The Gift

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“Do you think you possess special abilities?” she asked with a challenging, wicked smile.

She knew I would say No, as saying Yes, would have been a statement of insanity… And indeed, only two categories of people might admit to have special abilities, the crazy ones and the great masters, the first asserting self-importance and the latter uttering truth.

But my counselor, a young woman with great emphatic abilities and a pure willingness to help, has surrendered her “seeing” to the indoctrination of a system enforcing a generic prescription of what it should be, to anyone, in the process of feeding a corrupted medical  system.

My answer to the above question, however, it was NO. I do not have special abilities. I have what every being was endowed with, at the start of the game; telepathy, empathy, the gift at times terrifying, to be other people.

It is not a special gift, it was something everybody had before they decided, through “experience”, it was too painful to feel the emotions of someone they kill for food or pleasure, or the desperation of the beings they betrayed and any other un-pleasant emotion they caused to another human or living being.

It took a while, life after life (game after game) to shut off those cells in the brain which were made to detect other living beings impulses-emotions-thoughts.

It took a lot of suffering, deception, losses and lies to oneself and to others to make what we have now; a soul identified with a “hologram”, a weak, coward being which believes the only safe way to exists is to assert his independence from others.

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It is not a normal condition to be “blind” or “deaf”.

A population infested with a plague does not make that condition of sickness a normality. Do you follow me?

But it requires courage to ‘listen’, to ‘see’, to ‘feel’ especially at this stage of the game, where the majority of people hurt each other in the name of freedom, love and justice. They ‘torture’ one another (physically and/or psychologically) to get pleasure… to feel powerful and safe. Killing as a sport, deceiving and lying as a justified method of advancing in the society. This is what blind people do.

This is where we are.

I have been suffering of severe depression for years… this is what the society categorizes the result of seeing, feeling, and hearing the pain and agony of others. Their tried to numb my perceptions, to convince me it is better to shut it off.

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Only by being blind you can avoid seen the slaughter, the abuses and be happy.

Only if you do not know how many beings you are hurting when you selfishly waste, steal, betray or lie to another…

And $cientology today, the way is delivered, is another of the very many numbing practices… which built the ego while promising success for the single being.

The weak, the coward and the un-aware seek power for him/herself and the few he/she think are aiding his survival…

where the strong knows true power and wisdom is the very enemy of the ‘I’ the ‘self’ and that synthetic happiness that can only been achieved by numbing ones knowingness and perceptions.

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Getting ready…

How many of us have someone who are not ready to leave?

May be more than just one, may two or three,

kids, husbands or wives, best friends…

And what are we doing about it?

They drop the body or we do, and all is gone.

"Imagine the frustration of someone who has just lost the body and it is watching his family crying without any means to communicate to them. They were together a life time and never learned to communicate. "

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I remember a very dear friend I met in Sand Castle.

She was from Mexico.

Since her daughter was born she started to training her into developing theta perceptions…

They would drill every day into perceiving each other thoughts

and locating each other with their eyes closed.

I thought it was fantastic.

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When I met JT during a Christmas party

I advised him to do the Briefing Course.

I could see the heavy grief and suffering he was still in,

after over a year from his son’s death.

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I thought it was really criminal on the Church of $ side,

not to help him spiritually.

I remember mentioning to JT that LRH talked about

helping/auditing your teammate

if you find him in the middle of nowhere into space or something…

JT was so interested in founding out how to get in comm

with his son Jet.

Here we have a man with all the money

anyone would dream of,

with a life that many envy,

which is totally helpless when it comes to reconnect with his son.

On the other side you have these amazing

mexican mother and daughter

able to communicate to each other without their bodies.

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What a wonderful connection.

Now, if the Church of $cientology would have truly been

about spiritual awareness

instead of playing the role of a corporation, they would have helped him.

Unfortunately none of the hundreds staff,

auditors and C/Ses could find that datum for him…

no one helped him into that spiritual reconnection.

He has been OT3 since the early 90’s.

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What did I learned from all this

and from my last few years of agony?

I have learned that there are very few rich people on this planet.

I have learned that on a beautiful yacht, in elegant fancy parties

there are may be a bunch of “smiling” bodies,

but very few “alive” spiritual beings.

I have learned that the best school you can give to your child

is the school to the knowledge and awareness

of his (not of his body) own abilities

and the skills to use of them.

I have learned about priorities of life…

and confusion.

Who ARE YOU?

Answer this question.

Then analyze briefly your day and

look how many of your daily activities are body (this lifetime) oriented

and how many are really for you.

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Now, ask yourself again the question…

Do I really wish to go OT?

If you answer is ‘Yes’,

I’m pretty sure you will have some re-organizing to do.

This universe is too good on steering us

and keeping us busy on the wrong track!

This is one of the reason we need each other!!

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Reorganize… 😀

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WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

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However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

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All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

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AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

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For the list go to:

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Where are my keys?

Where are my keys?

The hard way to find your keys…

when an elf hides them under the couch

or moves them about in your purse,

is to look for it.

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The easier way is to know where they are.

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After a bunch of solo auditing, where apparently,

I couldn’t feel much gains…

I suddently realized that in that nothingness I had actually expanded

and regained a huge amount of knowigness.

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I always had a great ability to find things where people thought they had lost them.

I can always find anything, except my keys.

Many times I had to literally empty my purse to find my keys.

Well, not long ago, while I was considering

that my keys disappeared again I tried a different approach.

I closed my eyes and I looked where the keys were.

I put my hand back into the purse and there they were.

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Found them!!!

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I have for too long played the wrong game and used the wrong rules.

It has quite an invalidative-introverting effect for an OT

to play by the laws of this universe.

It does not work for him.

He is pretending to not being able to run, and tries to walk…

he is actually stopping himself and putting counter efforts

to his impulse to run so to be able to just walk.

He is so accustomed to this that all his counter efforts

to stop his abilities are almost in automatic.

It takes some work to

1) locate and

2) strip off these counter-efforts.

It is a re-educational process to the OT life.

A steady exercise of your knowigness.

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Many times you will feel you are making mistakes,

you will doubt yourself.

But, please do not stop.

After a while you will start separating your knowigness

from the one of others

(that’s where the ‘mistakes’ or wrong answers come from.).

I would like to invite you to try…

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To be OT starts from having the right state of mind.

Not from the mind.

Send me your successes please!

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About a year ago  I met a great guy at one of Tory Christman parties,

he gave me a book he wrote which I think it expresses a very interesting viewpoint.

I promised him I would have post it on my blog but I never did.

I apologize to him for the long delay. Here it is.

The Queen of Heaven:
The origin of the Universe and the Masonic Pyramid by Jeffrey Augustine
IBSN 1-4116- 5906-6
Send direct inquires to: jeffreyaugustine@gmail.com
http://www.jeffreyaugustine.com
Author Augustine
The Queen of Heaven: The origin of the Universe and the Masonic Pyramid by Jeffrey Augustine – Send direct inquires:  jeffreyaugustine@gmail.com – http://www.jeffreyaugustine.com 

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WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! 

I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

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However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

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All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

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AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

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For the list go to:

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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I’m glad you are here…

I’m glad you are here…

There was a place where a great spiritual master lived.

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Hundreds of people were travelling from all over the land to meet him.

No one was allowed to his presence without bringing a gift.

I have heard that kings and important governors have been there.  I was seriously nervous despite being told that he never denied audience to anyone.  I had fear to be rejected…

I did not know what to offer him. I wasn’t a man of big means at the time and I couldn’t find anything that I thought would be of enough value for that occasion.

I spent 4 days searching and finally I decided to give him the thing I considered of the most value to me. It was a hand crafted metal holster my father left me at his death.

I was now ready to meet him.

While walking to him on the outside of the temple  I noticed a huge pile of gold vases, silk  drapes… gorgeous carvings….

I thought that the temple must have been already filled up by precious stuff, but to my surprise, once inside,  I found myself into a clean empty space.

I was then told by the servant to leave my gift just inside the temple. There were very few objects there. So I did.

A very beautiful silk carpet was covering the  bare floor.

At the very end the spiritual master was sitting on a huge cushion nodding his head to me as to indicate he was pleased to see me and that I was welcome to his presence.

I had so many questions to ask, but suddenly my mind was totally blank…

I couldn’t think of one.

I stood silent in his presence for few minutes almost in embarrassment.

Suddenly I heard a voice saying:

Do not worry, you have already learned the answer to all your questions.”.

I looked at him but his mouth was closed… just an accent of a smile on his face.

I felt a bit confused… and to hide my embarrassment I started to look

at a bunch of pebbles laid down on the floor, just in front of the master.

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I couldn’t get my eyes off of one. One of the most perfect rounded stones I ever saw.

I felt the space warming up.

The master looked at the stone and told me that that was one of the best gift he has ever had.

A man, a very poor man,”- he said – “searched for 2 years for that stone…

he gave up two years of his life to find the perfect gift for me.

The perfect gift to me is that which has in it, part of the giver.

It comes from your heart.

The care, the love, the dedication and the sharing of ones own life to others.

He said: “Only when he was able to be me, he then found the perfect gift.

That it was the greatest value in it,

where all the gold and precious gifts from the riches had nothing of it.”

He added: “...the riches brought ‘nothing’ and left with ‘nothing’.

They came as self and they left as such.

You cannot get unless you have given,

and to give you have to become the person you give to,

and by becoming the person you are giving to,

you are acquiring awareness, space and power.

Power to serve others.

You cannot serve others if you are unable to be them.

A great leader“,- he said, -“is nothing more than a servant of his own people.

He is his people.

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I do not know what really did happen there…

I do not remember the master’s voice, I do not recall his face…

I do not remember ever seeing his mouth moving or my voice ever coming out.

What I know is that, when I left,

I felt I was the richest person in this world.

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“28 July 1954 ARC, As-Isness”

by L. Ron Hubbard

“You see, we’ve raised affinity so high that all points could coincide with all points and then we would have nothing left in term of a distance.

And, therefore, we would have no agreement because we’d all be on the same consideration and so we wouldn’t have anything even vaguely resembling-well, we’d have some serenity, may be, with no space or location or anything else. That’s the top-top of the ARC Triangle.

But in the finite living is quite useful as a triangle and we see individuals depressing on this triangle. We see an individual who is cutting communication line. You walk in, you say, “Hello. How are you?”

Silence.

Where is A? It’s right there with that silence. Where is his agreement? Where’s that reality? Boy, he doesn’t have much reality. He’s liable to think the strangest things about you. He’s just got through looking at you and now he’s sure that you are wearing a gray flannel suit with long pants. You’re a girl, you were wearing an evening gown.

And there’s where hallucination comes in. He doesn’t communicate, so he can’t duplicate, so there’s no agreement. See? “

“If a person is very,very mean to you, the chances are they don’t know you.

That’s the best chance in the world that they don’t know you. They’re very mean to you.

How could you guarantee they don’t know you? Well, that’s very, very obvious, for the excellent reason that A-R-C added up together comprise knowingness.

And out of affinity, reality and communication, you can actually derive- I wont’ bother to do this for you, but you could actually derive every mathematics there is.

And this is understanding which expands and expands and expands

and becomes more knowing and more knowing and more knowing.

You can be further and further from things and know what they’re all about, in other words.

More knowing and more knowing and what not and total affinity and brotherhood with the universe-what universe? See, right there.”

“Of course they wouldn’t understand you if they were mean to you. It demonstrates that this tree things, when depressed very low, certainly down to the level of resentment or antagonisms and so forth, contain very little understanding.

And the least understanding there is, is when all three points-really, just the two points of source-point and receipt-point- have dwindled and deteriorated down to this minute distance which can’t close to zero.

And that’s stupidity to end all stupidity. It takes place right there. This fellow will know nothing.

Don’t worry about people who are mean to you or who get mad at you.

There’s no reason to worry about them at all.

They’re not even getting mad at you.

They don’t know where you are, who you are, 

or anything else.

That is people going around trying to be understood.

Why try to be understood?

Why not try to fix up people so they can understand?”

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I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

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However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

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All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

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AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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Social responses are not two-way communication…

By giving up all your considerations

and agreements with this universe

you are losing your right to be here.”

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You have transitioned from a human to an OT,

to a powerful free spirit.

Your communication will be pure and sincere and you will be punished for that.

Your love great and powerful and you will naturally pervade worlds and people.

They will not like to be seen and they will fight you to no end.

Your reality will rise above everything that is permitted to be known and understood and they will get you out of the way by calling you a fool, evil or a mad man.

Free people are not to belong to this universe.

You should know, when you walk the path of knowledge and truth,

that there will be a time you will be alone.

You should know that you are NOT alone, that is nothing more then a feeling of loss.

Wish yourself to have one of you kind at your side

to help you in the transition,

and in that emptiness you will soon discover real life.

In that silence you will find the most beautiful music,

in that dark the most magnificent colors.

In that emptiness the pure beauty of magic.

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“(…) it is very aberrative to communicate. This he’s certain of. Now, he may have lots of other certainties, but that one he’s actually very certain of.

And we discover that the only thing that the only thing that is punishable in this universe is communication.

Noncommunication is not punishable. We discover that the inanimate object is not guilty.

It was the animate object which was guilty. We discover that the driver who was going faster than the other driver was always to blame.”

“So we discover as we look over this problem, that our preclear is certain that if he communicates he will be punished. He has communicated in the past. He tried to talk to people.”

“So that is the basic lesson that anybody learns in this universe. They learn to keep their mouth shut and it’s the wrong lesson. When in doubt, talk.

When in doubt, communicate. When in doubt, shoot.

And you’ll be very successful all the way along the line if you remember that.

There is no compromising with this. A thetan is as well off as he can communicate and he’s no better off.  And when a restraint comes upon his communication line, then he starts to wind up and finish up and that is the end of him.”

“Well, these are social responses and that is not two-way communication, is it?

It’s not a two-way communication. That’s a two-way communication between you and a circuit maybe, or between you and a machine, but it’s not a two-way communication (…).

Two-way communication and present time problem (Phoenix Lecture 26 July 1954) by L. Ron Hubbard

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“We also discover that we have to communicate with a certain amount of affinity. We can’t put up a bunch of barriers. We can’t communicate defensively, because we won’t communicate.”

ARC, as-isness  (Phoenix Lecture 28 July 1954) by L. Ron Hubbard

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------------ SILVIA KUSADA (OT8) with ELIZABETH HAMRE (OT8+) ----------- “By giving up all you considerations and agreements with this universe you are losing your right to be here.” -- Elizabeth Hamre.

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6 CLEARS MADE from the Ron’S ORG Bern

and 4 from Helmuth Flash Group in Los Angeles.

“We just retourned from our two week training camp in Moscow, Russia. We have had a wonderful time there. We could cause a lot of positiv things and had over 200 participants in our camp. The atmosphere was awesome and everything went smoothly. We had 79 completions including six Clears!” says Max Hauri co of the Bern Ron’s org. (In the picture with wife during Graduation)

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:  e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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I do believe the lower bridge as LRH laid it out

is the right gradient to upper levels.

I have put my spiritual search and progress as the priority.

.

However, I’m available to get to Clear and OT  ONLY, I underline,

ONLY those that are truly determined to make it out.

(those only can contact me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com)

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All the others can avail of the many great people

and great auditors available in the field of earth. 

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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You can dedicate your whole life to pursue an IMPLANTED GOAL thinking is your own.

You can dedicate your whole life to pursue an IMPLANTED GOAL thinking is your own.

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THE EFFECT of  IMPLANTED GOALS

I had quite a realization last night after several sessions

addressed to handle my feelings of loss and betrayal.

Some people, as normal operativity, run on others a have-cant’have

or others type of game conditions.

Their end product is to get others stuck

into an apparent survival goal.

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It is an excellent way to minimize someone’s power.

“To help a family member no matter what.”

it has been one of the implanted goals restimulated on me.

The first lie it was that the person that restimulated it

was not a “family member” in the first place,

despite to what he had me believe.

He used this, to me attractive but synthetic goal,

to tied me up to something

he, in fact, did not believe existing.

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Back down the track, and before we were shot into a new game,

we were given a series of implants

and a “memory card” with all the ‘suppose to’,

rules, agreements and lots of fake track of that game

(culture or civilization).

When somebody comes to you and restimulate one of this goals,

which are perfectly aligned with the moral of the synthetic track,

we might feel we are doing the right thing,

and we must do it

in order to be decent ‘human beings’.

 

The perfect job... the perfect wife...

We do an administrative scale and everything seems

to be what we want

and there, we give our agreement

and we sign our life away to that new lower game.

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Trouble starts…

life becomes an endless fight.

What is wrong?

There is a lie.

While researching and auditing I have run into many implants,

many false data, many misconceptions.

I found that the starting of my last 2D was actually base on implanted goals.

To have a nice family, to be there and support my mate no matter what…

were sub purposes.

What is my true goal?

Spiritual growth, to move up to the next and the next level..

What it was his goal?

To play, as he told me many times…

and a family to him it was and it is nothing more than an accessory to his playing.

While I have contributed greatly to his expansion,

on my side, my spiritual growth stopped.

I had to deal with a person that used lies and words to cover his real intentions.

Obviously, that family goal was not getting me anywhere…

But when sitting down to do an administrative scale our goals seemed to match.

We ‘both’ seemed to loved each other, we both seemed to want a family,

we both wanted spiritual freedom.

In reality our vectors were opposing.

MEST deals with solidity, individualism,

threats, instability and bad control

while Theta tends to freedom, harmony and increases ARC

and responsibility all along the dynamics.

I have discovered that

when a being is actually working toward his basic goals…

life becomes magic.

Things align and no much effort is required.

As a being becomes more causative,

he get freer from the mechanics of this universe…

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Implanted goals can be fascinating,

can give you the feeling of doing the right thing,

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but require more and more effort and more and more agreement

with the MEST universe and many compromises.

 

They are there to confuse you,

to make you look into the wrong direction

and to keep you busy while at times giving you the idea

you are cause and you are moving in the right direction.

Theta is really cause.

Many times when we cannot make something go right,

at that point would  better be off looking at what WE really want…

because, we might not want that thing we are pursuing, despite what we think.

We might be going for broke for an implanted goal…

and we are just playing the game of our “old friends” the implanters…

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we are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out, if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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…it is difficult to explain in reality how one starts to see the Future.

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So I had to take off many layers.

Actually it is difficult to explain in reality how one starts to see the Future.

I think I need to give one example. Which is not very good one.

But well. My best…

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FOR FULL ARTICLE follow the link below;

http://forotsonlyelizabethhamre.wordpress.com/i-always-wanted-to-know-the-future/

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A VERY BIG WELCOME TO

THE NEW ITALIAN INDEPENDENT

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SOFIA PEOTTA

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Sofia Peotta

Sofia is a 21 year old, she completed the Student Hat, Method 1 co-audit and TRS and Objectives.

She joined Padova Org in 2006 as a HCO staff and she remained there since mid 2008.

Just at the time she was ready to start her Auditing and Training the Basics come out and she got stopped.

She has survived through the many invalidations and abused due to the arbitrary and suppressive use of the Tech. A warmth WELCOME to Sofia!

sofia.peotta@email.it

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SUCCESSES and COMPLETIONS

3 Ls completions (in Los Angeles)

and 1 OT1 (in Milan)

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“This is the most profound case change from one level that I have ever experienced.

What a wonderful exploration of my basic beingness each session was. Sometimes one short session seemed like a whole level in and of itself because of the depth of the cog or cogs.

This level has already been a life changer for me in expanding my creativity and opening up new areas for me. What a gift!

Wendy Johnson OT 8, Class 6

(Wendy said to her auditor Trey, that this was the best auditing she’s ever had.) VERY WELL DONE TREY!!

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we are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out, if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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