The Gift

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“Do you think you possess special abilities?” she asked with a challenging, wicked smile.

She knew I would say No, as saying Yes, would have been a statement of insanity… And indeed, only two categories of people might admit to have special abilities, the crazy ones and the great masters, the first asserting self-importance and the latter uttering truth.

But my counselor, a young woman with great emphatic abilities and a pure willingness to help, has surrendered her “seeing” to the indoctrination of a system enforcing a generic prescription of what it should be, to anyone, in the process of feeding a corrupted medical  system.

My answer to the above question, however, it was NO. I do not have special abilities. I have what every being was endowed with, at the start of the game; telepathy, empathy, the gift at times terrifying, to be other people.

It is not a special gift, it was something everybody had before they decided, through “experience”, it was too painful to feel the emotions of someone they kill for food or pleasure, or the desperation of the beings they betrayed and any other un-pleasant emotion they caused to another human or living being.

It took a while, life after life (game after game) to shut off those cells in the brain which were made to detect other living beings impulses-emotions-thoughts.

It took a lot of suffering, deception, losses and lies to oneself and to others to make what we have now; a soul identified with a “hologram”, a weak, coward being which believes the only safe way to exists is to assert his independence from others.

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It is not a normal condition to be “blind” or “deaf”.

A population infested with a plague does not make that condition of sickness a normality. Do you follow me?

But it requires courage to ‘listen’, to ‘see’, to ‘feel’ especially at this stage of the game, where the majority of people hurt each other in the name of freedom, love and justice. They ‘torture’ one another (physically and/or psychologically) to get pleasure… to feel powerful and safe. Killing as a sport, deceiving and lying as a justified method of advancing in the society. This is what blind people do.

This is where we are.

I have been suffering of severe depression for years… this is what the society categorizes the result of seeing, feeling, and hearing the pain and agony of others. Their tried to numb my perceptions, to convince me it is better to shut it off.

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Only by being blind you can avoid seen the slaughter, the abuses and be happy.

Only if you do not know how many beings you are hurting when you selfishly waste, steal, betray or lie to another…

And $cientology today, the way is delivered, is another of the very many numbing practices… which built the ego while promising success for the single being.

The weak, the coward and the un-aware seek power for him/herself and the few he/she think are aiding his survival…

where the strong knows true power and wisdom is the very enemy of the ‘I’ the ‘self’ and that synthetic happiness that can only been achieved by numbing ones knowingness and perceptions.

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LIFE is the biggest agreement in this system and it is also the biggest trap.

LIFE is the biggest agreement in this system

and it is also the biggest trap.

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This is a written communication I had this morning with a great dear friend.

I want to share it because I know many of you

agree with him:

He sent me this quote:

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“If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or objects.”

—Albert Einstein

My answer:

Silvia: “I could create many beautiful games,

but I’m not longer interested in games,

especially if they belong to this “video game”.

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[8:41:33 AM] FRIEND:  “Is the result of your auditing,

studies, and work that you are no longer able to live?

I do not feel is a good end phenomenon.

You living worse rather than better.

[8:42:04 AM] FRIEND: “You are not living anymore as oppose to live better.

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[8:42:26 AM] Silvia Kusada:  “Your definition of ‘living’ belong to this “matrix”,

I really started to LIVE at one point and

this is the reason why I cannot pretend any longer.”

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[8:43:37 AM] FRIEND: ‘Life is a game and you decided to not play

any longer in the middle of the game.

This is telling me there is something wrong”.

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[8:46:19 AM] Silvia Kusada: “I understand,

as you are following a rational line of thinking.

You are computing with data and conclusion of a mind.

But the mind is not you.

Is what continue to make this “life” real, 

the lies truth,

and what is keeping you from life, from living. 

There is great suffering while getting out of this clever invisible prison,

incredible challenges and you became a cancer cell to the system.

You get brutally attacked from every side…

My only real weakness has been the people I truly loved.

And it is what the “system” has been trying to use,

sometimes successfully,  against me.

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But when you half out,

when part of you have made it

to the “endless infinity of no time”,

you cannot go back…,

you can only go forward no matter what.

Doing anything else would be worse than the most painful death,

would be a steady endless torture.

You cannot play dead at this point anymore,

as many people choose to do.

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When you half out.

You cannot do anything but be alive. 

To play a game here require to shut off

your knowingness and power…

and at this point not only I’m not interested in doing it,

but I can’t.

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FRIEND: “My definition of life is related to the tone scale

where death is low on the tone scale.”

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[9:57:10 AM] Silvia Kusada: “Yes, in fact the tone scale

and most of Mr. Hubbard counseling steps and books

are describing and have to do with the “rules” of this game.

An advanced spiritual, being as MR. Hubbard says,

does not respond to this laws.

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[10:00:25 AM] FRIEND: “If you live in this universe, why shouldn’t you obey its law’s?”

[10:00:58 AM] FRIEND: “I do not like Castaneda and anyone that lead people to suicide.

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[10:01:33 AM] Silvia Kusada: “To live without awareness

is a form of suicide, one of the worse.”

“You look at death as described in the worse level of life,

but there are different types and levels…

there is a harmonic scale

and a point where for a free spiritual being

becomes a necessary step.

A wonderful step.

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[10:01:54 AM] FRIEND: “If a great truth led me to death, I do not like it.”

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[10:01:57 AM] Silvia Kusada: “We are not talking about the same thing

and we view things from a very different position.

At one point you leave the body,

when you are ready and it is not suicide,

you relly do not die even if you body does.

The real death is here.

The real death is in forgetting who we really are.

And in the dramatization of a change in energy and matter.

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I just had an amazing spiritual counseling session with Mr. Smith, he is one of my guardian Angels.

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I just had an amazing spiritual counseling session with Mr. Smith,

he is one of my guardian Angels.

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He had me look at something I have disregarded.

I found an incredible amount of forces imploding in me,

me, not my body, ME.

I was so grateful to him. And I thought

I have to really get used to handle this, because even without a body

you have forces attacking you,

the worse kind.

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And you have to be able to see them and handled them

not by fighting but by being transparent and let them flow through.

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Transparency and inner silence are the only state

where a being is free from the trap (implant) of a mind

(minds would be more precise).

Of course I sound crazy to all and every person

who does not know he is a slave of a system

where a mind and energy flows dictate their actions,

where they have never realized

they are living in an invisible prison.

This, no matter how attractive and promising

life might appear at the moment.

It is all part of a game to keep you a slave.

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We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Where are my keys?

Where are my keys?

The hard way to find your keys…

when an elf hides them under the couch

or moves them about in your purse,

is to look for it.

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The easier way is to know where they are.

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After a bunch of solo auditing, where apparently,

I couldn’t feel much gains…

I suddently realized that in that nothingness I had actually expanded

and regained a huge amount of knowigness.

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I always had a great ability to find things where people thought they had lost them.

I can always find anything, except my keys.

Many times I had to literally empty my purse to find my keys.

Well, not long ago, while I was considering

that my keys disappeared again I tried a different approach.

I closed my eyes and I looked where the keys were.

I put my hand back into the purse and there they were.

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Found them!!!

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I have for too long played the wrong game and used the wrong rules.

It has quite an invalidative-introverting effect for an OT

to play by the laws of this universe.

It does not work for him.

He is pretending to not being able to run, and tries to walk…

he is actually stopping himself and putting counter efforts

to his impulse to run so to be able to just walk.

He is so accustomed to this that all his counter efforts

to stop his abilities are almost in automatic.

It takes some work to

1) locate and

2) strip off these counter-efforts.

It is a re-educational process to the OT life.

A steady exercise of your knowigness.

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Many times you will feel you are making mistakes,

you will doubt yourself.

But, please do not stop.

After a while you will start separating your knowigness

from the one of others

(that’s where the ‘mistakes’ or wrong answers come from.).

I would like to invite you to try…

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To be OT starts from having the right state of mind.

Not from the mind.

Send me your successes please!

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About a year ago  I met a great guy at one of Tory Christman parties,

he gave me a book he wrote which I think it expresses a very interesting viewpoint.

I promised him I would have post it on my blog but I never did.

I apologize to him for the long delay. Here it is.

The Queen of Heaven:
The origin of the Universe and the Masonic Pyramid by Jeffrey Augustine
IBSN 1-4116- 5906-6
Send direct inquires to: jeffreyaugustine@gmail.com
http://www.jeffreyaugustine.com
Author Augustine
The Queen of Heaven: The origin of the Universe and the Masonic Pyramid by Jeffrey Augustine – Send direct inquires:  jeffreyaugustine@gmail.com – http://www.jeffreyaugustine.com 

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WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

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However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

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All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

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AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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An advice for AUDITORS practicing in the IND field.

 

We often read articles talking about the technology applied to the preclear

but I think it is important to spend few words

to address the auditor safety and his rights as such.

In the independent’s field, especially when auditing people fairly new to auditing,

you will find a wild variety of cases.

 

There are illegal pcs, OSA’s spies, people who are very restimulated

by the suppression of The Church of $

that are showing a lot of bypassed charge

and there are also a few that are truly well-intentioned and responsible enough to continue.

It could pretty easy to run into problems,

because people on lower tones, tend to attack those who offer them help, and/or blame others for helping.

 

Many, I say many times when this happens you will find that these Pcs had the same problems, if not worse, well before they even started to receive help.

All this can be avoided by the use of a skilled C/S,

which makes sure you are not accepting illegal pcs or Trouble Source (A-J pcs).

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Please note that Trouble Source and PTS are two different things.

Where one is POTENTIAL trouble source

the other is SURE TROUBLE and is called TROUBLE SOURCE.

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POTENTIAL TROUBLE SOURCE

SOURCES OF TROUBLE

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Maurice Pascal, the class 5 Graduate C/S I’m using now, it has been my lucky star.

(maurice.pascal007@yahoo.com)

Since, I applied the HCOPL below

my life suddenly has changed and started to shine.

Some people, as PCs or in life, do incredible things to attack who helps them.

They instantly forget all the help gotten,  they do not remember any gains

and they twist any little data to the harm of the others.

The facts are, they are only a small percentage

and all the rest are people with great wins and gains.

I know few auditors in the field that have experienced that.

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We are in the business of helping people

we are not into masochism, or self-destruction.

We need to keep away people who are sure trouble,

so we can be there for the many others

that really deserve and want to be helped.

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Creating a bright future helping people who really wish to help others and to be helped.

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Hope the following can be of help for you too.

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POLICIES ON PHYSICAL HEALING, INSANITY AND “TROUBLESOME SOURCES”

by L. Ron Hubbard

SOURCES OF TROUBLE

“Policies similar to those regarding physical illness and insanity exist

or types of persons who have caused us considerable trouble.

These persons can be grouped under “sources of trouble.”

They include:

a. Persons intimately connected with persons

(such as marital or familial ties) of known antagonism

to mental or spiritual treatment or Scientology.”

[Today this point would include the followers

of David Miscavige and the current Church of $cientology]

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“c. Persons who have ever threatened to sue or embarrass or attack …”

“They have a history of only serving other ends

than case gain and commonly again

turn on the organization or auditor.

They have already barred themselves

out by their own overts against Scientology

and are thereafter too difficult to help,

since they cannot openly accept help

from those they have tried to injure.”

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“d. Responsible-for-condition cases

have been traced back to other causes

for their condition too often to be acceptable.

By responsible-for condition cases is meant

the person who insists a book or some auditor is “wholly responsible

for the terrible condition I am in.”

Such cases demand unusual favors, free auditing,

tremendous effort on the part of auditors.

Review of these cases show that they were in the same

or worse condition long before auditing,

that they are using a planned campaign to obtain auditing for nothing,

that they are not as bad off as they claim,

and that their antagonism extends to anyone who seeks to help them,

even their own families.

Establish the rights of the matter and decide accordingly.

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“e. Persons who are not being audited on their own determinism

are a liability as they are forced into being processed

by some other person and

have no personal desire to become better.

Quite on the contrary, they usually want only to prove

the person who wants them audited wrong and so do not get better.

Until a personally determined goal to be processed occurs,

the person will not benefit.”

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“h. Persons who “have an open mind”

but no personal hopes or desires for auditing or knowingness

should be ignored, as they really don’t have an open mind at all,

but a lack of ability to decide about things

and are seldom found to be very responsible

and waste anyone’s efforts “to convince them.”

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i. Persons who do not believe anything or anyone can get better.

They have a purpose for being audited entirely contrary

to the auditor’s and so, in this conflict, do not benefit.

When such persons are trained, they use their training to degrade others.

Thus, they should not be accepted for training or auditing.

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“If a person can’t see for himself or judge from the obvious,

then he does not have sufficient powers of observation

even to sort out actual evidence.

…________________…

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“Scientology works. You don’t have to prove it to everyone.

People don’t deserve to have Scientology as a divine right, you know.

They have to earn it.

This has been true in every philosophy that sought to better man.

And the less enturbulence you put on your lines, the better, and the more people you will eventually help.”

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“Ours are the powerful communication lines.

They are powerful because they are theta lines.

Entheta (enturbulated theta) obtains all its apparent power

by being parasitic on theta lines.

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HCOPL  27 October 1964R POLICIES ON PHYSICAL HEALING, INSANITY and SOURCES of TROUBLE. by L. RON HUBBARD

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out, if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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…it is difficult to explain in reality how one starts to see the Future.

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So I had to take off many layers.

Actually it is difficult to explain in reality how one starts to see the Future.

I think I need to give one example. Which is not very good one.

But well. My best…

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FOR FULL ARTICLE follow the link below;

http://forotsonlyelizabethhamre.wordpress.com/i-always-wanted-to-know-the-future/

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A VERY BIG WELCOME TO

THE NEW ITALIAN INDEPENDENT

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SOFIA PEOTTA

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Sofia Peotta

Sofia is a 21 year old, she completed the Student Hat, Method 1 co-audit and TRS and Objectives.

She joined Padova Org in 2006 as a HCO staff and she remained there since mid 2008.

Just at the time she was ready to start her Auditing and Training the Basics come out and she got stopped.

She has survived through the many invalidations and abused due to the arbitrary and suppressive use of the Tech. A warmth WELCOME to Sofia!

sofia.peotta@email.it

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SUCCESSES and COMPLETIONS

3 Ls completions (in Los Angeles)

and 1 OT1 (in Milan)

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“This is the most profound case change from one level that I have ever experienced.

What a wonderful exploration of my basic beingness each session was. Sometimes one short session seemed like a whole level in and of itself because of the depth of the cog or cogs.

This level has already been a life changer for me in expanding my creativity and opening up new areas for me. What a gift!

Wendy Johnson OT 8, Class 6

(Wendy said to her auditor Trey, that this was the best auditing she’s ever had.) VERY WELL DONE TREY!!

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auditing centers.

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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we are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out, if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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Conquering silence.

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I would say I have achieved more OT’s abilities

in the last couple of months of auditing

than the last 10 years in the Church of $.

 

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The magnitudes of these gains to me

are comparable to my OT7 and 8 put together,

even though, I could not achieve them without having run previous levels.

I have erased few analytical minds…

this is what I call figuratively ‘the memory cards’ of a universe,

the normal things, the data, what makes you feel you a good boy or girl,

anything that makes you feel alive because has a ‘sound’;

all of what we usually call ‘thoughts’.

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And I went further.

Getting ‘deprogrammed’, in some way,

my spiritual power has markedly increased to a point were by inspection things blow.

At the exact time I assign the proper ownership, they are gone.

Today the noise I found existing in my head

(noise that I did not even notice it was there till few months ago),

have decreased to a whispering background.

I know I’m on the right path.

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a team work!!

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I wouldn’t have made it without the priceless help

of Mr. Smith, Maurice Pascal, Elizabeth Hamre

and of course the philosophy of L. Ron Hubbard

which I have studied for the last 12 years.

I wouldn’t have made it if not for Eric, my last partner,

which skillfully restimulated almost any major implant on my case.

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I love this new state; it is lots of havigness to me.

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Today I’m more me.

I do not need to put my attention on people or areas to know… I just know.

This is just the beginning of a huge step up to another level of the game.

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I’m getting used to the silence… It is a beautiful one.

I’m getting used to not having as much thoughts and I’m working toward having them all  gone.

We do not need them!

It might be the key to achieve exteriorization with full perception.

In fact, those thoughts were what ended that state twice for me this life.

Thoughts are a skilled way to entrap, thinking is the results of implants.

 

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They make you think is you, and by living a lie

you are maintaining the right amount of solidity and confusion necessary

to be affected by the low flows of the game,

… you are kept from leaving and living.

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I used to read tarot. I was so good of perceiving flows and mock ups

that people were just coming to me begging me to read their future.

Now, I do not like to read tarot anymore, they deal with a very rudimental energy flow

compared to the one I’m operating with at this stage.

Tarot have become unnecessary and for the first time I’m considering getting rid of them.

Knowingness is a much better, faster and easy way to operate.

I have started an amazing program and journey, addressing thoughts, no matter how rational or how aloud they scream at me “I’m your thought!!” I blow them. (smile)

It feels good once you know what they are and what they do to you.

Today is a great day;

one of the best days in few lifetimes, a stride forward,

closer to a pure ‘nothingness’ rich of pure ‘everythingness’.

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I have a great team to back me up.

Like me, most of them went through death this life

and they well know that the worse death is the loss of awareness.

…and so we are walking feareless ‘shoulder to shoulder’ toward life.

Lucky us! 

 

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training and

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auditing centers.

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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we are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out, if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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