you do not need an umbrella, if you cannot feel the rain…




Why everyone wants to give me an umbrella?!@#***@@!#


Present Time Problem


an intention counter-intention that worries the person


It is always easy to find solutions for the problems of others

or to see others problems before our own..


A very good friend, an old-timer

with quite a bit of wisdom under his belt,

told me once that the best way to talk to people

about their problems

is by conversing about somebody elses

who has the same problem…




Many, using this approach,

find it easier to look at themselves

without having to confront the judgment of others

or to feel wrong for having that problem.


The other day I was driving my car and

I was happily thinking I  was over my last relationship.

I was so happy I started to think

I wanted to do something for him to do well.

I was also considering that a friend, instead,

was still very much involved in her problem.

A present time problem.

The funny thing it was that while going over

again in my head at the definition of present time problem

I realized,

I was still having one.

I was still wanting to do something about “him“.

I laughed.


I’m amazed of how many ways a mind,

aberration can pull you back into something or

keep you working at it

even, under the disguise of help.

But you still trapped.

Mr Smith once told me:

“You are going to be over this, 

when you will not have any more thoughts about it

Nor good, nor bad.”




He was totally right.

…Well this cognition got me to move one more step ahead.

I checked for interference in

my space and cleaned them up.

Even if you are not actually playing a game

but if  you are sitting in the tribunes cheering for your team

or pondering who’s right or wrong,

you are still part of that game.


You are still flowing power to it,

just by having some of your attention units

flowing in that direction.

So, there is nothing wrong wanting to help anyone

but when that is a present time problem, 

when there is an invisible

“Cannot let go”-“Do not wish to let go”,

it enters the field of aberration.


… war, no matter how important it seems,

no matter the ideal of justice

and truth behind it

it is not advancing you spiritually.


If you observe carefully you will see,

that even those people who are saying

they value spiritual studies and

enhancement more than anything else,

will most likely go for supporting a fight toward freedom,

than the people who practice and live spiritual freedom

on themselves and others.

War it is so easily becoming the “business”

instead of being a sub-supporting action

to spiritual freedom,

to the actual work of enhancing spiritually.


… how many of you

who believe is a spirit,

who believes in LRH tech, or in Buddhism

or any other spiritual philosophy

it is actually making daily progress ?

Interesting uh?





and do what LRH wanted them to do:



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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




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and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




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Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.


  1. Exactly so.

  2. Ilike this post. Very good, it explains so much…I had a session on a person today, that session has as-ised the last thoughts, the last incidents from way back.. Now no longer there, the last pictures-considerations of the games conditions are as-ised… Nothing like a session a day… to keep one floathing.. Love you..

    • Eliz, you are a TOP SOLO AUDITOR-resercher… I was lucky enough to meet you.
      love you too very very much!

      • little flower, 3 pussy cats in one house, love you all..

      • Silvia, dear little bug… I have reached the stage-state when I am grateful when something enters into my space and I get some stimulation a material I can work with…. It is most fascinating what kind of baggage individual beings carry and how they use that to “live-to survives” here.
        But of course, the most fun is for me and I have is looking for O/W’s. What weapons those questions are… they miss nothing… Point me right into the pile…. How I love the stuff. But What I love is not only I can see my dark deeds of the past but the other beings and how they behavior =game-that game-conditions remained in effect in place in timeless-ness.. This universe of ours is a wondrous place to be… wishing you were here…

    • Eliz I’m most amused too of everyday discoveries… Of finding out the rightness to be wrong, this to give birth to another dimension which opens up new doors..
      This universe can hurt you only went you “bend over” forgetting who you really are…
      You make my trip fun Eliz and you enlight me so many times..
      love you

      • Re-stimulations are gifts, beautiful wonderful gits, I can’t explain how I see, stimulation.. They are just there to open– the simulation is the wrapper and underneath —– the most beautiful gem, which I have forgotten I have had… Soloing is like one waking up from a long unconscious sleep, coming out of amnesia, little by little one recalls one life, one’s past. And every time one recalls something that is havingness, “OH, I can do that, I have been there, I have seen it, I met that person..”
        The wondrous places there are to be seen again and with that to recall ones abilities. This solo, the sessions all start out of not very pleasant consideration unless ones run pleasure moments.. But through them, one travels the timeless universe… which is nothing but magical and ones very own creation.. Seeing that understanding that… one really understands ones power one’s ability… each day with each sessions we are wealthier better off, since it is knowledge we collect…the most prized gems of all.. we walk side by side my dear…

      • here is one more for the road!! With Love!!
        Age-aging and on youth, being young: and infinite…….
        As I=the body was aging as the years were going by, I too had thoughts-considerations and many-many of them… Mostly they were not happy as I have seen the signs of aging… The flesh, was not so firm.. There were graying, the skins changed lost its elasticity gradually, the weight of the breasts was too heavy, started to sag… they were closer to the belly button than to the chin…. the eyes lids become papery, thin and were sinking into the scull…into oblivion… the heavy full lips have lost their shape, there were age spots popping up etc……= there were wrinkles here and there the first ones I noticed on my knee caps…hehehe..
        Since I never was much for make-up, and rejuvenating creams etc., so I had this brilliant idea why not have solo sessions? Wow, just how brilliant One can be? Well that was novel idea [ solo an age] to me and with that a new world opened up.. So I have soloed and soloed and soloed an all the things I did not like were happening to the body…and that was lots, lot of material….But most I have recalled were from my past life’s, where I had different bodies and very different realities what in fact was ageing…not the same as here of course.. Age, was valuable in many-many ways, that is still in place and still in use… we have brought that packed with us[ but now here have become a burden because they are connected to other considerations that “ one is no more, none=existence “which comes after old age, death] so there are many reasons we do age==the body that is!. Because ageing had value, great importance in the past and those importance’s were there by agreements too and piled up high made solid in order to belong in the same game… so we still age… everybody’s ‘body’.
        Now starting to solo an AGE is like opening up a “bottomless” can of worms… Incredible amounts of thought, considerations and of course the wonderful agreements existing on ageing…WE ALL AGREE THAT ”THERE IS ADGEING!!!”
        We all have the same symptoms- signs markings on the body so we all have those agreements, right? Otherwise the ageing would not happen, yes? Some body’s age faster some others “looks” last longer, looking better. OH, IT IS IN THE GENES!!! Bull, No-no-no!. Just have different considerations, agreements that is all.[I know the science has proved such, yes it exists, but it is the considerations changes the cells, the pictures from the past alters the genes, the looks the shapes, the size’s. We used to have bodies contained the cells which were normal to that body, same cells as here which are now names sick Cancers cells, those who have had that kind of body in the past has the knowledge-the pictures and it can be transferred into this body and alter the cells here.]
        Mind boggling… endless, bottomless pit…. The agreements about ageing are…
        But great fun nerveless since auditing the “aging” the passing of years One really can see the universe, the different bodies we have had and the zillions of reason we want to preserve the body…. but also there is another side of the coin, we want to destroy the body…aging is very effective way to achieve that….
        Impassible to comprehend at the beginning when One ventures an soloing such a concepts… just how many reasons there are for we want to preserve the body…..Of course the major reasons: the being believes that the body is self, the I, the me…. ugh….
        If One no longer have the body than One do not exist anymore. Have died expired deceased passed away, departed passed on, kaput, finished , life-less, extinct, vanished, none-existent, “ NO MORE AMONG THE LIVING!!!”. One is invisible!!!!!! [Heavy item itself]
        The second reason the being KNOWS [implanted] that if One is not a body than One is nothing, do not exist, have no identity, not recognised, not known, will be forgotten, have been forgotten, invisible… not loved, not wanted, have been destroyed, lost all value which was the body and [everything which mattered went down on the drain with it too which includes his memory, his knowledge, his abilities, ability to communicate etc..]…., which was life itself in other words the person now stated, acknowledged and become known by everyone that the new state of that person is now “”dead therefore becomes a History…Past …Previous… Former, HEHEHE….. Lovely… in fact life begins after One gets rid of the body..
        The Implants, are set up in order to the being to trust, that in this narrow opening- from conception till One has kicked the bucket and laid underground the ”Earth to Earth bit, the dust to dust thing” [in my reality: dirt to Earth, since I don’t see the body as a valuable commodity to have, but hindrance, a total prisons] this incredible strong believe is implanted that without the body One is nothing-absolutely nothing -nobody. Even the very word when used “NOBODY” gives on explanation imply suggest where is the being-what is that being simply nobody-nothing=no identity. [That phrase also implies that the being-the person has not achieved importance here on this planet, not partaken making it more solid] Three cheers for important beings they have added solidity to this massy MEST..
        So, what is the being to do but want to preserve the body every possible way, to continue its existence, which believed is that of self; Few examples: food we must eat in order to remain here, THE MORE INSECURE THE PERSON MORE THEY EAT, OBISITY IS HERE BECAUSE of THAT REASON. Those who are fat are most insecure, unhappy in every possible way… Loss of confidence, loss of things, since food=solid give security an anchor point… You see other anchor points were lost, havingness of financial- solid items.” The must haves” same as in everybody have, implanted to make One happy if they own a house, kids, boats, dog, trips, have title front or end of the name, those musts in order to belong otherwise life is not worth living , let’s have important heavy, huge body… no One can’t take that away… when the person realizes that it was a mistake: pull in all sort of illness, to get rid of the blunder: that decrepit fat-old body…let’s have a cancer, a heart attack a good car accident…be killed somehow and the blame is on somebody else…their fault..
        But back to aging…What ages the person? The meat body was made to last just for time span till it reproduced, after that they were harvested for food by other beings… Even putting the Dead body underground was and is re-cycling… nothing more… back to Earth to decompose and to nurture other life forms… very economical procedure.
        Now what ages the body is simply what ONE’s considers: those thoughts the very agreements the person has: here is a few from thousands of them: getting on with the years, the years pile up, everybody ages, everybody gets old, inevitable we all get old, nothing will turn back the time, we can’t stop time, our parents died, we die, everybody must die, it is in the genes, the sunrays ages one, hard work ages one, hard life ages one, we only can live so long, our time is limited here, we must go, the body becomes “time-worn”-good lie’s since in fact there is no time, so how could the body be affected by passing of time?
        Calendars, years and having days are very flimsy considerations-agreements.. How could TIME passible run out? Some say in connection with ageing: time is running out for the old timer…. YES, what that in fact means? The Implanted game= which one is view-ing is in fact coming to the end…Since life is just a game, nothing more so the end must come too, same as in any game-like computer games, soccer matches.. etc..
        BUT the sad part the being is made to believe this game is a lifespan – living – existing and One only survives if One has the body, so let’s preserve the body, let’s keep it in ‘Good shape” you; slice the wrinkle’s off, stretch the skin drum like, mud-packs, rejuvenating herbal baths, B-12 injections, massages, acupuncture, vitamin creams, hair implants, lets pump iron, run 5 miles a day, do yoga, hum to ones belly button, eat salads, eat fat, don’t eat fat, eat meat don’t eat meat… no milk product, since that is not good and no salt… no drugs, but take pills which will be rejuvenating from the inside…. Sniff things; visualize things sitting under the banyan tree, ageless body smooth skin, serenity etc…
        But that’s enough since every person knows those thoughts and has those thought. Now what can be done about to eliminate the ageing factors…the very issues which rise’s up the same time with the wrinkles…
        There are hundreds of different symptoms One notices as the “years” go by. One simply eliminates those conditions, what one “FEELS” what One thinks, how One see’s the changes in the body… Those changes are the strong stimulating factors because they are visually present… so are the numbers like 50, 60 70 etc… They all have meanings to the being so they have to be as-ised in sessions.. [you ask how long that would take? Take long as it takes… we have “time” since we are not going anywhere, the Universe is Infinite and we love to play the games… with auditing we just regain self, the control over our creations and we just eliminating the effects…
        But here is the BUT, there is always one, that is “intention-counter intention” which hold the MEST in place…
        One not only have to be audited an all the considerations-agreements on aging but on YOUTH too. Huge items-agreements: Wanting to be young and all the reasons why One would like to be young again “in body” and the very meanings what is YOUTH IT SELF MEANS to self. One simply can’t reach age if One did not have been youth- being young: had those considerations-agreements too.
        The minus- the plusses hold the AGE in place. It is equally important to have auditing in both directions.. One also has to look at the values; the importance’s an aging and of youth too. Same package same game condition same implanted material…
        Yes I have had spent thousands of hours on those items and all the relating agreements and on consideration. I have reaches the “Ageless” state. I have lost the time considerations; there are no years, no time. Therefore no youth, no old age- nothing. I simply am.. What the body do now? How is the body doing? It is going through its normal cycle but It is in total health, by considerations of others who LOOK at this body with the eyes: they say impassible that you are 72. You see, their use their eyes and the eyes see the body, but they, the beings pick and up-experience my space and in that space there is no age, years, crippling thought of death or dyeing, the sicknesses which are part of the braking down of the body so they don’t see an old person on old mock-ups, a dyeing-body, but what they experience is vitality, high energy which is associated here on this Planet as youth…being young… and in other places: Infinite….

      • little flower, PS here: PS: since we can take one step at a time and by doing that ONE can achieve ones goal and the Rudiments, running ARCB’s handle the toughest old age syndromes… HEHEHE, fun, people.. Nothing but fun.. Looking at the track finding out how very capable we are making a perfectly good looking body =old and ill, and how we making it into such a state as dead? We are truly OT, and powerful in every way!

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