The Gift

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“Do you think you possess special abilities?” she asked with a challenging, wicked smile.

She knew I would say No, as saying Yes, would have been a statement of insanity… And indeed, only two categories of people might admit to have special abilities, the crazy ones and the great masters, the first asserting self-importance and the latter uttering truth.

But my counselor, a young woman with great emphatic abilities and a pure willingness to help, has surrendered her “seeing” to the indoctrination of a system enforcing a generic prescription of what it should be, to anyone, in the process of feeding a corrupted medical  system.

My answer to the above question, however, it was NO. I do not have special abilities. I have what every being was endowed with, at the start of the game; telepathy, empathy, the gift at times terrifying, to be other people.

It is not a special gift, it was something everybody had before they decided, through “experience”, it was too painful to feel the emotions of someone they kill for food or pleasure, or the desperation of the beings they betrayed and any other un-pleasant emotion they caused to another human or living being.

It took a while, life after life (game after game) to shut off those cells in the brain which were made to detect other living beings impulses-emotions-thoughts.

It took a lot of suffering, deception, losses and lies to oneself and to others to make what we have now; a soul identified with a “hologram”, a weak, coward being which believes the only safe way to exists is to assert his independence from others.

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It is not a normal condition to be “blind” or “deaf”.

A population infested with a plague does not make that condition of sickness a normality. Do you follow me?

But it requires courage to ‘listen’, to ‘see’, to ‘feel’ especially at this stage of the game, where the majority of people hurt each other in the name of freedom, love and justice. They ‘torture’ one another (physically and/or psychologically) to get pleasure… to feel powerful and safe. Killing as a sport, deceiving and lying as a justified method of advancing in the society. This is what blind people do.

This is where we are.

I have been suffering of severe depression for years… this is what the society categorizes the result of seeing, feeling, and hearing the pain and agony of others. Their tried to numb my perceptions, to convince me it is better to shut it off.

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Only by being blind you can avoid seen the slaughter, the abuses and be happy.

Only if you do not know how many beings you are hurting when you selfishly waste, steal, betray or lie to another…

And $cientology today, the way is delivered, is another of the very many numbing practices… which built the ego while promising success for the single being.

The weak, the coward and the un-aware seek power for him/herself and the few he/she think are aiding his survival…

where the strong knows true power and wisdom is the very enemy of the ‘I’ the ‘self’ and that synthetic happiness that can only been achieved by numbing ones knowingness and perceptions.

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LIFE is the biggest agreement in this system and it is also the biggest trap.

LIFE is the biggest agreement in this system

and it is also the biggest trap.

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This is a written communication I had this morning with a great dear friend.

I want to share it because I know many of you

agree with him:

He sent me this quote:

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“If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or objects.”

—Albert Einstein

My answer:

Silvia: “I could create many beautiful games,

but I’m not longer interested in games,

especially if they belong to this “video game”.

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[8:41:33 AM] FRIEND:  “Is the result of your auditing,

studies, and work that you are no longer able to live?

I do not feel is a good end phenomenon.

You living worse rather than better.

[8:42:04 AM] FRIEND: “You are not living anymore as oppose to live better.

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[8:42:26 AM] Silvia Kusada:  “Your definition of ‘living’ belong to this “matrix”,

I really started to LIVE at one point and

this is the reason why I cannot pretend any longer.”

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[8:43:37 AM] FRIEND: ‘Life is a game and you decided to not play

any longer in the middle of the game.

This is telling me there is something wrong”.

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[8:46:19 AM] Silvia Kusada: “I understand,

as you are following a rational line of thinking.

You are computing with data and conclusion of a mind.

But the mind is not you.

Is what continue to make this “life” real, 

the lies truth,

and what is keeping you from life, from living. 

There is great suffering while getting out of this clever invisible prison,

incredible challenges and you became a cancer cell to the system.

You get brutally attacked from every side…

My only real weakness has been the people I truly loved.

And it is what the “system” has been trying to use,

sometimes successfully,  against me.

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But when you half out,

when part of you have made it

to the “endless infinity of no time”,

you cannot go back…,

you can only go forward no matter what.

Doing anything else would be worse than the most painful death,

would be a steady endless torture.

You cannot play dead at this point anymore,

as many people choose to do.

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When you half out.

You cannot do anything but be alive. 

To play a game here require to shut off

your knowingness and power…

and at this point not only I’m not interested in doing it,

but I can’t.

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FRIEND: “My definition of life is related to the tone scale

where death is low on the tone scale.”

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[9:57:10 AM] Silvia Kusada: “Yes, in fact the tone scale

and most of Mr. Hubbard counseling steps and books

are describing and have to do with the “rules” of this game.

An advanced spiritual, being as MR. Hubbard says,

does not respond to this laws.

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[10:00:25 AM] FRIEND: “If you live in this universe, why shouldn’t you obey its law’s?”

[10:00:58 AM] FRIEND: “I do not like Castaneda and anyone that lead people to suicide.

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[10:01:33 AM] Silvia Kusada: “To live without awareness

is a form of suicide, one of the worse.”

“You look at death as described in the worse level of life,

but there are different types and levels…

there is a harmonic scale

and a point where for a free spiritual being

becomes a necessary step.

A wonderful step.

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[10:01:54 AM] FRIEND: “If a great truth led me to death, I do not like it.”

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[10:01:57 AM] Silvia Kusada: “We are not talking about the same thing

and we view things from a very different position.

At one point you leave the body,

when you are ready and it is not suicide,

you relly do not die even if you body does.

The real death is here.

The real death is in forgetting who we really are.

And in the dramatization of a change in energy and matter.

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I just had an amazing spiritual counseling session with Mr. Smith, he is one of my guardian Angels.

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I just had an amazing spiritual counseling session with Mr. Smith,

he is one of my guardian Angels.

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He had me look at something I have disregarded.

I found an incredible amount of forces imploding in me,

me, not my body, ME.

I was so grateful to him. And I thought

I have to really get used to handle this, because even without a body

you have forces attacking you,

the worse kind.

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And you have to be able to see them and handled them

not by fighting but by being transparent and let them flow through.

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Transparency and inner silence are the only state

where a being is free from the trap (implant) of a mind

(minds would be more precise).

Of course I sound crazy to all and every person

who does not know he is a slave of a system

where a mind and energy flows dictate their actions,

where they have never realized

they are living in an invisible prison.

This, no matter how attractive and promising

life might appear at the moment.

It is all part of a game to keep you a slave.

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We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

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We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com
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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

Fear of knowing and living; the new EPs of the current Church of $.

Fear of knowing and living;

the new End Phenomena

of the current Church of $.

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…Are you being scared of a rabbit while living with a Lion?

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I have often run across into people in Scientology

which reject, with a sort of automatism,

any idea to engage in a relationship with a non-scientologist.

Funny enough these very people

had plenty of bad experiences with Scientolgists,

(probably the worst)

of which sense of integrity and responsibility toward others

has decreased to a unacceptable level

while being part of  a Church (of $) which teaches them

that to ‘kill’ is OK as long as you do it for a good cause.


 

... The danger of knowing best!!

 

This good cause being; serving your Church and swearing loyalty to it.

Due to the false data and altered priority,

today the Church of $cientology is producing “robots”,

people who have given up their power of choice

for a dream of a very future freedom,

people who cannot have the luxury

to know the difference from of right or wrong.

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It is scary in one way.

The lot of them acts like a bunch kamikaze or  Mahometans

who believes into the honey and paradise reward

if they died for their religions.

 

 

 

The silent war of religions.

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This takes off any kind of consideration and values for others.

It creates a state of terror.

But this people live in terror.

They have long-lost the faith in others and their ability to observe.

They are fearing pain while they are living in pain…

 

Personally, after many years into the Church of $,

when I hear that someone is a $cientologists

I get very suspicious and careful.

No one before have abruptly disconnected from me, punished me,

used me and lied to me

as the staff  and the people participating

and supporting the Church of $cientology have done.

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Yesterday, I had a little get together with some great friends or mine.

Few of them have never being into $cientology,

yet they are the most amazing,

aware and spiritually advanced people

I have met in long time.

Long ahead in awareness compare to the many pretended ‘OT’s’

I know from Church of $.

I recognize great wisdom in people

who are able to accept others for what they are,

who do not have compulsion to fights

whoever does not agree with their line of thinking.

‘God’, can have different faces.

From the very bottom of the pyramid of knowledge and awareness,

many would think God do not even exist.

 

Pretended knowigness bars you from looking...

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Walking up toward the top, every side

would most likely give you a different prospectives.

But the closer you get to the top the more these differences decrease.

To assert there is only one truth while at the bottom of the pyramid

(a person close to the top would never even dream to do that,

as he would know that to be a lie)

is to have only one side of the story…

You will never get to the top as long as you have a closed mind.

 

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A stable datum, a safe point

at times can help you to get out of fear

and to ‘survive better’,

you might think,

but it will never get you to freedom.

 

 

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AUDITING and TRAINING Centers

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!

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If you need help to get out of the Church of $cientology

or if you just left and need help, please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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FOR OT 7’s and OT 8’s: a word from Elizabeth Hamre

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FOR OT 7’s and OT 8’s

a word from Elizabeth Hamre

 

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“When the Bank gets really heavy for you

know is even heavier because you had

few basic cogs.

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This is not the time to stop to soloing.

I know there are very dark and difficult times.

If you have dark and difficult times

than solo out dark and difficult times.

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OTs who continue solo become addicted

to that sensation, to that energy flow

which is the COGNITION ENERGY FLOW.

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That energy is the lightest flow in the universe

and a very beautiful energy to experience.

Now that energy not only as-ises the old stuff

but is used for creation.

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The ideas, the art, the inventions

have such a flow.

But it is not permanent, not when one is

in the MEST Universe.

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If one solo a great amount,

what is the remaining mest, do expand.

One dramatizes more and heavier

on the same item.

Also that same item is only used

as an anchor point since all items are just that.

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Also the person can have a chemical unbalance

in the body which can cause ups ans downs.

Very heavy ones.

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Would be a good idea too if ones solo

on the great pleasure moments

which we are so very heavily addicted.

To solo on that would help

to balance out the heavy stuff.

elizabeth hamre: endlesstringofpearls@gmail.com

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auditing centers.

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For the list go to:

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/auditing-training-centers-all-around-the-worlds/

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we are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out, if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs

as free people!!

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This precious trap called mind…

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There is no valence that is truth,


a being is potentially everything and everyone.

The ‘potential’ been one of the highest state of self.

Non esiste una nostro modo di essere che sia veritá…

Questo perché ogniuno di noi é potenzialmente tutto.

Ed il solo potere-potenziale é

uno degli stati piu’ avanzati dell’essere.

 

Silvia Kusada

7 Gennaio 2011 , Milano

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We are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

as free people!!

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The Golden Age of Alteration of Tech by Adolf Miscavige and his ‘financial’ advisers…

What do you know?

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The Italian GAT

8-8008 book

by

Adolf “Squirrel” Miscavige

has an additional

section not present

into the English version…

English Version

While delivering the Happiness Rundown in the Independent Field I thought:

How could the parishioners into the Church of $cientology possibly attest

of having handled all their reservations

on applying the below precept on themselves or others?

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... you are not actually told you cannot have your own opinion, but you very well know, you are going to be punish if you express one.

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As we all know, In the Church of Adolf Miscavige

you are allowed to your own opinion

ONLY, and I say ONLY

if you agree with the Management one.

Well, let’s remind ourselves that a free and sane society

is made by free and sane people.

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Happy New Year!!

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From The Way to Happiness Booklet:

7. Seek to Live with the Truth.

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False data can cause one to make stupid mistakes.

It can even block one from absorbing true data.

One can solve the problems of existence only when he has true data.

If those around one lie to him or her,

one is led into making errors and his survival potential is reduced.

False data can come from many sources: academic, social, professional.

Many want you to believe things just to suit their own ends.

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What is true is what is true for you.

No one has any right to force data on you and command you to believe it or else.

If it is not true tor you, it isn’t true.

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Think your own way through things,

accept what is true for you,

discard the rest.

There is nothing un-happier than one who tries to live in a chaos of lies.

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7-1. Do not tell harmful lies.

Harmful lies are the product of fear, malice and envy.

They can drive people to acts of desperation.

They can ruin lives.

They create a kind of trap into which the teller and the target can both fall.

Interpersonal and social chaos can result.

Many wars began because of harmful lies.

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One should learn to detect them and reject them.

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7-2. Do not bear false witness.

There are considerable penalties connected with swearing

or testifying to untrue “facts.”

It is called ‘perjury’: it has heavy penalties.

The way to happiness lies along the road to truth.

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We are here to help!!

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If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT

as free people!!

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