The ‘Yes Sir’ Game and the difference between being in captivity and knowing it and not…


and the difference between being in captivity and knowing it and not…




There are people, very well-intentioned people,

who are constantly worried about me

and wish to help.


The interesting thing is that

they cannot really help, because,

even if they are exceptional people

they still have and live

with the very viewpoint of a material universe.


It is not enough to recognize,

you are a spiritual being.


True, it is a necessary step to start the journey

but at one point you have to stop playing the game.


A spiritual being does not respond

to the laws of this universe.

Its body does, many times,

but it is NOT the being itself,

it is just its body.



if you wish to leave, if you wish to

act as an OT, you have to stop to

ask for permission or acknowledgment

to the MEST (material universe).




This is a point of introversion/extroversion.

The Church of $cientology works on introverting people,

as introverted people are easier to control.

It teaches you that IF you are OT

it will show in the MEST universe.

There is not a bigger lie than that.

When you do something as an OT

(powerful spiritual being)

many times it does not manifest in the Material Universe at all.

You are acting on a totally different level and magnitude.

"You wanted the woman to fall in love with you and she fell in love with another guy. You decided you were going to get that job and you didn't." So what? It does not mean anything. It does not take away from you any of your power. This is not an OT playground. Leave the wrong indications to whom likes this game, because they will be here for a long while.


You are looking to get the approval of a junior

on something the “junior” does not even know it exist…

It is as crazy as that.


To look for the result in this Material universe

is just another trap.


It will invalidate you to no end.

And you will agree with that invalidation because

you will not see the results you wished for at the beginning.


But, did ever occur to you

that you are looking for that results in the wrong place?

With the wrong eyes?

Isn’t that a dirty trick?


If you are being OT.

Be OT.

Do you wish to see the results?

Use your knowingness.

So, for those people who look at me worried

to the fact that I still experiencing grief and pain,

because I have not tons of money

or they think I’m bad off…

They are looking in the wrong universe.




Yes, this is a very boring game to me.

There is so little affinity, love, creativity

and aesthetic in here no matter what,

and the more power and freedom you gain

the wider the gap will be.


I’m not interested

in continuing to play the lying game.

I feel I have conquered a great wealth

in knowledge during the past years.


Still very far from where I wish to go.

But far or close is nothing more than another lie….


I found a place, during my soloing (spiritual counseling),

where there is so much love

that makes all ones history disappear.

It is an amazing state of being.


It is a beautiful nothingness, from a material viewpoint,

but a wonderful play ground

spiritually talking.

Nothing you will ever be able to experience being here.

…so much far beyond that.



Waking up might involve few difficulties

but it also holds the greatest rewards.



This is advance spiritual material.

These data are usually misused and abused

by low toned, low-level people,

which have no enough affinity, empathy and love toward others,

and no awareness about other dynamics and other beings,

to be able to grasp the subject in full.




and do what LRH wanted them to do:



The ‘Center of Advanced Spiritual Research and it’s Applications’ is NOW open in Texas and Italy.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications



ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.



  1. Beautiful

  2. So true. ❤

  3. Having this level of awareness sets you free, truly free to love and ‘be’. Beautiful, simply beautiful.

  4. Cara Silvia i tuoi concetti sono cosi elevati da andare fuori realta’.
    Pero’ capisco questo senso di non senso e di ESSERE stanchi di questo GIOCO e che in se’ E’ tutto una trappola.

    La voglia di “mollare” tutto ed andarsene puo’ sembrare a chi ancora e’ attaccato al CORPO (MEST) un atto sbagliato.

    Forse E’ cosi’ perche’ per loro la maggiore liberta’ consiste nel fare giochi che prima non erano in grado di fare ed avere piu’ MEST o MEST migliore o desiderato gli da’ quel senso di Felicita’.

    ED anche aiutare gli altri e’ uno scopo per rimanere nel GIoco del MEST.

    Anche’ per “paura di essere LIBERI ma soli.
    Fuori da questo GIOCO MEST.
    ED allora cosa FAI?


    CIAO Adriano

    PS: Ho fatto una considerazione: dove vedevo questa “stanchezza” come chi in questo GIOCO e’ LI dall’inizio ed e’ stanco di continuare con questa farsa.

    • insomma se tu sai correre e corri veloce… e ti piacere correre cosa ci fai in mezzo a gente che pensa di non avere le gambe?
      Vero puoi trovare tanti giochi da fare senza dover usare le gambe… ma Tu cosavuoi veramente?… se vuoi correre allora sei nel posto sbagliato e basta.

      un abbraccio,.
      No il libro non lo conosco.

  5. Silvia, thank you so much for this wise words. It really helped me to see some situation in my life much better.

    Thank you.

  6. Ciao Silvia,tu conosci questo libro ?

    The pied pipers of heaven. Who calls the tune? Vol.3 by L.Kin

  7. Dear Silvia, as usual, you confide in us sharing your most inner thoughts and enable us to see things clearer.

    You are an inspiration to me and many others. Keep on posting! I love your blog!

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