The Gift


“Do you think you possess special abilities?” she asked with a challenging, wicked smile.

She knew I would say No, as saying Yes, would have been a statement of insanity… And indeed, only two categories of people might admit to have special abilities, the crazy ones and the great masters, the first asserting self-importance and the latter uttering truth.

But my counselor, a young woman with great emphatic abilities and a pure willingness to help, has surrendered her “seeing” to the indoctrination of a system enforcing a generic prescription of what it should be, to anyone, in the process of feeding a corrupted medical  system.

My answer to the above question, however, it was NO. I do not have special abilities. I have what every being was endowed with, at the start of the game; telepathy, empathy, the gift at times terrifying, to be other people.

It is not a special gift, it was something everybody had before they decided, through “experience”, it was too painful to feel the emotions of someone they kill for food or pleasure, or the desperation of the beings they betrayed and any other un-pleasant emotion they caused to another human or living being.

It took a while, life after life (game after game) to shut off those cells in the brain which were made to detect other living beings impulses-emotions-thoughts.

It took a lot of suffering, deception, losses and lies to oneself and to others to make what we have now; a soul identified with a “hologram”, a weak, coward being which believes the only safe way to exists is to assert his independence from others.


It is not a normal condition to be “blind” or “deaf”.

A population infested with a plague does not make that condition of sickness a normality. Do you follow me?

But it requires courage to ‘listen’, to ‘see’, to ‘feel’ especially at this stage of the game, where the majority of people hurt each other in the name of freedom, love and justice. They ‘torture’ one another (physically and/or psychologically) to get pleasure… to feel powerful and safe. Killing as a sport, deceiving and lying as a justified method of advancing in the society. This is what blind people do.

This is where we are.

I have been suffering of severe depression for years… this is what the society categorizes the result of seeing, feeling, and hearing the pain and agony of others. Their tried to numb my perceptions, to convince me it is better to shut it off.


Only by being blind you can avoid seen the slaughter, the abuses and be happy.

Only if you do not know how many beings you are hurting when you selfishly waste, steal, betray or lie to another…

And $cientology today, the way is delivered, is another of the very many numbing practices… which built the ego while promising success for the single being.

The weak, the coward and the un-aware seek power for him/herself and the few he/she think are aiding his survival…

where the strong knows true power and wisdom is the very enemy of the ‘I’ the ‘self’ and that synthetic happiness that can only been achieved by numbing ones knowingness and perceptions.


Why it is an overt to join staff in the Church of $.


Going by the definition of an Overt as given by L. Ron Hubbard

to join staff today in a Church of $,  is a counter survival act.



For the ITALIAN version go to:


$cientology: Steve Joins Staff

after he was promised he would be Clear

in less than a week.




A reminder for the OT’s who are soloing

(Do not use an F/N’s as an excuse to not audit.)

Rabbits (or Pre OT's) on the run...


As Elizabeth says… if you do not find anything  to audit

look for charge on the item “not finding anything to audit’.

Vary the item as necessary to find charge.

It could be something as  “I’m too key-out to audit”,

“on a big win” or similar wordings.

Remember,  only the people with high confront

and the willigness to work hard will make it!!

Obviously the above does not lessen the value of other LRH references

about persistent F/Ns or auditing over a big wins…


But as an OT is more cause over his emotions



he could easily create a happy feeling and an F/Ning meter

any time he get closed to auditing.

Just keep in mind that we are far away from being free,

after all you still part of this game into this universe.



16 October 1967 Advance Courses.


‘No great significance should be placed

on floating needled on the O.T. Course.”


“With freedom comes responsibility and with responsibility comes the need to assess one’s actions and to take only such actions as will do the greatest good over the greatest number of dynamics.

(…)  As a Clear you have no privileges beyond being declared Clear.

As a result, bigger responsibilities will be given

and expected of you so you must be prepared to responsibly educate yourself

where necessary so that you can do whatever is assigned to you

in a proper manner…

So for you there is no sitting down and resting on your laurels,

no waiving of policy, no promiscuous 2nd dynamic activities,



no improper assumption of power,

control or influence or assuming

that you automatically know best in every situation.

It is a crime to invalidate the State of Clear –

see to it that youdon’t do this in your conduct as a Clear,

particularly as regards yourself.

You still have the rest of your dynamics to go.

You have now become more than ever a part of a team.

Obsessive individualism and a failure to organise

were responsible for getting into the state we got into.

If you wish to help, your first duty is to protect the repute of the state of Clear

by exemplary conduct.

Your second duty is to attain OT as soon as possible.

Your third, if you wish to help, is to become part of the endeavour

to clean up this sector of the universe and make it safe not only for ourselves

but the billions of others who have been harmed.

As a Clear, you are welcomed and honoured.

Don’t do anything that will wear out your welcome or bring dishonour on yourself or upon other Clears.





Cynthia (Cindy) Pinsonnault


Cindy has been a Scientologist for 44 years, since age 11, when my mother decided to take the Communication Course at a small mission in New York State...


Kay Proctor


Kay Proctor OT V and IAS Honor Roll. My decision is made. Please respect and grant beingness. It is my wish that each of us flourish and prosper. That is my plan, and I will be moving along with the correct application of the LRH conditions to achieve that.

For full article:





For OT on OT7 or OT 8 contact Elizabeth Hamre



EUROPE: The Ron’s Org:

Max Hauri:


ITALY: Maurice Pascal Class 5 Grad C/S – Clear

Silvia Kusada Class 6- Class IV C/S – OT8

write to:



Felicitas Foster :

Anne Schultz:



Silvia Kusada Class 6- Class IV C/S – OT8

write to:


The Courseroom

Jim Logan lead Supervisor:

John Aaron :


The Life Improvement Center of  Coeur d’Alene.

Frankie 214 578 1275





If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:


Silvia  Kusada  e-mail:


Aida Thomas: e-mail:


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.


The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!




A little ‘sign’ will appear saying: CONGRATUTATION!! You won! WELCOME to the next level!!

The next level.

Optimisms and delusions when prompted by non-confront

can be deteriorating on a case.


Often I hear people talking about OT 8 as a level where “you are done”

…no more case.



It make me wonder 1) how much training these people have under their belt and

2) where their confront level of this universe could be.


My pc, Adri, which is fairly at the beginning of the bridge, has amazing perceptions

and recently came up with quite a cognition;

cognition that very few OT’s and/or scientologists,

even if long time in the “business’, did not yet have.


When you attest OT 7 or OT 8

A little ‘sign’ will appear saying:


WELCOME to the next level!!’




And who of you knows something about video games,

is well aware that the next level requires better skills,

more confront and it is indeed tougher.


Having gotten at the level where I stand now,

where the MEST universe has gotten VERY thin,

I’m debating with few choices I need to take;

1)      I can forget everything I know and go back to the normal life, into the ‘matrix’

2)      Leave this boring and degraded game

3)      Find the dimension where I can still preserving my awareness and growing toward more truth while “playing” without being sucked into this deceiving illusion.

Theoretically this choice should give me the bonus to be able to connect to others

at this level, otherwise, only seen outside the ‘matrix’.




The last choice is the only one that I’m truly interested in pursuing,

even if recognizing the magnitude of dedication, effort and courage required…


The only question at the moment is:

How do I do that?…


Sorry to disappoint who expects that by reaching the upper levels

all turn into magic and sweet.

If you willing to die for truth, it is not going to be a walk on the clouds.

More power, bigger games, bigger barriers…

it is just another level.

And be ready to not be seen.


Many of you are waiting that somebody comes

and tell them what to do, for somebody to believe.


Ignazio Tidu elected himself as the ‘RTC’ for the Italian independents (sad but true),

and got great support from the many.

But the truth is, he can only tell you his own truth or understanding of things,

and he cannot substitute you own observation or knowingness.

You should never give that up, as Scientology is nothing more than a diving board…

at one point when you will truly and honestly be up there,

YOU are going to be the one to dive

and you better look around, because there could be much much more

then you ever expected to see.



You have to get trained, you have to read of other philosophies

and get the full understanding of what is going on…


As for my experience I do strongly advice people

to walk the path laid out from LRH up to OT7…

from there on, there are different ways to tackle your spiritual progress,

and they all works on the same basic principles.

You should get the full data and find the one that works better for you.


If you get accused to be a squirrel because you look

in order to obtain more knowledge and to find answers more suitable and real to you,

be aware of the fact that that very person that is accusing you to be a squirrel is violating the basic tenets of Scientology and he could be “the “squirrel him/herself

having basic misunderstoods.


Trying to take away from you the so hard achieved ability to inspect

and your own awareness it is a suppressive act.

The Conservative tone, even if it is placed above 2.0 on the tone scale,

still a tone where the STOPs are a modus operandi.

It is not a theta place to be.

Protecting a Status Quo is enough of a lie

and does not get you anywhere, spiritually speaking.


Fix ideas are the bars of which an OT jail is made.




But this of course if you are looking for something more than just a piece of paper

conferring you a “status” of OT.


There are very good auditors all around the world,

If you need one in Italy and/or in Europe drop me an e-mail at:

skusada2010@gmail .com

and I will definitely refer you to one.


Flourish and prosper

but most of all, if you believe in the Tech, listen to LRH:

Get auditing hoppin!!





“So a lot of data has been amassed and aligned.

It is not necessarily true that this data is new,

but it certainly is true that this data is evaluated.

Better values can still be put on some of this data.

Those are workable truths.

Also into this field some religious practices fall.

They are workable. Somebody comes in and he feels sad.

He is told that he is forgiven and he feels good. He is not sad now.

That as far as a practice is concerned is workable.

What part of religion is above that, I do not know.

(And by the way, anybody who misquotes me and says “Well, Hubbard is an atheist”

or something — they are full of malarkey. They are probably atheists themselves.

They don’t believe in themselves, obviously.)

So here is this triangle, this pyramid.

Right at its peak we have the entering point of knowledge.

From this point down we know some things which are relatively workable,

Useful and true. And above this point, for our purposes, we know nothing.

That doesn’t mean we can’t find some things out



A lecture given on 7 January 1952 Search and Discovery Series by L. Ron Hubbard


And a note from the times where helping people (auditing)

was very easy and considered a priority….



You look at an individual’s eyes — the pupils of his eyes —

and if the pupils of his eyes rapidly dilate and contract,

this individual is not under sufficiently heavy sedation to influence the case under auditing. That should tell you quite a bit.

It is a very simple test: you just take a match (careful not to stick it in his eye!)

and you strike it and bring it from the back of his head around

to the front of his head and watch the pupil of his eye.

If the pupil of his eye does not contract swiftly, this individual is under sedation.

Now, sedation can be administered to a person up to a point where this will still take place,

And it is a good safe auditing margin.

It has to be beyond that, that auditing under sedation is bad.

The roughest deal I know is auditing people under the influence of alcohol.

It is very, very rough. You should not audit preclears when they are very drunk.

A drink or two doesn’t matter much, but if you are auditing somebody

who is inclined to be an alcoholic, there is no reason why you should knock off processing just because he comes in with a “morning after.”

Another attitude these days is you take reasonable precautions with your preclear:

you get your preclear enough food and enough rest.

These are reasonable precautions.

But if he just happens to be slightly unstable

or maybe he has not eaten for only a day or something like that,

go ahead, audit him.

There isn’t any reason, in short, to hold up auditing,


except deep sedation where the pupils of the eyes won’t react,

chronic sleeplessness, bad malnutrition and, of course, heavy drunkenness.


A lecture given on 7 January 1952 Search and Discovery Series by L. Ron Hubbard





If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:


Silvia  Kusada  e-mail:


Aida Thomas: e-mail:


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.


The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!





Italy Clear? Yes, but thanks to the IND movement!!


Two more couples proudly come out at the open…

What the current Church of $cientology and OSA does not realize is

that once you have taken away from an individual his power of choice,

his pride, his dignity and truth

you have taken away his life.

They have lost everything was worth living for…





Nena  & Adriano Bonfanti


Marisa (OT5) & Guido Minelli

Class 5 (Ned auditors)



Nena & Adriano




Nena and Adriano Bonfanti are holding strong for truth. A story of abuses, invalidations with a sweet end: They have found in the Ind field a new family!!

After 14 years we regained hope to make it to Clear and OT,
we have started to receive counseling with Silvia Kusada.
Many thanks to the Indipendentologo and their articles about truth,
thanks for the valuable comments published and other IND experiences.
We were not on  lines since 14 years ago.
We have given everything we got to be part and support this group,
we sold everything and left to join staff in Copenhagen,
to end up  shortly after being subjected to pressure
to break up our 2 dynamics and right after being thrown out without any help
and ruined reputation.
The icing on the cake for us  it has been
my last 4 intensives Golden Age of Tech
delivered at Milano org (They probably fit into the No auditing category),
after which I felt hopeless about being able to go up the Bridge
and to achieve the state of OT in this life.
I was so introverted by the wrong indications and threats by the Church members,
reverse C/Sing and the MAAs that I thought I was more than PTS, but an SP.
Now we know that by leaving 14 years ago
we saved ourself from further abuses,
make wrongs, further wrong indications, extensive regging and heavy debts.
Today in the IND field we have regained happiness
and hope for the future.
Adriano & Nena
For full story in Italian:



Marisa & Guido Minelli


Guido and Marisa Minelli are Scietologists Pioneers and both trained auditors!!

Free after 35 years into the Church of $!!

With this letter we are publicly announcing our decision

to leave the current Church of Scientology

since we believe it doesn’t represent the spiritual freedom

that was once expressed by L. Ron Hubbard,

instead it perpetuates different purposes

and it has introduced substantial alterations

in the use of Admin, Ethics and Tech.

These are suppressions that have caused

and are continuing to cause sufferings in PCs, Pre OTs,

students and staff members at any level.

So, it is our duty to inform.

We are addressing this writing to the entire Scientological field:

the top of the management, our friends and parents,

and the Scientologists that will have the courage to look,

evaluate and act accordingly to what is right for themselves and their lives.

Only the truth will set us free, and the price of freedom “constant alertness

and constant willingness to fight back”.

We’ve discovered the abuses, the threats, the forced abortions,

the beatings, the instigations of violence, the exasperate control,

the perversions, the alterations of policy

…all situations that were apparently unbelievable –

but unfortunately true.

For full story in English visit:

Per la loro storia in italiano vai al:


IND field




Happiness Rundown


Pc Adriano Bonfanti



Past Life Remedy

Dec 22, 2010
I had life changing realizations doing the Past Life Remedy process.
I realized that I had to be willing to look in order to see anything in (my) life.
I am no longer at the effect of anyone or anything in my life.
I see things I did unwillingly and did not feel good about doing.
I will not sublimate my true self; my values and principles for others
or, assume the valence of others to do such things.
Being true to myself will ensure that all my dynamics are in alignment.
I now know with a new-found certainty that “being there” is just being there with no considerations.  I have a new sense of self.
I feel light and happy being.  Anonymous


Dec 21, 2010
I was FNing from the moment I started reading the materials.
It was a perfect gradient with which to start the OT Levels
and my final cognition was the most amazing thing to me.
Thanks, of course, to LRH, for putting this together,
but also to Les and Anita for making it possible to do something
I first attempted fourteen years ago.  This is pretty cool.  RF

Solo Course Part 2

My success on Solo II is amazing to me.
I have tried a couple of times to get to this point without success.
Of course, I was nervous about my ability to audit myself
and how many crams I would get.  Well, guess what?
I’m a pretty good auditor!
I had more persistent FNs and floating TAs in a week than ever before….
and I think half the win was that I was doing it!
This wasn’t just training for me, it was real auditing, and I feel great!
You won’t believe how the theta of this place
and Les and Anita contributed….  until you get here!   RF


After a lifetime of episodic drug use, I can now say that
I am finally free from drugs and the need to take them.
The NED Drug Rundown has given me the certainty to make such a statement.
I have no hidden intentions to use drugs.
I am very grateful to Anita and Les Warren
for the caring attention they have shown me.
The Life Improvement Center
has changed my viewpoint, forever.  Anonymous




We are here to help!!


If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:


Silvia  Kusada  e-mail:


Aida Thomas: e-mail:


contact Aida Thomas in private.


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.


The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

as free people!!



A being in good shape acts by knowingness, not as a result of thinkingness…


Truth is equal to itself but only at creation…

Than it becomes a lie…

Therefore every single answer

to and/or from the past

is a lie.


While I was introverting

asking myself questions about my past relationship

I realized that any answer I could come up with couldn’t be right.

Past is gone.

It is not there actually, therefore my answers could not match something

that did or does not exist or something that is persisting,

because even  if it is persisting,

it must be in a constant change…

therefore the answer would need to be

a constant modification of the previous answer…


Note: Questions about the past are just calling for more wrong items.

It seems a complicated concept but it is actually very simple.


Thinking is a low tone activities,

a degraded substitute for knowingness.


Thinkingness: a substitution for an ability to predict. (per2ACC &Tech Dict)


It is not needed where one ‘is’.

A being in good shape does not think, but pervades…

His, are actions and decisions taken in the moment of now.

And because every moment is a new now,

differences, similarities or identities do not exist either,

but they come into existence

only with the consideration of time.

And here we are already well down the scale.

If you can get this concept…

which is pretty foreign to this universe,

you will also understand that to answer the question of why and how come,

is in itself an aberration.

To plan a future is also a form of aberration since

you are, at this point, all the way up the scale,

to the opposite side of irresponsibility.






Veda: 1. we find Scn’s earliest certainly known ancestor in the Veda.

The Veda is a study of the whereins

and whereases and who made it and why. It is a religion.

It should not be confused as anything else but a religion.

And the word veda simply means:

lookingness or knowingness. (PXL, p. 10)



THINKING, 1. that process in which a person engages by which

he hopes he will someday come to know. (2ACC lB, 5311CM17)

2. the combination of past observations

to derive a future observation. (PAB eight)

3. a substitution for an ability to predict. (2ACC 21A, 5312CMll)

4. condensed effort. (2ACC 21A, 5312CMll)

5. comparing a particular datum with the physical universe

as it is known and observed. (Lecture: Education and the Auditor, 1951, p. 9)



KNOWING CAUSE, the person at cause is there

because he knows he is there and because he is willingly there.

The person at cause is not at cause because he does not dare be at effect.

He must be able to be at effect.

If he is afraid to be at effect, then he is unwilling cause

and is at cause only because he is very afraid of being at effect. (SCP, p. 9)



KNOWINGNESS, 1. being certainness. (PAB 1)

2. a capability for truth; it is not data. (PDC 47)

3. knowingness would be self-determined knowledge. (5405C20)






KNOW-POINT, a know-point is senior to a viewpoint.

An individual would not have dependency on space or mass or anything else.

He’d simply know where he was. (PXL, p. 257)



KNOW-TO-MYSTERY SCALE, the scale of affinity from knowingness

down through lookingness, emotingness, effortingness,

thinkingness, symbolizingness, eatingness,

sexingness and so through to not-knowingness-mystery.

The know-to-sex scale was the earlier version of this scale. (PXL,p. 49)



THINKINGNESS, 1. down the scale at the level below effort.

It comes in as figure-figure-figure-figure-figure.

“I’ll just figure this out and I’ll get a computation

and a calculation and I’ll add it up to . . .

Now let me see . . .”

We don’t know how all of this mechanic got into a postulate,

but they’ve let it get in there.

So that’s the level, thinkingness. (PXL, p. 169)

2. the potential of considering. (COHA Gloss)







Wins on the Happiness Rundown.

Auditor: Silvia Kusada




Today I saw that in reality you are almost never yourself

and I understood what a valence really is.

I thought I did not have so many!!

Instead I observed that depending on the situation

you get the  most useful one.

Question: when I’m going to be really me?

Answer: from now on.

Much Love,

Nena B.








This is my story.
My name is Daniel Asse

I am a prominent member of the Jewish community,

Freemasons and Rotary Club in Mexico.

I was in Scientology for 9 years

The Church says that you “must handle” big upsets refunds cycles,

chaplain cycles within Church lines.

This is a falsehood.

I have been trying every single day for 1 year to no result.

I have called OSA INT multiple times.

No one will return my phone calls.

Part 1.

I believed in Scientology to improve spirituality.

I gave them a LOT of MONEY. They intensely regged me for a LOT of money.

The Church became one big reg cycle to see how much they could get out of me.

I paid $60,000 just for my wife’s bridge alone.

I paid $100,000 to FSO for Ls

While having L’s at Flag my wife was having sex with the Snr C/S of IFAD (in Mexico)

Part 2

When I return to Mexico, they both where waiting for me at the airport,

and this guy took me to his church (now as a Chaplain)

and enforced and coerced me to have an express divorce,

they kidnapped me for 9 hours with no food until I sign a piece of of paper

that says that my wife took all the money $127,000 us dollars

from my own accounts, pre-sign checks (for emergencies),

cash in my house and even money under my mothers account,

for her divorce, and that I couldn’t go to court to appeal

for what happened with her.

I was screamed at for my “CRIMES.”

I was constantly threatened with “non enturbulation order”

and suppressive person declare.

But they are the ones who emptied

my bank accounts while I was on the L’s at Flag.

This guy told me that I could lose my house too

(I was married under separate assets)

he took me for a whole week (in his office,

with out allowing me to go out, and threat me that

I was going to be declared suppressive

if I do not pay him more money for the church,

he was pushing me to go back to Flag,

then he took me to CLO Latam to many others t

hat knew about this evil plan to divorce me right away

so the stolen money out of my accounts had a different spin.

My wife, had, in my absence given ALL the money

from our joint bank accounts to the Church for “Ideal Orgs.”

None of this was her money. She came into the marriage poor and penniless.

I put the money in the accounts which she gave away

without my knowledge to “Ideal Orgs”

The Church knew that I was in Clearwater for L’s

and that the money they were stealing did not have my approval.

I believe my wife gave them all these funds

to avoid Ethics for sex with the Senior CS in Mexico.

Part 3

I was hugely upset that all my money was raped out of my possession

without my knowledge and consent.

I threatened the Church that I would go public with this,

upon which they threatened my spiritual future and told me

I was no longer elligible for Flag, to go to Los Angeles.

This was my life immediately after completing 3 L’s at Flag.

I went to Los Angeles where they put me to slave labor of filing in Central Files

for 2 months while I paid my own hotel and meals.

I am public, but I am filing in Central Files like a Sea Org member on the decks.

Part 3

With co-erced pressure they made me sign a bunch of documents

that I would never lay a claim on them, with $10,000 penalty for each claim.

They did not refund the agreed amount but less.

I am learning that OSA have so many WITHOLDS

that while they ask all day long from “CRIMES” they themselves

want to cover up inside scandal.

Why does everyone have to sign pages of documents to not “TELL?”

During my 9 years of taking services at the church,

I realized now, that I lost my wife, my money, my business,

my joy of living, and my family, because they made me disconnect to my mother,

because she is a psychologist.


Daniel Asse




We are here to help!!


If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:


Silvia  Kusada  e-mail:


Aida Thomas: e-mail:


contact Aida Thomas in private.


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.


The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

as free people!!


In this universe the Future is nothing but a mass “thinking” about what ‘must’ or ‘must not happen’ again…

I wish to Share this comment made by
Elizabeth Hamre

She is an unbelievable OT

and of true inspiration to myself and others.

Her wishes to me are now my wishes to you!



“Dear Fairy, I read your blog,

I look for your cognitions with much interest.

The cognitions like pearls. Each one was born out of pain and suffering.

Out of mystery, secrets, darkness.

Yet how beautiful they are!

They can vary in momentarily importance before they vanish.

Yet they remain yours for ever in the form of invisible knowledge.

The basics are the rares of all pearls, since only few exists!!!

They value buy your freedom out of the Mest Universe.

For the New Year You have my postulate, my Best.


A string of Pearls of great Beauty.”


Elizabeth Hamre






Only if you are fully in ‘present time’

you can create a future without restimulating the past.

But, please note, saying ‘present time’ is inaccurate,

as it presupposes that there is a past and a future.

And this, for a thetan is one of the basic lies.

What it keeps him stuck in a loss,

tied up with the considerations to have and/or not to have.

Stuck in having had and must have again

or not wanting to have again.

Being without time is being everything and nothing.

NOTE: just below the infinity of a Being

there is a very high care factor of others,

a very high natural ARC.




Feeling LOVE in a ‘big’  FAMILY!

Los Angeles Ind’s

Celebrating Christmas


Another fantastic get together at Aida's and Dave's house.






Celebrating Christmas

in Bern, Switzerland

at Erica’s and Max Hauri.


Daniel Giorgos, Melinda Vivienne, Melina Elia Having great time!!



Yvan, Dominic, Amaelle, Josephine, Daniel, Melusine.

In the IND field  kids are welcome and loved!!



We are here to help!!


If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:


Silvia  Kusada  e-mail:


Aida Thomas: e-mail:


contact Aida Thomas in private.


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.


The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

as free people!!









“My story involves information previously unknown

about the “Golden Age of Tech”,

the “Ideal Orgs” and “The Basics”.”


Augustine Uribe EX-FLAG staff.


The purpose of this post is to simply give a very broad overview

of an account of 14 years of service in the Sea Org.

This is Agustin Uribe.

I have been out of the Sea Org since June 2007.

I was in the SO at Flag from 1993 to 2007.

I have a story that I want to relay.

It is a bit extraordinary (rather incredible)

and it is that which makes its communication to others difficult for me.

I have to give you a warning.

What you are about to read is my very own account of what occurred to me

and some of you might find it controversial and “not believable”.

You are in your right to believe what you wish to believe

or infer what you like to infer from what you read here.

I try to provide some evidence to what I say but this “evidence”

might not be considered adequate evidence for some

and therefore it not being “real evidence” (in the eyes of some)

will render the data I provide “invalid”.

I do not care for approval nor disapproval.

I used to keep a very thick 4-5 inches thick where

I was documenting all that I was doing

but of course that pack was taken from me

in the process of getting me removed from Flag

as covered at the end of this review.

Also, I do not write this from the perspective of this being “right” or “wrong”

but simply as an as-is of what I lived.

I do not hope for or expect recognition, sympathy or anything else

but I simply want to make my story known because I consider it necessary

to help in bringing about an awareness and confirmation

of the true state of the affairs

of the current “Church Management” in Scientology.


...Adolf Miscavige using his church to play a game of fame and money

With that said, here is the story.

My story involves information previously unknown

with relation to the “Golden Age of Tech”,

the “Ideal Orgs” and “The Basics”.

Augustine Uribe


For the full story :




An a big welcome also to:

Hy Levy


Hy Levy one of the most loved reg at Flag, for the joy of the many is now part of our Independent group!!

My name is Hy Levy.

I was staff at FSO for almost 24 years and routed out in June 2009. I have been “under the radar” since then but now I have decided to take a stand, as my silence has helped to support the current DM regime too long. …

The staff descended on the public almost like a pack of wolves when they arrived at the Base. …

Now, add to all this the major push on IAS, Ideal Orgs, Superpower, etc and boy was my life as a reg becoming miserable. …

I’m glad to be out in the open and possibly some of you know me. Now we can openly be in touch.

Hy Levy
Independent Scientologist

For Full article:



We are here to help!!


If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:


Silvia  Kusada  e-mail:


Aida Thomas: e-mail:


contact Aida Thomas in private.


Silvia Kusada


Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.


The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

as free people!!



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