The real harassment comes from the matrix, which activates a program as soon as your frequency lowers and get too close to the non-detection-zone.

I haven’t talked much lately, about the vicissitude of this illusion

everyone agrees to call, including me (too many times):

my body.



A couple of years ago I had the amazing experience connecting with another soul.

Although it is not recommended to a warrior of truth to get married, as, if not a highly spiritual activity it inevitably gets you introverted, busy producing and fulfilling another’s wishes and expectations of what you should be/not-be, do/not-do, (it all goes to beef up the “I” giving more power to that illusion) I got married.


"Sometimes people awake, and you can touch them, not their ego, their "name, their bodies; THEM. They might be already semi-awake, or they have enough prana (energy to awake you, or you to awake them.  When that happen you experience unconditional love... it can only exist if the being is partially awake. When a being is asleep and youdealing with a program. And that human love, with its infinite limitation and representations.

“Sometimes people awake, and you can touch them, not their ego, their “name’, their bodies; THEM. They might be already semi-awake, or they have enough prana (energy to awake you, or you to awake them. When that happen you experience unconditional (no-conditions required) love… it can only exist if the being is partially awake . When a being is asleep, you dealing with a program called human love, with its infinite limitations, expectations conditions and representations.


The beautiful experience of being “seen” it has been priceless.

Unfortunately at one point, our spiritual connection got lost.

He went back asleep and what was left it was an anti-virus program at work.

Through the great pain and loss which my synthetic ‘I’s’ were trying to assign to me as mine, too many times with great success, I discovered the true dynamic of a problem. I finally was able to understand it.

It is an interesting thing to see that knowledge cannot be stolen.

This because, what you learn is recorded into your “minds”.

And is only by rediscovering that truth by yourself,

that it turns into awareness and you can then benefit from it.”


This is the reason why men of wisdom can show you the path,

can share their knowingness,

but it is only by your own walks, and un-bendable will,

that you will ever get anywhere.

"At one point i arrived to believe that my husband and I never really touched. I started to consider that to be a nice stunt by the matrix.  But the other night while he was sleeping I got hold of his hand and    switching to the non ordinary reality I found him, his love and beauty again.

“At one point I almost arrived to surrender to the idea that my husband and I never really touched. I started to consider it a nice trick by the matrix. But the other night, while he was asleep I got hold of his hand and switching to the non-ordinary reality I found him again, his love and his inner beauty.”

In order to increase awareness

you have to learn to be in a state of dreaming-awake.

You have to be able to always “see” with both the spiritual ‘mind’

and the synthetic ones and recognize

what each one tells you you are seeing, feeling or doing.

Once you are able to keep yourself in a state of dreaming-awake

you will also recognize that the real harassment

is it not the Church of $cientology or other apparent attacks.

The real harassment comes from the matrix,

a program which activates when you lower your frequency

and get too close to the non-detection-zone.

The system is programmed to make you key-in, to trigger events aimed to solidify you.
The more you solidify the more soundly you go back to sleep.

“Meditation is seeing the constant touching the ever-changing movement of life. The man who has progressed through being a sinner to being a saint has progressed from one illusion to another. This whole movement is an illusion. When the mind sees this illusion it is no longer creating any illusion, it is no longer measuring. Therefore thought has come to an end with regard to becoming better. Out of this comes a state of liberation – and this is sacred. This alone can, perhaps, receive the constant.”
J. Krishnamurti Foundation Trust, Bulletin 22, 1974

I’m undergoing something quite challenging at this time.
I should not use the word challenging as automatically categorizes it as a problem and gives it power.
It is just what it is.
A mechanism rigged to get me back into the mud by assuming the pain, losses and other interpretations of the mind(s) of this pattern, as mine.
In this universe there is no real interaction with people.
At times, you get to people through the net and if you are lucky you touch them, in their ordinary ‘sleep’.
It is magical when you interact with partially awake people, but unfortunately they might go back to sleep at any time and the program, their remaining synthetic ‘I”s will suddenly turn against anything foreign to the matrix.
That means, if you are dreaming-awake: you are going to be the target.
Your best friend, your husband or your wife… for example, would engage in an overt or subtle attack against you, out of the blue.
The analytical mind is very clever to supply reasons or justifications why it is ok to suppress you.
You have the program (bank) working together with what you think is your (bank) to shut off your little awareness.
It is nice to know we are not alone in this path…
Sometimes when I go back asleep, the pains is strong… but at one point you know you have enough friends in the non-ordinary worlds who won’t let you stay asleep too long.
What a blessing.

J. Krishnamurti

“Truth is truth, one, alone; it has no sides, no paths; all paths do not lead to truth.

There is no path to truth, it must come to you.

Truth can come to you only when your mind and heart are simple, clear, and there is love in your heart; not if your heart is filled with the things of the mind.

When there is love in your heart, you do not talk about organizing for brotherhood;you do not talk about belief, you do not talk about division or the powers that create division, you need not seek reconciliation. Then you are a simple human being without a label, without a country.

This means that you must strip yourself of all those things and allow truth to come into being; and it can only come when the mind is empty, when the mind ceases to create.

Then it will come without your invitation.

Then it will come as swiftly as the wind and unbeknown.

It comes obscurely, not when you are watching, wanting.

It is there as sudden as sunlight, as pure as the night; but to receive it, the heart must be full and the mind empty.

Now you have the mind full and your heart empty. –

J. Krishnamurti

The Collected Works Vol. V Benares, India 1949





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  1. Explaining the journey toward the simple path, is much more complex, than discovering it.
    Thank you Silvia

  2. Beware of the expectations or hidden agendas that we all have and project onto each other.If one experiences something in present time it is Truth however same thing believed and re-experienced as a concept is a lie.Hold on loosely,We all need certainty but not too much because we also need uncertainty.We play roles in life to get what are small selves want. mostly unconscious or unaware of the roles to the point that they are automatic. That is when we are victims to our roles (or circuits by this time). to what and who we are projecting with them on.Humans are needy it seems as a learned behavior.Probably because we forgot who we really are and we think we are trapped in these bodies, you know Silvia.My philosophy is experience what you wish and let the rest be as it is,Don’t expect much and be aware of your circuits and roles.No victims. Cheers RP

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