SAVING YOUR BRAIN..

SAVING YOUR BRAIN…

Today during my meditation (soloing)

something very interesting happen.

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I was looking where my thoughts were coming from.

I wanted to know who was busy keeping

his attention on my ex and why.

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Usually those are beings who are trying to help

at the best of their knowledge.

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The interesting thing was to discover that,

in my space, some of those beings

are working very hard to think for me,

so I do not have to use an old, valuable

“brain of mine” (in pawn somewhere else).

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Their computation is that, that brain is very valuable

and needs to be guarded.

Funny.

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So these “helpers” are thinking for me, being me..

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After having had that “brain” go,

 I did check for others “bodies in pawn” or parts of it

or thoughts who represent me and

are kept alive.

…NOT by me, but by those who help,

and think is best not to forget,

to not let negative people out of my sight

so you know what they are up to,

who fights people they think are negative to me, for me.

Quite an action.

I did let go, with meditation, of these busy bees

and that brought about an incredible relief.

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As you might have seen in my last post, from Tim’s e-mails,

people do strange things in the name of help and love.

Some of them help you, because they are trying,

for a very peculiar computation,

to help you in order to solve their own problems.

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They are so overwhelmed by their own life

that they find, in becoming you, the solution.

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It is much easier, to control somebody else.

You have them, to face your own problems,

so you do not have to confront it yourself.

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Funny, because this morning

I woke up with sadness.

And I looked, and the only answer I could find, it was ME.

… However, knowing a bit more about how all this works

I knew it couldn’t possibly be me.

Yet ME was the right answer.

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So my next question has been:

“Who is me?”

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Quite few answered that question.

That was the end of my morning sadness.

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I guy recently ask me if I was happy.

I looked at him and said: NO.

… I was happy before the man I love

came back into my life to “disappear” again.

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…I guess something else opened up

I’m now walking through that tunnel.

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But please note, it is a good thing.

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How happy can you be while escaping a from a prison?

You are running in the cold,

you are hungry and tired to run, you do not know,

if you are going to make it or not..

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How happy can you be during that time of extreme duress?

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When you suddenly wake up, your heart start beating again and your lungs start asking for oxygen. You than realize, you either follow asleep again right away, or you better start swimming as fast as you can up toward the surface of the water. There are moments of panic, almost pain, loneliness, betrayals, fear... And the reason you can feel all that, is because you are now awake.

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You walking toward freedom,

and soon or later you are going to be free, or freer.

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You are going to enjoy space, the sky, the flowers,

the grass and the birds singing.

I guess more important to me that feeling happy,

is feeling I’m going somewhere

and feeling good about myself .

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Knowing I’m walking my next step.

That’s what it counts to me.

Can you see?

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So, to answer the question of many.

No, many times I’m not feeling happy, but I’m fine.

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And I would not change anything that I’m doing

for all the apparent joy a body life can offer.

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Love to all.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

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