipation to my blog.
        love

  5. Hi Silvia,

    I just learned about the fire, I hope that you are OK.

    I am sure that everything will be allright at the end.

    Please keep us posted.

  6. It’s from Pilot’s stuff, that dichotomy pattern Actually, circular pattern of dichotomy-pairs in reversing sequence:

    …./flexible – creative – destructive – irresponsible/responsible – good/evil – callous/helpful – sharing/selfish – worthless/valued – upstanding/degraded – weak/strong – active/inactive – unable/powerful – free/enslaved – unconscious/aware – knowing/unknowing – stupid/smart – wise/foolish – Failure/Success – admired/detested – hated/loved – praised/rediculed – irrational/sensible – competant/incompetant – wasteful/productive – enduring/transient – sequenced/timeless – pervasive/located – fixed/….

  7. in easier terms, it’s as if: ….positive – positive/negative – negative/positive – positive/negative – negative/positive – positive/…

    Of course, it’s not ‘positive’ or ‘negative’, but rather opposing double pairs of concepts, presented as dichotomy Even so to type such a long pattern (full circle) is quite a job – ‘ve posted just Failure/Success pair due to Silvia reference to ‘failure’ in the post

    There are more specific very long patterns as implants-programming – yet they work very well for release, it’s just takes so much preparation and typing just to prepare them

    Hypnotism? Hm, more that of logics release – am sure, that further on is a big package of suggested or common-sense logics, which have to go to get on some own understanding and opinion

    • Now, I see where you are coming from

      Logics release?

      Suggest is a key word..

      the word sup-press-ive , a suggestive dont want to be that button to punch into someone

      Thanks for your post & reply.. 🙂

  8. The earth is complex.
    The weather is an unbelievably complex system.
    Weather happens. Strange weather happens.
    Earthquakes happen.
    Global warming and global freezing happens.
    The sunspots change.
    Meteors hit. Volcanoes erupt. Sea levels change.
    Life changes. Life adapts or goes extinct.

    The earth continues

  9. Sylvia, you are an inspiration. Your post brought big tears to my eyes. Not tears of sadness, but of joy. The simple joy of recognizing who and what we really are, plus why we do what we do. Don’t know what I can do to help, but please ask. If I can contribute I will!

    • Moneca THANK YOU!!
      I feel your theta and I’m smiling reading your comment.
      Joy is the best help!!
      LOVE

  10. Amazing post. You are so inspirational. Do let us know if you need anything. Love.

  11. “You want to know what sensation about living you ought to have: It’s the same sensation with which you used to play cowboy and Indian. You also know that it isn’t real when you’re playing cowboys and Indians. That, by the way, is on the upper strata of ecstasy. It really becomes ecstasy when you know you have to pretend that it’s real so that it can be real. You’re really in command of the situation then, and you can have a good time! It’s fun. One of the biggest control mechanisms there are is: ‘You’ve got to take this seriously. You’ve really got to be serious about this. If you’re serious enough about this—hm-hm-hm!—you’ll get somewhere in life.’ “The surest way to get nowhere in life is to be serious about it!” —

    L. Ron Hubbard Research & Discovery Series

    I stole the above quote from Martin Foster…
    😀


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