The Gift

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“Do you think you possess special abilities?” she asked with a challenging, wicked smile.

She knew I would say No, as saying Yes, would have been a statement of insanity… And indeed, only two categories of people might admit to have special abilities, the crazy ones and the great masters, the first asserting self-importance and the latter uttering truth.

But my counselor, a young woman with great emphatic abilities and a pure willingness to help, has surrendered her “seeing” to the indoctrination of a system enforcing a generic prescription of what it should be, to anyone, in the process of feeding a corrupted medical  system.

My answer to the above question, however, it was NO. I do not have special abilities. I have what every being was endowed with, at the start of the game; telepathy, empathy, the gift at times terrifying, to be other people.

It is not a special gift, it was something everybody had before they decided, through “experience”, it was too painful to feel the emotions of someone they kill for food or pleasure, or the desperation of the beings they betrayed and any other un-pleasant emotion they caused to another human or living being.

It took a while, life after life (game after game) to shut off those cells in the brain which were made to detect other living beings impulses-emotions-thoughts.

It took a lot of suffering, deception, losses and lies to oneself and to others to make what we have now; a soul identified with a “hologram”, a weak, coward being which believes the only safe way to exists is to assert his independence from others.

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It is not a normal condition to be “blind” or “deaf”.

A population infested with a plague does not make that condition of sickness a normality. Do you follow me?

But it requires courage to ‘listen’, to ‘see’, to ‘feel’ especially at this stage of the game, where the majority of people hurt each other in the name of freedom, love and justice. They ‘torture’ one another (physically and/or psychologically) to get pleasure… to feel powerful and safe. Killing as a sport, deceiving and lying as a justified method of advancing in the society. This is what blind people do.

This is where we are.

I have been suffering of severe depression for years… this is what the society categorizes the result of seeing, feeling, and hearing the pain and agony of others. Their tried to numb my perceptions, to convince me it is better to shut it off.

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Only by being blind you can avoid seen the slaughter, the abuses and be happy.

Only if you do not know how many beings you are hurting when you selfishly waste, steal, betray or lie to another…

And $cientology today, the way is delivered, is another of the very many numbing practices… which built the ego while promising success for the single being.

The weak, the coward and the un-aware seek power for him/herself and the few he/she think are aiding his survival…

where the strong knows true power and wisdom is the very enemy of the ‘I’ the ‘self’ and that synthetic happiness that can only been achieved by numbing ones knowingness and perceptions.

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PRISON… what type of a seeker are you?

We are not all the same…

given a house, some will turn it into a castle where others into a dumpster.

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6 years after leaving $cientology (The gradual awakening from lies and deception).

6 years after leaving $cientology
(The gradual awakening from lies and deception).

The first step toward
spiritual freedom is to walk
away from whom sells it
promising happiness, power
and success.

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

Be the miracle. Be the surprise, the music and the dancing, the spirit of play and joy.

Be the miracle.

(versione Italiana a:

http://laversioneitaliana.wordpress.com/2012/12/24/il-miracolo-sei-tu/ )

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Be the “Santa Claus” who brings smiles

and gets the eyes shining of joy to the people he loves.

Be the magic to anyone you have around.

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Be that surprise,

she/he never hoped becomes true.

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Be the miracle. Be the surprise.

Be the music and the dancing. Be the spirit of play and joy.

No money needed.

It is about the LOVE

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It is about letting them know how much you care

and how grateful you are they are there.

MAKE IT MAGICAL!!!

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My best wishes for an unforgettable New Year…

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For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

“Drops of wisdom”.

If you would like to buy a copy it would help

in continuing my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com

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The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

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They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)

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We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

The view from the cracks…

I experience a sort of joy every time I realize

how much conditioned by this “reality” I’m.

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It just opens the way for further improvements.

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MANY OF US HAS SPENT FEW YEARS

if not several lifetimes, seeking for spiritual freedom.

We have dreamed to be able to fly free

while trapped into concrete blocks built of lies, illusions and unjust agreements.

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“The grand task of sorcerers is to bring forth the idea that,
in order to evolve, man must first free his awareness
from its bindings to the social order.” –  “Once awareness is free, intent will redirect it into a new evolutionary path.” – “Perhaps this is exactly what is happening to all of us in the world of daily life. We are here, and the fixation of our assemblage point is so overpowering that it has made us forget where we came from, and what our purpose was for coming here.” – by Castaneda ‘The art of dreaming’.

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Today I smile, when I realize how far I’m from being free from the mind (the concrete blocks).

I feel everything but dismayed as I discover my hidden agreements,

together with the realization to not-know,

These discoveries are giant steps forward.

My life is changing every day

and the non-reality is becoming, slowing, a reality.

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There is no much I can tell you at this point,

as every day is a change, a questioning of everything and all,

a beautiful adventure which for now I’m unable to fully understand.

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And in this new incomprehensible dimension

I shed everyday bit by bit, grain by grain

from this concrete wall surrounding me.

There is no room for hate in spiritual freedom and enlightenment.

Hate, jealousy and war exist only where there is a I, and an Ego.

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If you would understand the amount of energy required to walk the path of knowledge

you would leave alone the games of hate and any person connected to it.

Whoever is fighting you, those who cannot let you be,

belong to a different game and that, for sure,

it is not the game of  wisdom and enlightenment.

I’m in the middle of an amazing discovery…

and I wanted to share some concepts

I found of inestimable value.

Wishing you truth and more truth

and never feel bad when you realize you are wrong.

It is a good news to know a piece of untruth has left us.

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Remember a free being can easily accept to be wrong if he is

where a solid Ego will fight to its death in order to prove himself right.

There is no competition on freedom

it is just a beautiful endless walk.

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But he was an impeccable nagual and let me be myself. The old sorcerers were not that impeccable; and by means of their ceaseless efforts to gain control over others, they created a situation of darkness and terror that was passed on from teacher to disciple." by Castaneda

“But he was an impeccable nagual (spiritual master) and let me be myself. The old sorcerers were not that impeccable; and by means of their ceaseless efforts to gain control over others, they created a situation of darkness and terror that was passed on from teacher to disciple.”- by Castaneda ‘The art of dreaming.’

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A word from Casteneda

“The grand task of sorcerers is to bring forth the idea that,

in order to evolve, man must first free his awareness

from its bindings to the social order.

Once awareness is free, intent will redirect it into a new evolutionary path.”

“…don Juan had told us that the power our daily world has over us is a result of the fact that our assemblage point is immobile on its habitual position.

This immobility is what makes our perception of the world so inclusive and overpowering that we cannot escape from it. “

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“The grand task of sorcerers is to bring forth the idea that,

in order to evolve, man must first free his awareness

from its bindings to the social order.

Once awareness is free, intent will redirect it into a new evolutionary path.”

“Don Juan’s parting words to us were

“Forget the self and you will fear nothing.”

“Perhaps this is exactly what is happening to all of us in the world of daily life.

We are here, and the fixation of our assemblage point is so overpowering that it has made us forget where we came from, and what our purpose was for coming here.”

“…modern-day sorcerers have learned a hard lesson.

They have realized that only if they remain totally detached can they have the energy to be free.

Theirs is a peculiar type of detachment which is born not out of fear or indolence, but out of conviction.”

But he was an impeccable nagual and let me be myself.The old sorcerers were not that impeccable; and by means of their ceaseless efforts to gain control over others, they created a situation of darkness and terror that was passed on from teacher to disciple.”

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For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

“Drops of wisdom”.

If you would like to buy a copy it would help

in continuing my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com

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The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

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They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)

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We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

What I do expect from my friends…

Nothing. A true friend knows what to do.

But I do wish for them to feel

they are truly loved and cared unconditionally.

I wish for them to know they do not have to be this or that to be accepted,

as to do what they feel is right, does not back-fire them.

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I will never want them to accept anything I say as true

just because they feel they are loyal to me.

I think loyalty has more to do with integrity,

honesty and love.

You are loyal when you let your friends know

you have a different viewpoint or you disagree

with empathy, care and love.

When you agree you can disagree.

You are loyal when you stop the forwarding of rumors or bias

or you protect your friends rights to think with their own head

and to have their own opinions.

You  are loyal when your love does not lessen

just because something is not as you wish.

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A person I do admire a lot, talked to me about empathy.

To Grant-beigness you need to have a lot of that.

You have to be able to be someone else.

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This is our new family and you are welcome to be part of it.

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Texas Independents are Rocking!!

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This is the first of the many to come seminars

that will be held by Becky Buchanan.

Becky and Aida Thomas are both OT and 2 of the most amazing super successful Class VIIIs

HCOB 23 January 1975 ‘THE PURPOSE OF CLASS VIII’ by LRH’ – – The purpose of the Class VIII Course is to train an auditor up to be able to deliver 100 percent standard tech and turn him into a zealot in pushing in standard tech in the field.””He can handle any case with ease. He is a dedicated advocate for standard tech. He pushes in standard tech in his area and sets an example by his own flawless performance.”

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They have trained side by side on the Class VIII course with screaming successes.

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Aida Thomas Class VIII and OT5, was awarded Best World Auditor. Here in the picture with actress Kristie Alley.

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Their high integrity and loyalty to LRH’s tech

has taken them to the Independent field,

where they can now deliver without suppression or being forced

into the alter-is of the Golden Age of Alteration by the Church of $cientology.

Becky (class88008@yahoo.com) here in Texas

and Aida (dianaclass8@yahoo.com) is in California.

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We are VERY lucky to have them in the IND field.

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SUCCESS STORIES

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This was great. It is so good to be around in the vicinity of independent Scientology and Scientologists.

I never realized how the small goals can be handled with the org board and I never could see how the org board could apply to self. This is why I’m her.

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I expected great things and this has exceeded my expectations.

Lots of Tone Arm action, creation of considerations plus reconsideration, inspiration to follow through.

Also, it created a lovely atmosphere where ARC and ideas were shared in abundance. It felt good to have a group again. Thank you Becky, for being competent and for caring.

RH

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Rosalie Hamilton another great gain for the Indies!!

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The organizing board has changed from an inscrutable monoliths into a sleek, precise tool that can be used for anything from opening a can of beams  to a mission to Mars!

 Multiple organize boards can run concurrently and can shift, appear and disappear.

I’m empowered I have LRH tools that make me a competent being and moving toward full OT.

Robin Rhyne

We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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The ‘Center of Spiritual Research and it’s Applications’ is NOW open in Texas and Italy.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Guess how long will the Church of $ last?

Please read carefully.

You can now easily predict how long the Church of $cientology

and the low ARC users, will last.

If we want to create something prosurvival

we should really understand the power behind ARC.

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DIAGNOSIS AND REPAIR OF GROUPS

January 1951, by L. Ron Hubbard

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Group repair is actually a study of the Tone Scale

and mental equipment of the leader of a group.

A group is no more ethical than its system of ethics.

Ethics are a direct measure of a position on the Tone Scale.

A system for measuring the ethic of any individual or group

could be devised from tests measuring the communication,

affinity and reality factors of the individual.

Likewise a system of measuring the ethic of a group

could be devised from a study of its communication,

affinity and reality factors.


Theta is as pure as it has truth in it.

The amount of theta in a pure state in an individual or group

measures the life potential and energy of the group.

We study, in theta, not only reason and ideals,

but also the dynamic-the energy and longevity-of survival.

Thus when we say “amount of theta”

we could also say “amount of reason”

and “abundance of energy expended toward survival.”

Ethics are distinct from morals.

Ethics are the factors of survival as they reasonably

and currently apply to the problem.

Honesty, derivably, is the highest level of survival.

Potential of survival can also be measured, in other words,

in terms of the amount of truth discovered

and applied to given problems and situations.

Morals have only to do with habits

and customs and are to a large degree reactive, not reasonable.

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On the Tone Scale it can be seen that survival potential drops lower and

lower as communication, affinity and reality drop lower and lower.

Death is no affinity, no communication, no reality and no survival.

As one spots a group or an individual on the Tone Scale

he can spot exact and precise reactions of ARC for that individual.

Around 2, as for communications, the individual will censor communications.

Around 2 he has overt hostility for his affinity.

Around 2 he has challenge, interruption for his agreement.

Lower, around 1.5, he deals with perversion of communications,

hatred for his affinity and utter disagreement for his agreement (reality).

Around 1.0 he has cut off for communications,

covert hostility for his affinity and contradiction for his agreement.

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As an individual is upon the Tone Scale so will he inevitably handle ARC.

As a group exists on a Tone Scale, so will it inevitably handle ARC.

Below 2.0, whatever his expressed intentions, the individual works as entheta

and enMEST and as the tone sinks to 1.0 will actually kill himself and other

individuals or groups.

He talks of death and emergencies.

He advises powerful remedies for “potential death” situations.

And although he may seem to work hard

to “remedy” the situations he postulates,

he will yet produce only reduced survival or death for himself,

his associates or his group.

He may seem to be working with the highest effectiveness,

he may believe he is doing his very best

and yet the end product of his endeavor

will be reduced survival or death.

…Entheta, once in action, contagious its turbulence into other

theta and organized MEST and, when enough can be generated,

death can take place and another cycle can be begun,

a new individual, a new group.

The death of an individual or the death of an enterprise

or nation follows this spiral toward suicide.

The way stations are the points of action on the ARC

survival Tone Scale.

Look at the points of action for affinity on the Tone Scale,

or for reality or for communication,

and you can see how much inclined toward death

for the individual or the group

will be the actions of that individual or group.


Reversing the viewpoint, by spotting the position of the individual

on the Tone Scale or by spotting the position of the group

by what he or it does with ARC,

one can see the survival potential of the group

in terms of energy and longevity.

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Thus, we could see, for instance,

that an administrator favored secrecy in his dealings,

that he practiced cruelty on individuals of a group

but masked the cruelty under “necessity,”

that he altered or suppressed every plan submitted to

him-one could spot him on the Tone Scale at about 1.1.

A group, then, alert to bring about the highest level of survival

for the group, to conquer for it the maximum amount of MEST,

should be alert to the position on the Tone Scale

of the leaders of that group.

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The group itself can deduce the position of a leader on the Tone Scale

by the way he handles ARC.

The highest quality leader who would bring the most to the group would

handle ARC in a nearly pure state.

He would work toward open and clean communication lines.

 

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He would attempt to effect the greatest affinity

amongst the group and with the group.

He would act only with the highest level of agreement with the group.

And he would pay the strictest attention to the ethics of the group.

As we have both terror and fear at the same point on the Tone Scale,

we can see that there is a difference of intensity

for any point on that scale.

This is like the question of pitch and volume in music.

The point on the scale would compare to pitch.

The volume of the note would compare to the amount of theta energy

or entheta energy present at that point.

Thus, a group must also be alert for the energy

of an administrator-in other words,

his dynamic potential in terms of volume.

A group could have a very high theta leader who was high in Tone Scale

point only but who had no volume of energy to offer.

Searching for energy volume a group

may often mistake MEST force for theta power in a man.

True a man who can become very energetically high theta can,

during moments of turbulence, become large volume entheta,

but his volume will only direct at entheta, not theta.

High theta and high volume of energy and high quality of reason

combine into excellent leadership.

And each group member should act

to maintain high ARC in the internal organization.

This can raise group tone to a point

where group tone raises individual tone

and the climbing survival level complements itself interactively.

A volume of energy at a high tone level, once attained,

Operates with a kind of velocity.

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Like the ramjet which, at the speed of sound

has attained almost perpetual motion

And constant speed, so can a group,

by artificially attaining necessity level,

begin an automatic, self-supporting rise in the group volume and tone.

This point is very high but is worth striving for

since an individual in such a group

soars up the Tone Scale as a direct result.

Tech Volume I, by L Ron Hubbard

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A VERY BIG WELCOME TO

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MASSERINI GABRIELLA

on OT 7

Gabriella Masserini joined Scientology in 1983.

 

She attested Clear on 1988 and she has been auditing on Solo Nots’ a year and half. (2007/08)

She has decided to withdrawn her support to David Miscavige and she has assigned him the condition of Treason.

By disconnecting by the squirrel management di Miscavige she remains loyal to LRH and joins the Independentes movement.

Our admiration to her for her courage and integrity.

Gabriella Masserini  e-mail: gabri.masserini@gmail.com

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TRAINING and AUDITING centers.

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For OT on OT7 or OT 8 contact Elizabeth Hamre

e-mail: orzse@hotmail.com

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EUROPE: The Ron’s Org:

Max Hauri: max.hauri@gmx.net

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ITALY: Maurice Pascal

write to:  Skusada2010@gmail.com

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GERMANY: Felicitas Foster

felicitas.foster@googlemail.com

 

 

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USA: The Courseroom

Jim Logan lead Supervisor: slogan@eastlink.ca

John Aaron : johnaaronmail@gmail.com

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The Life Improvement Center of  Coeur d’Alene.

Frankie franklin@planetfreeman.com 214 578 1275

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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