Imagine

Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shown a picture of a gathering with hundreds of people.

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Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shewn a picture of a gatherer with hundreds of people. Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine if you were also convinced you were each one of this people individually and every time you were actually observing one of them you would assume their program (mind) and adding another mind to the general one it was given to you when you sat in front the screen.

Imagine yourself, now, leaded to believe you’re those people, trying to make them survive, feeling responsible for their future, for each individual future and well being.

Imagine yourself, not knowing is a projection and not knowing they are all one image, starting fights one against another to protect and support the different minds (program)… in truth fighting yourselves.

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Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape as one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others.

Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape with one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others. But again, you do not know that anymore.

And so, you start focusing in campaigns to save the world, while part of you knows there is not such world and, frustrated and upset, is trying to destroy this screen… the very same world you are trying to save.

Some philosophers say we are one and we are responsible for everybody, we are everywhere while some other say we are a single being. From a mind prospective they both potentially right.

However, outside the “minds”there is no us, me, you or I in this projection.

There is a projection and the only way out, is not to play any part in the movie we see.”

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In truth, if there is ever going to be a truth understandable or even perceivable and by a mind, there is no us, me or I in this projection. There is a projection and the only way out, at least from the “movie”, is not to play any part in the movie.”

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PRISON… what type of a seeker are you?

We are not all the same…

given a house, some will turn it into a castle where others into a dumpster.

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There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

Three years ago a guy came to visit and touched my soul.

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I mistakenly assumed two souls when connected,

would be able to overcome anything in this physical-illusionary world.

What I did not know at that time was,

although people can momentarily awaken

fueled by the energy of someone spiritually powerful,

if they do not have enough personal energy,

they will fall right back asleep.

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And so while the soul touching exist beyond time,

everything in this physical universe dies.

I woke up few months later married to an angry-capricious man

who was lacking any sense of integrity, loyalty and compassion.

I knew I was in the wrong dream,

yet, I would have stayed till dead to fulfill my promise of love.

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He, instead, did me the favor to set me free.

The psychological torture I endured during this time was so deep

this body still undergoing extreme moments

of severe grief and depression

although life has made my last ‘human’ dream come true;

some months ago I met a man…

We had common spiritual interest and so I agree to meet him.

After few dates I realized what a human soul mate is.

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “ Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution” ------------ "Mistical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex... Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown. The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “
Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution”
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“Mystical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex… Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown.
The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

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During our spiritual meetings, where at closed eyes

I could perceive the different energies of the participants,

I noticed the energy of B. to be a whole with mine.

One of the most amazing experiences I had in this illusion.

There is no me or him in the energy view of this illusion,

although the analytical mind does an amazing work

on trying to separate and add impurities to this perfect flowing

toward full fusion of two drops of “oil” into one drop.

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When recently I met his family,

I found myself experiencing the reunion of old souls (friends).

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Although our “performances” on the stage of life

have been very different as far as backgrounds,

stage costumes and other appearances of matter, time and place,

the plot of our lives (energy type) have been extremely similar.

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Ouspensky believes we are going to go through

the same events life after life,

with the only change in time, background and costumes.

Interesting.

My personal belief is ‘nothing here is real’,

although there is an awareness

which allows us to connect to other awarenessess.

This awareness is real up to the moment

we try to bring it to the level of a mind,

at which moment it becomes a lie.

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That is the reason there cannot be a school

or a prearranged path.

Awareness cannot be thought or talked about.

It can only be perceived.

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When you read a book, it is not the words that make the difference.

Is the fact that you, at that very moment,

are on a certain frequency to connect

with higher frequency thoughts floating aoround.

Concepts you are unable to perceive with the use of a mind.

That is the reason Sufis (Jesus too) communicated in parables.

They have a meaning for every level of frequency.

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In fact as one get on higher frequencies

the meaning and truth once seen

changes completely and at times both turns into the very opposite,

till they get to a level above the ‘yin and the yang’, positive and negative

were with pure awareness we touch the no time- no space zone.

The book below, downloadable for free on te web,

is a very high level spiritual book.

It covers the business of the soul, in Scientology called ‘static’.

It might be a high gradient for many, but my advice is;

when you find something you perceive true

but you also realize you cannot fully grasp,

put it aside and find yourself a gradient.

…As soon as you rise to that understanding

you will bright up to it almost magically.

Ashtavakra The-Heart-of-Awareness

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Why I choose not to use Scientology

Most people are desperately seeking to solve their problems…

they are ‘sitting’ on this sharp rock and after a while it hurts.

They want to find a better place to sit.

It could be viewed as a better job, a career,

feeling powerful, important, or happy.

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With the technology of Scientology

(used without restraining freedom of thought and action)

I could actually make their dreams come true.

I could turn that painful rock into a comfortable chair.

I could make tons of money by doing that…but the truth is,

all I would be doing is helping a slave to be a happier slave.

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They would be in the same exact prison blinded by an illusion of freedom.

In actuality I would be helping them to get rid of the only precious thing they have:

the desire to change.

Without that, they will never look for the door to exit the prison.

Not only, but the technology of Scientology as laid out and used today,

will bar anyone from any further awakening.

It will lead you to forget there is a door and even worse, a prison.

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Since I’m not in the business of enslavement, nor I wish to contribute to it,

I decided a while ago to leave this apparently wonderful technology

to who has not be blessed with the gift of sight

and therefore does not know what is really doing.

For whoever wish to step behind the illusion of matter and time

Scientology could be use as a little gradient

to be abandoned as soon as you comfortable enough on the chair,

to be able to direct your attention and energy fully into looking for the exit door.

Arguing with the blind about which color is which will not lead anywhere.

Therefore people seriously walking toward truth 

need to walk their path alone, realizing that spiritual awareness

cannot be given, taught or explained.

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Something the human material mind was not built to conceive

“You know part of me still feel married to my last husband?”

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “ Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution” ------------

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “
Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution”
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“Mystical sensations undoubtedly and incontestably have a taste of sex… Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown.
The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

“You know part of me still feel married to my last husband?”

“Yes, I know and that’s Ok.” he answered me while caressing my heart with his beautiful smile.

“Part of (me), of this human form, have never left W. and another part is now loving you.” I painfully added.

He holded me tight: “I feel the same about the woman I last loved at times. Even if I love you now with all my heart.”

There was a moment of peace. Truth often gives me that soothing effect.

“How many people can you actually love at the same time?… and that being pure love?” I asked myself. Today, unlikely few years ago I know the answer to be ‘an infinity of people’.

I know love starts on a higher dimension than this rudimental delusional world where pure love degenerates and at times manifests itself through pain.

On the top of it every ‘I’ could project on you an idea of love.

Crazy…

B. is not just someone I deeply love, is a soul mate. I never understood what soul mate really meant until I found him. During our energy circles, with my eyes closed, I could locate every participant, I could see their energy as little condensed sparkles of different colors, motion and intensity… I could recognize people by their energy.

To my surprise, when I looked for B. I couldn’t find it. All I could see it was my energy estended to him… or his energy extended to me? There was no me or he. Our energy was one. Our energy is one. Just like 2 drops of the same substance coming out from a spoon. Identical, separated yet, part of each other.

I do not know what this illusion would do with such a beauty, I have learned truth has no business in this universe but I have also learned two beings can ‘see’ beyond the energy, beyond material perceptions and when they do they are touching each other into the infinity of unconditional love and lose any sense of separateness.

And so, where into this material world you think to love many people, you see all this people be one, be you, Bruce, William, Luca, Rhett, Randy, Aida, B..

You lose your energy form, they all lose theirs and the only thing remaining is the essence of pure love…

Something the human material mind was not built to conceive.

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DEFINITION of POWER; how education is used to enslave.

DEFINITION of POWER;

 “How education is used to enslave.”

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“EGO is the only dangerous enemy we have.” Be aware of anyone who promises you to make you feel like a God or who can turn you into a God. A true God never think to be one. Does not need to feel like one either. He just is.

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 I want to share with you part of a conversation I recently had with couple of people. They both have a $cientology background and therefore have been indoctrinated to move toward solidity in the name of freedom and transparency.
As in many abusive controlling groups, in $cientology, training and knowledge have been altered and used to the advantage of the ‘enslaver’, very often called ‘The saviour’.
NOTE: This is an advanced spiritual blog. It needs to be read with a spiritual mind. Your analytical mind will find no wrong with deceiving programs, as they do guarantee (in your individualization/ego) its survival.
 Q. Mr. Hubbard defined power as ‘being able to hold a position in space’.
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A: There is no true ‘power’ you can gain in this universe. Holding on to a “material” position (even if out of a body) and getting enmeshed into the trap, are the same thing. You have to go beyond the human concept of being/not-being to be able to get even a faint idea of spiritual freedom.
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Q. What I am referring to, is not a MEST (physical) position, but being able to make the original postulates (original intention) stick and not succumb.
 A. Anything a rational mind can formulate is a lie…. the spiritual mind being superior to the game cannot be comprehended by a rational mind.
At one point you have to let go of this game and your awareness will guide you. But the rational mind would not-know, will be unaware of anything about it, although will continuously bug you, with worrisome evaluations and questions.
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Q2. All I really wanted from the “church” was to go exterior anytime I wanted. So many people who left the “church” claim it was a scam and not to waste your time or money. What do you think? can you go exterior at will? if yes, at what point did that happen for you?
A. I fortunately went past $cientology and the independent Scientologists (though I admire several of them).

Scientology as many other groups with the pretence to be spiritual, answers the selfish desire of the most to feel safe. It does not take you anywhere.
What it is to be exterior to you? and Why do you want to be exterior? Are you aware of the fact that the exterior with all perception is, still, a material condition?

If that is where you aiming to, nor the church of $cientology or I, can help you. $cientology cannot help you because makes people more solid, and I cannot help you because I work with people who wish to wake up to the illusion of the material universe, not who wish to satisfy its illusion of power and freedom while remaining asleep.
I can only advise you to never stop wishing for what you want and never stop walking toward your dream no matter how slow you go.
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Q2. I agree with you that the “church” makes people more solid and not allow a person to look or think for one self. How is it that to be exterior is a material condition? I wanted to go exterior, to fly and be as a bird. how great that would be and not feel trapped to a body with all its pain and discomforts.
A. Every single spiritual advanced philosophy will tell you this world is an illusion. You can have a less solid body (spirit) but you will be subjected by the material/energy laws the same…. The pain is on a different level.

I do not audit to get you more comfortable in this prison. I only audit who is ready to get out. However there are many fantastic auditor who are happy to do that for you.
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Q2. I would like to get out of the material universe.  But I have difficulty studying.
A. This is a pretty messed-up universe, and so the beings trapped in it. They do not even know they are asleep. LRH created several rundown to wake up the Thetan (spirit), but he did not succeed. Only very few can handled the horror of what is really happening.

I have experienced on my skin lots of suppression, not only for the Church of $cientology, but also from certain independents, and other Self oriented, status-seeking people. Are called psychopaths, these being people and/or organizations.
My wish to you is for you to start your path. If you cannot study, start taking Yoga, not the one people use as a trendy activity… the one which relaxes your mind and body. It works… and do read one line a day of a spiritual oriented book of your choice.  I have an amazing friend class 8 who can help you, at least for the beginning, so you regain some spiritual strength.
The question is, are you really intentioned to get audited, can you afford some auditing? If not, are you willing to start yourself by yourself, this till you can exchange someone for their help?
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Q2Did you get rid of the body thetans (spirits) as an OT8? Do you truly believe that other thetans are attached to us who are barely aware? This is of course very hard for any one to believe. I heard that some OT’s have gone mad or committed suicide trying to rid their body of these body thetans. Just wondered…    I truly don’t know what to believe any more. I know the universe is fucked up with all its wars and aberrations. Can I ask you.. how do you feel about Ron now that you left the organization? Did you go online and find out more about Ron, who he was , ect.. I just don’t know what I trust any more… I don’t have money at this time for auditing but I’m guessing it is not as costly as what the Organization charges? The other thing I don’t understand is when people have attested to a state of “Clear” in the past  on the e-meter, years later and now the Org is trying to say people are not “Clear” and need to go back and re-do services … if the E-meter says a person is Clear then how could they (the ORG) miss it??
There’s just so much confusion on this for me. I’d like to think there is a higher spiritual place to arrive at but when ever I’ve had a “win” it was only short-lived and not lasting.
A. LRH was a genius, he did not invent anything. He studied and compiled Scientology from many books. He was brilliant.

The bridge as he created it, is wonderful. But seldom awakes a sleeping being. And so he had many problems. He violated his own knowingness and rules, and he degraded.
You cannot make one thing of the spiritual and rational mind. They belong to two different worlds.
LRH spiritual mind was ‘awakening’, his rational mind was very sick. He lied, cheated, betrayed the very people who should have trusted and loved, and did choose the wrong people as his friends. He turned his own technology into an implant machine.
Take from him what is needed to advance with your “puzzle” (path) and move on. There are no OTs in $cientology. BT (Body Thetans) and Cluster are going to be around always, they are particle of energy.
You suppose to be able to see them and move on, not getting stuck on being their “controller”
EGO is the only dangerous enemy we have.
Do you want to go somewhere? Your self-importance, valences, ego has to go. In the silence you perceive truth.
It is a lot of work to get there and it is personal work.
If you do not make it, there is only person you can blame; YOURSELF.
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Jiddu Krishnamurti 
Meditation is one of the greatest arts in life, perhaps the greatest, and one cannot possibly learn it from anybody. That is the beauty of it. It has no technique and therefore no authority. When you learn about yourself, watch yourself, watch the way you walk, how you eat, what you say, the gossip, the hate, the jealousy, if you are aware of all that in yourself, without any choice, that is part of meditation.So meditation can take place when you are sitting in a bus or walking in the woods full of light and shadows, or listening to the singing of birds or looking at the face of your wife or child.
Jiddu Krishnamurti, Freedom from the Known,116
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“At one point you have to let go of this game and your awareness will guide you. But the rational mind would not-know, will be unaware of anything about it, although will continuously bug you, with worrisome evaluations and questions. “

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‘The Sufis way’ 
By Idries Shah
 “Sufi mysticism differs tremendously from other cults claiming to be mystical. Formal religion is for the Sufi merely a shell, though a genuine one, which fulfills a function.
When the human consciousness has penetrated beyond this social framework, the Sufi understands the real meaning of religion.
The mystics of other persuasions do not think in this manner at all.
They may transcend outer religious forms, but they do not emphasize the fact that outer religion is only a prelude to special experience.
Most ecstasis remain attached to a rapturous symbolization of some concept derived from their religion.
The Sufi uses religion and psychology to pass beyond all this. Having done so, he “returns to the world,” to guide others on the way.
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Choice obviously prevents awareness because choice is always made as a result of conflict.

Choice obviously prevents awareness because choice is always made as a result of conflict.

THE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

THE ILLUSION

THE ILLUSION

THE ILLUSION

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REALITY:

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“Man is a complex being, in this program is just a machine

responding to wavelengths of energy and impulses.

There is very little, if anything, he actually decides,

but he loves to think he is at cause.

It keeps him from feeling lost and from being scared.

Its identification with the program is his real prison,

it’s sentence to death, yet he calls it life.”

The Quality of Desire  

by Krishnamurti

What happens if you do not condemn desire,
do not judge it as being good or bad, but simply be aware of it?
I wonder if you know what it means to be aware of something?
Most of us are not aware because we have become so accustomed to condemning,
judging, evaluating, identifying, choosing.
Choice obviously prevents awareness
because choice is always made as a result of conflict.
To be aware when you enter a room, to see all the furniture,
the carpet or its absence, and so on, just to see it,
to be aware of it all without any sense of judgment is very difficult.
Have you ever tried to look at a person, a flower,
at an idea, an emotion, without any choice, any judgment?
And if one does the same thing with desire, if one lives with it,
not denying it or saying, “What shall I do with this desire?
It is so ugly, so rampant, so violent,” not giving it a name,
a symbol, not covering it with a word; then, is it any longer the cause of turmoil?
Is desire then something to be put away, destroyed?
We want to destroy it because one desire tears against another creating conflict,
misery, and contradiction; and one can see how one tries
to escape from this everlasting conflict.
So can one be aware of the totality of desire?
What I mean by totality is not just one desire or many desires,
but the total quality of desire itself.
by J. Krishnamurti, The Book of Life
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“Man is a complex being, in this program is just a machine responding to wavelengths of energy and impulses. There is very little, if anything, he actually decide, but he loves to think he is at cause. It keeps him from feeling lost and from being scared.  Its identification with the program is his real prison, it’s sentence to death, yet he calls it life.”

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Yesterday I was dealing with the wavelengths of pain.

I realized that the only reason why I’m fighting it

is because I’m identifying with this program.

I’m being a “good slave”, playing for this huge prison-like system.

Self-observation is a constant work…

some people meditate, some other go in session,

and after that, in the between, they go back to be good slaves.

What many people do not understand is that the path of freedom

is a constant vigilant alertness not to the enforced illusion,

but to the ongoing trap.

The work of self-discovering cannot be limited to a session,

to a few hours.

It takes time to train ourselves to be awake,

it take strength and constant intention to know.

Self-awareness needs to become a lifestyle.

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So, yesterday night I started to play with my Tarot Cards

when I realized they were reacting depending on the direction I was looking.

Of course!!

I suddenly started to see.

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‘My’ thoughts of loss and sadness, these impulses

the mind translates as unpleasant emotions were coming from a specific program,

on the other side there were different kind of programs,

which if ‘touched’ would send you different kind of emotions.

So, I deviated the energy beam of sadness from my body

and I connected to the other program,

the side which on the Tarot would give me

positive outcome.

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Instantly the mis-emotions were gone.

Of course they would come back, this is the way all is programmed.

It is a movie of which you can only change so much, and indeed

if you start wanting to change it,

you just became more and more trapped.

The enslaver wants you to get involved, that’s how they ‘eat’ from you,

that is how they get you to produce,

to add to the movie.

You addition to the program, coming from a non-material unit

gives something ‘realistic’

also to the spiritual minds.

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So, it is important, when you shifting energy

to modify the program in the program,

to be aware of the fact that that only helps the projection

of your fake personality,

of the character of the play.

Since in many ways and for many reasons we identify,

utill we fully wake up,

we have the feeling it helps us too,

but in truth it is not doing anything for us.

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The only thing which helps the spiritual mind

is the process of self-remembering,

of self-awareness,

the continues work aimed to the end of identification.

I have to agree with Ouspensky at this time,

there is a blessing on suffering,

if you are strong enough to not get into alcohol or drugs,

it awakens you, it keeps you on the search!!

I feel blessed.

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