You, and the enemy you have so proudly “defeated”, BOTH OF YOU, are still prisoners in a bigger game.

If you take your time to exteriorize from the situation,

enough to be able to observe which side of the dichotomy

you are dramatizing

 (good guy or bad guy sort of thing)

 if at that point you are strong enough to become transparent

and let all that pass you through,

only than you will feel the taste of freedom.


Yesterday, I had a very interested conversation

with an acquaintance.



He was telling me about a spiritual teacher in Sedona.

The teacher studies and workshops are dedicated

to the boosting of spiritual power.


Basically, he was explaining me in totally different words,

the energy waves system,

the lower and the higher frequencies in this universe,

as I’m researching it.


As you became “clean” spiritually,

you became less and less energy

(as energy is what past, assumed identities,

false and stable data, implants, and “future”, are made of).

The wavelength on a very high state of being is almost unperceivable,

yet it does contain a great potential power.


Again, this demonstrated how knowledge goes up as in a pyramid.

And, at the top, you find people of many different cultures,

colors and believes.


This guy mentioned that,

when something bad was happening to him,

his energy level was getting solid

and therefore he felt losing his spiritual power.

It is also true to my knowledge.


One of the things I’m working on now, is transparency,

 the absence of thoughts.

The world pushes you around. It demands from you,

in form of emergencies, immediate action.

It makes you feel you better do something about right away,

when somebody abuses you.

…It gives you alway a reason to be in a fight, war…

… to play the opponent.


It tells you, you do not have time to think,

but you need to act, to hit right back.



that is a form of thinking.

An action prompted by an impulse dictated by words,

is the most aberrated solution.

As a spirit when you experience

the pressure (increase of solidity) due to injustice, unfairness

pain, loss, to fight back is seldom the right solution.


It might very well seem, from a material stand-point,

to be The solution.

But it is not.




You can stop the time.

Right there, where everything and everyone

is coaxing you into action.


If right there, you would take charge of the situation as a spiritual being,

and by disregarding all of that you would step out of time

to let all that energy through you,

if you were able to open the gates of your “heart” and

let go of all that must-do-/must-not-do,



if you take your time to exteriorize

from that situation, enough to see

which side of the dichotomy you are dramatizing

(good guy or bad guy sort of thing)

and to let  it go,

if you could achieve that transparency,

only then, you would be free.


Only then, you, as a potential power

would not be at effect on a sick game

where nobody wins.

Indeed it does not matter if you are the one alive in a war.


You, and the enemy you have so proudly “defeated”,  

BOTH OF YOU, are still slaves of a bigger game.


From a cow viewpoint, it does not matter which cows gets to eat the best grass as they both are going to be served for dinner.

J. Krishnamurti

You have been brought up, most unfortunately, on ideals.

Ideals are just words. They have no meaning whatsoever, they have no substance.

They are just the barren children of a vain, thoughtless mind!

You have been brought up on the ideal of nonviolence.

You go around preaching all over the world nonviolence.

Nonviolence is the ideal. But the fact is that you are violent in your gesture,

in the way you talk to your superior or your inferior.

Please listen to yourself. I am just pointing it out.

You are violent -violent in your gesture, in your thought, in your feeling, in your action.

Why can’t you look at that violence? Why need you have an ideal of nonviolence?

The fact is you are violent, and the ideal is non-factual;

so you create a contradiction in yourself

and therefore prevent yourself from looking at the fact of violence.

When you look at a fact you can deal with it:

you will say you are violent and accept it; you accept it and say,

‘I am violent and I will not be a hypocrite’,

or you will say you are violent and enjoy it,

or you will look at it without the ideal.

You can only look at an object or a fact or what is,

when there is no ideal, no opinion, no judgment; it is so.

Then the fact brings about an intensity of action in the immediate.

It is only when you have ideas about a fact that you postpone action.

When you realize factually that you are violent, then you can look at it,

you can go into it; then you can learn all about it, the nature of violence,

whether it is possible to be free or not;not as an idea, but actually.

So a religious mind has no ideals, no example, no authority,

because the fact is the only thing that matters, and that fact demands urgency of action.

– Collected Works, Vol. XV,25,Action by J. Krishnamurti



A lecture given on 3 November 1955



“The most valuable asset we have, actually,

is our ability to understand,

to do the right thing, to be kind, to be decent.

Amongst us we have occasionally the feeling like:

life requires that we be stern;

life requires that we be ornery enough and mean

enough to fire him; (…).

Life requires that. 


We must be stern, we must be mean, we must occasionally be ornery, and we must

steel ourselves to take an unkind action.

And we feel sometimes there’s something wanting in us,

because we refuse to take this unkind action. 


We feel we are being cowardly,

that we are ducking back from our responsibilities.

We feel the best way to solve the

thing would be to be a little bit mean about it. Get the idea?


We should be able to be tough.

That’s the darnedest trap there is.

That is a weakness. It’s a weakness. “







OT 8 is a start point.




I’m a Class VI auditor and Class IV C/S,

2 Flag Internships  and on OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




My team and I deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.



ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.



  1. simply fantastic post. thank you…

  2. Beautiful and so true. When you awareness is such that you see that you are above the energy flows — that game is over, never to be played again.

    Love you for articulating it so beautifully. Sending much love, many hugs & kisses.

  3. To boost the spiritual power is impassible, because than one would be working with ‘’’’something’’’’, making something bigger-better, having: that is MEST.
    To regain one true power is by not attaining more power. To achieve such a state is by erasing all the thoughts, considerations we have agreed to while we were in the MEST Universe. AND WHY WERE WE IN THE MEST UNIVERSE? Simply because we had agreed to all the thoughts and consideration.
    Without those considerations, there is the intangible therefore infinite. That is the spirit- essence – soul –life-force.


  4. When one is on the PATH of Learning- seeking the truth one studies all these wise sayings of these wise beings if one fallows those wise believes than one simply goes into agreement, and in my reality no matter how much wisdom one ’’’’learns ‘’’ , that is still second hand wisdom and one has not fallowed ones very own path. Second hand knowledge is MEST knowledge, it is not a form of cognition therefore contain energy… Now this is my reality …

  5. Moving from one way of thinking into another way of thinking is just changing words, like location, or putting on a different dress. Changing appearances, with new mode of hair style… Not my path…I have been there I have fallowed others foot steps and others fallowed mine. That is the MEST way. Now I walk alone, if any one walks with me is not behind me or front of me, we walk side by side. .

  6. Just what I needed now, thanks Silvia. Your words were the best for me and relate to them well!

  7. Beautiful! As usual you are right on the spot! Thanks!
    Lots and lots of love to you always!

  8. “Looking for power, to boost personal power in order to have more power and to become more powerful? With that one boosts the “I”.
    This realization, cognition had the power of the strongest thunderbolt one ever can perceive.
    Over the years, I put in many hours solo auditing on that subject, “SOLID”s, and the words connected with or too in every possible combinations while in session with that item: solidity had the major cog.
    The cog, is not easy to explain, but here it is, every time one say “I” with that single letter, one’s drives on anchor point into one’s own universe, establish self as the creator. THAT “I” holds one, makes one remaining solidly in that consideration, agreement, one lives have separated “LIFE” because the “I”, and that confirms one’s existence,
    With the letter “I” the being refers to self, that letter holds the whole concept THAT SELF, ones Universe in place, it gives location, the “I” activates all the memory, all ones considerations, agreements, one’s whole track, all the experiences in one’s self created universe is locked in with the key which is “I”. THE LETTER “I” IS THE RIBBON WHICH ONES UNIVERSE IS TIED UP WITH AND ANCHORED INTO THE MEST UNIVERSE: into solidity.
    This cognition is the most important of all cogitations one can ever have yet without the other cogitations in place this would not come.
    Can you see, I was looking as “solid” and I have found the meaning of “I”, with that, I have found the most solid item? “The “I”….. The “I” is which segregated the being, makes it into a singular entity.
    This “I” its importance gives existence which gives all the problems all the ARC B’s with others and things in general, with the MEST UNIVERSE, for the spiritual being, to have and to hold.
    One defends that “I” with the entire power one hold in one’s Universe. Flaming swords, Guns, use of law, in and out of law courts, have good rip roaring war, have a few divorces, greed, killing, poison, or just roll over somebody with the steam roller.
    We, defend that “I” with the last breath of the body if that is needed to be done to keep it alive to remain connected into the MEST U be part of the family, the group.
    In order to remain intact, to remain and represent the bank, the track, all our recalls, the so called our LIVES we have and had, which is our having-ness.
    How spiritual one can be with a solid core in place as “I”???
    In Infinite there is no “I” yet there is everything what one ever imagined since it was created by the Infinite. Cause over.
    IT IS the “I” who has the limitations, the barriers, the solidity, walls, the not know, the doubts.
    As I was writing I put the “I” down and something else happened, like a huge slash of brilliant light bolt like thing went across the picture I was describing.
    I had realized the “I” this slash on the paper, this mark represented self, the creator of that mock-up and has anchored that creation into space. The “I” is the identifier that I have created that mock-up, therefore established self in the Universe.
    For the “I” , the wonderful self, we have created a “monument .
    This shine is the testimonial what we can create, who we are, our abilities.
    Every time you walk into a wall invisible or otherwise, stab your toe, hear a sound, voice or recall something, remember anything from the past, touch anything solid Weeeell……You got it… You just run into your own creation=solid MEST, that monument which have been created by and for the “I” the self. But Cognitions are the vey key which eliminates all the created MEST.

    The cognitions are like pearls..
    Each one was born out of pain and suffering.
    Out of mystery, secrets and darkness,
    Yet how beautiful they are!
    They can vary in momentarily importance before they vanish.
    Yet they remain yours for ever in the form of invisible knowledge.
    The basics are the rarest of all pearls, since only few exist!!!
    They value buy your freedom out of the MEST Universe.
    Self, the “I” is powerless, the power is in the intengible, infinite.

  9. Lovely Silvia TR0 just be there with out adding anything is the most powerful state. It is from this state that one creates from nothing.I really like this one. Cheers RP

  10. Lovely Silvia. some of the most powerful people I know have the ability to just Be. TR0 be there with out adding anything is a powerful state. no resistance no aggression no mis emotion,no drama, no games conditions. Just free and rich with love thanks for sharing your cognition RP

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