When losing and gaining disappears…

The sane condition of having.

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...

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Several people asked me to introduce them to this and that person.

There are many great terminals who are helping

and they have to remain anonymous in order to do their job.

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When you are going to be ready they will contact you.

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You can steal knowledge from a spiritual being,

but you cannot steal the awareness of the being.

A higher knowingness on a being with a low harmonic or a coarse wavelength-frequency,

will not have the same power

as will not be understood in its purity.

.

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There are some powerful beings who operate on a very high harmonics…

wavelengths way above aesthetic.

They are almost approximating a 0.

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...

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It is only when you approximate that state

that you can actually perceive them.

It is not that they are hiding,

is that till we are there or, in the close vicinity,

we are unable to perceive them.

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My spiritual teacher (C/S) sometimes disappears.

I thought.

Then I realized it was me.

I kind of slump back into the mass at times

and those are the times

where I cannot perceive him anymore.

But he is always there.

One of the advices he has given me is, before starting my day,

to audit out any mass related to the need to have, desire to have

and the opposite corresponded flows on the cannot have.

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..

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If that day I’m going to receive a package, if I’m eager to receive it,

than I will make sure to audit out any havigness on that.

Any expectation.

Any future.

Considerations from the past, expectations about the future,

and limitations of present time are all abberrative.

They all involve time.


When you do not care anymore about having. When you can do without it and be happy anyway. When you do not even think about it anymore.
Now and only now you can have it without being own by it, thus maintaining your freedom.

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Auditing that out will free you from the feelings of failure,

of having lost, the feeling to be a loser

or in a bad luck if you do not have or if you end up not having.

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Will wipe out any hidden standards related to that.

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Doing a good job on this will avail you to the benefit of living

in a no time zone.

… While keeping you out of the trap.

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THE MEST (objects or material universe)

DOES NOT OWN YOU.

and you have it without the need to own it.

Thus keeping yourself free.

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So you can really, really have.

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...

And you will surprisely find yourself having what you wish

in the beautiful creation of now.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?


OT 8 is a start point.


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2 Flag Internships  and on OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

The trap of admiration…

THE TRAP OF ADMIRATION

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...

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This is not about my life, it is about my research

into the various traps of the of the material universe.

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The last few years have been very interesting to me.

I started to accept help,

and in the moment I did,

I started to have an incredible affluence of it.

But every time something beautiful

was coming to me on a form of help, admiration or appreciation,

I had the feeling something was wrong.

Part of me was fighting it,

and I started to fight that part of me that was rejecting help.

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Now I understand a bit more.

All my past studies in Tibet, the knowledge gained at the time

still are with me in form of knowingness.

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Receiving help is an inflow, and what an inflow does,

is putting you attention inward, on you.

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It gives you a position in space

while it tells you

that your body represents you

and, in a sort of way,

that you better be your body if you want attention,

if you want to survive.

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To many people I represent the freedom they do not have, their way out to a monotonous life, of a world they do not like but they "know" they have to live.
But when they get close to me they realize that my world is not all about smiling and flowers and sex. It is about truth, it is about a continue research and fighting again the subtle suppression of this society and a middle-society way of thinking.
So they feel forced to face to their problems and they start protesting against me.
"You supposed to be our way out to the dream land, and you are not doing that!". They are not protesting me, they have never seen me in the first place. They are protesting against their idea of me... they are demanding from me to be the woman they thought I was and to make their dreams come true....

It is the opposite side of the introversion by invalidation.

You validate or invalidate someone too much

and you get the same result.

INTROVERSION.

And Introversion it is,  even if accompanied

by two different emotions;

sad or happy to be seen.

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But does not matter if you are looking inward

because all the world is cheering at you,

or because you have been just made feel like a piece of ‘crap’.

The result is that every time you look inward

you are becoming smaller and therefore more solid.

.

Any way, few years ago, having had a big sense of failure

I decided to change my operative base

and to let the inflow in, the admiration and love.

It did not feel to good especially when was directed to this body,

but I have been working hard to balance the flow by

helping people.

… recently something odd happen.

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I considered this inflow-outflow

losing its balance.

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When OSA started to attack me,

I had more love, care and admiration flowed to me,

that I was ready to handle.

I felt popular and beautiful.

I felt true love from many sources,

and few envy flows from some others.

But the majority it was an incredible tsunami of love

and admiration.

Surprisely it did not feel good.

I made me feel like MEST (solid-heavy).

The beautiful trap of admiration.

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I felt selfish.

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I thought to myself:

“I have to exchange the flow.”

I had an urgent need to balance it!!

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I was thinking about it.

Thinking is bank.

WOW!!

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What it was clear to me now it was how easily

you can fall in the trap of popularity.

In the having to continue to be in a certain way

to not disappoint others or in order to continue to

receive love and support.

THE VALENCE trap.

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LRH himself mention that fame is not a good thing,

it gets you stuck into a valence.

… I have this very clear now.

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With it, out it goes your freedom.

I couldn’t wait to be alone and with the use of meditation

(soloing) to handle all the masses connected to the

need to be loved, need to be seen,

need to not change, to not disappoint,

afraid to piss off people because your popularity,

having too much love or too little love,

and any thought related to this.

The must-have or not-have are both aberration.

They are an unnecessary addition

of the simply existing.

By meditation (soloing) and by eliminating

this facets of havigness.

I can maintain my freedom.

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As Krishnamurty say:

We all want to be famous people,

and the moment we want to be something

we are no longer free.
Jiddu Krishnamurti

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“I  restore myself when I’m alone.”

Marilyn Monroe

.

To live a pure unselfish life,

one must count nothing as one’s own

in the midst of abundance.

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Buddha

...

……………………..

My statistic?

What it is that gives me real joy and makes me feel

I have achieved something?

Have the people I have helped directly or indirectly made a further step toward freedom?

Has there been an increasing of love, empathy and care?

.

That is what it is important to me.

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Help as an outflow.

Actually it is not even that

when you are above the

flows motions of this universe.

It is an individuality which melts into an allness

while keeping you an individual.

When you making somebody happy, when you help somebody win

when somebody gains a step toward freedom,

you are getting it all.

Boundaries, limitations, space…

it is all a trick of this universe.

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http://markrathbun.wordpress.com/2012/03/24/friends/

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http://aidathomas.wordpress.com/2012/03/22/the-truth-about-silvia-kusada/

ITALIANO: http://lareception.wordpress.com/2012/03/26/mark-marty-rathbuns-placemoving-on-up-a-little-higherfriends/

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

SAVING YOUR BRAIN..

SAVING YOUR BRAIN…

Today during my meditation (soloing)

something very interesting happen.

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I was looking where my thoughts were coming from.

I wanted to know who was busy keeping

his attention on my ex and why.

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Usually those are beings who are trying to help

at the best of their knowledge.

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The interesting thing was to discover that,

in my space, some of those beings

are working very hard to think for me,

so I do not have to use an old, valuable

“brain of mine” (in pawn somewhere else).

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...

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Their computation is that, that brain is very valuable

and needs to be guarded.

Funny.

.

So these “helpers” are thinking for me, being me..

.

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After having had that “brain” go,

 I did check for others “bodies in pawn” or parts of it

or thoughts who represent me and

are kept alive.

…NOT by me, but by those who help,

and think is best not to forget,

to not let negative people out of my sight

so you know what they are up to,

who fights people they think are negative to me, for me.

Quite an action.

I did let go, with meditation, of these busy bees

and that brought about an incredible relief.

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As you might have seen in my last post, from Tim’s e-mails,

people do strange things in the name of help and love.

Some of them help you, because they are trying,

for a very peculiar computation,

to help you in order to solve their own problems.

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They are so overwhelmed by their own life

that they find, in becoming you, the solution.

.

It is much easier, to control somebody else.

You have them, to face your own problems,

so you do not have to confront it yourself.

..

Funny, because this morning

I woke up with sadness.

And I looked, and the only answer I could find, it was ME.

… However, knowing a bit more about how all this works

I knew it couldn’t possibly be me.

Yet ME was the right answer.

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So my next question has been:

“Who is me?”

.

Quite few answered that question.

That was the end of my morning sadness.

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I guy recently ask me if I was happy.

I looked at him and said: NO.

… I was happy before the man I love

came back into my life to “disappear” again.

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…I guess something else opened up

I’m now walking through that tunnel.

..

But please note, it is a good thing.

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How happy can you be while escaping a from a prison?

You are running in the cold,

you are hungry and tired to run, you do not know,

if you are going to make it or not..

..

How happy can you be during that time of extreme duress?

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When you suddenly wake up, your heart start beating again and your lungs start asking for oxygen. You than realize, you either follow asleep again right away, or you better start swimming as fast as you can up toward the surface of the water. There are moments of panic, almost pain, loneliness, betrayals, fear... And the reason you can feel all that, is because you are now awake.

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You walking toward freedom,

and soon or later you are going to be free, or freer.

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You are going to enjoy space, the sky, the flowers,

the grass and the birds singing.

I guess more important to me that feeling happy,

is feeling I’m going somewhere

and feeling good about myself .

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Knowing I’m walking my next step.

That’s what it counts to me.

Can you see?

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So, to answer the question of many.

No, many times I’m not feeling happy, but I’m fine.

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And I would not change anything that I’m doing

for all the apparent joy a body life can offer.

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Love to all.

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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Who is Tim Higgs, the person behind the slanderous blog?

Dear friends,

Thank you for standing up for me.

What a wonderful, big family I have!!

I’m doing great. I’m safe.

I live in a land where my neighbours are also my family.

Few of them are war-veterans.

They know of every single car who enters the road,

the tag number, the time it enters and the time it leaves.

We all have video-security cameras.

And they are armed.

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I do not need all this, but they care a lot about me

and they are aware to the extent some “ill-intentioned”,

“mentally unstable people”, as in the Church of $ and outside of it, can go.

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I’M SAFE.

..

Now.

Who is the person behind

the slanderous blog?

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I had and have few of this people on my lines. Some are people I know and some are people who I deeply love. Normal people who express their love with hate or destruction.
The secret is not to change them... it is on changing us into a more natural state where we can just let flow through any negativity without getting affected by it.

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For more info on Tim Higgs you can write to Aida Thomas

she has some good stuff on him.

http://aidathomas.wordpress.com/

Below are two e-mails, of the many Tim wrote me

at my Skusada2010@gmail.com

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They are pure attempts to nullify, invalidate and introvert.

The two below however, are of special interest as

they can give you an idea of the motivation and rationale

behind such behaviour.

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Couple of his alias are Tim Higgs and Truthseeker:

From: Tim Higgs <springcomputers1@yahoo.com>
To: Silvia Kusada
March 06, 2012
 
 
“Oh, I see, games.
 
My problem is that I waste my time and energy worrying about people who couldn’t give a rats ass about me.
 
But no more.
 
Now, I’m going to give you one last chance before I start to promote that blog.
 
You have stated on your blog that I have slandered you (or that someone has ).
 
Please *specifically* point out what it is that I wrote in that blog that you consider to be slander so it can be deleted or corrected. Otherwise you are just lying on your blog to get attention & sympathy from your readers pretending that the church is attacking your and that you are being slandered by them for which you don’t provide the proof.
 
I’m disappointed in you Silvia, I thought you had more confront and honesty that this.
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From: Tim Higgs <springcomputers1@yahoo.com>
To: Silvia Kusada
March 11, 2012
 
Silvia,
 
I’ve come to realize something about you.
 
I realize that your being an artist, you express yourself and communicate a little differently than others. I guess I expected you to respond and communicate the same way that others do but that doesn’t seem to be your way.
 
I read your latest blog post, it was very interesting. You wrote in it:
 
“I have been upset with a terminal which has been so strongly fighting his emotions to a point of convincing himself he does not have them at all. Upset about him negatively destroying me with “political correctness.”
 
I’m assuming that the “terminal” you were referring to is our upset and me.
 
You’re right, I have been fighting my emotions. If I let my real emotions truly go, God knows what would happen.
 
Ok Silvia, I will withhold no longer, I will be honest with you about the situation and how I feel. I’m not going to deny how I feel, I have nothing to be ashamed of. I have the right to my emotions just like anyone else, even if later they turn out to be foolish.
 
As I’ve written before, I’m sorry for what I wrote if it hurt you. I didn’t mean the things I wrote, I was just trying to hurt you, because your deleting my posts hurt me. It’s been said that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Can I tell you what my eyes see? In truth, I think that you are beautiful women. You’re great physical beauty is only surpassed by your even greater spiritual beauty. I’ve never seen a woman quite like you in my life. I guess in some ways I’m afraid of you, afraid of the emotions and passions you will provoke out of me that I’m not sure I can handle. Not to mention the fact that I still have “case” and I didn’t want that to go your direction and hurt you.
 
I told myself years ago that I would not use this word again lightly. For I used that word years before and ended up regretting it. Yes, I feel that my feelings for you have reached a level of love for you.
 
Part of my other emotion is anger, anger not just with you but also with myself. My anger at myself for not having my life where I wanted it to be so I could be in a better position to be there for you or with you. You would write on your blog of these guys you met that were in your bed and for some reason it upset me. Why, I don’t know, it just did.
 
I worry about you Silvia, worry that something might happen to you, that you might hurt yourself or spin yourself in.
Isn’t love doing what you feel is best for another in the most profound sense? If that isn’t love, please tell me what you think it is.
 
 
Tim
……………………

Are you thinking of betraying my trust in you?

You need to consider the full consequences of doing that.

If you betray my trust in you ( like the COS does ) it will send a message to all of your PC’s and any people who would ever consider to be your PC that you might betray their trust.

It will ruin your integrity as an auditor.

Is that what you want to do?

….

We should also keep in mind

that to be attacked by the use of slander

and false accusations it is a great acknowledgment

that we are doing a great job.

Although war is something I’m not interested in engaging in.

I have came to realize that, by the fact that I’m helping people

achieve freedom and get stronger,

I have become their worst enemy.

It drives the Church of $cientology

and many ill-intentioned people totally nuts.
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I’m the worst enemy to those

who play the game of enslavement and lies.

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We should not fear the attacks,

but, at the opposite we should celebrate our achievements and success.

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LOVE and TRUTH WINS.

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We are getting free…

they are getting solid.

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and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

.

WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

..

I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

DO YOU ‘MIND’?

DO YOU ‘MIND’?

I do sometimes, but I’m trying to quit!

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Let me remind you that this is about advance research.

We are swimming into the very first few axioms,

into the very basic laws of a soul.

A spirit was not “born” with a mind.

It has the gift of knowingness.

There is not time connected to that.

.

I have caught myself this morning evaluating

the negative effect of a person in my life.

If I should just have had him go or not

and all the suppose-to or not-to (rationale) connected to that.

The simple truth is,

there is nothing right to let him stay or let him go.

There is nothing right about thinking about it either.

Any kind of evaluation, rationale,

requires past, and future

in form of prediction or needs and wants.

..

It is all an out of present time activity.

An activity foreign to a spiritual being,

but very common to the material universe.

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The analytical mind loves to give problems to a spiritual being.

Loves to make him think they are his problems; his games.

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But the problem does not exist,

until the spiritual being,

starts to “think” he is the one thinking of it.

.

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I can hear people thoughts and emotions.

At times they hit on me, my body and physical aura,

like drop of rain.

.

..

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If I’m able to keep myself out of time,

all this flows, the different changes of frequency

used on humans to control them,

all those, became powerless.

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In the “no-time, no-space” area there is no such

business as evaluation, rationale or effort.

There is nothing but the pure simplicity of living.

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Action in the theta dimension does not have energy, it is just a “happening”.

It is a state humans like to call magic.

They have forgotten they have legs to run,

and whenever they see one walking a little bit faster

they think is “magic”.

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This precious clever contrivance called mind,

it is what keeps people from listening, seeing, living.

It does all sorts of this things for them.

…And until they have the courage to let it go

they will be here, “sleeping”

leaving the “dream” their mind wants them to live.

as the big “ME”.

.

..

It is beautiful and fascinating

not to be human.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

Silvia Kusada

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silviakusada@gmail.com

is when in the greatest desire, coexist the greatest fear.

… is when in the greatest desire, coexist the greatest fear.

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I want to thank all the people who wrote me

expressing their love for me.

It requires courage.

I have a great deal of admiration for them.

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It is much, much easier to express hate than love.

Much safer.

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Some of these people know what I mean

as hate has been their starting point.

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But it doesn’t matter now, because

they had the incredible

strength to face and communicate their true feelings.

.

In this universe to love and communicate freely

too often gets us into trouble,

enough that many have learned the lesson not to.

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Many of the above people I never met in the material universe,

but, I too, feel for them an incredible spiritual connection.

.

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Love is a beautiful emotion, and when is high on the tone scale

is stronger, much stronger that the love of a couple (2d).

It could confuse us for a while.

It might seem you have fallen in love

but it is much more than that,

it is a spiritual connection, an adventure.

It last forever.

.

This is a very special time of my life.

I’m meditating a lot.

(soloing)

At times I find myself thinking why something is right or wrong.

I still get lost into the energy flow programs of this universe.

Just the other day I wrote an e-mail to a guy I have feelings for,

and who has been treating me unfairly.

I told my spiritual teacher about my comm to the guy,

I was proud of myself.

My teacher answer was:

“That is a ‘program’ you wrote to.”.

He made me smile.

So simple. So true.

.

I was dealing with the guy program (bank)

back into the Physical universe game.

"Without me realizing it, the analytical mind dragged me back into the "game".
The game where nobody wins. The Physical universe. Nothing more than a big 'game-condition.' 

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Very stupid on my side,

especially after all the work I have done.

But I felt everything but stupid.

.

My spiritual teacher,

loves me dearly.

.

I could make the most horrible mistake ever

and he would be there admiring me

while making me feel I’m full of rightness

even in the worse wrongness.

.

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There is no judgment on his part.

It is like a light, always there to show you

there is a step, few, if you would like to take them.

.

..

LRH has left something we have been waiting for, for ions.

A  road with little steps to make it where very few have arrived.

I’m so glad  I walked that road.

I strongly advise you to do it too.

I write few hours every day.

.

My meditation and sharing my discoveries

are the most important things of my life.

.

After all,

I consider that if a day goes by without having help anyone

toward achieving freedom,

that is a lost day for me.

.

.

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“I think it is important to understand

that freedom is at the beginning

and not at the end.

We think freedom is something to be achieved,

that liberation is an ideal state of mind

to be gradually attained through time,

through various practices;

but to me, this is a totally wrong approach.

Freedom is not to be achieved;

liberation is not a thing to be gained.

Freedom, or liberation, is that state of mind

which is essential for the discovery

of any truth, any reality, therefore it cannot be an ideal;

it must exist right from the beginning.

Without freedom at the beginning,

there can be no moments of direct understanding,

because all thinking is then limited, conditioned.

If your mind is tethered to any conclusion,

to any experience, to any form of knowledge or belief,

it is not free; and such a mind

cannot possibly perceive what is truth.

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– Bombay 1st Public Talk 4th March

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J. Krishnamurti

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SMILING

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We unite spiritual beings

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.

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..

I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

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TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

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We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

There is no teaching in the field of spiritual knowledge.

There is no teaching

in the field of spiritual knowledge.

There is sharing.

There are people who search for truth 

and take what they need

from anything others have shared.

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“This is no magnificent deed, because I do not want followers, and I mean this.

The moment you follow someone you cease to follow Truth.

I am not concerned whether you pay attention to what I say or not.

I want to do a certain thing in the world and I am going to do it with unwavering concentration.

I am concerning myself with only one essential thing: to set man free.

I desire to free him from all cages, from all fears, and not to found religions,

new sects, nor to establish new theories and new philosophies.

J. Krishnamurti
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All authority of any kind, especially in the field of thought and understanding, is the most destructive, evil thing.
Leaders destroy the followers and followers destroy the leaders.
You have to be your own teacher and your own disciple.
You have to question everything that man has accepted as valuable, as necessary.”
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Jiddu Krishnamurti

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The above are simple principles expressed in the definition of word Scientology

and in the whole subject of the “Data Series”, now a “forbitten” study in the Church of $cientology where, as in any cult, the interest is in the making obidient followers, not any longer into freeing man.

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In the Church of $cientology, you are promised spiritual power, but nowdays the only spiritual power they demand from you is about making or collecting money in behalf of the cult. There are no true able spiritual beings (OT’s).

Their parishioners are people skilfully and many time violently, forced into obedience

while being limited in their perceptions and thoughts, and made believe they are free.

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They are given a bit of spiritual gains enough to make them feel like little helium balloons in a room.

Floating and enjoy looking the ones below.

It gives them a  feeling of superiority.

It gives them the illusion they actually got somewhere.

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What they do not realize is,

no matter how hight they go,

they still in the room with everybody else.

They floating high INSIDE the prison of lies.

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There is no way for them to go anywhere else

unless they are willing to really be free.

And, to be safe… is not part of the “business” of truth.

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Silvia Kusada

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A creative man is motivated by the desire to achieve, not by the desire to beat others. Ayn Rand

 I’m aware that this post might not be

appreciated by some people who call themselves “standard” Scientologists,

but who have no real training under their belt

to grasp in full the true philosophy of Scientology,

its backround and limitations

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If you look into history you will find that the greatest man of wisdom

did not belong to any group and they did not wish

to form a selected group either.

We have Buddha, Jesus, Ghandi, J. Chrisnamurti.

Their business has been purely truth and kindness.

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True spiritual leaders have never intended to form a group

or to give the group a name  to individuate or stand up from others

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People on lower level of awareness did. 

 They followed the impulse to label. To make solid.

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When you create a group you

take away from the members the ability to be everything.

You are also telling them, as sects do,

“This is the only way

and the only truth.”

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Truths have been with man since the very start

and it is no fair, nor honest,

on the part of anyone who brings them to the table,

to call them his.

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Imagine if someone today forms a group of people who breath,

he calls it Ymmy  and then goes around telling everyone

that they are Ymmy because they breath.

Many people would find happiness

to know they now belong somewhere,

but people who are a little more free

could get quite pissed off.

The same way you cannot go around telling people that,

knowingly or knowingly, everybody is a Scientologists.

Scientology has nothing really new, if not a very cleverly

set of steps which makes it easy and possible for the majority

to achieve certain levels, until now reachable by very few.

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Below I pasted some amazing quotes.

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All major religious traditions carry basically the same message, that is love, compassion and forgiveness the important thing is they should be part of our daily lives.
Dalai Lama

Be kind whenever possible. It is always possible.
Dalai Lama

If we find we cannot help others, the least we can do is to desist from harming them.
Dalai Lama

My religion is very simple. My religion is kindness.
Dalai Lama

Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can’t help them, at least don’t hurt them.
Dalai Lama

Sleep is the best meditation.
Dalai Lama 

 

We can live without religion and meditation, but we cannot survive without human affection.
Dalai Lama

Where ignorance is our master, there is no possibility of real peace.
Dalai Lama

Whether one believes in a religion or not, and whether one believes in rebirth or not, there isn’t anyone who doesn’t appreciate kindness and compassion.
Dalai Lama

An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.
Buddha

In a controversy the instant we feel anger we have already ceased striving for the truth, and have begun striving for ourselves.
Buddha

The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows.
Buddha

The tongue like a sharp knife… Kills without drawing blood.
Buddha

There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
Buddha

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.
Buddha

Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.
Buddha

To keep the body in good health is a duty… otherwise we shall not be able to keep our mind strong and clear.
Buddha

To live a pure unselfish life, one must count nothing as one’s own in the midst of abundance.
Buddha

Work out your own salvation. Do not depend on others.
Buddha

You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
Buddha

A superior man is modest in his speech, but exceeds in his actions.
Confucius

By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest.
Confucius

Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.
Confucius

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
Mother Teresa

Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.
Mother Teresa

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.
Mahatma Gandhi

A man is but the product of his thoughts what he thinks, he becomes.
Mahatma Gandhi

A weak man is just by accident. A strong but non-violent man is unjust by accident.
Mahatma Gandhi

Action expresses priorities.
Mahatma Gandhi

A fool flatters himself, a wise man flatters the fool.
Edward G. Bulwer-Lytton

By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest.
Confucius

Honesty is the first chapter in the book of wisdom.
Thomas Jefferson

A creative man is motivated by the desire to achieve, not by the desire to beat others.
Ayn Rand

Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.
William James

Expect problems and eat them for breakfast.
Alfred A. Montapert

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

Lana Turner

A man who views the world the same at fifty as he did at twenty has wasted thirty years of his life.
Muhammad Ali

By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you’ll become happy; if you get a bad one, you’ll become a philosopher.
Socrates

Death may be the greatest of all human blessings.
Socrates

I know that I am intelligent, because I know that I know nothing.
Socrates

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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

WORKSHIPPING THE SYNTHETIC HAPPINESS OF A VALENCE

WORKSHIPPING THE SYNTHETIC HAPPINESS OF A VALENCE

(Valence defined as an assumed personality and the must-do or not-do, need-to-be or not-be (including physical and /or mental conditions), must-have or not-have and all the activities and rules related to that personality. Could be a doctor, a scientist, uncle Joe, a good or a bad mother, Mary, a martyr, the person who loves or hates everyone, the singer or the loser. Anything.)

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Today is an amazing day in the field of my spiritual researches.

I have made a discovery which generated a huge grief charge

followed by an indescribable relief.

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I woke up feeling upset, I have been feeling sort of upset the last week or so.

I’m upset about failing on confronting the gap of time

between a future, I know of, and the now.

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I have been upset with a terminal

which has been so strongly fighting his emotions

to a point of convincing himself he does not have them at all.

Upset about him negatively destroying me with “political correctness.”

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I’m upset, because I’m upset about all this.

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But today, while I was trimming my beautiful flowers

and changing the water, I suddenly felt happy and motivated.

I told myself “Wow”!

something negative must have disappeared.

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It was a second later when I recognized

my happiness was not me,

was the fact that I had shifted on a Valence,

the personality with all the could-have,

should-be of a respected professional woman.

It was my way to win.

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Funny game, as you have much better chances to “win”

simply by being you.

Huge.

The feeling that with that personality I had a place in life,

a game and a bright future.

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It wasn’t a win, it was a trap,

as the real win is only an absence of time.

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How many times I went into that trap?

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I started to cry of joy… OMG!!

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 That moment of happiness and motivation from the valence..

and many others were gone.

And I was back into my unmotivated,

boring slow life of co-existence with mine and others,

even slower, meat bodies.

What I’m doing here?

But at least this is me!!

(I’m crying of joy right now)

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I’m not playing the valence of a woman body,

the lights and sounds engineer,

the house wife or the girlfriend,

the good or the bad person

the spiritual teacher, the man or the woman.

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I’m not playing that.

Every single assumed personality

it is one more analytical mind adding up, we do not need.

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A mind who is going to think for us

as is us.

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And one day I will be free enough to just

recognize without any mis-emotion

that no matter how much a person loves me,

his assumed identity does not want to be with me

and this identity is protecting its survival by pushing me away.

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… This being a friend, a mother, a lover

and many times even being one of the valences

(an assumed identity)  I adopted.

The higher up you go the less valences and the less mass.

Valences are big huge masses full of significances,

but they also have games and havingness

and when you lose one you lose all of the above.

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It feels, many times, as a loss, not a win.

This is because we still thinking in terms of matter.

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You lose the games, the feeling of feeling alive which a game gives.

You lose something solid you do not need, but you think you do.

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You arrive to a point, which is quite high on the emotional scale

in which you start feeling sort of death and unmotivated.

Again, it is not on the bottom, it is high.

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It is caused by the fact that you are less and less mass

and less and less involved in any game

at least any game which this material universe can offer to a free spirit.

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So, many do not make it on the spiritual journey

because the emptiness gets them back into a Valence

were you have the apparent peace of ‘fitting in’ again.

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The valence does the job.

AS ADDITIONAL NOTE:

The only way you do not like yourself is if you are looking to yourself

from an assumed identity

and that assumed identity is not looking at yourself,

but at another of your assumed identities

and she is saying “I do not like you!”

You are not what you suppose to be, because, it is me you suppose to be.”

Do you follow?

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You cannot look at yourself being yourself…

you have to put something there to look

(spirit do not have mass, space…)

and assume another identity as an external point from were to view

to look at that..

So, today, this boring today

it is so much better than a happy synthetic day of someone

who is played by his valence “me”.

The ‘I’m me’ and the ‘This is how I’m or should be’ valence.

Even the “Things should be this way” it can only be said by a valence.

Are all big lies.

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REMEMBER:

You are everything, potentially.

So me, is always a valence.

and as you go down the scale of emotions,

as it gets more and more solid, self-importance grows.

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And people lose proportionally their ability to perceive others,

to empathise.

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The big solid me.

I do this because this is how I’m

No, you are not.

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A valence is NOT you.

Beautiful!

It is an incredible feeling of joy

to be perceived beyond the lies of a material universe.

It gives me, the purest pleasure.

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Spring is in the air I hope you enjoy it as much as I do.

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We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

..

I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Name your product…

This is the “what I want”…

as opposed to

the “you didn’t do” make-wrong trap.

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Name your product.

LRH ( HCO PLs and Admin Know How series 33-35)

as many others managements strategies

say: “Name your product”.

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Just ask in the simplest way possible

what you want to achieve or have.

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If we were able to keep it that simple

we would be able to dodge a bunch of aberrative flows.

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Naming the product over and over, where necessary,

helps you to get througth the person

masses/problems which surrounds her.

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To make her wrong as “you did not do it!”

restimulates her and makes her more solid.

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When you ask for a product,

being that a task done, a way to be treated

a bicycle or a friend,

you are not invalidating anyone or anything.

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You are not judging.

You are simply expressing a request, a need and want.

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However, as this universe survives on entheta (negativity),

since entheta is not-is and increases solidity and mass,

you will see that asking directly and simply

for a product  in the material universe

seldom will produce an invisibility on the person asking.

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Regular people are not used to be asked for a product,

they are used to be forced with blamed, by be made fto eel guilty

or/and pity and compassion in order to do something for another.

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The problem you encounter when dealing with low-toned (solid) people,

with people who always seem to have problems,

is that they would drag you down by making you fail

if you try to handle their justifications and rationale.

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Just repeat naming the PRODUCT.

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There is a reason why the game maker

should not deal directly with the group.

Actually few reasons:

1) he is not real to them, they do not understand the purity of the goal

as they cannot dream.

2) they will drag him down overwhelming him with all

the must-have-be-do in order to get the product.

The creative person can create because

she/he “swims” on a high frequency area.

If she/he makes the mistake to hung out with solid people

she will end up being unable to pursue her/his dream.

Many times her own dream will seem, to himher, impossible to achieve.

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.When no matter how hard you are trying, things do not seem to go anywhere, this being in a business, in a relationship or anything else, somebody is actively trying (pushing the breaks) , covertly or overtly, to stop you from succeeding.

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For who of you is doing spiritual counseling, having these people around will make it difficult to progress as in lower bands As-is (betterment) will not happen at easy.

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It is vital for artists, people of vision, game makers

to surround themselves by people of a certain level of wisdom, empathy

and knowledge. People who care for them.

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The emotional level in some people is so low (heavy energy),

that they cannot have a simple truth.

They think there is always something else to it.

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At times these people can even appear handsome and happy… it is a facade.

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So, at times, most of the times,

you have to write down visibly the product

in a way that is continuously seen, or

have the patient to repeat it over and over

without altering it. Any alteration, no matter how small,

to a weak-mind -average-human wouls sound like a new request and therefore cause confusion.

(I, myself many time fail on this.)

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I myself, today,  fail many times to cut a direct line

or to put a via when I recognize the vampire

of energy has entered my space.

You recognize them as they get your attention stuck,

they always have the problem which need to be solved before anything else,

and they are not able to empathize with yours.

They have it all perfectly justified, and you?

You start not liking yourself for some reason.

This is one of the main indicators.

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Now, there are many people who say

“they think out of the box”, but there are very few,

who actually have the courage to step out of it.

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The latter are the people who really make a difference

and the one I personally like to “play” with.

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