Who is waking up every morning?

As many of you might know I have been auditing myself

every single day for years.


At times it seems nothing is changing.

It has happened before, but just after that, the big surprise.


A bunch of other entities smashed together as a single unit... and how many GEs (genetic entities) are actually part of it? How many different entities are running the thetan's life? Who is the parasite? The thetan or the other entities?


One morning a woke up and there it was.

This body opened its eyes and had a long list of things to do.

OMG, It was not my list!!!!

None of the things that I was normally doing

were actually my own.

They were the order of the day of this GE.

What is really this GE?

Imagine a thinking program which has life on its own

and which is determined to survive through Mest (material universe)

and by the use of mest.

And a thetan (spirit), for some reason

is just stuck to it like a fly on a fly paper.


Who has to pick up the kids at school?

Who has to  pay the bills, find a husband,

have a great or not so great home?

Who has to brush its teeth or wear a nice dress

or have a new motorcycle?

The thetan?


But I always thought it was me.

I thought I had goals,

I thought I wanted to have or to be.

But that wasn’t me.


A thetan does not have Mest goals,

but can be in such a unconscoious and unaware state

to tag along as part of the Mest motion activity.

This to a point were he confuses itself with the other GE’s.


One by one, by solo auditing, the truth will unravel, the single beings will separate and leave... and every time, life will have a different meaning.


I was there in the vicinity of this body,

but this time, free from thinking that was my life.


So, if now I was able to separate from this GE, why I was till here?

Why I wasn’t able to move?

To go “home”?

There is more of 1 GE…

There are many to which

for some reason a thetan sticks.

It is only the beginning.

Some people ask me what you audit after OT7.

What they might not know is that OT7 is not completed

when all seem to go right.


It is completed when you start living OT7

and with or without e-meter you

 are able to perceive and differentiate,

you are able to spot the right ownership of things.


It is completed when you, automatically,

as knowingness, follow that thought to the right source

or recognize it for what it is.


To say:

“I’m finished with OT7 and now I do not use those data anymore”,

it is like to pull the plug and go back into the land of the dead.

My body wakes up every day in a paradise.


He is happy, he is loved and he is surrounded

by beautiful people and things.

Me,  I enjoy at times its happiness and the delightfulness

of a beautiful world in its different forms.


But I know I’m in a trap.



Nobody could take away the sadness connected to that

till the trap, melting down 

will let me enjoy the many beautiful things

as a free being.




“I said in my heart, “I am sick of four walls and a ceiling.

I have a need of the sky. I have business with the grass.”

Richard Hovey




and do what LRH wanted them to do:



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while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




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Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.




  1. That’s exactly what I needed now – Thank you!!!

  2. There is more of 1 GE…There are many to which for some reason a thetan sticks.

    Is the control chief GE* a reality?

    GE epi-centre Hierarchy

    • There is so much to discover, some people believe there is a Hierarchy, i use that view point in my soloing and researches with success many times. But i learn to not assume stable data… As I just found all what seemed real turned out to be the dimention of somebody else… and me i was watching it and thinking i was actually living it.

      It is a great journey… adventure is the ability to not know… very much needed while traveliing this path.

      • Thanks Silvia,

        “I just found all what seemed real turned out to be the dimention of somebody else”

        Is there truth that the body “theta pole” is designed to, and exists to soften, corrupt , confuse and ultimately trap a being?

  3. By far your best post yet. Congratulations. Your photos of the cable ends are exactly how I see the ends of the strings hanging out. Just start at the tip and eat it like a piece of spaghetti! SLURP!! Hahahaha!

  4. Thanks!

    • You are welcome!! Lots of love to you and your girls…
      You are in my thoughts.

  5. Well….. this blog post will certainly give one a little nudge toward the wake up call. Being on OT7 … your wonderful blog post gave me a different insight into this level and what the future will be for me. Thank you wonderful lady!

    • Moneca, I thought to see you in person sooner. I want to THANK YOU for your support.
      I’m working very hard to complete this center and soon we will have a get together of all the OT’s of this areas.
      You are a wonderful member of our spiritual group!!

  6. I just read your article and it is so true! I have thought of these same things so many times! Wonderful! Thanks for sharing Silvia!

  7. Dear Silvia , i like this idea of several Genetic Entities for the same body .
    We know that when several persons wear the same hat for the exact same area the outcome may be some confusion !
    Are those GEs running different parts of the body ?

    What happen if they start fighting each other ?

    Much love , Denis

    • That the complexity of a composite being.
      Those GEs do fight each other at times… different goals.

      I have the idea, from my auditing and research, that a theta can clinch to a GE and not letting go of it even when, by picking up another body, he unites to another GE.

      Thus the sensation, at times, to live different lives.
      Now, why I theta sticks to this GE I do not know yet… an implant?
      it is probably something he got his agreement or found useful due to lies and pain, and now he does compulsively and automatically, unknowenly to him.
      Working on that.

      Much love back at you Denis.

      • Thank you very much Silvia . This thread is quite intertesting.

  8. Is there any truth that the body “theta pole” GEs are designed to, exists to soften, corrupt , confuse and ultimately trap a being?

    • There is a point on the track where the thetan was deceived through false data and pain, into believing he had to keep linked to the GEs. He does not let go. If he would he would feel lost. Empty without personality.
      For the GE is a big burden to have the interference of a thetan, especially when still clinched to it from a past life and interferes without being really there and knowing what the GE is trying to do…
      It is quite a confusiona.

      • Interesting Silvia , as the first thing i thought had to be handled with
        GEs is confusion ! Will see what comes next !

      • The GE “travels” with the being. That is a new thought.

      • Shaun, what i have found is that in most cases is the Thetan that travels with the GE, he is the one clinching to it, not only one Im afraid bu they could be many…

        hugs and love to you

  9. Articolo veramentew fantastico , brava,brava,brava)))))))

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