the best way to know the devil is to pay him a visit

the best way to know the devil is to pay him a visit.

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As I mention on my prior posts,

I have been  reading the writing of Carlos Castaneda.

Fascinating!!

Mr. Hubbard, the founder of Dianetic and Scientology

spent quite some time in Mexico and

as any good researcher would have done,

he did try it all (peyote and power plants).

He took a great chunck of knowledge from

the Indian sorcerers and shamans.

Having studied Scientology for over 20 years

I’m very please to find in Don Juan teachings

a way to a fuller understanding of the spiritual world

and its interaction with the material universe.

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Fascinating also to find out

that the practice of the indians/sorcerers

have been misunderstood

and grossly abused by whom was seeking

a justification to the liberal use of drugs.

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As don Juan, (Castaneda teacher) said,

people who are able to go beyond the appearance of the “reality” easily

do not need the use of power plants or peyote.”

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Don Juan says:

 “I had to decide then whether or not to use power plants. You could’ve used those four techniques (…) But not all of us are capable of reacting to simple recommendations. You, and I for that matter, needed something else to shake us; we needed those power plants.”

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 Castaneda writes:

“I held on to that conviction and it was only in the later years of my apprenticeship that I realized that the meaningful transformations and findings of sorcerers were always done in states of sober  consciousness.”

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“Did the power plants help me?” I asked.

“Certainly,” Don Juan said. “They opened you up by stopping your view of the world. In this respect power plants have the same effect on the tonal as the right way of walking. Both flood it with information and force the internal dialogue to come to a stop. The plants are excellent for that, but very costly. They cause untold damage to the body. This is their drawback, especially with the devil’s weed.”

Extract from the book Tales of Power by Carlos Castaneda

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Mr. Hubbard , by laying down the lower steps,

intended to bring people to a level

where they were free from the past

and able to disagree with the appearance of reality .

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Unfortunately very, very few, even on the very upper levels

arrived to that point and did the “split.”

What I found to be of great interest is the definition of Genetic Entity

as described by Don Juan.

I consider that to be one of the most complete definition ever existed.

The indians sorcerers refer to the Genetic Entity

as the Tonal and the Theta in his original state, as the Nagual:

“5. The Island of The Tonal
…the condition of a warrior, however, is to be aware of everything at all times.
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…you have to be not only willing to undertake the road of knowledge, but your efforts by themselves must be impeccable enough to make you worthy of
that knowledge.

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“This is my tonal” don Juan said, rubbing his hands on his chest.
“Your suit?”
“No. My person.”
He explained that every human being had two sides, two separate entities, two counterparts which became operative at the moment of birth; 

one was called the “tonal” and the other the “nagual.”


“The tonal is the social person.”

“The tonal is, rightfully so, a protector, a guardian – a guardian that most of the time turns into a guard.”

“The tonal is the organizer of the world,” he proceeded. “Perhaps the best way of describing its monumental work is to say that on its shoulders rests the task of setting the chaos of the world in order.
“At this moment, for instance, what is engaged in trying to make sense out of our conversation is your tonal; without it there would be only weird sounds and grimaces and you wouldn’t understand a thing of what I’m saying.

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“I would say then that the tonal is a guardian that protects something priceless, our very being. Therefore, an inherent quality of the tonal is to be cagey and jealous of its doings.

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And since its doings are by far the most important part of our lives, it is no wonder that it eventually changes, in every one of us, from a guardian into a guard.”

“A guard, on the other hand, is a vigilante, narrow-minded and most of the time despotic. I say, then, that the tonal in all of us has been made into a petty and despotic guard when it should be a broad-minded guardian.”

“If you didn’t get hooked on talking to yourself you would have no quarrels,”

The tonal begins at birth and ends at death.”
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“The nagual is the part of us which we do not deal with at all.”

“The nagual is the part of us for which there is no description – no words, no names, no feelings, no knowledge.”

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“…The mind is an item on the table. The mind is part of the tonal.

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The nagual, on the other hand, is at the service of the warrior.

It can be witnessed, but it cannot be talked about.”

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“From the moment we become all tonal we begin making pairs.

We sense our two sides, but we always represent them with items of the tonal.

We say that the two parts of us are the soul and
the body. Or mind and matter.

Or good and evil. God and Satan.


He had said that the tonal “forces us” to perform acts.
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The idea is that at the moment of death the other member of the true pair, the nagual, becomes fully operative and the awareness and memories and perceptions stored in our calves and thighs, in our back and shoulders and neck, begin to expand and disintegrate. Like the beads of an endless broken necklace, they fall asunder without the binding force of life.”

He signaled me with his head to watch the scores of people that went by.
“They’re all tonal” he said.

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“There is no need to treat the body in such an awful manner,” don Juan said with a note of scorn. “But the sad fact is that all of us have learned to perfection how to make our tonal weak. I have called that indulging.”

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I have been entering a new level of research,

and slammed  into a huge unknown.

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At one point I found myself in the middle of a huge restimulation.

Too big, I was in tears so I turned to my spiritual teacher,

and begged him for help.

With his usual comforting calmness

he answered:

“If you have the courage to go through all this,

you will find that pain and suffering never existed.”

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I knew that in his simplicity he was right.

So I started t study more and continued my meditations (solo sessions).

I have learned to achieve the inner silence, at times.

I have noticed that when that happens

my sadness subsides.

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I’m not anymore effect of my body dramatizations.

But this does not mean that my body is not in pain

or does not miss greatly the person

he considered to be his better half for a while.

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I could see this so clearly

because while I was enjoying my inner silence, my body was crying.

Tears rolling down my face.

So, I have worked to give him some future.

Like you would do with a friend.

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

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THE REHABILITATION OF SIGHT

THE REHABILITATION OF SIGHT

I have nearly finished my second book by Castaneda.

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"It takes time for every one of us to understand that point and fully live it. (...) I know now that the humbleness of a warrior is not the humbleness of a beggar. The warrior lowers his head to no one, but at the same time, he doesn't permit anyone to lower his head to him. The beggar, on the other hand, falls to his knees at the drop of a hat and scrapes the floor for anyone he deems to be higher; but at the same time, he demands that someone lower than him scrape the floor for him.""That's why I told you earlier today that I didn't understand what masters felt like. I know only the humbleness of a warrior, and that will never permit me to be anyone's master."(from the book Tale of Powers by Castaneda)

 

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Its writing are special to me, not just because don Juan describes a warriors

as Hubbard describes an Operationg thetan (A free spirit),

but also because I recognize in Carlos Castaneda a bit of myself.

He duplicated in so many ways

the sad part of my life where no matter how hard I get hit

by the people I love and care,

I always manage to get up and to justify in one way or another

their deeds of hate, their nullifying behaviour

or desire to squash and humiliate me.

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I recognized in him my sufferings and my losses,

sometimes a desire to give everything up,

a desire which has never turn into a true intention.

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I do not have much admiration for Castaneda,

as I did not have much admiration for myself,

for not being able to take care of me

and for not getting others to stop hurting me.

Today I feel a bit lost,

even if I recognized I have changed.

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Lost in my blessed travel to freedom.

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"Our fellow men are the black magicians. And since you are with them, you too are a black magician. Think for a moment. Can you deviate from the path that they've lined up for you? No.
Your thoughts and your actions are fixed forever in their terms. That is slavery. I, on the other hand, brought you freedom. Freedom is expensive, but the price is not impossible. So, fear your captors, your masters. Don't waste your time and your power fearing me."
don Juan from the writing of Carlos Castaneda

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I guess in this journey there is never a moment

where you can  just close your eyes and rest.

The beautiful unknown.

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Mr. Hubbard had developed a step on the upper spiritual levels

to enable you to see spiritual beings,without their bodies.

Yet, if you learn and do it on your own,

these very same people will call you a psychotic.

Since I cannot care less of what people think of me

I want to talk to you about my amazing experience.

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There is nothing psycho about being able to see.

I started to work again on my sight yesterday.

A good friend took me for a canoe trip on the Colorado river.

It has been an amazing trip, mostly for the spiritual beings I encountered.

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There have been spirits who have been on the river banks

for hundreds of years, and never left.

There were others which started to provoke me sending thoughts

about my last relationship.

They were suggesting me things to do as it if were my own thoughts.

Every time I was locating the being,

this stream of thoughts would stop magically.

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I have spotted a gate where they arrive in huge quantities.

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The minds parasites.

Thousands of “minds” which are going to survive

as people minds, absorbing their energy.

Minds which feeds on the energy humans produce.

Which will keep up war and hate just as a

farmer grows his crops.

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A certificate on the wall stating your spiritual status

is like a guy who owns a formula one car,

but never gets it out of the garage.

You can call it “owner of the car”

but he has not earn the title of “Formula one car racer or even driver”.

“Only as a warrior can one withstand the path of knowledge,” don Juan said. “A warrior cannot complain or regret anything. His life is an endless challenge, and challenges cannot possibly be good or bad. Challenges are simply challenges.”

Don Juan Excerpt from the book by Carlos Castaneda “Tales of Power”.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

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JUST FEW DAYS AGO I REALIZED TO BE BLIND.

JUST FEW DAYS AGO I REALIZED TO BE BLIND. 

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- The mark of the true researcher is that he might take a break here and there, but he never quits. -

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It happened the last week.

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While looking at my art,

I was overtaken by a disturbing fear to become  blind.

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It lasted few seconds and then, that fear turned into a beautiful consideration

that if I ever would turn blind,

I would use my blindness as a tool to the true sight.

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I embraced that new concept as an opportunity to grow spiritually.

My concerns at that point, magically disappeared.

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Was only few days later, talking to one of the guys on my spiritual team

that I was advised to look into a book by Carlos Castaneda.

He said my progress and discoveries

were also covered in the book; ” The active Side of Infinity

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I have heard of Casteneda several times in the past.

Part of me (my closed-minded side)

has always been reluctant to approach his writings, as I

considered the use of drugs in research being out of question.

Today I still holding the same viewpoint

as far as drugs are concerned.

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This time, however, my thirst for knowledge

was strong enough to guide me to the library.

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I have spent the last 3 days reading his book.

Despite the fact that I find reading an extremely slow body activity,

I have not been able to put the book down.

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The enlightements and the shifts of view points he makes during the years

through the use of  peyote and under the teaching of don Juan,

were the essence of my own discoveries of the last few months.

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The energy system, the “vultures” (flyers)

The parasite mind. The inner silence, the me, me, me which we have to totally eradicated

before you could go anywhere,

and many other topics,

are simply the basic discoveries of many high level philosophies.

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Buddha, Krishnamurti and Hubbard, myself and Don Juan, to name just a few, they all talk about it.

They are not understood unfortunately till the person is able

to break free from the installed mind.

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This path is for the very few.

For the few who have the courage to walk it through.

No wonder you have to be a “warrior” to make it.

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A warrior not to others, but to wade through the red herrings

and the parasite mind: the Matrix.

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You need to be a warrior, in order to fall back

and to be able to get up again and again 3 million times

without giving up.

You need to be a warrior to forget everything you have learned 100s of times

and yet be there starting again from scratch.

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It take courage to die alone:

…the art  of warrior-travelers: to go through the eye of a needle unnoticed.

“We are alone, ” he said.  “that’s our condition, but to die alone is not to die in loneliness.”

“You cannot confuse solitude with solitariness, ” don Juan explained to me once.

“Solitude for me is psychological, of the mind. Solitariness is physical.

One is debilitating, the other comforting.”

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“The only alternative left for mankind,” he continued,

“is discipline.”

…But by discipline i don’t mean harsh routines.

I do not mean waking every morning at five-thirty and throwing cold water on yourself until you’re blue.

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Sorcerers understand discipline as the capacity to face with serenity

odds that are not included in our expectations.  

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For them, discipline is an art:

The art of facing infinity without flinching, not because they

are strong and tough but because they are filled with awe.”

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“Forget the self and you will fear nothing, in whatever level of awareness you find yourself to be!

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Citation from the book: The active side of Infinity by Carlos Castaneda.

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... I find peace every time I let go of myself. I found the door to infinity. And I'm going to walk through. Whatever it takes. I have always thought my journey to be the most incredible astonishing gift. In the last couple of months, I have found that to be nothing compare to what I have ahead. I leave what I know and find. Like puzzles. We are all helping each other on our search.

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2 Flag Internships  and on OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

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A week ago I said: “Today I wish I would feel like this.” I have done some work since then…

 LETS start with M.P: OT 2 of the Level

 of Scientology Spiritual Awareness Completion

SUCCESS OT2 – Italy

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OT2 looked like a trip where I passed over many charges

through my mind  and through the time track.

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I realized that a lot of my attention units were lost in those past charges

and my attention in present time was uncompleted.

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I have seen that by focusing on the auditing command it was easy

to spot things of the past and I realized why we are in these conditions.

I understood, while I scanning that past time track,

 that we went effect in different ways because of other determinism

 and also because we choose to.

My perceptions are increased toward the perceptions the physical universe,

the better understanding of people

and their, at times, problematic cases.

My telepathic abilities have improved a lot and I’m in present time as never before.

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My intention to realize things has improved further on this section of OT.

I came to the certainty that, If I can see it, I can get it! !

It only depends on me and nobody elses.

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This road brings about a lot of things that I can’t describe,

the realizations and the abilities are many and so fast that many times you became aware of them

2 or 3 days after the session.

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You look at the physical Universe with other eyes,

the eyes of the tiger, in my case.

The theta power and the self-determinism

has been pushed higher than before,

and this is the beginning of the game.

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NOW, THOSE ARE THE GAINS, LET’S GET US THOSE IMPROVEMENT AND GO UP TO THE BRIDGE

TO GET A BETTER ENVIRONMENT AROUND US!!!

GO OT!!!!

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A week ago I said: 

“Today I wish I would feel like this.”

I have done some work since then.

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Mix media by artist Silvia Kusada - http://www.silviakusadafinearts.com

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TODAY I FEEL LIKE THIS!!!

For the first time in this life I woke up with not even a little cloud

whatsoever of negative energy on/around me.

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The truth of the matter is, there was no much of me this morning

were the ‘vampires of energy’, negative flows and “enemies’ could hook up or stick to.

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I glanced at myself in the mirror on my way to the bathroom,

I stopped after few steps and went back.

This body looked 10 years younger.

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(laughing)

A very special friend few days ago lend me a tape called INFINITY

by Walter Makichen founder of The Center for Self Teaching

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http://www.waltermakichen.com

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I have listened to this tape already 3 times.

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I’m sorry to disappoint the delusional followers of $cientology

who still sticking to the false datum that

Scientology is the ONLY one that has it all.

Scientology offers an easy gradient scale to a certain levels of awareness, but

apart of the basics technology, all the principles and more can be found in many other places.

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One of the thing I have found incredibly well described in this tape,

is the handling of the “Vampire of energy”, of entities and space.

All explained in such a simple way, even a beginner could do it easily.

He is just talking to you as a Spiritual being and from that pure viewpoint.

Wonderful!

All is well in the “Land of magic”.

Here is some more magic.

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DEVOTION means to spend time with

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FAITHFUL means to maintain allegiance.

ALLEGIANCE means to feel like you have a duty to support or protect someone.

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FAMILY means all the people living in the same house or a husband, wife and children, FAMILY are people who help you be successful.

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HOME is the place where a person feels the safest

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HOSTILITY is an attempt to get a person to give up by using anger with him.

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IMPATIENCE is when someone does not think that you or someone else are worth waiting for.

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LOVE means to not lower your level of liking for another person no matter what happens and to keep your liking or mercy toward someone at a high level.

LOVE also means to not be hostile or antagonistic to another person and to not withdraw your support from another person.

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LOYALTY is to do something or be with someone 100%.

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MEAN means to get upset with someone over nothing or small stuff.

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PATIENCE means being calm and waiting even though it is not comfortable.

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PLEASE means to do enough so that the other person feels satisfy.

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PROMISE means to say that something will or will not

happen, no matter what.

TOLERANCE is the ability to withhold showing disagreement, disapproval, displeasure or irritation toward others. It is when a person holds back letting other people know that he does not like something that they are doing or something that is going on.

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TEMPTATION means a powerful attraction that is designed to get you to change your mind about something even though you don’t really believe it is correct.

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ELLIS’ Dictionary of Helpful Definitions

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OT 8 is a start point.


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2 Flag Internships  and on OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Hunting the ‘me’, the ‘self’, the “unit”, the “I”… any concept or representation of you. An OT drill for you to try…

Read the post below in order to get the full understanding of the following :

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/2012/04/14/when-you-decide-to-join-a-peaceful-group-you-should-be-ready-to-be-in-a-constant-war/

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Hunting the ‘me’, the ‘self’, the “unit”, the “I”. 

any concept or representation of you.

I will give you an OT drill at the end.

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While at the bottom you would find self-abasement, self-abnegation,

self-invalidation and nullification,

at the top you will find a zero.

But a zero which is pure potential.

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We are talking about something

which cannot really be described in words,

as each and every word

contains the limitation of the physical universe.

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So, to say that at one point you are everywhere

or pervade everything or are everything,

it is quite incorrect

as the terms “everywhere”- “everything”- and the rest,

presupposes to have a factor call space.

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But we are now moving toward a state where there is no space.

No energy or thought and therefore no time.

At one point you can really start to have a feel of what it is.

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The other day I made one of these discoveries

I consider a milestone to my spiritual progress.

That been the trap of self.

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Since then, every time I have been starting to feel griefy or sad,

every time I have been starting to think of what it should have been or not,

I instantly located where I was conceptually

at the time, or, in the now as a self.

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To whom the rejection was going to?

Of course me,

but where it was the me or where it is the me?

Locating it and recognizing it every single time,

as there is no a true location in space for a being

no matter in which dimension she is,

would make disappear the lie connected to it

and with that the misemotion.

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Once you, the self is gone, there is no mass

who can stop or hold any flow.

I would  like for you to try.

Works like magic.

Every single time.

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Things have gone incredibly well lately.

A friend came over and brought me a tape.

Listening to the tape I found myself generating

an unbelievable amount of power,

having and pervading a huge amount of space.

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Incredible feeling of power.

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Like a little silly kid,

I started to show off to my spiritual teacher.

“Look what I can do!!”

I told him.

Once again, I was very proud of myself.

“Look how big I’m!!”

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His  “words” were very simple:

“If you pervade space as energy you are going to be seen.

Transparency is what keeps you safe. And holds the true power”

There I was flying all around spreading golden explosion of energy everywhere.

And without realizing it, attracting attention…

“Here I’m!! please shoot me!”

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I stopped the show.

Indeed, there is no need for a show.

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I was able, with the help of my spiritual teacher,

to achieve the fullness (to my present reality) of transparency.

Incredible state.

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It had even more beauty and excitement

of the powerful action of a spiritual being who feels fearless.

The kings of the mountains

which “produces” the L’s under DM

are nothing more than clay pigeons.

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They do not know they have become as a flourescent light bulb.

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So, there is some knowingness

which goes with freedom.

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Confront, both of evil and good.

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The strength and courage to be ale to leave the people we love,

once we recognize they have been taken to be temporarily used

as a re-transmission point of negative energy.

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… Is not them that are bad, they are just a tool

used by some to get you to stay,

to get you a bit more solid so you can obey

to the laws of the physical universe.

We need to recognize them and move away,

until they stop been a re-transmission point.

They do not know indeed why they are attacking you,

they are feeling more uncomfortable than you,

and they are trying to find reasons.

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You know.

and because you know

1. you temporarily move away and

2. you clean yourself routinely of any location

you might have agreed to have as a consideration.

…and you are going to be fine.

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Where you feel the waves, words, thoughts are hitting, there, there is a lie of you.

Where your thoughts are coming from, there, there is a lie of you.

Where you can say, “I’m here“.

There there is a lie of “you“.

Have fun. I have.

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Miracles? No.

What humans call miracles, is normal life.

What they are used to, is what is not normal.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?


OT 8 is a start point.


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I’m a Class VI auditor and Class IV C/S,

2 Flag Internships  and on OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

When you decide to join a peaceful group, you should be ready “to face” a constant war.

It is a beautiful cloudy day.

The clouds in the sky are chasing each other while running away.

I almost feel like following them.

.

..

Down here in the land of magic

not a single leaf moves.

.

This is my peaceful kingdom:

the woods and their beautiful energy.

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When you decide to join a peaceful group,

you should be ready to be in a constant war.

You have just assumed a position in space.

you have become a terminal and, to be more precise,

an opposition terminal to war.

.

You are now an enemy to war

as you do not belong to the team who fights.

… so war will fight you.

.

Forget all the bullshit you have learned in the Church of $cientology

about deserving to be suppressed or attacked.

.

It is a game of flows.

The effort to LOVE is as aberrated as the impulse to hate.

The aberrated part is the EFFORT.

The wish to be, or wish to do.

The addition to the simplicity of a simple action

of a being.

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A free being has love as a natural inherent part of his essence.

.

It does not have to think about good or wrong

love or hate.

It is what he is.

.

The other day I realized

 the incredible spiritual progress I have made in the last few months.

I was laying in bed next to the person I love

knowing that would have been the last time

I would see him for a while.

.. I felt pain, sadness but also peace.

.

.

.

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I realized at that point  I was free from a big junk

of the typical dramatizations of a human.

.

… I even started  to ask myself how a human would have felt or react.

It was difficult to even imaging it.

Difficult to imagine an upset, a screaming and shouting or blame.

I realized at that point how much territory

I have gained toward silence.

.

At the same time I could see a big part of my case

in need of improvement and attention.

.

 The people I care and love

are the only ones who seem to have the power to really hurt me.

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I cried for few days after that.

.

.

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Sometimes I carry with me these misemotions

before I’m ready to locate who they really belong to

and let them go.

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Sometimes I forget I’m connected to a body,

which it is subjected to the energy flows and

mechanics of this material universe.

He naturally experience the losses and all the other emotions of a human.

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I’m very lucky to have incredible terminals (C/Ses)

who watch out for me, both in the spiritual universe and here.

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I worked with them and listen to some of their advises.

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.

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Today during one of my meditation (solo sessions),

I realised something incredible.

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The concept of self,  it is an introversion.

It is the only entrance point,

the Achille’s hill, of every single being.

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In order to be the effect of something

you have to agree to be there.

To be something and or to have a position in space.

Even if just as an idea.

.

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If you wouldn’t have that concept that you belong somewhere,

that you have some sort of aura or position,

nothing could stop or stick to you.

.

For the first time

it was really clear to me

what achieving transparency is.

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What is action without thought,

without a source point.

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You can act without having a location in space.

..

Others can place you somewhere and they most likely will.

..

But you do not have to agree with them.

.

Is just their idea.

They cannot conceive an action without a terminal.

..

This is the first time I’m smiling in 4 days.

..

Now I see that when I say: “He hurt me”. I’m giving myself a location.

 and (smiling) a wrong item.

That is what hurts,

not what someone else has done to you.

.

Unfortunately most of us erroneously think,

 a location is needed in order to be admired or

in order to exist.

..

It is a lower form of living indeed.

..

Above that thrives the real beautiful state of  harmony and peace

state a human cannot even conceive.

__________________________

“Do you understand what I mean by a reaction?

You insult me, you say something which I don’t like, and I react;

or I like what you say, and again I react.

But is it not possible to listen to what another says without reacting?

Surely, if I listen to find out the truth

or the falseness of what you are saying,

then from that listening, from that perception,

there is an action which is not reaction. -“

Collected Works, Vol. XIII,233,Action

by J. Krishnamurti

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?


OT 8 is a start point.


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.


..

I’m a Class VI auditor and Class IV C/S,

2 Flag Internships  and on OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
.
ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

You, and the enemy you have so proudly “defeated”, BOTH OF YOU, are still prisoners in a bigger game.

If you take your time to exteriorize from the situation,

enough to be able to observe which side of the dichotomy

you are dramatizing

 (good guy or bad guy sort of thing)

 if at that point you are strong enough to become transparent

and let all that pass you through,

only than you will feel the taste of freedom.

.

Yesterday, I had a very interested conversation

with an acquaintance.

.

.

He was telling me about a spiritual teacher in Sedona.

The teacher studies and workshops are dedicated

to the boosting of spiritual power.

.

Basically, he was explaining me in totally different words,

the energy waves system,

the lower and the higher frequencies in this universe,

as I’m researching it.

.

As you became “clean” spiritually,

you became less and less energy

(as energy is what past, assumed identities,

false and stable data, implants, and “future”, are made of).

The wavelength on a very high state of being is almost unperceivable,

yet it does contain a great potential power.

.

Again, this demonstrated how knowledge goes up as in a pyramid.

And, at the top, you find people of many different cultures,

colors and believes.

..

This guy mentioned that,

when something bad was happening to him,

his energy level was getting solid

and therefore he felt losing his spiritual power.

It is also true to my knowledge.

.

One of the things I’m working on now, is transparency,

 the absence of thoughts.

The world pushes you around. It demands from you,

in form of emergencies, immediate action.

It makes you feel you better do something about right away,

when somebody abuses you.

…It gives you alway a reason to be in a fight, war…

… to play the opponent.

.

It tells you, you do not have time to think,

but you need to act, to hit right back.

.

PLEASE NOTICE:

that is a form of thinking.

An action prompted by an impulse dictated by words,

is the most aberrated solution.

As a spirit when you experience

the pressure (increase of solidity) due to injustice, unfairness

pain, loss, to fight back is seldom the right solution.

.

It might very well seem, from a material stand-point,

to be The solution.

But it is not.

.

...

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You can stop the time.

Right there, where everything and everyone

is coaxing you into action.

.

If right there, you would take charge of the situation as a spiritual being,

and by disregarding all of that you would step out of time

to let all that energy through you,

if you were able to open the gates of your “heart” and

let go of all that must-do-/must-not-do,

must-feel/must-not-feel,

should-be-done/should-not-be-done,

if you take your time to exteriorize

from that situation, enough to see

which side of the dichotomy you are dramatizing

(good guy or bad guy sort of thing)

and to let  it go,

if you could achieve that transparency,

only then, you would be free.

..

Only then, you, as a potential power

would not be at effect on a sick game

where nobody wins.

Indeed it does not matter if you are the one alive in a war.

.

You, and the enemy you have so proudly “defeated”,  

BOTH OF YOU, are still slaves of a bigger game.

.


From a cow viewpoint, it does not matter which cows gets to eat the best grass as they both are going to be served for dinner.


J. Krishnamurti

You have been brought up, most unfortunately, on ideals.

Ideals are just words. They have no meaning whatsoever, they have no substance.

They are just the barren children of a vain, thoughtless mind!

You have been brought up on the ideal of nonviolence.

You go around preaching all over the world nonviolence.

Nonviolence is the ideal. But the fact is that you are violent in your gesture,

in the way you talk to your superior or your inferior.

Please listen to yourself. I am just pointing it out.

You are violent -violent in your gesture, in your thought, in your feeling, in your action.

Why can’t you look at that violence? Why need you have an ideal of nonviolence?

The fact is you are violent, and the ideal is non-factual;

so you create a contradiction in yourself

and therefore prevent yourself from looking at the fact of violence.

When you look at a fact you can deal with it:

you will say you are violent and accept it; you accept it and say,

‘I am violent and I will not be a hypocrite’,

or you will say you are violent and enjoy it,

or you will look at it without the ideal.

You can only look at an object or a fact or what is,

when there is no ideal, no opinion, no judgment; it is so.

Then the fact brings about an intensity of action in the immediate.

It is only when you have ideas about a fact that you postpone action.

When you realize factually that you are violent, then you can look at it,

you can go into it; then you can learn all about it, the nature of violence,

whether it is possible to be free or not;not as an idea, but actually.

So a religious mind has no ideals, no example, no authority,

because the fact is the only thing that matters, and that fact demands urgency of action.

– Collected Works, Vol. XV,25,Action by J. Krishnamurti

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ATTITUDE AND CONDUCT OF SCIENTOLOGY by L R Hubbard

A lecture given on 3 November 1955

...

..

“The most valuable asset we have, actually,

is our ability to understand,

to do the right thing, to be kind, to be decent.

Amongst us we have occasionally the feeling like:

life requires that we be stern;

life requires that we be ornery enough and mean

enough to fire him; (…).

Life requires that. 

.

We must be stern, we must be mean, we must occasionally be ornery, and we must

steel ourselves to take an unkind action.

And we feel sometimes there’s something wanting in us,

because we refuse to take this unkind action. 

.

We feel we are being cowardly,

that we are ducking back from our responsibilities.

We feel the best way to solve the

thing would be to be a little bit mean about it. Get the idea?

.

We should be able to be tough.

That’s the darnedest trap there is.

That is a weakness. It’s a weakness. “

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_____

______

WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?


OT 8 is a start point.


.

.


..

I’m a Class VI auditor and Class IV C/S,

2 Flag Internships  and on OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
.
ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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