I came to meet with a piece of infinity…
I can only get to it for a split of a second before it gets infected
by the energy system and disappears into the limitation of time.
Infinity is a human attempt to describe the absence of time,
not conceivable from a very well structured and coordinated mind
which works constantly
to transform any spiritual, out of this “world” perception,
into numbers and coarse levels of energy called material universe.
I have loved several people. I have loved them with a kind of love
they do not understand can exist.
The reason it did not work out, was not as many wanted me to believe,
that there was something wrong with me.
Not at all, they just were a different type of being.
It has been a tough road to travel,
in the confusion of not knowing where I belong.
The false datum that anything is better than nothing,
brings you to call things by the wrong name
or to assign an incorrect position.
I thought I was lucky to have been part of a magic love story in my teens.
Few times I thought, despite the huge effort required on my part to make it work,
I had found ‘my man’ for whom I was ready to die for.
But I was wrong.
My eyes opened 2 months ago, when my soul mate William
knocked at my door.
We have been together ever since.
On our first day we touched spiritually.
At that time I wondered if he felt what I had felt.
Ever since it’s been a magical experience.
We both were home in each other.
We both have the same intense way to love.
We enjoy every single second together
as if would be the first and the last.
There is no taking for granted there is a tomorrow,
not thinking about it either.
Our senses are open to the beauty of existence,
in this spiritual connection where we touch the infinity.
William has told me many times: “I want to be with you forever”.
He made me smile while realizing the only way it could happen
would be by rising above the mechanics,
the rationale and energy plot of this material system.
To do anything else calls for an abrupt end,
as in this universe love and hate, happiness and sorrow,
the beginning and the end,
interestingly enough do co-exist.
It is only in what “very incorrectly” we call the “NOW”
that the infinity exists.
In the no time zone.
The spirit can experience
where the body and the mind cannot.
So, you can choose to be with a substitute,
but it is important to know and never compromise with the fact
that it is what it is: a substitute.
It is not the real thing.
There is a great liability to do otherwise
as it will enter you into a sick game of wrong and right…
of winning and losing.
Today, for the first time there are no games:
There is love, and when above the game of energy flows…
is much, much more than magic.
“The Art of Dreaming” by Carlos Castaneda
The old sorcerers were after the human unknown.
We are after the non-human unknown.”
“What can the nonhuman unknown be?”
“Freedom from being human.
Inconceivable worlds that are outside the band of man but that we still can perceive.
This is where modern sorcerers take the side road.
Their predilection is what’s outside the human domain.
Entering into those worlds is the type of dreaming only sorcerers of today do.
The old sorcerers stayed away from it
because it requires a great deal of detachment
and no self-importance whatsoever.
A price they couldn’t afford to pay.
But freedom cannot be an investment.
Freedom is an adventure with no end in which we risk our lives
and much more for a few moments of something beyond words;
beyond thoughts or feelings.”
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