“what should you do if you are sick or you have serious problems?”





The first thing that many of us,

would do,

being abused by the Church of $cientology,

it is to quietly disappear.




We have been taught by the Church of $

that people who are sick (PTS) or who are not doing too well in life

are “degraded beings”.


No, it is not written by LRH,

but nevertheless is what the Church of $

have been using on us

to keep us quiet and on the leash,

to introvert us and

to squeeze out of us more and more donations.


They have made us  believe and agree

that we must have done something wrong

in order to be sick.

 LRH says: 


[“what to do with temperature…”p.13]

Silly Optimist:

A person who expect to feel well all the time

while running a meat body.



Today, as OT’s and as free beings

we have a much better option

than just outcast ourselves

from the rest of the group.


There is the option of behaving as OTs

and asking the spiritual support of your group.




I guess the response of the group to your  plea for help

will show you its true tone level.



A true OT group will unite the Theta energy

and flow you power

for your fast recovery or to the improvement

of your condition as you desire.


 They will not judge you or make you feel less.


Do you think there is something wrong with you

because you lost the job?

A sense of failure because you discovered

your body had cancer?

Because you seem to never find a good partner?

Because your son hates you

or you lost a tons of money in a business deal?





The only wrong thing there is

is the fact that you are worried about it.


The fact that we worry,
that we feel less or undeserving
steams from the track…
the Bank.
A thetan really in PT, not  having a case,
would be just taking
the next step toward the best solution.
He knows the game.
Let’s be OT…

Share your dreams, your worries,

your problems with your true friends.


There is nothing an OT group cannot do working together.

A wonderful quote from Eckhart Tolle:

“If there is no joy, ease, or lightness in what you are doing,
it does not necessarily mean that you need to change what you are doing.
It may be sufficient to change the how.
“How” is always more important than “what.”
See if you can give much more attention to the doing
that to the result that you want to achieve through it.
Give your fullest attention to whatever the moment presents.
This implies that you also completely accept what is,
because you cannot give your full attention to something
and at the same time resist it.
As soon as you honor the present moment,
unhappiness and struggle dissolve,
and life begins to flow with joy and ease.
When you act out of present moment awareness,
whatever you do becomes imbued with a sense of quality,
care, and love–even the most simple action.
When every cell of your body is so present that it feels vibrant with life,
and when you can feel that life every moment as the joy of Being,
then it can be said that you are free of time.
To be free of time is to be free of the psychological need of the past
for your identity and future for your fulfillment.
It represents the most profound transformation
of consciousness that you can imagine.



and do what LRH wanted them to do:



The ‘Center of Advanced Spiritual Research and it’s Applications’ is NOW open in Texas and Italy.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications


ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.




  1. That is a beautiful quote. Thank you for sharing it.

  2. Silvia,

    Thank you for writing this. There is much that can be done once you realize that the cult of Miscavige has no intention of healing the sick once they have given their lives and fortunes to the church.

    The corporate church is a dead end, but there is wisdom that has been buried for years that will help people in ways that are no longer believed possible.

    That wisdom will be of no use to those who will not throw off the shackles of enforced beliefs. Obedient cult members are expected to leave and quietly die once they can no longer contribute.

    If a person can be persuaded that her life and her goals are worthwhile, she can also be persuaded to look at the real and underlying causes of her current condition. With careful auditing, she can become cause over aspects of her life that she could never confront before.

    It is possible to restore her power of choice to the point where she can control her destiny again.

    The technology is still available, even though it may be buried from view at this time, and it can set the being free if the enforced beliefs are identified and discarded first.

    • 1 David. The subtle & not so subtle things we bought into & have unconsciously operated off of from the Co$ is amazing. I’be been out 25 or so years & I am still having realisations of how I think & react due to old non serving datums.

  3. Thank you Silvia. The first part is a nice acknowledgement of what I know deep inside for long, but have been continually invalidated on that point by both scientologists and non-scientologists.

    And the quote – ah! That is quite something!

    Sending lots of love to you!

  4. Good post Silvia,

    IMO The church pretends to bring order from chaos , as their wake of created chaos on their own severed past members keeps extending its line of broken beings since its inception

    a Safe space has retired as ineffective workability, in its place an Orderly military space to conform, any that disrupt the ” Order” are subjects for termination on the grounds of entering chaos..

    Beings arent supposed to be subjects of Order & uniformity, boxes

    That was one of Hubbards crimes, pushing uniformity and regimental order upon creative beings that are flowing LIVE creativity.

    The theta symbol that is an 8 is a twisted 0,

    twist thetans core urges, goals and desires and they convulse, like a positive charge arcing with a negative charge of a battery, short circuit, they get sick, Nullify a being enough and it gets sick.

    Domination begins with Nullification.

    If you cant bring the cash for the ideal org, your null & void, thats why this down statistic is greasy Domination and Nullification, and then expected propitiation to null and void one further, what a death trap.

    The reaction from CoS

    [SOS-1.1 downstat~ Dispose of them without sorrow~ LRH]

    The body count grows following the next Dominating Command.

    Im pleased you guys are out and are grouping whilst retaining your individuality. IMO No two beings are similar ,less than or greater than another, just different with a greater or lesser degree of charge.

    I wish LRH had of had that attitude. War mongering will bring the whole lot down on all of us, and LRH introduced US versus THEM.

  5. Most wonderful. Found myself taking a deep breath & releasing the tension stored in all those judgements rolling around in my head! P.s. really looking forward to your center participating/contributing in some way.

    • Thank you so much Moneca!!
      We are already operating Theta wise…
      We are creating miracles as a group.

      Lots of love to you!

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  7. If you are sick or you have serious problems while in the Church, you are supposed to ignore the fact that the body can barely function and needs to rest, and go and do your post anyhow. I recall one time I was really sick with flu, everything hurt, my temperature was 40, I couldn’t even drink water without it coming up again, and I could barely get out of bed. I got an angry phone call from the sup saying I was supposed to be auditing a student on clay table. I struggled through the hour’s journey to the org, and when I got there, all the HAS could do was start screaming about how I was late, and so did the sup. The only person who looked at the state of my body and asked what I was doing out of bed was the pc.

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