I wish to give my friends a gift…


Leaving the realm of reason…

Introducing my new story;



“If in you still there is a drop of hope, a speak of infinity, a twinkle of awareness alive … I wish, indeed, it would take you to break through the wall of reason, defeat the “mind” and get you out  of the merely morbid and ignorant audience of lovers of the unknown, to join the true warriors of knowledge.”  – Silvia Kusada





by Silvia Kusada


 To my soul mate William, who long time ago won,

not only my deep admiration, but my unconditional love.  




Once upon a time, in the dark ages of war a terrifying robot was built.

He was carefully designed to fright every single being alive.

He only had one goal; TO DESTROY.

They named him Will, as nobody could stop him.

He was mad.

Behind his steps he left nothing but mountains of smoking debris.

The most powerful weapons were used against him with very little or no success.

Illustration by Silvia Kusada-  www.silviakusadafinearts.com.———————– .”Looking at the little flower gave him a feeling of eternity, a sense of warmth he never knew he could experience. He felt love. But how could he possibly fall in love without a heart? 


Will the robot knew what he had to do; he also knew

warriors like him were doomed to be alone.

After all, when he was built, they intentionally ‘forgot’ to give him a heart, so he could achieve the most gruesome missions without any qualms.

But one day, while he was walking home wading through the smoke…

something caught his eyes.

He couldn’t help it but slowly ‘waking up’.


As he walked closer he saw a beautiful red flower smiling at him.

This fragile little flower was smiling,

as if in him, he saw a beautiful angel.

The robot squatted, picked up the flower and brought it very close to his eyes so he could admire its beauty.

The flower did not shake, it did not run away or shout in fear, it continued to smile as if it were with a dear friend.


Will the robot sat confused.


Looking at the little flower gave him a feeling of eternity, a sense of warmth he never knew he could experience.

He felt love.

But how could he possibly fall in love without a heart?

Yet, that little flower smile made him discover an inner sense of beauty, a sense of peace and a sweetness that not even the sweetest honey could have.

He knew then he had a soul.

He was alive.

For the first time in his life he felt a sense of fear.

He was not allowed to have emotions; he was not allowed to love.


He felt seriously worried for his little flower.

He knew they would try to destroy his friend and to bring himself back to the cold emotionless warrior he has always been.

No other options of any better life were ever given to him.

He knew they would pull the plug as soon they realized something ‘went wrong’ with him.


The little red flower was reading his thoughts; still he was happy and serene.

-“Sometimes- he said,

-our bodies give us the chance to meet,

but that is only the very beginning of a beautiful journey that 2 soul mates can walk.

There is an eternity in front of us and you and I are part of it.”


Will the robot was not designed to smile,

but a little golden glare transpiring from the metal body

indicated he did.


He knew the flower, as fragile and small as it looked,

had the greatest courage and wisdom of all.

So he sat, gazing into the flowers eyes, waiting for the scientist to pull the plug and shut him down for good…

It was a waiting full of joy because they knew with death, they were given the gift of eternity.


Many wonder if anyone can love without a heart.


What they do not know is that the love of a heart lives and dies with the body

while the love of a soul last forever.


Will was found sitting on the ground boldly holding a fist.

Of course, – his programmers proudly commented, –it is because of his warrior spirit!!”


But when his hand opened up and the flower appeared,

there was an interesting silence.

 That little red flower was held with so much love and care very few humans have.

The scientists never understood, they never figured out what really happened, they still, today, analyzing every chip, every program for faults or bugs into Wills body…

To this day they haven’t realized that pure love is the strongest invincible force of all.




And a little secret from Castaneda “The power of silence”.


“If you think about life in terms of hours instead of years,

our lives are immensely long,” he said.

“Even if you think in terms of days, life is still interminable.”

That was exactly what I had been thinking.

He told me that sorcerers counted their lives in hours,

and that in one hour it was possible for a sorcerer

to live the equivalent in intensity of a normal life.”


Some people want to donate me money.

Although the offer is truly appreciate, and money are needed.

I’m not a big fan of donations.

For anyone who wish to help, I’m selling this couple of artist books

of which I’m the author.

It is a series of books called


“Drops of wisdom”.

If you like to buy a copy, of course it would be of great help

to continue my activity of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com


The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second one is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)


They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)







and do what LRH wanted them to do:



We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications


ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.




  1. Ciao Silvia,mi é piaciuto il racconto,e credo che il Robot é stato molto fortunato ad incontrare quel fiore.
    E mi piace anche il tuo dipinto.
    Ciao Adriano

  2. Nice story!!

  3. Very nice story. Love, love, love is the answer ♥♥♥. It’s never enough. You’r a lovely artist Ms Silvia. Nice to know you.

    A reader of yours.


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