The Gift

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“Do you think you possess special abilities?” she asked with a challenging, wicked smile.

She knew I would say No, as saying Yes, would have been a statement of insanity… And indeed, only two categories of people might admit to have special abilities, the crazy ones and the great masters, the first asserting self-importance and the latter uttering truth.

But my counselor, a young woman with great emphatic abilities and a pure willingness to help, has surrendered her “seeing” to the indoctrination of a system enforcing a generic prescription of what it should be, to anyone, in the process of feeding a corrupted medical  system.

My answer to the above question, however, it was NO. I do not have special abilities. I have what every being was endowed with, at the start of the game; telepathy, empathy, the gift at times terrifying, to be other people.

It is not a special gift, it was something everybody had before they decided, through “experience”, it was too painful to feel the emotions of someone they kill for food or pleasure, or the desperation of the beings they betrayed and any other un-pleasant emotion they caused to another human or living being.

It took a while, life after life (game after game) to shut off those cells in the brain which were made to detect other living beings impulses-emotions-thoughts.

It took a lot of suffering, deception, losses and lies to oneself and to others to make what we have now; a soul identified with a “hologram”, a weak, coward being which believes the only safe way to exists is to assert his independence from others.

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It is not a normal condition to be “blind” or “deaf”.

A population infested with a plague does not make that condition of sickness a normality. Do you follow me?

But it requires courage to ‘listen’, to ‘see’, to ‘feel’ especially at this stage of the game, where the majority of people hurt each other in the name of freedom, love and justice. They ‘torture’ one another (physically and/or psychologically) to get pleasure… to feel powerful and safe. Killing as a sport, deceiving and lying as a justified method of advancing in the society. This is what blind people do.

This is where we are.

I have been suffering of severe depression for years… this is what the society categorizes the result of seeing, feeling, and hearing the pain and agony of others. Their tried to numb my perceptions, to convince me it is better to shut it off.

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Only by being blind you can avoid seen the slaughter, the abuses and be happy.

Only if you do not know how many beings you are hurting when you selfishly waste, steal, betray or lie to another…

And $cientology today, the way is delivered, is another of the very many numbing practices… which built the ego while promising success for the single being.

The weak, the coward and the un-aware seek power for him/herself and the few he/she think are aiding his survival…

where the strong knows true power and wisdom is the very enemy of the ‘I’ the ‘self’ and that synthetic happiness that can only been achieved by numbing ones knowingness and perceptions.

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A little ‘sign’ will appear saying: CONGRATUTATION!! You won! WELCOME to the next level!!

The next level.

Optimisms and delusions when prompted by non-confront

can be deteriorating on a case.

 

Often I hear people talking about OT 8 as a level where “you are done”

…no more case.

 

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It make me wonder 1) how much training these people have under their belt and

2) where their confront level of this universe could be.

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My pc, Adri, which is fairly at the beginning of the bridge, has amazing perceptions

and recently came up with quite a cognition;

cognition that very few OT’s and/or scientologists,

even if long time in the “business’, did not yet have.

 

When you attest OT 7 or OT 8

A little ‘sign’ will appear saying:

‘CONGRATUTATION!! You won!

WELCOME to the next level!!’

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And who of you knows something about video games,

is well aware that the next level requires better skills,

more confront and it is indeed tougher.

 

Having gotten at the level where I stand now,

where the MEST universe has gotten VERY thin,

I’m debating with few choices I need to take;

1)      I can forget everything I know and go back to the normal life, into the ‘matrix’

2)      Leave this boring and degraded game

3)      Find the dimension where I can still preserving my awareness and growing toward more truth while “playing” without being sucked into this deceiving illusion.

Theoretically this choice should give me the bonus to be able to connect to others

at this level, otherwise, only seen outside the ‘matrix’.

 

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The last choice is the only one that I’m truly interested in pursuing,

even if recognizing the magnitude of dedication, effort and courage required…

 

The only question at the moment is:

How do I do that?…

 

Sorry to disappoint who expects that by reaching the upper levels

all turn into magic and sweet.

If you willing to die for truth, it is not going to be a walk on the clouds.

More power, bigger games, bigger barriers…

it is just another level.

And be ready to not be seen.

 

Many of you are waiting that somebody comes

and tell them what to do, for somebody to believe.

 

Ignazio Tidu elected himself as the ‘RTC’ for the Italian independents (sad but true),

and got great support from the many.

But the truth is, he can only tell you his own truth or understanding of things,

and he cannot substitute you own observation or knowingness.

You should never give that up, as Scientology is nothing more than a diving board…

at one point when you will truly and honestly be up there,

YOU are going to be the one to dive

and you better look around, because there could be much much more

then you ever expected to see.

 

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You have to get trained, you have to read of other philosophies

and get the full understanding of what is going on…

 

As for my experience I do strongly advice people

to walk the path laid out from LRH up to OT7…

from there on, there are different ways to tackle your spiritual progress,

and they all works on the same basic principles.

You should get the full data and find the one that works better for you.

 

If you get accused to be a squirrel because you look

in order to obtain more knowledge and to find answers more suitable and real to you,

be aware of the fact that that very person that is accusing you to be a squirrel is violating the basic tenets of Scientology and he could be “the “squirrel him/herself

having basic misunderstoods.

 

Trying to take away from you the so hard achieved ability to inspect

and your own awareness it is a suppressive act.

The Conservative tone, even if it is placed above 2.0 on the tone scale,

still a tone where the STOPs are a modus operandi.

It is not a theta place to be.

Protecting a Status Quo is enough of a lie

and does not get you anywhere, spiritually speaking.

 

Fix ideas are the bars of which an OT jail is made.

 

 

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But this of course if you are looking for something more than just a piece of paper

conferring you a “status” of OT.

 

There are very good auditors all around the world,

If you need one in Italy and/or in Europe drop me an e-mail at:

skusada2010@gmail .com

and I will definitely refer you to one.

 

Flourish and prosper

but most of all, if you believe in the Tech, listen to LRH:

Get auditing hoppin!!

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“So a lot of data has been amassed and aligned.

It is not necessarily true that this data is new,

but it certainly is true that this data is evaluated.

Better values can still be put on some of this data.

Those are workable truths.

Also into this field some religious practices fall.

They are workable. Somebody comes in and he feels sad.

He is told that he is forgiven and he feels good. He is not sad now.

That as far as a practice is concerned is workable.

What part of religion is above that, I do not know.

(And by the way, anybody who misquotes me and says “Well, Hubbard is an atheist”

or something — they are full of malarkey. They are probably atheists themselves.

They don’t believe in themselves, obviously.)

So here is this triangle, this pyramid.

Right at its peak we have the entering point of knowledge.

From this point down we know some things which are relatively workable,

Useful and true. And above this point, for our purposes, we know nothing.

That doesn’t mean we can’t find some things out

 

SURVIVAL

A lecture given on 7 January 1952 Search and Discovery Series by L. Ron Hubbard

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And a note from the times where helping people (auditing)

was very easy and considered a priority….

 

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You look at an individual’s eyes — the pupils of his eyes —

and if the pupils of his eyes rapidly dilate and contract,

this individual is not under sufficiently heavy sedation to influence the case under auditing. That should tell you quite a bit.

It is a very simple test: you just take a match (careful not to stick it in his eye!)

and you strike it and bring it from the back of his head around

to the front of his head and watch the pupil of his eye.

If the pupil of his eye does not contract swiftly, this individual is under sedation.

Now, sedation can be administered to a person up to a point where this will still take place,

And it is a good safe auditing margin.

It has to be beyond that, that auditing under sedation is bad.

The roughest deal I know is auditing people under the influence of alcohol.

It is very, very rough. You should not audit preclears when they are very drunk.

A drink or two doesn’t matter much, but if you are auditing somebody

who is inclined to be an alcoholic, there is no reason why you should knock off processing just because he comes in with a “morning after.”

Another attitude these days is you take reasonable precautions with your preclear:

you get your preclear enough food and enough rest.

These are reasonable precautions.

But if he just happens to be slightly unstable

or maybe he has not eaten for only a day or something like that,

go ahead, audit him.

There isn’t any reason, in short, to hold up auditing,

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except deep sedation where the pupils of the eyes won’t react,

chronic sleeplessness, bad malnutrition and, of course, heavy drunkenness.

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS

A lecture given on 7 January 1952 Search and Discovery Series by L. Ron Hubbard

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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The Golden Age of Alteration of Tech by Adolf Miscavige and his ‘financial’ advisers…

What do you know?

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The Italian GAT

8-8008 book

by

Adolf “Squirrel” Miscavige

has an additional

section not present

into the English version…

English Version

While delivering the Happiness Rundown in the Independent Field I thought:

How could the parishioners into the Church of $cientology possibly attest

of having handled all their reservations

on applying the below precept on themselves or others?

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... you are not actually told you cannot have your own opinion, but you very well know, you are going to be punish if you express one.

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As we all know, In the Church of Adolf Miscavige

you are allowed to your own opinion

ONLY, and I say ONLY

if you agree with the Management one.

Well, let’s remind ourselves that a free and sane society

is made by free and sane people.

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Happy New Year!!

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From The Way to Happiness Booklet:

7. Seek to Live with the Truth.

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False data can cause one to make stupid mistakes.

It can even block one from absorbing true data.

One can solve the problems of existence only when he has true data.

If those around one lie to him or her,

one is led into making errors and his survival potential is reduced.

False data can come from many sources: academic, social, professional.

Many want you to believe things just to suit their own ends.

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What is true is what is true for you.

No one has any right to force data on you and command you to believe it or else.

If it is not true tor you, it isn’t true.

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Think your own way through things,

accept what is true for you,

discard the rest.

There is nothing un-happier than one who tries to live in a chaos of lies.

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7-1. Do not tell harmful lies.

Harmful lies are the product of fear, malice and envy.

They can drive people to acts of desperation.

They can ruin lives.

They create a kind of trap into which the teller and the target can both fall.

Interpersonal and social chaos can result.

Many wars began because of harmful lies.

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One should learn to detect them and reject them.

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7-2. Do not bear false witness.

There are considerable penalties connected with swearing

or testifying to untrue “facts.”

It is called ‘perjury’: it has heavy penalties.

The way to happiness lies along the road to truth.

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We are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

as free people!!

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Marry Christmas… and remember; Lies and miracles are a different breed of cat!!

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Lies and miracles

are a different breed of cat!!

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But of course to the many confused beings full of false data and misunderstood

they might appear the same thing.

A little bit like the empty Ideal Orgs meaning expansion

or that suffering, invalidations and indigence means survival.

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Adolf Miscavige knows something very well:

by entering enough shocks, confusion and pressure upon a group

you can always get people to believe or do anything you want…

even that dogs poop cupcakes!!

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Merry Christmas to the smart, clever,

in-tech independents

and to the Cooley-drinker too!!

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We are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

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In this universe the Future is nothing but a mass “thinking” about what ‘must’ or ‘must not happen’ again…

I wish to Share this comment made by
Elizabeth Hamre

She is an unbelievable OT

and of true inspiration to myself and others.

Her wishes to me are now my wishes to you!

 

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“Dear Fairy, I read your blog,

I look for your cognitions with much interest.

The cognitions like pearls. Each one was born out of pain and suffering.

Out of mystery, secrets, darkness.

Yet how beautiful they are!

They can vary in momentarily importance before they vanish.

Yet they remain yours for ever in the form of invisible knowledge.

The basics are the rares of all pearls, since only few exists!!!

They value buy your freedom out of the Mest Universe.

For the New Year You have my postulate, my Best.


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A string of Pearls of great Beauty.”

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Elizabeth Hamre

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WHY TIME IS AN ABERRATION:

Only if you are fully in ‘present time’

you can create a future without restimulating the past.

But, please note, saying ‘present time’ is inaccurate,

as it presupposes that there is a past and a future.

And this, for a thetan is one of the basic lies.

What it keeps him stuck in a loss,

tied up with the considerations to have and/or not to have.

Stuck in having had and must have again

or not wanting to have again.

Being without time is being everything and nothing.

NOTE: just below the infinity of a Being

there is a very high care factor of others,

a very high natural ARC.

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INDEPENDENTS REUNIONS!!

Feeling LOVE in a ‘big’  FAMILY!

Los Angeles Ind’s

Celebrating Christmas

 

Another fantastic get together at Aida's and Dave's house.

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RON’S ORG Ind’s

Celebrating Christmas

in Bern, Switzerland

at Erica’s and Max Hauri.

 

Daniel Giorgos, Melinda Vivienne, Melina Elia Having great time!!

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Yvan, Dominic, Amaelle, Josephine, Daniel, Melusine.

In the IND field  kids are welcome and loved!!

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We are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

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AUGUSTINE URIBE, ex FSO TELLS: “THE FIRST BITTER TASTE OF MISCAVIGE ‘TECH'”

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INDEPENDENT

AUGUSTINE URIBE

SHOCKING REVELATION:

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“My story involves information previously unknown

about the “Golden Age of Tech”,

the “Ideal Orgs” and “The Basics”.”

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Augustine Uribe EX-FLAG staff.

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The purpose of this post is to simply give a very broad overview

of an account of 14 years of service in the Sea Org.

This is Agustin Uribe.

I have been out of the Sea Org since June 2007.

I was in the SO at Flag from 1993 to 2007.

I have a story that I want to relay.

It is a bit extraordinary (rather incredible)

and it is that which makes its communication to others difficult for me.

I have to give you a warning.

What you are about to read is my very own account of what occurred to me

and some of you might find it controversial and “not believable”.

You are in your right to believe what you wish to believe

or infer what you like to infer from what you read here.

I try to provide some evidence to what I say but this “evidence”

might not be considered adequate evidence for some

and therefore it not being “real evidence” (in the eyes of some)

will render the data I provide “invalid”.

I do not care for approval nor disapproval.

I used to keep a very thick 4-5 inches thick where

I was documenting all that I was doing

but of course that pack was taken from me

in the process of getting me removed from Flag

as covered at the end of this review.

Also, I do not write this from the perspective of this being “right” or “wrong”

but simply as an as-is of what I lived.

I do not hope for or expect recognition, sympathy or anything else

but I simply want to make my story known because I consider it necessary

to help in bringing about an awareness and confirmation

of the true state of the affairs

of the current “Church Management” in Scientology.

 

...Adolf Miscavige using his church to play a game of fame and money

With that said, here is the story.

My story involves information previously unknown

with relation to the “Golden Age of Tech”,

the “Ideal Orgs” and “The Basics”.

Augustine Uribe

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For the full story :

http://thisistrue.info/first-taste-of-miscavige-tech/2010/12

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An a big welcome also to:

Hy Levy

 

Hy Levy one of the most loved reg at Flag, for the joy of the many is now part of our Independent group!!

My name is Hy Levy.

I was staff at FSO for almost 24 years and routed out in June 2009. I have been “under the radar” since then but now I have decided to take a stand, as my silence has helped to support the current DM regime too long. …

The staff descended on the public almost like a pack of wolves when they arrived at the Base. …

Now, add to all this the major push on IAS, Ideal Orgs, Superpower, etc and boy was my life as a reg becoming miserable. …

I’m glad to be out in the open and possibly some of you know me. Now we can openly be in touch.

Hy Levy
Independent Scientologist

For Full article:

http://markrathbun.wordpress.com/2010/12/17/hy-levy/

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We are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

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soul solidification: the result obtained by the current Church of $cientology indoctrination.

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The Church of $cientology

and the Golden Age of Out-Tech presents:

The first level of achievement:

Full restimulation of one of the basic implants:

The awareness of self.

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And at the beginning there was potential.

Then it turned into potential cause.

The OT.

He was just there, he did not have to say or do anything to feel OT

or to demonstrate he was one.

He didn’t even have the thought that there was something he couldn’t do,

or something he better change.

He was there.

Then he started to outflow.

Then somebody come along and gave him an I.

He was give the consideration that he had to have a personality,

that he needed to be free.

 

And the thought to be was his big step away from himself.

The first valence he assumed by his first look inward.

Was his giving up to his freedom

and his ability to be anything and everything.

 

Before that, there was no introversion.

He did not have to think he was aware or to think he wasn’t.

 

Putting there a self to see, an energy, a position in space in order to 'be'.

How many of us

have a clue of how ‘life’ it was at that pure state?

How many misconceptions, false beignesses, lies we have to uncover before

we even get near to the idea of that state or the reality of it?

I’m astonished of the changes in view-point

I get session after session.

Every discovery becomes a truth that opens the door to a wider viewpoint

and more likely turns into a lie when a bigger truth is discovered.

 

many times I had the feeling I was not going anywhere with my soloing…

Fortunately I kept working on it every single day.

Every drop of water you get out from a pool is less water on the pool.

After several lifetimes today I started to find myself.

I started to love myself again.

I’m aware I’m pretty far from just be,

but I also realized this is a big step forward.

A beautiful one.

You have the means to rediscover yourself, to be you…

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GOOD NEWS!!

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WELCOME TO

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Lori Hodsgon

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Lori Hodgson resigned from the COS this past August 30, 2010 after 13 years.

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My main reasons for resigning from the COS

are what I’ve see and gone through personally over the past 4 years.

The recruiting of my children for staff and the Sea Org at their ages of 15 years old

and what I experienced through this is unbelievable.

My parental rights were completely violated through the COS.

I will share a couple of my experiences.

(…) The SO promised that my son would have his schooling, which he never got.

They promised I could talk to him whenever I wanted

and this was violated as I only got to talk to my son 5-6 times in 6 months

even though I called almost daily to reach him.

He was told that he could come home to visit which he couldn’t

until he routed out and came home.

(…)

I did not feel safe anymore to go in session

because I could not agree that all this was for the greatest good.

In the past when I didn’t agree, I would get pulled off my auditing

and had to do numerous Chaplain cycles and roll backs until I agreed.

So YES I resigned, as I could not be a part

of this unethical organization anymore.

I found Marty Rathbun’s blog “Moving On Up a Little Higher”

and saw his welcome page. (…)

During my time there I experienced not only being audited

by the number 1 auditor on the planet with standard tech,

Marty and his wife Mosey are two of the nicest people I’ve ever met.

I had INCREDIBLE Wins, the best I’ve had in all my years in Scientology.

I came home last Wednesday, December 8th,

shining, winning and feeling very keyed out!!!!!

I wasn’t even home for more than 24 hours

and got hit with a lot of entheta by the Church. (…)

The CoS is not above the LAW!!!!

I live in America where we have Freedom

and

I’m not going  to be suppressed anymore.

My integrity is in and I’m not going to violate it anymore!

I am a free and happy being.

When one knows they are doing the right thing,

nothing can stop them because the truth always wins.

Lori can be reached at: thetahondagirl@gmail.com

For full article:

http://markrathbun.wordpress.com/2010/12/15/lori-hodsgon-is-back-in-the-saddle/

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great news:

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L 11 success story

I just finished L11 and it knocked my socks off!

The things I looked at were so convoluted.

It was so great to see the simplicity of what ‘s going on
and to get a mega-perspective on the truth and to feel the power
of that knowledge and viewpoint.

This invisible wall just disintegrated.

I’m so glad I did this because my whole world view has changed and it is very freeing!

Wendy Johnson

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We are here to help!!


If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

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