First of all, I wish to THANK all my numerous friends.

Friends” a painting by Silvia Kusada –  Mix media –

Apart from the nice positive comments in response to my recent marriage, I felt an incredible wave of love.

That wonderful warm energy has given me an amazing sensation.

I realized that our group is big and it has great power:



The unconditional love many of us share for each other

which does not slow down in front a different opinions or faiths,

is ‘the’ power.



When I say power I do not mean the ability to control, 

but the potential freedom we can offer to each other.

The transparency.


We refer to the spiritual world, even if, if all of us knew,

by uniting our intentions we could change the line of events

in the material one.


We could create miracles for with each other

if all of us could communicate free from the

the synthetics ‘I’ which are constantly forcing us to keep up a facade,

a common sense of pride,

and therefore keeps us pinned down

into the world we are trying to escape,

but we (obedient to the I’s) better not-change.


Scientology, as many spiritual philosophies was born to give freedom to men. – When you see people arguing, fighting each other, judging others, pointing fingers, and being intolerant in the name of Scientology or any other spiritual practice, KNOW they have left, by long ways, the realm of truth and knowledge.


And by keeping up with the game of illusion and pretence

we sacrifice the power of truth

and the freedom we need, to be part of a much evolved “game”.


The wonderful news is, I found there is a place where many of us “meet”

and  if you are able to see and to hear you will know

that from there you can share and drawn the energy you need

to change the past and the future…

That meeting point goes beyond time.


I was very pleased to discover we have it.

It is a wonderful co-existence.



I wasn’t ready. My spiritual teacher knew when he told me he would send me a companion for this trip. That happened 6-7 months ago. I forgot about it till William showed up 5 months later. 5 months later, my teacher send me a soul mate, a team member. It did not take 5 months for him to keep his promise, but it took me that long to be ready. And when having or not having was not an issue anymore, William arrived. 

Serving others without feeling like a servant

is the proof of healthy humility,

the end of slavery from self-importance


When the sun goes down some cry in despair,

while free people learn to see in the dark…

When you do not have a ‘I’  you  do not have time,

no past or future where to experience sorrow, self-pity and pain.


You only have opportunities after opportunities…




by Casteneda

“He was thoroughly convinced that losing self-importance is indispensable for everything sorcerers do. For this reason, he put an enormous emphasis on guiding all his students to fulfill this requirement.

He was of the opinion that self-importance is not only the sorcerers’

supreme enemy, but the nemesis of mankind.

Don Juan’s argument was that most of our energy goes into upholding our importance. This is most obvious in our endless worry about the presentation of the self;

about whether or not we are admired or liked or acknowledged.

He reasoned that if we were capable of losing some of that importance, two extraordinary things would happen to us.

One, we would free our energy from trying to maintain the illusory idea of our grandeur; and, two, we would provide ourselves with enough energy to enter into the second attention to catch a glimpse of the actual grandeur of the universe.

“THE ART of DREAMING” by Casteneda


 “The power of silence” by Castaneda

“But ordinarily, whenever we had the chance to move our assemblage points we became frightened.

Our religious, academic, and social backgrounds would come into play.

They would assure our safe return to the flock;

the return of our assemblage points to the prescribed position of normal living.


It is stupidity that forces us to discard anything

that does not conform with our self-reflective expectations.

For example, as average men we are blind

to the most crucial piece of knowledge

available to a human being:

the existence of the assemblage point

and the fact that it could move.


“For a rational man,” he went on,

“it’s unthinkable that there is an

invisible point where perception is assembled.

And yet more unthinkable

that such a point is not in the brain,

as he might vaguely expect it to be;

if he were given to entertaining the thought of its existence.”


“Here is where the average man’s stupidity

is most dangerous,” he continued.

“He is afraid of sorcery.

He trembles at the possibility of freedom.

And freedom is at his fingertips.


At the same time, the nagual was coaching don Juan

to be a true abstract sorcerer

instead of merely part of a morbid

and ignorant audience of lovers of the unknown.

from “The power of silence” by Castaneda



For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling this couple of artist books

of which I’m the author.

It is a series of books called


“Drops of wisdom”.

If you like to buy a copy, of course it would be of great help

to continue my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at:


The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second one is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)


They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)







and do what LRH wanted them to do:



We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.




I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.




My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications



ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.



  1. Beautiful stated. Also, I love your painting at the top of the post, “Friends.”

  2. It is so true that without the service facsimiles we can love anyone as they are and share well-being and happiness with them – a power not for any reason other than sharing their space in this universe. ❤

    • Tara,
      Thanks for this. So true!

  3. Congratulations on your recent marriage. Blessings and much love always. Dee

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