The BS reasons

The BS reasons

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After dedicating a life to the search of truth, after having found out there is no truth in the game of life; in the matrix. I also became aware the greatest crime, is not to God. God, the Supreme infinite being, is too strong to care. The greatest crime is hurting another living being. It is to add pain to the already existing suffering and turmoil of any soul trapped in this illusion.

I looked back  into every contact I had with other souls. I finally found this old boyfriend I was told suffered for quite a while our break up and reached out to let him know I was sorry for that pain, I really wanted him to know I cared.

The interesting thing is that the mind, a contrivance specialize in building up ego and fomenting wars, started feeding me a bunch of memories/reasons for me to make this guy wrong. It suggested I let him know that he never stood up for me, he never was there for me in the first place and a bunch of other nonsense.

I had to detach from the whole situation and remind myself the reason I was contacting him, and that reason being to set him free,  free from any past mis-emotion.

And yet, on a higher level here I was again playing the game of life, a dream, an illusion as if it was real.

Lately I catch myself in this long interesting paths that lead nowhere… and at the end, brings me back again to the the lie I find to be the closest to truth. The best way to “live live” is from the audience chair where we really are, and not in the character we believe to be.

We are not on stage. As J. Krishnamurti said “we are the witnesses not the doers”.

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