As many of you might know I have been auditing myself
every single day for years.
At times it seems nothing is changing.
It has happened before, but just after that, the big surprise.
One morning a woke up and there it was.
This body opened its eyes and had a long list of things to do.
OMG, It was not my list!!!!
None of the things that I was normally doing
were actually my own.
They were the order of the day of this GE.
What is really this GE?
Imagine a thinking program which has life on its own
and which is determined to survive through Mest (material universe)
and by the use of mest.
And a thetan (spirit), for some reason
is just stuck to it like a fly on a fly paper.
Who has to pick up the kids at school?
Who has to pay the bills, find a husband,
have a great or not so great home?
Who has to brush its teeth or wear a nice dress
or have a new motorcycle?
But I always thought it was me.
I thought I had goals,
I thought I wanted to have or to be.
But that wasn’t me.
A thetan does not have Mest goals,
but can be in such a unconscoious and unaware state
to tag along as part of the Mest motion activity.
This to a point were he confuses itself with the other GE’s.
I was there in the vicinity of this body,
but this time, free from thinking that was my life.
So, if now I was able to separate from this GE, why I was till here?
Why I wasn’t able to move?
To go “home”?
There is more of 1 GE…
There are many to which
for some reason a thetan sticks.
It is only the beginning.
Some people ask me what you audit after OT7.
What they might not know is that OT7 is not completed
when all seem to go right.
It is completed when you start living OT7
and with or without e-meter you
are able to perceive and differentiate,
you are able to spot the right ownership of things.
It is completed when you, automatically,
as knowingness, follow that thought to the right source
or recognize it for what it is.
“I’m finished with OT7 and now I do not use those data anymore”,
it is like to pull the plug and go back into the land of the dead.
My body wakes up every day in a paradise.
He is happy, he is loved and he is surrounded
by beautiful people and things.
Me, I enjoy at times its happiness and the delightfulness
of a beautiful world in its different forms.
But I know I’m in a trap.
Nobody could take away the sadness connected to that
till the trap, melting down
will let me enjoy the many beautiful things
as a free being.
“I said in my heart, “I am sick of four walls and a ceiling.
I have a need of the sky. I have business with the grass.”
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