The 2 basic programs of this illusion; visual vs HTML

When we enter/are placed in this illusion we are given a mind, many minds in truth, and right there we are faced with our first choice:  going visual or continue to use the HTML (energy-coding vision)?

The very majority of us settles for visual vision offered by the mind(s) with its pictures, interpretations, taste, colors, and all the senses and emotions programmed to delineate and consolidate what we end up believing is us.

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The dramatic feeling of been totally lost, is then partially relieved by the sensation of gaining a position in space which gives us some sort of delusional security.

The majority of people spend their whole life creating effects on others in the attempt of proving to themselves they are “alive”, they really “exist”.

I, too, choose the Vision-mode. Thought, for a while, Silvia was me. Struggled to fit in and, too, I was tricked, as the majority of fictitious, materialistic groups disguised as spiritual does, into believing being causative is equal to power.

Fortunately,  I always aimed toward truth, never really cared about power, about competing or challenging others… and I say fortunately, because your true intent is what guides you and lays the stones to your path.

I have always been quite perceptive, but it wasn’t of any help when dealing with psychopaths or psychotic organizations. They have a way to present themselves so as to match your perceptions and ideals. It is all a pretense, an exterior outfit but never the less good enough to cloud ones judgment.

It was only recently with regaining the ability to read energy (the HTML program), I realized what we see with the body eyes, what the mind offers us, is most of the time very different from what it truly is.

When you read a code you can see all the components, the element which constitute the appearance and the one who are prompting its action. A beautiful flower seen by the mind as such, will reveal its poisoning properties to whom is able to read its energy and codes.

I started to work on this. I was puzzled to see how, quite often, the beautiful, genuine smile, convincing words of someone, would ‘read’ on its energy formation as untrustworthy.

So many times I battled with the mind(s) “it cannot be possible” but at last, I became strong enough, to trust my new mode of vision.

The other day, reading a post by David St Lawrence, a man who I admire deeply for his constant help, on effectively enabling people to advance spiritually in freedom, I realized… ‘seeing’ is not something you develop with time but is something we have all along, something we surrender when we choose to let the mind “see” for us.

At the very moment we choose the body eyes as the primary-eyes, our
spiritual sight disappears in the background like a foggy undefined
element.

When I read the energy is always spot on.
Again, where the ‘eyes’ of the mind see a beautiful person, event or
situation and the spiritual mind reading the energy, says exactly the opposite. I know the latter is the one to trust.

We entered a different plateau. Let’s keep in mind that, when you read a code, there can be a very early command which changes all the rest of the code and although the spiritual mind is way more accurate, by belonging to the material universe is still affected by its rules, lies and imperfection.

On the positive side, the reading of energy will give you a much broader vision, unlabeled, of the different flows. Please do realize that a this point there is no roads, mother, cat, sea, sky or any form as we have left the visual-mode.

All you see at this stage is the energy moving; no labels or judgments. And, if you make it close enough to the no-judgment, no-labeling zone, you have also gained a detachment from the mind and you are somewhat exterior to the whole material game of illusion with its duality.

As per the first graph below created and designed by David St Lawrence, the familiarization with the Spiritual world is a VERY necessary step. Only when it became a way of life, to you, to perceive and deal with other inorganic beings, your next door will unlock.

NOTE: All Inorganic beings, spirits, ghosts of a less dense, but still material (energy) form and the mind(s) itself belong to the game of illusion ordinarily called Reality.

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Original Graph by David St Lawrence (above)

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I modified the original graph by David St Lawrence to add another field and notes.

David St Lawrence Silvia version

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For who of you is ready to make the necessary arrangements and to take the necessary steps to enter the spiritual world, I strongly advise to contact David St Lawrence…

He can give you the tools, to get to the door of Awareness.

Of course, there is no place for dilettantism, you are required to work hard and to bring out all the courage you can possibly can… You are the only one who can walk the path.

I think is worth it.

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The Gift

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“Do you think you possess special abilities?” she asked with a challenging, wicked smile.

She knew I would say No, as saying Yes, would have been a statement of insanity… And indeed, only two categories of people might admit to have special abilities, the crazy ones and the great masters, the first asserting self-importance and the latter uttering truth.

But my counselor, a young woman with great emphatic abilities and a pure willingness to help, has surrendered her “seeing” to the indoctrination of a system enforcing a generic prescription of what it should be, to anyone, in the process of feeding a corrupted medical  system.

My answer to the above question, however, it was NO. I do not have special abilities. I have what every being was endowed with, at the start of the game; telepathy, empathy, the gift at times terrifying, to be other people.

It is not a special gift, it was something everybody had before they decided, through “experience”, it was too painful to feel the emotions of someone they kill for food or pleasure, or the desperation of the beings they betrayed and any other un-pleasant emotion they caused to another human or living being.

It took a while, life after life (game after game) to shut off those cells in the brain which were made to detect other living beings impulses-emotions-thoughts.

It took a lot of suffering, deception, losses and lies to oneself and to others to make what we have now; a soul identified with a “hologram”, a weak, coward being which believes the only safe way to exists is to assert his independence from others.

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It is not a normal condition to be “blind” or “deaf”.

A population infested with a plague does not make that condition of sickness a normality. Do you follow me?

But it requires courage to ‘listen’, to ‘see’, to ‘feel’ especially at this stage of the game, where the majority of people hurt each other in the name of freedom, love and justice. They ‘torture’ one another (physically and/or psychologically) to get pleasure… to feel powerful and safe. Killing as a sport, deceiving and lying as a justified method of advancing in the society. This is what blind people do.

This is where we are.

I have been suffering of severe depression for years… this is what the society categorizes the result of seeing, feeling, and hearing the pain and agony of others. Their tried to numb my perceptions, to convince me it is better to shut it off.

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Only by being blind you can avoid seen the slaughter, the abuses and be happy.

Only if you do not know how many beings you are hurting when you selfishly waste, steal, betray or lie to another…

And $cientology today, the way is delivered, is another of the very many numbing practices… which built the ego while promising success for the single being.

The weak, the coward and the un-aware seek power for him/herself and the few he/she think are aiding his survival…

where the strong knows true power and wisdom is the very enemy of the ‘I’ the ‘self’ and that synthetic happiness that can only been achieved by numbing ones knowingness and perceptions.

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PRISON… what type of a seeker are you?

We are not all the same…

given a house, some will turn it into a castle where others into a dumpster.

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6 years after leaving $cientology (The gradual awakening from lies and deception).

6 years after leaving $cientology
(The gradual awakening from lies and deception).

The first step toward
spiritual freedom is to walk
away from whom sells it
promising happiness, power
and success.

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

Be the miracle. Be the surprise, the music and the dancing, the spirit of play and joy.

Be the miracle.

(versione Italiana a:

http://laversioneitaliana.wordpress.com/2012/12/24/il-miracolo-sei-tu/ )

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Be the “Santa Claus” who brings smiles

and gets the eyes shining of joy to the people he loves.

Be the magic to anyone you have around.

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Be that surprise,

she/he never hoped becomes true.

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Be the miracle. Be the surprise.

Be the music and the dancing. Be the spirit of play and joy.

No money needed.

It is about the LOVE

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It is about letting them know how much you care

and how grateful you are they are there.

MAKE IT MAGICAL!!!

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My best wishes for an unforgettable New Year…

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For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

“Drops of wisdom”.

If you would like to buy a copy it would help

in continuing my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com

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The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

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They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)

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We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

The view from the cracks…

I experience a sort of joy every time I realize

how much conditioned by this “reality” I’m.

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It just opens the way for further improvements.

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MANY OF US HAS SPENT FEW YEARS

if not several lifetimes, seeking for spiritual freedom.

We have dreamed to be able to fly free

while trapped into concrete blocks built of lies, illusions and unjust agreements.

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“The grand task of sorcerers is to bring forth the idea that,
in order to evolve, man must first free his awareness
from its bindings to the social order.” –  “Once awareness is free, intent will redirect it into a new evolutionary path.” – “Perhaps this is exactly what is happening to all of us in the world of daily life. We are here, and the fixation of our assemblage point is so overpowering that it has made us forget where we came from, and what our purpose was for coming here.” – by Castaneda ‘The art of dreaming’.

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Today I smile, when I realize how far I’m from being free from the mind (the concrete blocks).

I feel everything but dismayed as I discover my hidden agreements,

together with the realization to not-know,

These discoveries are giant steps forward.

My life is changing every day

and the non-reality is becoming, slowing, a reality.

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There is no much I can tell you at this point,

as every day is a change, a questioning of everything and all,

a beautiful adventure which for now I’m unable to fully understand.

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And in this new incomprehensible dimension

I shed everyday bit by bit, grain by grain

from this concrete wall surrounding me.

There is no room for hate in spiritual freedom and enlightenment.

Hate, jealousy and war exist only where there is a I, and an Ego.

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If you would understand the amount of energy required to walk the path of knowledge

you would leave alone the games of hate and any person connected to it.

Whoever is fighting you, those who cannot let you be,

belong to a different game and that, for sure,

it is not the game of  wisdom and enlightenment.

I’m in the middle of an amazing discovery…

and I wanted to share some concepts

I found of inestimable value.

Wishing you truth and more truth

and never feel bad when you realize you are wrong.

It is a good news to know a piece of untruth has left us.

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Remember a free being can easily accept to be wrong if he is

where a solid Ego will fight to its death in order to prove himself right.

There is no competition on freedom

it is just a beautiful endless walk.

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But he was an impeccable nagual and let me be myself. The old sorcerers were not that impeccable; and by means of their ceaseless efforts to gain control over others, they created a situation of darkness and terror that was passed on from teacher to disciple." by Castaneda

“But he was an impeccable nagual (spiritual master) and let me be myself. The old sorcerers were not that impeccable; and by means of their ceaseless efforts to gain control over others, they created a situation of darkness and terror that was passed on from teacher to disciple.”- by Castaneda ‘The art of dreaming.’

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A word from Casteneda

“The grand task of sorcerers is to bring forth the idea that,

in order to evolve, man must first free his awareness

from its bindings to the social order.

Once awareness is free, intent will redirect it into a new evolutionary path.”

“…don Juan had told us that the power our daily world has over us is a result of the fact that our assemblage point is immobile on its habitual position.

This immobility is what makes our perception of the world so inclusive and overpowering that we cannot escape from it. “

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“The grand task of sorcerers is to bring forth the idea that,

in order to evolve, man must first free his awareness

from its bindings to the social order.

Once awareness is free, intent will redirect it into a new evolutionary path.”

“Don Juan’s parting words to us were

“Forget the self and you will fear nothing.”

“Perhaps this is exactly what is happening to all of us in the world of daily life.

We are here, and the fixation of our assemblage point is so overpowering that it has made us forget where we came from, and what our purpose was for coming here.”

“…modern-day sorcerers have learned a hard lesson.

They have realized that only if they remain totally detached can they have the energy to be free.

Theirs is a peculiar type of detachment which is born not out of fear or indolence, but out of conviction.”

But he was an impeccable nagual and let me be myself.The old sorcerers were not that impeccable; and by means of their ceaseless efforts to gain control over others, they created a situation of darkness and terror that was passed on from teacher to disciple.”

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._______________________.

For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

“Drops of wisdom”.

If you would like to buy a copy it would help

in continuing my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com

.

The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

.

They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)

……………..

.

.

_____

______

We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

.

WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

..

I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

What I do expect from my friends…

Nothing. A true friend knows what to do.

But I do wish for them to feel

they are truly loved and cared unconditionally.

I wish for them to know they do not have to be this or that to be accepted,

as to do what they feel is right, does not back-fire them.

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I will never want them to accept anything I say as true

just because they feel they are loyal to me.

I think loyalty has more to do with integrity,

honesty and love.

You are loyal when you let your friends know

you have a different viewpoint or you disagree

with empathy, care and love.

When you agree you can disagree.

You are loyal when you stop the forwarding of rumors or bias

or you protect your friends rights to think with their own head

and to have their own opinions.

You  are loyal when your love does not lessen

just because something is not as you wish.

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A person I do admire a lot, talked to me about empathy.

To Grant-beigness you need to have a lot of that.

You have to be able to be someone else.

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This is our new family and you are welcome to be part of it.

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Texas Independents are Rocking!!

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This is the first of the many to come seminars

that will be held by Becky Buchanan.

Becky and Aida Thomas are both OT and 2 of the most amazing super successful Class VIIIs

HCOB 23 January 1975 ‘THE PURPOSE OF CLASS VIII’ by LRH’ – – The purpose of the Class VIII Course is to train an auditor up to be able to deliver 100 percent standard tech and turn him into a zealot in pushing in standard tech in the field.””He can handle any case with ease. He is a dedicated advocate for standard tech. He pushes in standard tech in his area and sets an example by his own flawless performance.”

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They have trained side by side on the Class VIII course with screaming successes.

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Aida Thomas Class VIII and OT5, was awarded Best World Auditor. Here in the picture with actress Kristie Alley.

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Their high integrity and loyalty to LRH’s tech

has taken them to the Independent field,

where they can now deliver without suppression or being forced

into the alter-is of the Golden Age of Alteration by the Church of $cientology.

Becky (class88008@yahoo.com) here in Texas

and Aida (dianaclass8@yahoo.com) is in California.

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We are VERY lucky to have them in the IND field.

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SUCCESS STORIES

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This was great. It is so good to be around in the vicinity of independent Scientology and Scientologists.

I never realized how the small goals can be handled with the org board and I never could see how the org board could apply to self. This is why I’m her.

R S

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I expected great things and this has exceeded my expectations.

Lots of Tone Arm action, creation of considerations plus reconsideration, inspiration to follow through.

Also, it created a lovely atmosphere where ARC and ideas were shared in abundance. It felt good to have a group again. Thank you Becky, for being competent and for caring.

RH

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Rosalie Hamilton another great gain for the Indies!!

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The organizing board has changed from an inscrutable monoliths into a sleek, precise tool that can be used for anything from opening a can of beams  to a mission to Mars!

 Multiple organize boards can run concurrently and can shift, appear and disappear.

I’m empowered I have LRH tools that make me a competent being and moving toward full OT.

Robin Rhyne

We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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The ‘Center of Spiritual Research and it’s Applications’ is NOW open in Texas and Italy.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

..

I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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