He is right…

..

...

Recently I met a guy I really liked.

One of these people who you can have

an intelligent stimulating conversation with,

good chemistry, great sense of humor

and that bit of sarcasm which we both found amusing.

.

All dandy, but wasn’t going anywhere.

He wished to be a friend with benefit,

but I did not care for it for few reasons,

one of them being I already had a pretty good one.

..

Many of you out there are wondering why I still single.

.

One guy wrote me

” You are too fast for me“.

He made me laugh…

as he did not see anything yet.

..

But the last one, the special one with chemistry and fun texted me:

” … It is just my opinion but Scientology scares the shit

out of most people, 

mostly because they don’t understand it,

but really narrows your field of available suitors!!”

.

He is right.

I have seen many people come and go…

they do not go very far from me,

but the run away far enough to feel safe.

.

What it is interesting is that socially

is more accepted a cheater,

.

..

… a liar, a person who drinks

or is quietly (apathetically) or not so quietly

following the trend or morals of the day,

than someone who works in the field of the “mind”-spirit.

..

It does not matter how good you are, how honest

how pure your intentions and how many people lives

you are changing daily for the better.

.

It does not matter if you have a high sense

of integrity and honor,

if they feel really good when you are around them,

it does not matter if you are one of the few people they could really trust

and if you have done nothing but good to them.

.

All that doesn’t count.

You are BAD because you dare

to touch the field of  the ‘mind’ and spirit,

and this scares them to death.

.

.

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Wonder why the Tibetan monks were slaughtered?

..

The kings, dictators were terrified

at the idea of the Monks having any hidden power.

.

What somebody who works in the field of the mind/spirit can do?

NOBODY KNOWS!!

…

What they know is that most people lie,

most people cheat, most people do not give a shit about them…

but that they know.

.

…but they do not know about you,

what you do or could do to them.

.

...

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They do not know what is the extent of your power

and how you are going to use it.

…

Gandhi, Leonardo da Vinci, Gallileo Gallilei…

and many others who had the courage to

go beyond the hypocrisy of a state religion

they all were “punished”.

They all made significant changes in different fields.

..

What these closed-minded, short-sighted,

conservative people seem not to grasp,

is that the more you became spiritually elevated,

the more you love mankind

the more your interest moves away from the introverted self

to embrace the whole world.

.

...

.

Some of these people of great wisdom

who had enough courage to stick their heads out from the mob

have had the fortune to find somebody who recognized

their worth and stood by them.

..

They were not there to protect them

but to love them when they were exhausted.

.

There is a man out there for me

a man who is proud and courageous enough

to  stand by my side.

.

He will know I do not need protection,

because no matter how hard is the day,

no matter how many spears have been thrown at me,

no matter the pain from the burning wounds;

I will be always a winner having in him a home.

.

And a home is where you are loved.

.

Yes, it does takes a man of courage.

He is right.

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what happen to my memory?

.

“It is a very bad thing to lose a mind.“, says the implant. –

“As without the mind we cannot control you!” thinks the implanter…

.

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The lower bridge beginning steps

have been set-up so as to get a person

in a good enough body shape

to support him to his spiritual enhancement

without interfering with extreme pains, diseases and so forth.

.

These lower steps gets you also familiarized

with the environment in order to have you gain

more confidence and causativity

necessary to your progress.

.

One of the steps called “ARC straightwire”

has to do with memory.

.

Memory, especially at the beginning,

appears to be a point of havingness (security) to many.

.

The confront of pictures, thoughts, mass and so forth

is now addressed in 100s different ways,

all through the grades

(beginners levels) and up till the state of Clear.

.

It is interesting that at the beginning you work

to improve your memory or recall…

whereas, at the top ,

(advance levels is more correct as it is far from be the top)

you lose it all.

.

.

But, you do not lose an ability,

you losing a  “past” wherever it cames from

and by doing that… knowingness comes back.

.

In the last month or so, many times,

I was asked what I have done the day before

and I couldn’t answer.

.

Of course the little voices were telling me:

you getting worse.

.

"It is a very bad thing to lose a mind", says the implant. - "As without the mind we cannot control you!" thinks the implanter...

.

They got me looking for a while on this wrong indication…

then I realized, while meditating (soloing),

that there is much “of me” which still following

the physical universe commands

“Shoud be/shouldn’t be”.

.

I had a really good grasp of something.

What it is evaporating, fortunately, is the Time-Mass-Form connected

to knowledge which makes it aberrative.

.

.

.

What really is not there

is not the knowledge, but the time track.

Wonderful!!

Yet,  I have all the knowingness I need related to all.

.

Imagine the difference:

In the world we live now I would be cured with pills

to get back into the state of solidity…

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FROM THE DIARY OF MRS. MARIA SANDERS

.

“Well if you are going to live a life without sensation,

feeling, communication, ARC, understanding

and a few other minor quantities, why live?

.

.

…because the things I’ve named

are the pay you get for living;

and there’s no other pay.

.

...

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The pay is communication, sensation, ARC, understanding,

cooperative endeavor, enthusiasm over goals, activity;

the feeling one is going someplace or doing something.

These are the only payments

that can be made to anyone for living.”

.

.

From lecture: EXPERIENCE-RANDOMITY AND CHANGE OF PACE

29 Dec 1957  (Ability Congress) by L. Ron Hubbard.

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.

.

The only reason I was still alive it was him.

I was telling myself “I want to look at him jogging one more time”.

I use to drawn pleasure from looking at his smiling face.

.

I could see his day…

today he had a very important shooting

at the studio.

.

I mean, this man was a happy, successful man.

He had everything he wanted.

But his happiness, the reason he felt so happy

it was because of me.

I was there with him.

.

He was so proud of me.

He tought I was the coolest person in the world.

I think he had read every single one of my books

at least twice.

.

Sometimes he would just start discussing

a phrase, a concept…

And I would wake up

not knowing what and were.

Lately it was rally easy to me to just close my eyes

and drift away.

.

But I remember admiring his admiration.

Now that I had the love,

the family I always wanted,

I was ready to go.

.

.

I adored the care he had for me,

the little attentions,

but I hated the fact that, each day,

he felt blessed just because I was there, with him…

.

I hated that because I was ready to go

and he was keeping me from leaving

My body felt tired and weak.

.

“Come on mom, let’s go.

it is good for you to walk. It keeps you healthy!!”

..

That’s what we do every single day together,

our special walk to Central Park.

.

.

.

He has been the reason why I wake up

and I do not just let the wind fly me away

in its peaceful motion

during my mornings or afternoons naps.

I still coming back every time,

just because I know he is going to walk through that door

and he is going to smile  once more while looking at me

sitting in my cozy chair.

.

…and he is going to tell me about the girl he just met

and the new things they talked about

reading one of my books.

.

But he does not know

I do not remember what I wrote.

.

And just because of that smile,

of that joy, I cannot float away.

I hold on every day

just to present him one more smile.

.

.

…

He sits by me for hours,

asking me to tell him about the new discoveries

the magic,

but when I ask him

to let me go,

he turns his head away

like that moment did not exist…

.

I give in because I well know

what it means to not have a family, in the spiritual sense.

.

And I push and push this body.

I drag around this tired bony body

a little bit more.

Just to get to the same 5 pm,

so he can open that door again

and smile happy while looking at me.

.

.

But today even his enthusiasm

and my wish to make him happy

seems not to be enough.

I cannot wait to get home and to let this eyes close.

.

“Rick, … it is really time for me to go!”

.

He hugs me holding gently onto my body.

Slowly, slowly we start heading

 toward the road.

.

...

.

“Rick, it is really time for me to go home.”

.

“We are going home mom,

so you can rest.”

.

“No, Rick,

I’m sorry but I really need to go home this time.”

.

He stops. And everything stops with him around us.

The cars are not moving anymore.

There is nothing else alive.

.

There is only the sound of his heart

pounding so hard  to stop him from breathing

and to make me tremble like a dead leaf.

.

His all world has lost its colors

for a moment, and for that moment

his fear brings me back.

.

He has now understood what I meant.

.

No more words.

I just feel his hand holding mine

with the same love you would hold

the beautiful and delicate hand of a child

.

.

I feel him not wanting to let me go.

.

Pretending to stop the time,

like a strong powerful wind which holds you back.

.

It is a very long, heavy walk home for me,

I can barely carry the body.

.

A long walk that seems to last a lifetime.

.

“Where are you going to go?”

He asked me quietly, while watching me

from the side of the chair.

.

“Thank you. – I answer him. –

I have friends who are waiting for me, remember?”

I smile.

“Thank you Rick for letting me go.

You know I could never leave you without your consent.

You have given me

what I always wanted: a family.

.

You have made my trip

a very special trip.

.

I wish you to remember,

that there is not past and there is no future.

There is just the beauty of being.

Of perceiving. Of Creating joy

for others to feel.

.

There is no reuniting or departing

where space doesn’t exist.

YOU HAVE THIS MAGIC IN YOU.

You do not need to remember me,

because we never existed.

we are only existing in “now”.

…

And every time you feel me,

is because our “now” coexist.

We are in that NOW together.

So, you always have me and I always have you.”

…

He agrees.

I feel peace in him now and

it makes it easy for me to go.

.

He is one of the few who really knows

what I’m talking about.

I can feel it in my heart.

.

And so with a smile I let my eyes close and I fly free.

.

It is an amazing sensation this freedom from a body,

from the lies of time.

.

There is no past for me, there is no thinking of him

or of who I was or I have been.

There is only knowingness.

.

He still jogs every day at the park.

At times I know I’m in his thoughts

and I smile.

And so does he.

.

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Silvia Kusada

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……and that is what he told me (continuation of my last post)

(continuation of my last post)

……and that is what he told me

.

...

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During my last months of soloing (meditation)

I found most of my thoughts and emotions belonging to other people.

One of my ‘teacher’ advised me, not to long ago,

to  “mute these thoughts”, to “shut them off”

in order to achieve peace.

.

At the time it did not seem right,

I wanted to hear what I heard

while finding the way to not be affected.

My question it has been, what do I do

when I hear other people thoughts?

When I feel their emotions?

..

I discovered something really major.

Whenever you go down from knowingness,

you are entering an energy field.

.

You are becoming subject to the laws of the Mest (physical) universe.

Other people thoughts are a form of energy.

.

About a week ago I was driving to visit a friend

when suddenly I felt a strong sense of anxiousness.

..

I looked where that feeling was coming from

and, from a very swift scan, I located it coming from a little house

I just passed driving.

.

The first impulse I got was to help that woman

who was anxious.

But than I thought it wouldn’t be the right solution

as I couldn’t possibly help every single being

who I was perceiving in needs of help.

.

I was a bit confused and as I did not know what to do

so I decided to ask my spiritual teacher.

.

His answer was very simple and direct.

“Stay above the level of energy.

All this energy channels on the form of thoughts

are draining life from you.

They are parasite energy channels.”

.

.

.

I have never looked at that before.

But it did make sense.

.

So, as I thought, the answer is not to shut them off,

to fight them or to help the beings behind them.

We going back to the transparency level

which is very, very close to the static.

It is the dimension of not time and no space.

.

For the first time I actually felt free from the lies of thoughts.

The freest you get the simpler everything it became.

…

Every morning I solo (meditate).

The first thing I do is to look for any must-have/can’t-have

on anything I’m going or plan to do.

Survive if it is connected to a must have or a can’t have

can be hell.

Notice, that we could have hundred, thousands of the above.

…

If there is anything which sits on a must have/can’t-have

you can be sure it is going to be difficult.

And most likely will not happen.

.

...

.

When I really want something today,

I make sure I can-have-it or not-have-it

by removing all the MUST-have or CAN’T-have

connected to it.

When all those are out-of-the-way,

I truly can do fine with or without.

…

It is a lot of cleaning up,

but the result is:

if I really want it I get it and with no effort whatsoever

on my part in the physical universe.

..

We talking about true spiritual ability.

It is phenomenal.

… I’m finally starting to see and to feel how this works.

.

...

.

LRH:

“The awareness of awareness unit builds space

to cut down knowingness.

.

Space makes it necessary, then,

to look at something in order to know about it.

.

."At first one simply knows.Then he makes some space and some energy,and so now he has knowingness in terms of looking.

.

The next thing a thetan does to cut down his knowingness

is to create energy and to pass it to other thetans

and to bring in the energy of other thetans

so as to get a duration and a time span.

If the thetan is successful and obtains a game in this wise,

he continues on with this modus operandi of having a game,

and when he does not have a game he simply cuts

his knowingness down once more.

Of course, he reaches a point eventually

where he does not get a game simply by cutting down his knowingness,

and eventually assumes a fairly fixed, stupid, aspect.

.

He is below the level of having games,

but because he has cut down his knowingness

he does not know, now, that he is below

the level of having games and thinks that

all that is necessary to get another game

is to further cut down his knowingness.

.

He is by this time obsessively dramatizing

the lowering of knowingness.

.

“At first one simply knows.

Then he makes some space and some energy,

and so now he has knowingness in terms of looking.

By changing the position of the particles of energy thus created,

and by exchanging particles with others, extant or self-created,

the thetan cuts down his knowingness further,

and gets time, and so gets emotion and sensation.

.

When these become solid,

he has effort particles and masses.

Now, he could cut down his knowingness

further by refusing to use emotion and effort,

but by thinking about them

thus introducing new vias into his line of knowingness.

And, when he no longer knows entirely by thinking,

he ceases to create knowingness and begins to eat,

and from eating he drops into the ready-made sensation of sex

instead of knowing what happens in the future.

And from here he drops down into postulated mystery

as something one cannot possibly know about.

In other words, one gets a continued reduction of knowingness

in order to have games.”

.

“One does not decide upward toward greater knowingness, actually,

unless one has the full and complete intention

of winning in a new game.

PAB (Professional Auditor Bullettin) 49

11 April 1955 – THE REMEDY OF HAVINGNESS by L Ron Hubbard

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…

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

WHAT DO I DO…

.

"A Scientologist is a first cousin to the Buddhist,...".- "The religion of the Scientologist is freedom for all things spiritual on all dynamics (areas) ..." - -from Ability Issue 48, early June 1957 by LRH

.

What I do it is very simple.

But in order to grasp it,

or to have an idea about it,

you should have some knowledge and experience

of both the spiritual and the physical worlds.

.

All the bridge is,

(the step from the bottom to the Level of OT7)

is an undercut to get a spirit up to a level

where he is aware and courageous enough

to ‘make the jump’.

At this point,

the laws of this universe, the lower tech,

does not apply to the spirit (thetan) anymore.

.

.

.

The lower tech has to do

with a spirit interacting

with a physical universe as a ‘mest’ unit.

He ‘is a mest unit’ until he considers himself

to have a past,

a present time and a future,

to have a mind

(even worse if he believes he is his mind)

and until he walks around seeking and holding onto stable data

and trying to own things, his body included.

.

.

.

He is, unknowingly, policed

by the laws (energy flows) of this universe.

.

Today I’m researching and auditing

into the upper band, the one “merging”

into the pre-physical universe area.

.

I’m researching using the oldest LRH materials

and the history of it.

Let’s review some of LRH earlier material:

.

“The awareness of awareness unit builds space

to cut down knowingness.

.

Space makes it necessary, then,

to look at something in order to know about it.

.

."At first one simply knows.Then he makes some space and some energy,and so now he has knowingness in terms of looking.

.

The next thing a thetan does to cut down his knowingness

is to create energy and to pass it to other thetans

and to bring in the energy of other thetans

so as to get a duration and a time span.

If the thetan is successful and obtains a game in this wise,

he continues on with this modus operandi of having a game,

and when he does not have a game he simply cuts

his knowingness down once more.

Of course, he reaches a point eventually

where he does not get a game simply by cutting down his knowingness,

and eventually assumes a fairly fixed, stupid, aspect.

.

He is below the level of having games,

but because he has cut down his knowingness

he does not know, now, that he is below

the level of having games and thinks that

all that is necessary to get another game

is to further cut down his knowingness.

.

He is by this time obsessively dramatizing

the lowering of knowingness.

.

“At first one simply knows.

Then he makes some space and some energy,

and so now he has knowingness in terms of looking.

By changing the position of the particles of energy thus created,

and by exchanging particles with others, extant or self-created,

the thetan cuts down his knowingness further,

and gets time, and so gets emotion and sensation.

.

When these become solid,

he has effort particles and masses.

Now, he could cut down his knowingness

further by refusing to use emotion and effort,

but by thinking about them

thus introducing new vias into his line of knowingness.

And, when he no longer knows entirely by thinking,

he ceases to create knowingness and begins to eat,

and from eating he drops into the ready-made sensation of sex

instead of knowing what happens in the future.

And from here he drops down into postulated mystery

as something one cannot possibly know about.

In other words, one gets a continued reduction of knowingness

in order to have games.”

.

“One does not decide upward toward greater knowingness, actually,

unless one has the full and complete intention

of winning in a new game.

PAB (Professional Auditor Bullettin) 49

11 April 1955 – THE REMEDY OF HAVINGNESS by L Ron Hubbard

–

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…

Many of my posts contain advanced spiritual research data.

To truly understand it

you need to be able to go back to the very first axioms.

…

It took me few lifetimes to get here,

and basically 12 years of auditing on Upper OT levels.

I still soloing (meditating) every single day.

…

If you do not understand something,

does not mean that thing is not true

it could be false,

or you could be stepping on a too high or too low gradient.

.

This said… tomorrow I want to share something very special

with you about my soloing.

But the LRH reference I gave you today

is  necessary for you to understand my next post.

…

.

.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

..

…

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and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

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TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Some people tell you life is beautiful… While some others, make your life beautiful!!

SOME PEOPLE TELL YOU LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL…

WHILE SOME OTHERS, MAKE YOUR LIFE BEAUTIFUL

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You can look at the same room with the lights off

or the light on.

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It is the same room, but with the lights on

you can see the beautiful decorations,

collectibles intentionally and gracefully

placed around the room,

you can admire the beautiful roses on the table

and the paintings on the walls.

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WE ALL HAVE THE LIGHT SWITCH  AT HAND…

It is just that some, have decided to not use it.

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and the light switch is nothing more than creativity,

the desire to make a difference in somebody elses life,

to give them something to remember or to smile about,

or the joy to tell others they have been lucky and loved.

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It is not about the money.

You will find, amongst very poor people, the same

type of creative person which turns

an old bare wood stool into

a very aesthetic piece of furniture.

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With flour, yeast and salt

you can bake an exceptional bread

and offer a delicious snack

or you can turn the ingredients

into a hard to chew loaf…

Bread is very, very easy to make.... an average loaf of bread is actually more expensive than a home-made quality one.

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If you have a small dick or if does not get hard

you can still give pleasure to your woman

with an expensive dildo

or with a very nice size carved carrot…

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The point is:

do you wish to turn the light on or to leave it off?

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HIS GRANDFATHER WAS A BRILLIANT MAN: "Do you think this kid would remember his grandfather visit to the hospital?"

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This is the difference between,

agreeing to install a wood stove and doing it as agreed,

or installing the wood stove

while you are away shopping and the last thing you expect

is to come home and have a functioning wood stove,

or coming home to find a dozen of roses

with chocolates as my neighbours did for me.

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Or somebody telling you you are the only reason

they renewed the subscription to a single site…

and you know that to be true.

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… this and all the many others ways to

make somebody feel and be special.

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In Scientology there is something called

“Running pleasure moments”,

this has to do with directing the person attention

on beautiful things she has experienced

hence improving her tone of life.

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The best way to do this, however,

is by offering them pleasure moments to live in the “now”.

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And after all, by doing that,

what are you really saying?

You are telling them, thank you for existing,

you are important enough to me

to do something for you.

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Isn’t that an incredible thing to experience?

… But be carefull,

Happiness wakes up people.

Joy gives them a tremendous power

and in this society

people who are alive are likely to be punished.

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Still you haven’t done anything wrong.

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You have just given them the gift of life….

I think is just wonderful!!

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

A LITTLE LOVE TALE FROM INDIA

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Not too long ago, in the land of India,

lived a handsome prince.

He was known for his life of luxury and lust.

In his harem there were the most beautiful women

you could ever dream of.

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He was a selfish man

with no dreams, no passion or compassion.

His life was a terrifying escalation

of insatiable desire of opium and sex.

Many thought the kingdom was under a curse.

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But one day a woman entered the palace…

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her beauty was indescribable.

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She was sent by a mysterious man to the prince

as a gift for his birthday.

She was bathed, scented and dressed

and sent to the prince rooms.

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I do not know what really happen

as nobody was allowed inside the prince bedrooms,

but a servant must have been there to deliver

some wine when the prince, for the first time,

looked at that woman.

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According to the servant, when the prince

saw her face, he almost fainted.

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The time seemed to stop

as if a spell was cast on him.

The servant freaked out and left.

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From that moment on,

the prince was possessed by an uncontrollable desire

of this woman.

He became a slave of her beauty and

the passion he shared for her.

She was the only one allowed into his quarters.

Each day to him was only worth living

if he could look into her bottomless emerald eyes.

There the time would stop

and the feeling of falling into a magic land of nowhere

was taking over his ability to think.

From the mighty man he always though to be,

for the first time, he felt lost and impotent,

pure slave of her beauty.

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'PLEASURE' a painting by Silvia Kusada - http://www.silviakusadafinearts.com

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He would love her every single day experiencing

both the thrill of the first time love

and the agony of having her for the last time.

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In her honor he ordered flowers for every woman in the kingdom.

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But one day he found out her heart belonged to someone else.

She was taken away from him to be his gift.

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At that moment the stars disappeared,

the sun stopped shining and no bird was anymore able to sing.

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The pain in the prince heart was so strong

he collapsed to the floor,

and, rolled up like a ball,

he cried like a little kid in desperation for days.

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In the kingdom people worried he was seriously sick.

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By the laws of his land

he had power of life and death over her,

and part of him felt like killing her with his own hands.

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But the love he bared for her was greater

than any emotion he thought a man

could ever experience.

He could have never hurt anyone he loved so deeply.

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So, he decided, instead to give her a gift.

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He gave her the gift of freedom

and, with that,

his own dream of love

so she could make it a reality with

the man she truly wanted.

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He arranged for her and her man

a place in a far away land

where nobody could find them and

 where they could thrive their passion and love.

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They said that after her departure from the palace

the prince never left his quarters…

he was heard crying by the servants,

for months, somebody says years.

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But one day, a little girl came to see him to the palace.

Till than he had refused any visit,

but this time his counselor

strongly advised him to see this girls

mentioning a detail about her eyes.

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The prince rushed her in.

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When the girl arrived to his presence

he looked at her

and crashed on the floor at her feet…

the only thing he could see of that skinny 10-year-old body were

those beautiful emerald eyes

he though he would never see again.

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With great embarrassment he started sobbing…

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 “Before my mom died“, the girl said,

“she told me of a man who loved her more than himself

enough to give up, for her, everything

which really did matter to him .”

She said:

“The man lived in a palace of gold

but was indeed a very poor man,

as he gave her his most beautiful dream.

She said:

“You should be proud of him.

He is your father

and, in his heart,

he is now one of the wealthiest man I have ever met.”

She continued:

“Go and make sure he knows I knew

about the sacrifice he has made.“

“He is a great man

and he would be one of our finest kings.“

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Indeed the prince turned out to rule the kingdom

with wisdom and kindness.

His time is remembered as one of the most flourishing periods

in the Indian history.

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Now,

it was recently reported that in

a little village of India, where not too long ago

a great kingdom existed,

amongst the ruins, there is a little temple

where the goddess of love lives.

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She is a little statue with beautiful big emerald eyes.

It was ordered to be made by the prince

in honor of the woman he loved

and today, it still there.

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They say the soul of the woman and the soul of the prince,

both inhabit the statue.

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We do not know if this story is really true…

some people found the place and they say the statue does exist.

She is the protector of true love.

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We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

.

The ‘Center of Advanced Spiritual Research and it’s Applications’ is NOW open in Texas and Italy.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

.

WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

..

…

I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

http://aidathomas.wordpress.com/2011/11/12/rekindling-scientology-training-outside-the-church/

.

ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

maurice.pascal007@yahoo.com

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com