…Who is the Boss?

I’m aware that a few of you will be shocked by his article.

Truthfully I do not believe in puritans.

The ones that go around condemning sex and whoever enjoys it,

are probably the ones who masturbate in the dark

and have the most wild erotic fantasies.


Your body or GE's world could be a brand new world... very different from yours.


Like this very religious virgin boy on his mid 20ies who

dreams of a bedroom with a shower inside

so he could see his woman bathing…

his future wife.


Well, many of us coming from the Church of $cientology

have been made quite wrong on the subject of masturbation

or sex in general..

Spent weeks in ethic (especially at the Mecca of arbitraries called Flag)

and had to make significant donations to bail out of that nightmare

(it did not happen to me, but as an auditor

I had the chance to observe many cases

being “punished” for that reason).


We have to remember that since we have a connection

to a Material world,

until we do not let go of the Genetic Entities

of our current body or any past ones,

till we are connected to a body,

we have something to do with the dynamic of MEST.


The 6th dynamic of the material universe

of which a body is made.


We have to consider that due to that connection

and to the fact that all these parts are trying to survive together

and very often, erroneously, as a single unit,

we are actually dealing with a group.

The despotic and authoritarian attitude

of the Church of $cientology

towards the body

it is actually not part of Scientology,

but it is an aberrated, low tone interpretation

(typical of an inverted 3rd dynamic)

of what positive control is.


Positive control has ARC.

(Affinity, Reality and Communication)


ARC is the key to all.

Harmony and peace... is the result of positive control.



by L. Ron Hubbard

“A group is composed of theta and MEST.”

“The MEST of the group consists not of the minds but of the bodies of the individuals of the group and the properties and space and time owned by the group.”

“The analytical mind consists of the adjudicated, fully comprehensive opinion of all the members of the group and their efforts and actions to activate and run this group.”



by L. Ron Hubbard

“3. The group member has, as part of his responsibility, the smooth operation of the entire group.”

“10.  A group member must study and understand and work with the goals, rationale and executions of the group.”

“13. (…) He must insist upon high-level communication lines and clarity in affinity and reality and know the consequences of not having such conditions. And he must work continually and actively to maintain high ARC in the organization.”



Every single body or GE is different from another.

There are bodies or GEs that love to eat

and need more food or less food than others.

Some others need more or less sex than others.


This does not make anyone wrong.

To some bodies sex could be a necessity

a way to survive.

For a thetan to disregard that necessity

could result on a great suppression to body or a GE.


This violates the principle of ARC

(Affinity, Reality and Communcation)

for the group.

After the psychological and physical abuses

from my past relationship

I got a lot of auditing.


Me, as a spirit, did recover quite fast.

My body, the GE never really did.

1) To him/them that guy was survival, the family,

the partner who would have guaranteed the life continuum of the body.

He was it.

2) As a good 1.1 does, he was restimulating sexually my body

but not performing. A very low tone mechanism of control.

These (GE/s and body) have not had any substitute since then,

not of a comparable value and was left with a severely stuck flow

on the can’t have band.


Only recently, meeting this guy which,

(pardon my French),

fucks the hell out of this body,

I felt my body and the GE’s starting to recover.

Who's activity is that? Can be just a body one, the result of one of the GE's goals or can be something more than one element of the group participates to, including the theta on a theta level or seeking for emotions.


… Very interesting to me.


They got enough havingness to finally starting to let go.

… They are grateful to me.

You know, kind of saying  ‘THANK YOU!!’

It is what it is.


We have to listen to the members of this group and

recognize their needs,

while getting them to recognize ours.

It all goes back to the principle of ARC,

of proper ownership,

of what is needed or wanted,

of the existence and recognition of other dynamics.


The imposition of something unwanted

or the denial of it when wanted,

is equally an aberration.


I feel my space has great peace and harmony at this moment

and wanted to share my discoveries with you.


Auditing is great, I’m letting go,

session after session,

of  the anchor points to this Mest

and because of that

I can now observe better the activity of this interesting material universe.

It is nice to move out of the trap.

You can do that without upsetting your “group”

and your environment.


ARC is the key to all doors

and the watchword required

to bridge to the other dimensions.






and do what LRH wanted them to do:



The ‘Center of Advanced Spiritual Research and it’s Applications’ is NOW open in Texas and Italy.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

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Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.




  1. Dear Silvia , you just wrote a quite instructive post .I loved it . It is useful and quite an eye opener . I started to address this subject in my solo session and even though i don’t use a meter i would say there is quite some t/A motion on the subject . I’m wondering if bad relationship with GEs can impede full exteriorization .
    To tell you the truth i’m suffering from impotency and my second dynamic is in non-ex . I’m not dramatizing as i’m auditing daily and the only thing i can do is remove the heavy masses suppressing this dynamic . In parallel i also get ” Deep processing” from an auditor supervised by a C/S .
    Just to let you know that you are actually help me ! Thanks a lot !

    • Denis, thank you for your communication.
      One of the first thing I will advise you is to watch for the proper ownership, and assign the proper ownership when you communicate or formulate a thought.
      Who is suffering from impotency? you or your body? or is there a GE’s or more that is against sex?

      Can a spiritual being really suffer from that?

      I personally think that impotency is something a guy should not put to much attention on. There are many ways to create with sex, if a body has a need of it, or if your partner does.

      The important thing I’m working on, is this “should be-should be not”, “suppose to- not suppose to” that the spiritual being agreed and agrees to obey, thus entering in any sort of invalidation when cannot be that way.

      The truth is there are not “should be-should be not”, “suppose to- not suppose to”. It is just a trap.
      I’m not sure what kind of auditing you are doing, but I’m proud of you for your intention and courage to improve yourself. You have all my theta support.
      A very big hug to you.

      • Thank you very much Silvia . I guess you are right . There is quite some confusion in that area but now i’m aware of it and i can work to improve this situation !
        Thanks for your support it is very much appreciated !

      • You are very welcome Denis,
        I’m happy I can be of help.


  2. Amen sister Silvia,

    Ssssssshhhhhh its Taboo in Scientology to talk about “IT” dirty dirty dirty.

    alot/most of the puritans in CoS are flagellating behind closed doors, its a number one trap.

    awesome article.

  3. Dear Silvia, Awesome article. Thank you for your tech references to daily life enjoyment. Much love Henrik

  4. You are the first Scientologist I met during the last 25 years, who speaks about sex in public. Great. Seems the rest isn´t flat on Grade 0. *lool

    • Talk about it and enjoing it too ;-D
      L. Ron Hubbard practiced and spoke of sex pretty freely.
      Yes, I agree with you, anyone that is a true Grade 0, should not have any inhibition on that subject…
      If you look in the history of men, however the prohibitism regarding sex has been a great way to control, punish and enslave men.

  5. Way to go girl!
    But I am going to break up with you now ;-))))

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