I knew he was speaking the truth…
“A seeker of truth of your kind cannot play a human game of love.”
my teacher reminded me.
I knew when I accepted William’s offer of unconditional love,
I was surrendering to one of my worse weakness.
Somehow I knew I had to run away.
But he was offering this identity her dream.. and by identifying with the matrix I accepted.
“Me, wanting to find spiritual freedom above all and everything, have been forfeiting my path for “love”, to take care an cherish another human machine.”
This is what I told myself after few days into my marriage, when I realized something wasn’t right.
He was not ready to make the spiritual jump he claimed wanted to make, and because of that, this marriage was going to turn in another black heavy pair of shackles and me drowning in pain.
One of the most common false datum human have, is to believe that happiness and spiritual awareness go hand by hand.
They do, if you talking about the organic spiritual awareness; what many call the astral body, spirits, etc.
In reality, the moment your spiritual mind has enough strength to perceive the truth about us living an implant, identifying with a character of a movie, us producing food for the enslaver, the attacks start heavier than ever.
Pain, fear, losses and extreme luck have all the effect to make you snap in into the terminal you suppose to play. To get you stuck to the ordinary reality, and put your spiritual mind back asleep.
The struggle to keep awake is quite a battle.
What the program does to keep you ‘alive’ producing for the matrix, once it perceives you are ready to leave, is phenomenal.
It is important when that happens, you are surrounded with people you trust, people who are not in agreement with the illusion.
The other day while driving grieving over my ex-husband betrayal, my teacher pointed out that if I would have looked at this from the non-ordinary reality I would have been able to see William as the same type of anti-virus (me being considered a virus to the matrix) as it was Eric W. and my past relationships failures. And this anti-virus was affecting me only because I was identified with the illusion.
“The only way to survive in this prison –he said,- is by been able to not identify, you need to keep the non-ordinary reality view all the times.”
If from an ordinary point of view it looks like a series of bad relationships and failures, from the non-ordinary reality of pure energy they are nothing more than a type of energy flow rigged to solidify the “Silvia Kusada” to the illusion.
This gives you a pretty good understanding of why the Church of $cientology with their blame and judgments routine are acting as an implant.
Instead to make the parishioners aware of the energy type and the attempt of the matrix to solidify you, as you get freer and freer, they are acting as an anti-virus themselves.
They tell you and make sure you know, you are a failure, a person of poor ethic, and there is so much wrong with you that nothing is going to get better unless you give them some money and surrender.
How blessed we are, the true seekers who had the courage and the luck to leave that implant station (Church of $cientology), to be far away from it?
I have done a great deal of spiritual studies and research, I got tons of fantastic counseling and (solo audited) meditated a lot. I gathered so much knowledge and understanding and arrived to the point where I know there is no true spiritual knowledge you can actually obtain here, till you are identified with a mind and you participate in any way to this “game”.
Till you still worried about the surviving of the program, about being loved, or about having a goal or something to live for, there is no way out.
It is an illusion where we like to believe we have power of choice.
I was driving when I thought to write to my ex, Silvia Kusada did, and then I stopped.
“You are going to send the text-, one of the “guardians” said, –because that is how the movie goes… and there is nothing you can do about it.“
He was right.
The only thing I can do about it, is to stop believing I have anything to do with this illusion. But again, requires to be totally free from a mind.
It requires to stop playing the game… stop pretending we are the one playing it.
The pressure is increasing at light speed, in form of pain, loss, grief, more and more as I know this agreed upon worship of life is all BS.
We do not need to be here producing food.
Yet, fear in its most hidden form, keeps us here slaves of an illusion.
People fight all the times in the name of spiritual freedom… and it is so interesting to know they fight for something no one has: truth.
Truth just does not belong to this illusion.
A. No, you are quite free to find some other place—you are not bound at all. If you know somebody else with whom you can make progress, certainly you must use him. One must not lose any opportunity if one has an opportunity.
recurrence, otherwise it would not be work
- OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY
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