Day 3: WE did it!!
Today I woke up and felt good.
I have being soloing and auditing agreements,
ARC/ks and implants on the genetic entity line as a main target.
For the first time in years I got up, and I wanted to get up.
Thoughts about my ex were hitting me like rain
but this time they were bouncing away as on an umbrella
instead of hurting me as they usually do.
They did not find the same fertile ground to thrive and spread negativity and pain.
I feel I’m ready to work again.
It is important to me to acknowledge the many friends I have.
Feeling and sharing love
I had so much positive energy and love
flowed to me in the last few days!
They are more than friends to me,
they are my spiritual family:
starting from Aida and David Thomas, Mr Smith, Maurice Pascal, Tory Christman, Nancy Many, Sinar, Jackson M., David St Lawrence, Michele Federici, Leone, Lupo, Claudia, MaryJo and Tony, Alessandra D’Agostino, Tom Tazanillo, Dominique, Anne S., Kay, Candice and John Aaron, Jim Logan and the many others.
Please do not be upset if I forgot to mention your name.
In the last years or so I have made more good friends
then I ever had in few lifetimes.
They are not just friends, they are what I consider a spiritual family.
I appreciate incredibly the many offers to help.
It would not be appropriate from me to leave a succesful ‘self improvement spiritual path’ (solo action) at this time.
I’m aware that depression is a continue ups and downs.
It is the way it is.
But like my friend Tory says, ‘You have to look at the trend’..
And despite the lows it is an up-trend.
I have few people who are checking on me on my spiritual journey (soloing).
I’m aware of the fact that you need to work as a team.
However, I would love if you have any viewpoint or advice to share.
We all have blind spots and others can help us to see where we cannot.
Thus the importance of a good (guide) C/S, or two.
I feel very lucky to have your friendship,
I wish you to know that,
even if I do not write personally to all of you.
I have felt a huge amount of love and care flowing from all of you,
and when I say I feel better I wish to say:
WE DID IT!! Thank you!
This is the world of Advances spiritual beings (OT’s) the handling of spiritual (theta) universes,
the group postulating toward a common goal
in the direction of helping each other.
At the same time I’m here for any of you.
And if you need my spiritual support just e-mail me.
Powerful Spiritual being (OTs) together make miracles happen.
Miracles ar nothing more than an OT normal routine.
This is what the Ron’s Org have really duplicate and do.
In this wise they are an amazing group.
About a month ago something very interesting happen.
I fully blew the $cientology history
and all the agreements connected to that lies (GPM/implant),
called the Church of $cientology.
I felt like before I ever knew $cintology existed,
but with the benefit of all the knowledge.
Many of you have left, but still obeying or been subjected by the past agreements.
Many out there feel they have to hide when they are sick,
or if they have a little accident, or their kids are in trouble.
You re not allowed to have bad news in $cientology.
Many on the spiritual path, ex-scientologists are in a constant hiding, because the have body pains or because their life is not going happily as they wish or others expect.
And by now they have learned that pretecnce (PR) and appearance are THE important thing.
This is crazy.
When you see this smiling happy people in the Church of $cientology (up the stage at Flag)
or on the Freewinds attesting highesr levels (OT7 or 8)
and saying that everything is perfect,
you know they are in total denial of reality.
It is actually suppressive from the Church of $cientology
to demand that you bend and force yourself
to believe all is sweetness and light in order to attest.
That is not being awakened or aware (OT7- or OT 8) .
That is pretending perfection
where does not exist and is mocking up a lie.
An OT going on stage and saying that all his life is now perfect, that he is causing what he likes and that he is nothing more than happy, is scary.
First of all he still leaving in the biggest trap,
on one of the most insane universe/illusion
where he does not have any ability to leave his body
or getting back into it at will.
He does not have any power to stop others (IAS, MAA’s)
from telling him what to do.
He is unable to go home and fix the house
or pay off right away the huge amount of debts.
And he knows it.
So, he goes back home with a huge heavy lie on his back (miss-withhold).
Think of the times this withhold gets restimulated
and how hard he has to work every day to keep up to his lie.
The definition of OT in the Church is a lie.
It is nothing more than an Hidden Standard.
(As a reminder, an hidden standard is cousin to an evil purpose… see the trap?)
The regaining of ones OT abilities
does not have anything to do with being happy or not,
healthy or sick.
The ability to make the right choices, ethic. truth
and the level of integrity is the road to happiness.
When a NEW OT 8 is ashame to go to the org because she is in pain,
you realize you are dealing with a system of enslavement, not freedom.
It is a “society” that cuts communications and beigness,
it does not free them.
I know for a fact that many, many of you out there
are experiencing this phenomena,
many of you are not communicating
because you think your life suck,
you are not making money
or are not healthy enough to meet others people expectation
of what is right or wrong.
It is also an Hidden standards.
-“OMG!! Is that an OT?”-
“Privacy” to many times is nothing more
that a common agreement to withhold.
It is also called ‘Mutual outruds’.
When I write about my private life on the net,
I’m trying to make a point also to myself.
First, I never liked secrecy and I do not have anything to hide.
This is who I’m.
Yes, I do not do well with conservative people!!
Second, I wish people to be free,
I wish for them to start looking at each other for who they really are:
beautiful spiritual beings, and not been seen
for what the own or how they look.
I wish people to differentiate between the material universe
and the spiritual one.
No one can tell you how an enlighted being is (OT) is or should look like.
An OT dog. (He! He! I’m Joking)
An OT is an OT because he lives as such.
And it is the most ridiculous thing to award an OT status
by the mest universe standards..
that is what we can ironically call a MEST OT.
Sadly enough, a MEST OT is one of the most confused,
enslaved but “smiling and happy” spiritual being.
When an OT tells you his/her life is perfect, you should know something.
He or she is not living. He or She is in denial.
In this universe, in this game call material world there is no perfection.
Losing and winning, create and destroy are just part of the rules.
You are OT when you trust and use your knowigness,
when you stops listening and obeying thoughts,
when you stop play by the rules
of the cannot-have-or-do of this universe,
when you believe in magic and freedom.
You are OT when you do not evaluate yourself
or others by what your eyes see, but by what they are.
When you realize that any time you lie,
you are invalidating the knowigness of a spiritual being.
OT is a state of mind, is living truth, is you.
And the less additives to the ‘you’…
the more OT is there.
Let’s start communicating!
How do you feel? Good! Cheers!!
Like shit! That is OK.
Just say it out loud!
It is your right to be sad or happy!!
If we can do anything for you we do it,
one thing we can do for sure is directing our posotive energy, love and care to you
and if you let us know your goal
we can make it happen as a group.
Love (Theta) is the real stuff.
The image, appearances, the social lies
belong to the mest not to a spiritual being (OT).
Do not play that game.
WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!
If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology
or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:
ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com
ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: email@example.com
Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.