The “Groundhog Day”… of “now”. Advanced data and research. Not confidential.

The “Groundhog Day”… of “now”.

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...

It is terrifying in a way, to realize

that there is very little in what we do

that we have decided to do.

Terrifying because we think we are doing it

because we wanted to.

Something recently happened to me

that left me quite puzzled.

People often make you wrong

when bad things repeatedly happen to you

and this can result in quite an introversion

as many time is a wrong indication.

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There is one thing people are not aware of,

and it is about the energy flows which move things in this universe.

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There is a truth in Tarot reading and all that “magic” forecast

as they read energy flows and mental image pictures.

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...

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Because we reside in a body

and many times we think we are one

we are subjected to the motion, monitoring and control

of this flows of energy.

They are invisible,

but yet, they have the power to move and control thing and beings

through a stimulus-response mechanism.

… It is like a game, which goes by the rules and path

as programmed in a memory card.

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You get the impulses to the body and

the relative emotions ensue,

and through the wonderful

deceiving implant of a mind,

people justify their actions and make up things to make sure they are in control.

And they get into the illusion of being themselves.

Now, what about, as just happen to me,

if you get in a relationship

which is a parody of a previous one.

I mean the same events are repeating

to the details,

almost as in the movie

“Groundhog day”

with the difference that we have different “actors”.

Same words, same characters

even the dog heartbreaking scene is there.

Those things do not happen accidentally.

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They are prompted by a specific mechanisms of flows.

This discovery has made my day.

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..

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I’m now working on that interesting line.

What an adventure!!

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NEVER STOP DREAMING!

NEVER STOP DREAMING!

.

Some people say they cannot express love,

but you find them quite able to express,

upsets and anger, or to say those little things that really hurt you.

.

...

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When you point that out

they give you

“this is who I’m” BS.

The truth is, that is not who they are,

...

it is who they have decided to be…

with you.

.

The wrong thing to do, I found,

is to settle for the BS.

.

...

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I mean, people can be what they wish to be as they wish and like.

But if what they are doing is hurting us and

they doing it repetitively despite of

an open communication about it,

they better be that “themselves” somewhere else.

.

When people are scared to fly

they start telling you about airplanes crash

and the danger of any flying machine.

.

When people are unable to communicate

they will explain why is better to

think before talking.

When people have secrets they will try to convince you

that it is better to not say certain things

instead of teaching you to say them in

a decent, caring and aesthetic way.

…When people cannot love you they

will tell you that fairytales are only for kids.

What they do not understand is that once you are free enough

you cannot set for anything less than passion,

truth, fast communication and creation on the highest levels.

.

I guess you can go for a while on first gear on a Ferrari,

but not for too long without burning the engine.

.

...

Couple of days ago I woke up

and my beautiful trees where looking at me as they do every morning.

I do not think I could have wanted to be anywhere else.

And I did ask myself:

What would make this moment perfect?

I started to feel the love that a mother has for her child

I started to feel the love of friends hugging each others

 like there is no end.

I started to feel the passion of lovers

wanting to share their lives.

For few minutes my universe was full of that love

I’ve once experienced.

.

...

It was so beautiful!!

This is my New Year wish for all of you!

Allow yourself to dream

the most beautiful dream you can dream

and never let it go.

One day will come true…

in a way it already has

at the moment you have dreamed it.

WISH YOU

PASSION 

NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO!

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And you ask yourself: “Should I be here?”

...


“Admiration” doesn’t dissolve things,

doesn’t make them disappear

at the contrarily, we become one,

in fact admiration unites. ” 

by Elizabeth Hamre

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Christmas.

How many of you are alone today?

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How many are somewhere where  they do not belong

 feeling that if they were there or not it wouldn’t make any difference?

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Many times I have been “thanked” for the magic I brought to the party,

as you would acknowledge a servant.

.

And while admiring the beautiful lights,

the red bows, people drinking and laughing

I realized that in all that magic

there was nothing there for me.

..

The times I most felt alone were when

I was surrounded by “friends” or “family”;

the people I loved.

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...

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I have been a “strange” animal since a while…

people do not like to hung out with strange animals,

they have fun at the beginning,

as they  think you are so bright and popular

but then, through their admiration,

they kind of became you, a bit,

and they start to experience

an unconfortable feeling of danger.

.

They think they are regarded as “strange animals too”

 and the cold wind of judgment scares them to dead.

.

They often choose to go back to the normal life.

...

The safe one.

The one that every one would approve.

.

So, they think,

it is safer to admire you from far away.

or not admire you at all.

As Elizabeth says ‘Admiration unites

does not dissolve’.

.

Today, I dedicate this post to who of you

wrote me sharing their sadness,

feeling alone.

.

We might feel we are alone

and indeed many times we are.

We cannot force people to love us back,

we cannot make them to want to be with us.

We cannot change them,

or force them to change our lives,

but we can change

and we can change the lives of many others.

.

Send your love back at the people

who care for you and who truly love you.

.

There is a place where nobody ever leaves

and nobody ever arrives

...

and that is the spiritual world.

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Everyday is a beautiful Christmas

where people love and care for each other.

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…who are you?

...

“Sometime you have to lose things
in order to find them.
.
Only when you lose them
you then realize
they have always been there.
.
The reunion could bear the most amazing passion and joy
or, the loss of it,
could bring you relief
if that thing should have never been there.
.
You can offer the most precious friendship to someone,
but that does not make you his friend
till he/she is ready to accept it and willing to receive it…
.
you can love with all yourself,
but that does not make you a lover
till the person is ready to be loved.

 Sometimes you can fall asleep in the apathy of the lower emotions…

...

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…Till true passion and enthusiasms wakes you up

with great surprise.

..

The magic in my life lasted only a day.

It has been a beautiful lifetime in itself

and left me a gift to know better

who my real friends are….

.

...

and a taste of home when

yesterday morning, at the park with my son,

my attention was drowned

to a very lively voice.

She was laughing and her tone was full of enthusiasm

to a point that

without even seeing her face, I started to smile.

I thought to myself:

‘How lucky these kids are to have such a cheerful mother!’

It was quite a surprise to me to find out

that that lady was a 70 years old woman.

She was taking her husband

for a nice walk to the park.

She was laughing and

her energy lighted up an empty park.

I couldn’t keep myself from staring at her.

It reminded me of home.

I wanted to run to her

to ask her about her life,

how people responded to her passion through life

but instead I kept staring at her with a big smile on my face

while she was walking away.

...


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INTERESTING UNIVERSE: In the moment when you start feeling you MUST have something, you already have lost it. And the first thing you have lost is your freedom to not have.

Interesting universe…

every time I’m truly happy something explodes

and is with the people I less expect it.

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...

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Yesterday, after long time, I was laying on my bed perfectly happy.

I have a man with who I share passion and love,

my son is here and we are having

the most amazing connection we ever had.

My neighbours showed up yesterday

with  more presents for my entire family

that I ever had for the past 5 years together.

.

Family is where you are loved...

I live in a land of dream.

Cardinals, Roadrunners, sparrows and  squirrels greed me every morning.

I have the most amazing friends I ever had near and far.

..

I was trying to find something to audit

and there was nothing there.

Silence.

Then I though:

Wants me to be happy?

Wants me to forget about truth?

Wants me to feel there is nothing there?

Distraction? Happiness? Peace?

.

Although happiness and wanting me to be happy

seemed to be positive items, they did blew big charge…

The other funny thing is that every time I’m perfectly happy,

one of these people I care the most

explode on me as dynamite.


They seem to have a perfectly good reason.

But the bottom of the story is,

no matter how much you can fuck up,

true friends and people who truly love you will never leave you.

.

They might come and kick you butt,

but that is much better than leaving.

My last blog was about present time.

I know many of my “friends” will leave at one point or another.

But the one that truly care, who loves me,

who is happy for me

and really wish me happiness will always stay.

Even if that means looking at me from a distance.

.

I do that with many of my true friends.

It makes me happy to know that they are winning in life

even if not with me beside them.

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...

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Sometimes to really love someone

you must have the courage to let them go,

go where they are loved or where they feel they need to be

or are needed.

.

But indeed, love, the pure one does not ask for anything,

it is a joy of outflowing and of giving.

.

It is one of the most wonderful therapy

to both who is well-off enough to give,

and to whom is receiving it.

This reminded me of havigness.

havigness as ‘the ability to have’ not the “having itself”.

In the moment when you feel you must-have

you already have lost it all.

And the first thing you have lost

is your freedom to-not-have.

Recently I found out from the man I love

that one of the colors I used plentifully in decorating my home

is one of the color he dislikes.

I told him I wished I would have known about it sooner.

He told me I needed to decorate my home as I like it.

..

It is an interesting point.

When you love someone, this being a friend, a lover, your child

they become part of you.

Your universes co-exist.

.

.

Being them now part of you,

you can feel their emotions good or bad,

enjoy their wins and share their losses.

.

To avoid doing something they do not like

or creating by adding something they do like,

it will automatically benefit you.

.

It enhances the survival and tone of the group.

It is like creating a song

where all the notes go well together.

Aesthetic has harmony as part of it.

In many ways,

when you do something for someone you love,

you do it for yourself.

.

.

It is by long ways different from being a self denial action

(on the lower band of human emotions).

At the opposite, it is a pan determined one.

...There can be a lot of fun in making the lives of people we care about very special.

It is part of the fun of creation.

.

WISH YOU THE MOST AMAZING HOLIDAYS

YOU EVER HAD.

..

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When the past contaminates the future the present time disappears…

AS IT WOULD BE THE FIRST TIME…

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...

Recently I realized that people, included me,

are very seldom in present time.

What we call present time or future

is still very much made of past and therefore it is the past.

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 When the future is not just a spontaneous immediate creation,

but a result of a computation to solve a painful past or present

or to avoid something from repeating

it is nothing more than a PAST.

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There is nothing wrong to wish to have a lot of money.

What is aberrative is ‘the reason’,

the rationale behind that

as “To have money so we can live better than now”.

.

Can you see how the past enters into the future?

...

..

The truth is, when you dream of something

which is in any way connected

with a ‘can’t have-couldn’t have’, “not have- couldn’t have had”

(or the opposite flows of it)

of the past or present time

we are not really looking to a future,

we are looking to a past into the future

which is a solid lie.

And when that occurs,

there is no present time or there is not future at all

just past.

There is only a past.

.

It takes away the now

and the beauty of existence which comes with it

.

...

It takes away your ability to enjoy what you have now

with the innocence and enthusiasm

of the first time.

It takes away the first time beauty.

.

.

.

If we were to be really in present time,

if we were to be really free and really sane,

we would be able to enjoy fully every moment of our life

as a unique moment.

.

In truth, every moment is unique.

There is not ‘the-same-moment’.

.

The person you love now,

is not the same person you love in 2 minutes.

If we would be able to just live and love and see,

not because the past is telling us we should do or not do that

but because we are really able to enjoy what we have,

we would never experience regret.

The tone scale is a scale of the emotions of an aberrated being.

.

Without the imprints and the lessons learned from the past

we would not be able to experience negative emotions.

.

There could not be a feeling of loss

if we would have not had.

We would never feel as we have gained

as the “having-gained” presupposes

you did not have at one point,

but, if you are aware

of  “not-having had”,

means you know you have had.

(you see? back into the past)

So, try this.

Look at your wife or your husband,

your boyfriend or girlfriend,

your best friend or your child or pet,

look at them

as you have never loved or had them before.

.

Love them as if they were there only for that instant

as if there is NO past or experience at all.

(which by the way it is true)

.

...

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Look at a flower like you have never seen one before.

Keep all your attention units to it

and perceive all you can perceive,

feel all you can feel.

.

Be your wife or husband, the flower,

the kid, or your friend with all yourself.

DO NOT THINK.

DO NOT COMPARE.

JUST LOOK, FEEL, PERVADE, KNOW.

.

If you can do this,

you will discover that every second,

in every place

in every thing you do

contains magic.

Is magic.

.

The future, without a past doesn’t exist

and so the present.

.

There is no time in knowingness.

Send me your successes please.

 …

 “Theta-Mest Theory: Tone scale, Freedom, Space, etc.

by L. Ron Hubbard

“…we find an individual should be able to tolerate any kind of a viewpoint.

He should be able to sit in any kind of a viewpoint and look at anything.

And he should, of choice, see it or not see it.

He could be able to look at anything but then see it or not see it at will.

And we find out quite additional to that,

very pertinent to the business of living,

he should be able to like or dislike people,

agree or disagree, at will,

communicate or not communicate,

be any kind of a cause or any kind of an effect.

And if he is that, is he free?

He’s free.

What makes him free?

The ability to consider and reconsider at will,

the ability to view anything in this universe

or any action or motion in this universe.

And that’s his passport.

He doesn’t even have to get up even a decent distance

toward the realization of all this

because all he has to be is just willing to.

He doesn’t even have to do the action.

He just has to be willing to, and when he becomes willing to,

he is free.

Universe Processes Congress  “Theta-Mest Theory: Tone scale, Freedom, Space, etc.

By L. Ron Hubbard

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The ‘Yes Sir’ Game and the difference between being in captivity and knowing it and not…

THE “YES SIR” GAME

and the difference between being in captivity and knowing it and not…

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...

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There are people, very well-intentioned people,

who are constantly worried about me

and wish to help.

.

The interesting thing is that

they cannot really help, because,

even if they are exceptional people

they still have and live

with the very viewpoint of a material universe.

.

It is not enough to recognize,

you are a spiritual being.

.

True, it is a necessary step to start the journey

but at one point you have to stop playing the game.

.

A spiritual being does not respond

to the laws of this universe.

Its body does, many times,

but it is NOT the being itself,

it is just its body.

.

Now,

if you wish to leave, if you wish to

act as an OT, you have to stop to

ask for permission or acknowledgment

to the MEST (material universe).

.

...

..

This is a point of introversion/extroversion.

The Church of $cientology works on introverting people,

as introverted people are easier to control.

It teaches you that IF you are OT

it will show in the MEST universe.

There is not a bigger lie than that.

When you do something as an OT

(powerful spiritual being)

many times it does not manifest in the Material Universe at all.

You are acting on a totally different level and magnitude.

"You wanted the woman to fall in love with you and she fell in love with another guy. You decided you were going to get that job and you didn't." So what? It does not mean anything. It does not take away from you any of your power. This is not an OT playground. Leave the wrong indications to whom likes this game, because they will be here for a long while.

.

You are looking to get the approval of a junior

on something the “junior” does not even know it exist…

It is as crazy as that.

THE RESULT…

To look for the result in this Material universe

is just another trap.

.

It will invalidate you to no end.

And you will agree with that invalidation because

you will not see the results you wished for at the beginning.

.

But, did ever occur to you

that you are looking for that results in the wrong place?

With the wrong eyes?

Isn’t that a dirty trick?

..

If you are being OT.

Be OT.

Do you wish to see the results?

Use your knowingness.

So, for those people who look at me worried

to the fact that I still experiencing grief and pain,

because I have not tons of money

or they think I’m bad off…

They are looking in the wrong universe.

….

...

.

Yes, this is a very boring game to me.

There is so little affinity, love, creativity

and aesthetic in here no matter what,

and the more power and freedom you gain

the wider the gap will be.

.

I’m not interested

in continuing to play the lying game.

I feel I have conquered a great wealth

in knowledge during the past years.

.

Still very far from where I wish to go.

But far or close is nothing more than another lie….

.

I found a place, during my soloing (spiritual counseling),

where there is so much love

that makes all ones history disappear.

It is an amazing state of being.

Peace.

It is a beautiful nothingness, from a material viewpoint,

but a wonderful play ground

spiritually talking.

Nothing you will ever be able to experience being here.

…so much far beyond that.

...

.

Waking up might involve few difficulties

but it also holds the greatest rewards.

.

IMPORTANT NOTE:

This is advance spiritual material.

These data are usually misused and abused

by low toned, low-level people,

which have no enough affinity, empathy and love toward others,

and no awareness about other dynamics and other beings,

to be able to grasp the subject in full.

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