…who are you?


“Sometime you have to lose things
in order to find them.
Only when you lose them
you then realize
they have always been there.
The reunion could bear the most amazing passion and joy
or, the loss of it,
could bring you relief
if that thing should have never been there.
You can offer the most precious friendship to someone,
but that does not make you his friend
till he/she is ready to accept it and willing to receive it…
you can love with all yourself,
but that does not make you a lover
till the person is ready to be loved.

 Sometimes you can fall asleep in the apathy of the lower emotions…



…Till true passion and enthusiasms wakes you up

with great surprise.


The magic in my life lasted only a day.

It has been a beautiful lifetime in itself

and left me a gift to know better

who my real friends are….



and a taste of home when

yesterday morning, at the park with my son,

my attention was drowned

to a very lively voice.

She was laughing and her tone was full of enthusiasm

to a point that

without even seeing her face, I started to smile.

I thought to myself:

‘How lucky these kids are to have such a cheerful mother!’

It was quite a surprise to me to find out

that that lady was a 70 years old woman.

She was taking her husband

for a nice walk to the park.

She was laughing and

her energy lighted up an empty park.

I couldn’t keep myself from staring at her.

It reminded me of home.

I wanted to run to her

to ask her about her life,

how people responded to her passion through life

but instead I kept staring at her with a big smile on my face

while she was walking away.





and do what LRH wanted them to do:



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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




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Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.




  1. Oh, to be inspired, one needs inspiration!!!!
    I walk I hear the sounds of footsteps but I float, I am above and flowers bloom below,,,,

  2. Here you we go, adventures……with love…….
    “Admiration” don’t dissolve things make them disappear on the contrarily we become one=, in fact it’s unite. Example: the admirers of movie stars, some people walk talk dress like the admired person. A school boy admires a pilot he to wish to become one. One admires a poet and that same person read over and over those lines and knows it verbatim: now he too can feel that creative energy…. We buy thing because we admire fall in love with those and we display them in our house, we wear the designer clothing because we admire how that style was created. We tie the admired person to our life we get a license which insures one of unity: marriage.
    Our admiration do not dissolve but we merge with that admired somebody or something by experiencing that the new-ness we become closer in fact that closeness gives on illusion of not being there anymore. Admiration is unifying, combining one with the admired that is the reason not being re-stimulated, have reaction to, accepted, allowed, we can have it in our space, in other words can live with it because the continual love-admiration.
    Admiration, flowing admiration is the best way to key-out from stimulation but it will not as-is those admired items- objects- subjects- issues.
    . Cognition continues…..
    To create continuum, a new game condition, one wants to separate self from the admired subject since already newly created admired existing. To separate self from the admired one needs distance in order to continue with the different game….. The separating items are: I don’t want it any more finished with it, I don’t like it.
    Later: I dislike, hate, aversion, loathing, distaste, disgust,[ indicating, going down tone because still having] and with revulsion one feel, thinks of the same once admired subject [wife, marriage etc..] After that come the actual act of wanting to destroy that once admired: divorce, selling the item[ bored with, lost its value] kill the baggers, pull down the building , burn it chop it, slice it, move out of its space, burry it under ground, deep six it with weights tied to, blow it to up in order to get it out of one’s universe. The being has invented myriad ways, concepts to push away the unwanted now value-less being, object, and subject. But cant. Impassible. Nothing will erase but confrontation as in session one can as-is.
    The largest lies exist when one say all is forgotten, don’t have it, all gone, I don’t remember it, I don’t think about it, can’t recall, these are the vain attempts to “not- is” to nullify, abolish, eliminate, reverse that creation.
    I believe the strongest creation which hold the being in place anchor one to that admired whatever, whoever, is I don’t want it, I don’t have it any more. That gives only on” illusion” nothing more than that…
    This was posted in Geir Isene’s and mine too. Elizabeth Hamre’s Blog since it is my cognition. Thanks and Happy Holidays!

  3. Beautiful Elizabeth…. i totally agree and love:
    ““Admiration” don’t dissolve things make them disappear on the contrarily we become one=, in fact it’s unite.”

    • hehehe, we have to be carefull who’s admiration we pull in since we pull in that person that persons universe and sometimes we just dont want or need such and not much pleasure it gives that somebodies dirthy laundry hanging in ones space, of course we pull in lots of those individuals since out space is niver-cleaner, good to be in…

  4. more on admiration somebody asked to explain it a bit more,,,Rafael, Sorry I did not get this till now…. I see admiration as “glued, stuck, joined, linked, allied, becoming similar, bounded, confined, trapped, imprisoned, attached, involved, devoted, limited ” to something by something which we like- love-admire the other persons energy-flow pictures, which gives pleasure moments.
    We admire that something let’s say a beautiful garden, art form, since we admire that, we hold that picture we incorporate that idea, the picture-energy and with that in becomes part of our universe. We can used that admired loved idea-thought-picture and we can put that idea up as on example, how good, beautiful should be. Since we have evaluated that admired what and whoever all ready and now we can continue hold that idea as or add to that picture, [example: inventions, make them become better more workable, not mousetraps they were created prefect so are the Rudiments. First you admire the girl, than marry the girl, =continuum: keeping the admiration existing solid] With admiration we made that admired picture solid, existing and keep it alive-active as for further stimulation with that it’s continuum is established….
    PS: I do have a request if question addressed to me please use my name since bogging to me is like being lost, I have no idea who talks to whom.

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