Than it becomes a lie…
Therefore every single answer
to and/or from the past
is a lie.
While I was introverting
asking myself questions about my past relationship
I realized that any answer I could come up with couldn’t be right.
Past is gone.
It is not there actually, therefore my answers could not match something
that did or does not exist or something that is persisting,
because even if it is persisting,
it must be in a constant change…
therefore the answer would need to be
a constant modification of the previous answer…
Note: Questions about the past are just calling for more wrong items.
It seems a complicated concept but it is actually very simple.
Thinking is a low tone activities,
a degraded substitute for knowingness.
Thinkingness: a substitution for an ability to predict. (per2ACC &Tech Dict)
It is not needed where one ‘is’.
A being in good shape does not think, but pervades…
His, are actions and decisions taken in the moment of now.
And because every moment is a new now,
differences, similarities or identities do not exist either,
but they come into existence
only with the consideration of time.
And here we are already well down the scale.
If you can get this concept…
which is pretty foreign to this universe,
you will also understand that to answer the question of why and how come,
is in itself an aberration.
To plan a future is also a form of aberration since
you are, at this point, all the way up the scale,
to the opposite side of irresponsibility.
Veda: 1. we find Scn’s earliest certainly known ancestor in the Veda.
The Veda is a study of the whereins
and whereases and who made it and why. It is a religion.
It should not be confused as anything else but a religion.
And the word veda simply means:
lookingness or knowingness. (PXL, p. 10)
THINKING, 1. that process in which a person engages by which
he hopes he will someday come to know. (2ACC lB, 5311CM17)
2. the combination of past observations
to derive a future observation. (PAB eight)
3. a substitution for an ability to predict. (2ACC 21A, 5312CMll)
4. condensed effort. (2ACC 21A, 5312CMll)
5. comparing a particular datum with the physical universe
as it is known and observed. (Lecture: Education and the Auditor, 1951, p. 9)
KNOWING CAUSE, the person at cause is there
because he knows he is there and because he is willingly there.
The person at cause is not at cause because he does not dare be at effect.
He must be able to be at effect.
If he is afraid to be at effect, then he is unwilling cause
and is at cause only because he is very afraid of being at effect. (SCP, p. 9)
KNOWINGNESS, 1. being certainness. (PAB 1)
2. a capability for truth; it is not data. (PDC 47)
3. knowingness would be self-determined knowledge. (5405C20)
KNOW-POINT, a know-point is senior to a viewpoint.
An individual would not have dependency on space or mass or anything else.
He’d simply know where he was. (PXL, p. 257)
KNOW-TO-MYSTERY SCALE, the scale of affinity from knowingness
down through lookingness, emotingness, effortingness,
thinkingness, symbolizingness, eatingness,
sexingness and so through to not-knowingness-mystery.
The know-to-sex scale was the earlier version of this scale. (PXL,p. 49)
THINKINGNESS, 1. down the scale at the level below effort.
It comes in as figure-figure-figure-figure-figure.
“I’ll just figure this out and I’ll get a computation
and a calculation and I’ll add it up to . . .
Now let me see . . .”
We don’t know how all of this mechanic got into a postulate,
but they’ve let it get in there.
So that’s the level, thinkingness. (PXL, p. 169)
2. the potential of considering. (COHA Gloss)
Wins on the Happiness Rundown.
Auditor: Silvia Kusada
Today I saw that in reality you are almost never yourself
and I understood what a valence really is.
I thought I did not have so many!!
Instead I observed that depending on the situation
you get the most useful one.
Question: when I’m going to be really me?
Answer: from now on.
IND’s DANIEL ASSE
This is my story.
My name is Daniel Asse
I am a prominent member of the Jewish community,
Freemasons and Rotary Club in Mexico.
I was in Scientology for 9 years
The Church says that you “must handle” big upsets refunds cycles,
chaplain cycles within Church lines.
This is a falsehood.
I have been trying every single day for 1 year to no result.
I have called OSA INT multiple times.
No one will return my phone calls.
I believed in Scientology to improve spirituality.
I gave them a LOT of MONEY. They intensely regged me for a LOT of money.
The Church became one big reg cycle to see how much they could get out of me.
I paid $60,000 just for my wife’s bridge alone.
I paid $100,000 to FSO for Ls
While having L’s at Flag my wife was having sex with the Snr C/S of IFAD (in Mexico)
When I return to Mexico, they both where waiting for me at the airport,
and this guy took me to his church (now as a Chaplain)
and enforced and coerced me to have an express divorce,
they kidnapped me for 9 hours with no food until I sign a piece of of paper
that says that my wife took all the money $127,000 us dollars
from my own accounts, pre-sign checks (for emergencies),
cash in my house and even money under my mothers account,
for her divorce, and that I couldn’t go to court to appeal
for what happened with her.
I was screamed at for my “CRIMES.”
I was constantly threatened with “non enturbulation order”
and suppressive person declare.
But they are the ones who emptied
my bank accounts while I was on the L’s at Flag.
This guy told me that I could lose my house too
(I was married under separate assets)
he took me for a whole week (in his office,
with out allowing me to go out, and threat me that
I was going to be declared suppressive
if I do not pay him more money for the church,
he was pushing me to go back to Flag,
then he took me to CLO Latam to many others t
hat knew about this evil plan to divorce me right away
so the stolen money out of my accounts had a different spin.
My wife, had, in my absence given ALL the money
from our joint bank accounts to the Church for “Ideal Orgs.”
None of this was her money. She came into the marriage poor and penniless.
I put the money in the accounts which she gave away
without my knowledge to “Ideal Orgs”
The Church knew that I was in Clearwater for L’s
and that the money they were stealing did not have my approval.
I believe my wife gave them all these funds
to avoid Ethics for sex with the Senior CS in Mexico.
I was hugely upset that all my money was raped out of my possession
without my knowledge and consent.
I threatened the Church that I would go public with this,
upon which they threatened my spiritual future and told me
I was no longer elligible for Flag, to go to Los Angeles.
This was my life immediately after completing 3 L’s at Flag.
I went to Los Angeles where they put me to slave labor of filing in Central Files
for 2 months while I paid my own hotel and meals.
I am public, but I am filing in Central Files like a Sea Org member on the decks.
With co-erced pressure they made me sign a bunch of documents
that I would never lay a claim on them, with $10,000 penalty for each claim.
They did not refund the agreed amount but less.
I am learning that OSA have so many WITHOLDS
that while they ask all day long from “CRIMES” they themselves
want to cover up inside scandal.
Why does everyone have to sign pages of documents to not “TELL?”
During my 9 years of taking services at the church,
I realized now, that I lost my wife, my money, my business,
my joy of living, and my family, because they made me disconnect to my mother,
because she is a psychologist.
We are here to help!!
If you are still in the church as staff or as public
and you need help to get out,
if you just left and you need help,
please call or write to:
Silvia Kusada e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com
Aida Thomas: e-mail: firstname.lastname@example.org
LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:
contact Aida Thomas in private.
Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.
The happy world of the INDEPENDENT
as free people!!