Losing the mind…
I’m walking one of the most beautiful journey I have ever dreamed of
and, at the same time, the fact that I could “lose it all”
frightens me to death.
Since I made the quantum jump “life” does not stop surprising me.
The abnormal has become the “normal’.
Losing the ‘I’ is a very challenging task, especially when
we do not recognize thoughts, as programmed others intentions and evaluations.
But recently, during a lecture,
I started to assume a different point of view.
I started to locate this thoughts,
I actually started to see the energy who carries them.
The little electrical impulses and flows
which makes the body react.
Thoughts do not belong to the spiritual realm,
they belong to a body and the energy of the ordinary world.
They are an excellent deterrent to truth.
They keep you thinking you have a position in space and
they make sure you know you need an ‘I’, you need to be someone,
to be seen, to be respected, to be right…
To be (____). To be (____). To be (____).
They make sure you have an opinion, a personality, a character.
All things who belong to a body, not a spirit.
Thoughts are, as any physical possession, including a body,
there to make sure you are not escaping the game.
And the game makes you think.
And by thinking you make decisions,
you decide what you like or not like,
you separate and judge.
Every single action you take in that direction
it pushes you further down into the trap.
In truth, and I’m not talking about the totally overwhelmed,
but I’m talking about a high state of awareness
where you are free from liking or not liking,
choosing or not choosing, deciding this or that.
You are free from the dichotomies
of the implants.
You do not need to make a choice,
in order to “make a choice”.
I have been dealing with energy shifts,
with vampires of energy and
on regenerating and redeploying my own energy gone awry.
Ordinary people would have call this process, being sick.
That is what human do, when they do not “see”.
Very recently, I started to see.
I finally started to see the program.
It is a wonderful thing to see.
It helps you to “not be”.
Not the ‘not-be’ who opposes the ‘be’,
but the ”not-be’ who is free and beyond the
need to decide, the right or wrong,
the judging and the computing.
I leave you with an interesting exercise.
When and if you hear a though,
spot where it come from.
There are many layers of minds…
you are peeling an onion.
Every time you peel one layer off,
you will feel the difference.
Be patient and enjoy every improvement,
no matter how little it might seem.
You might experience a sense of freedom.
Enjoy it!! I do.
“The art of dreaming” by Castaneda
“I have vanquished my mind,” he said,
opening his eyes wide to denote bewilderment.
“I don’t have a mind to tell me that it is time to be old.
I don’t honor agreements in which I didn’t participate.
Remember this: It is not just a slogan for sorcerers to say
that they do not honor agreements in which they did not participate.
To be plagued by old age is one such agreement.”
He considered the use of kinesthetic memory
to be a real bonus, which those shamans had stumbled upon accidentally,
and which had the marvelous effect of shutting off the noise of the mind:
the internal dialogue.
Don Juan had explained to me
that the way in which we reinforce our perception of the world,
and keep it fixed at a certain level of efficiency and function,
is by talking to ourselves.
“The entire human race,” he said to me on one occasion,
“keeps a determined level of function and efficiency
by means of the internal dialogue.
The internal dialogue is the key to maintaining the assemblage point
stationary at the position shared by the entire human race:
at the height of the shoulder blades, an arm’s length away from them.
“By accomplishing the opposite of the internal dialogue,
” he went on, “that is to say, maintaining inner silence,
practitioners can break the fixation of their assemblage points,
and thus acquire an extraordinary fluidity of perception.”
“The art of dreaming” by Castaneda
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