SEEING FROM OUTSIDE THE GRID
‘THERE IS GREAT BEAUTY, THERE IS GREAT VITALITY, IN NOT BEING CERTAIN.’
Many people did ask me what I’m doing living in the middle of nowhere.
Of course they do not ‘see’, when they look where I live,
what is really going on.
It is quite a busy place, spiritually talking.
What they also do not know, is that, there, I have found my family.
However, the reason I’m there is because I’m preparing myself
to cross the line out of this energy game.
I’m not talking about other dimensions, or other universes.
I’m not talking about collapsing time points in space
or moving along the time or space.
Not about crossing time either.
All the above is part of the energy game.
All that still THE game.
The difference is that when, routinely,
beings leave their bodies they are re-shooted back into the game.
Sometimes, people are so accustomed to return
that they just know what they have to do,
and very diligently come back on their own volition.
Did you ever ask yourself how came, so often,
you have the feeling you already know a complete stranger?
This time, after separating from this body,
I will reunite with some old “friends”.
It is not possible in words to describe what it is,
as it is something the mind cannot compute with…
The mind has to add always something,
to make it fit to this system.
. For example look at what it does when we mention 0
or the nothingness.
The mind thinks of 0 as the absence of something.
In the 0 or nothingness the mind
sees the existence of something not being there at the moment.
How crazy is that?
So, it is your journey to find out,
to learn to look and to learn to hear.
I can help you to walk the path if you wish
but you are the one that have to cross the gate.
Krishnamurti, Don Juan and Mr. Hubbard in the early axioms
all cover this pretty well.
could give you, in a humoristic way the idea of the limitation of the mind.
“Being intensely aware in your relationship with others,
you will know whether you are creating enmity, jealousy, hatred;
you will see all your own responses in relationship,
whether you are here, in a bus, in your office, or in the factory.
All this is implied in intense awareness.
Also, if you are intensely aware, you might give up your job.
Therefore, most of us don’t want to be intensely aware;
it is too disturbing; we would rather continue with what we are doing,
even if it is very boring.
At best, we break away from that which bores us and find a job which is less boring,
but this too soon becomes routine.
So, we are caught in habit:
the habit of going to the office every morning,
the habit of smoking, the sexual habit,
the habit of ideas, concepts,
the habit of being an Englishman, and so on.
We function in habit.
To be intensely aware of habit has its own danger,
and we are afraid of danger.
We are afraid of not knowing, of not being certain.
There is great beauty, there is great vitality, in not being certain.
It is not insanity to be completely insecure;
it doesn’t mean that one becomes psychotic.
But none of us want that.
We would rather break one habit and create a more pleasant habit.”
-Collected Works, Vol. XIII,212, Choiceless Awareness
by J. Krishnamurti
“Do you know anything about the world around you?” he asked.
“I know all kinds of things,” I said.
“I mean do you ever feel the world around you?”
“I feel as much of the world around me as I can.”
“That’s not enough. You must feel everything,
otherwise the world loses its sense.”
“A Separate Reality: Further Conversations with don Juan“
– 1971 by Carlos Castaneda
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