DREAMING THE DREAM
. from a online post:
“Forget about the life you have created here on earth! You should only have one goal, one desire, and only one purpose and that is obtaining your spiritual freedom. Use death as your advisor when you don’t know what to do.
Will acquiring wealth matter upon your death?
Will pleasing others and following social standards matter upon your death? Are you willing to give your soul to the predator because you’re having fun pretending to be what your ego tells you that you are?
The purpose of meditation is to silence the mind and force the predator to detatch from you. “
Some call them Arconti, some Voladores (Flyers), some “zburatorii”, some entities, some others mind parasites or Body Thetans.
They are semi-inhorganic beings which constitute your mind.
They think your thoughts and send it to you as they were yours.
They live and feed out of your emotional responces.
They are set up to keep you producing.
Thus the importance of silence.
The importance of recognizing what you are or you are not.
The works of Ouspensky about self-remembering and self-observation
and what Scientology calls the OT levels is about the recognization
and disposition of these interferences).
Your gift of power on the Toltec path is to learn to blame it on the parasite — the true villain in your mind.
But there is more to it.
It is not just that the mind is not yours,
you need to be strong enough to see
that what is not yours, is life itself.
You have nothing to do with the ‘you’ who is playing in this movie.
If we ask ourself the question ‘to whom it belongs this charge/thought?‘,
if you are to a point to recognize and say to the ones sending you thoughts
‘I do not believe you‘
you have also to realize that there is a much deeper truth.
It is not enought to not identify to the several ‘I’s
it is the life itself we need to not identify with.
When we think we win, we lose,
when we feel pain or joy
when we thinking we going somewhere or we plan for the future
we are living a life, we are living a lie.
…and right there we should say:
‘I do not believe you!’
Do not let ‘your’ mind say that,
because it will make you feel pretty stupid.
You have to rise above the mind
you have to find that truth
into the silence.
I had an amazing experience about a week ago.
I found myself on the 5th layer of the onion.
I was not only exteriorized from the body,
but from the whole game.
I had power over all and everything.
Yet, I did not care about getting back my ex husband,
or changing anything else in this life.
In fact there was nothing in this life which did belong to me at all.
This experience gave me clarity about pain.
When you kill yourself trying to escape a situation or a life,
if you do that being part of the illusion,
mistakenly believing you are in any way attached to the game
or to one of the personalities you have been assigned,
you will go right back into another movie.
My teacher has been very clear.
You can only leave once you are totally trasparent and exterior from this game, than nothing will stick to you.
Because there is nothing of you actually there.
When I find myself grieving over the loss of my past divorce I know it is not me.
I know fully know that as it belong to this life.
In truth, while one of my ‘I’s’ was fighting to put back my marriage
a much higher awareness one
knew there was no way I could
have any kind of a relationshi with a liar,
a disloyal, capricious man.
When you worry about being sick or not making enough money.. all that still is not you, and trying to do something about
just adds solidity to the prison.
Q. If one feels depressed or irritated, what steps can one take against it?
A. First one must try to remember oneself and, secondly, to remember that what is depressed is not oneself but one’s imaginary picture of oneself. (341)
Q. I do not see how one is to get anywhere unless one tries to go against habits and to change one’s everyday life.
A. Yes, certainly one has to do something about it. The question is what one must
change. People always try to change things that are not important, and what is
important is disregarded and put off till to-morrow. (322)
Q. How is it that one can observe oneself and still go on doing the same silly antics?
A. Because there is not one person but many. One person looks on, and another continues the antics. If you can see the different people in you in one case, it is good. If you can see them in several cases, things begin to become uncomfortable. If you can see them always, it is the beginning of work. (323)
- OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY
…quote this time from Arcane Raven Wolf. He uses a very good metaphor to explain what the predator is doing and there is no reason for me to come up with one of my own.
Understanding Your Enemy – “In this illusion called reality the human mind and soul has many enemies to the evolutionary awakening that I will and am speaking of. The most important enemy to note is the Predator. So what is the Predator exactly? It is something of an anomaly that is both physical in an aspect and yet not. It transcends the current human mind since the very mind that most human beings are connected to is the construct mind called the “Ego.”
When I speak of the ego I am not referring to the psychology version of me, myself and I. It is very much like that but the truth is buried so much further down the rabbit hole. The ego is an ocean of awareness that is foreign to the human spirit. It is akin to our ocean that exists just off the shore of our beaches. A human can go into the ocean and swim but cannot live there as he/she is currently.
If they were to build a transport vehicle or breathing apparatus than a human could potentially live there so long as the apparatus or vehicle remained intact. The ego IS an apparatus that lets humanity enter the foreign domain of the ocean until the apparatus no longer functions properly (death). Our physical body is the vehicle construct of the ego and the Predator’s mind is the oxygen that fuels the breathing apparatus.
Without this oxygen one would quickly drown in the depths of the ocean and yet it is this illusion that is keeping you swimming in the ocean in the first place. Let me open your mind to what I am referring to. The Ocean is the Ego and the Land is where we are originally from. On this land we have everything we could ever need or want and death does not exist. Within this Ocean swims the Predator, we’ll call it a Shark for this analogy.
The land and the ocean are two separate dimensions that are similar enough to intertwine and yet different enough to remain outside one another. The fluid nature of the ocean is very much a part of the emotional construct created by the Predator. As a higher dimensional awareness it is akin to water just as the human emotional system is closely connected to water. Water is a medium for electricity and human electricity is similar to what the human soul is made of.
The soul is a type of electricity that is outside of our physics model of electricity and yet it has the capability to interact with those same principles and “laws.” This is the major secret of the Alchemy triangle of Salt, Mercury and Sulfur. The human body is made of highly condensed salt crystals that store energy, (In this case the human soul) and the blood/water is the medium that transports the Will of the soul (Sulfur). The Predator utilizes energy transference much like we do with the exception of the salt/physical aspect.
You eat food in order to transform the energy stored within the crystal structure that is the physical body of your food, into yourself thus charging your “battery.” The Predator on the other hand requires much higher concentrations of this energy and in being like water it needed to create a medium to siphon off your essence to feed itself. A shark cannot walk on the land in order to devour a human for food since it would suffocate from the oxygen and dry up in the sun.
So if the shark is starving and sees the most delicious meal waiting ignorantly on shore it would need to create a “medium” to connect the human food source to the ocean. Since the energy between the human soul and the Predator are one in the same type, all it would really need would be for the human to foolishly enter the foreign water’s of its awareness so that it can then devour them. But why would a human do such a foolish thing?
Before the Predator shared our existence humanity was much different than we are today. We are the creation and guardians of this planet known as “Earth.” I will discuss this much later in another chapter in more detail but for now just know that we were created in the image of unconditional love. The human soul was innocent and young and knew nothing of pain and hatred since there was no need to fear anything at that time and death was not a factor.
One day the awareness/force known as the Predator had entered into the equation from seemingly out of nowhere. Having devoured its fill of energy where it called home it travelled the vast black ocean of the Universe and came to our peaceful and new planet/galaxy. Like the shark it swam at the edge of our shore looking at humanity as a powerfully rich source of energy but it could not enter our dimension as it was.
The Earth, our Mother/Father protected its children from outside intrusion of this sort since we were but mirrors of the beauty that was held within. The shark grew hungrier and much more cunning as time went on. One day as it watched some humans nearby on shore caring for one another and caring for their mother/father, the shark came up with a plan. If it could somehow create a breathing apparatus for the humans it might be able to trick them into entering the dangerous waters of its ego.
But just a breathing apparatus would not be enough to convince them to stay since they had everything their hearts could desire in the warm embrace of their creator and their family. It would need to insert its own mind in order to prevent the humans from realizing the greater truth and returning to the safety of the shore. The humans had never been interested in entering the vast existence of the ocean since they had everything they could ever want or need already.
They nurtured their brothers and sisters of the plant and animal kingdoms and lived in peace for eternity as mirrors of unconditional love. But their major flaw was that they were innocent and young and they had never encountered a being like the shark. When the shark finished creating the breathing apparatus he swam up close to where the humans were and began to speak to them. He told them that he had brought a gift for them and that with this gift they could safely experience the awe and wonder that is the ocean.
At first the humans declined the offer in that they were already satisfied with the way things were. But the shark did not relent as his stomach growled louder and much more fiercely than ever. Being of another dimension where the laws of awareness are much different the shark used its greatest strength in deception to lure the humans in. He told them that he was their friend and that he wanted to share his happiness with them and that in the deep and vast ocean there were wonders that they could never even imagine.
He told them that they were free to leave anytime they wished but that if they chose to stay he would provide for them forever like their mother/father has done since their creation. The humans, being a young and innocent species, accepted the weighted deal of the shark and put the breathing apparatus over their faces and entered the water. At first everything seemed so great and amazing as the shark created spectacular illusions that astounded the minds of these innocent and ignorant souls.
Slowly the shark began to insert his mind into the humans through the breathing apparatus that they wore to stay alive. As the Predator’s mind grew and grew within the humans’ it began to mirror their souls in every detail. Pretty soon the humans couldn’t tell the difference anymore between their souls and the false construct that the Predator had inserted into their minds. When the humans started to turn around and go back home from their adventure something strange and foreign happened.
Fear gripped their souls as the fear from the Predator’s mind transferred into them. They had never experienced fear before and it was quite shocking to them. You see, when the Predator becomes afraid of its food source leaving this fear transfers into the humans as if it is their own fear. The construct, having separated the awareness between their souls and the false illusion of the mirror placed into their consciousness, had switched places with their being and now it latches onto their energy body like a ball and chain.
When the shark becomes hungry it initiates an illusion called death to transfer the energy of the human soul into itself thus prolonging its own awareness as a predatory force. If the human host has been fully absorbed by the false construct of the ego than the soul is piggy backed by the mirror which is from the dimension of the Predator. Being from the same dimension an energy transference can now take place as it becomes a proper medium between the two dimensions.
Without the full absorption by the mirror (ego) there can be no energy transference and the Predator will then starve. If this is the case and the human dies while still in the ocean the human soul becomes freed and is released from its chains of service to this force thus returning home to the Earth as “potential awareness.” I will explain more about potential awareness later. The greatest fear of the Predator however is a human returning back onto the shore still intact without dying.
A fully aware human is the biggest threat to the Predator’s lively-hood and to its coexistence. If a fully awakened human were to return home with the new found wisdom of what is taking place than the human will no doubt retaliate upon the Predator and free his brothers and sisters of humanity from being eaten. It is at this time that once a human disconnects from the hive mind of the Predator’s awareness that he/she becomes an enemy to not only the Predator but to the Predator’s mind.
If you choose to detach yourself from the material world, break down your ego, and stop being hypnotized by the allurement of life then I applaud you. My purpose however is just to deliver this information to you so you may have a chance at obtaining freedom if that is your desire as it is mine. Look at the world you live in very closely. It is full of predators! The spiritual world is no different (actually this world is a physical manifestitation of the spiritual) so is it far fetched that a predator may prey upon consciousness just as you prey upon flesh?
This is where the whole story about a war for souls comes from. You see when the predator consumes your ego upon your death if you are attached to it then the predator also consumes your soul/awareness and gets your energy. (A bonus!) Does this sound familiar because they make a lot of movies hinting at this? This is no coincidence, we can relate to these movies subconsciously and that is why movies like the matrix are so popular. Interesting thought, remember that kids movie monsters Inc?
Forget about the life you have created here on earth! You should only have one goal, one desire, and only one purpose and that is obtaining your spiritual freedom. Use death as your advisor when you don’t know what to do. Will acquiring wealth matter upon your death? Will pleasing others and following social standards matter upon your death? Are you willing to give your soul to the predator because you’re having fun pretending to be what your ego tells you that you are?
The purpose of meditation is to silence the mind and force the predator to detatch from you. Here is something by Allen Hardman that will help you understand how the predator manipulates you.
Other Tricks of the Parasite by Allan Hardman
An apprentice decided that he should meditate for one hour every morning as part of his spiritual work. He was excited, because he knew meditation would help him become a more loving and peaceful person (which meant, of course, that he would be more loved and accepted in his new spiritual community). After doing well for the first week, he overslept one morning and had to rush to work without meditating. All day he was agitated. He knew he would not have time to meditate when he got home, and was angry for failing to keep his agreement with himself. He decided that he would have to meditate for two hours the next morning, in order to make up for his failure.
Religious and spiritual groups are just like any other dream of domestication. There are expectations held by the group about how members should behave and dress, and about the right and wrong words to use — just like a family. The Toltec warrior is always aware, no matter where he is, of these external influences, and resists their effect on him.
When the apprentice was setting his alarm an hour earlier for the next morning, he began to resent the pressure. He was not getting enough sleep, and now he was going to have to get up in the cold and dark, just to sit in meditation. He began to doubt his ability to keep the new schedule, and even started doubting the value of meditating. He fell asleep while trying to decide what to do, and was nearly late for work the next morning. By the time he got home, he was convinced that meditating was a waste of time, and probably wouldn’t help him anyway. The next day, he dropped out of his new spiritual group.
The Parasite Talks to Itself
The judge (parasite) made the rule that the apprentice should meditate. The victim child (parasite) created the motivation of love and acceptance. The judge (parasite) made the apprentice wrong for breaking the rules, and then punished his failure with self-anger and the penance of a two-hour meditation. The rebel (parasite) blocked the decision about getting up two hours early, and finally the victim child (parasite) was so hurt and discouraged that nothing ever worked out right that he gave up the whole idea.
Do you see the parasite talking to the parasite? It actually never wanted the apprentice to do anything that might help him become free of its influence and control. So it ran the apprentice in little circles, all dedicated to his “spiritual work.” Pushing a human to be perfect on a spiritual path is one of the best tricks of the parasite, because everyone agrees that they and everyone else should be more spiritual. The goal of perfection is unattainable, so the parasite knows his program of sabotage is safe.
The Parasite Lies
The parasite is a big liar. Remember that the judge is the main voice of the parasite, and the judge is always lying. Everything he says about what you “should” have done or been is a lie, because you can only be yourself as you are.
Imagine that you realize that you are going to be late for an important appointment, perhaps a job interview or an exciting date. If you look at the clock and say, “I am going to be late,” that is simply the truth. The parasite will look at the same clock and say, “You are going to be late because you are stupid and don’t pay attention. You should have known how long it would take to get ready. Now the person is going to be mad at you, and you will probably not get the job (or romance). Nobody will ever like you, and you will probably just get old and die alone.”
How can I know whether I am lying to myself or not?
For now, assume that you are always lying. You are describing your dream, and it is not really the “truth” — it is only your perception of reality. And assume that the voice telling you how you should be and what you should do is really a liar!
With that mitote in your mind, you drive to the appointment in a fearful rush, arrive filled with anxiety, rushed apologies, and perhaps excuses about the bad traffic. The person waiting for you might not have noticed the time, or was happy for the quiet time while he or she waited. You would have no way of knowing, because you would be focused inward on the parasite’s mitote, and not present in the moment. If the job interview or romantic lunch does not go well, the parasite will blame it on you. Your gift of power on the Toltec path is to learn to blame it on the parasite — the true villain in your mind.
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