There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…
Three years ago a guy came to visit and touched my soul.
I mistakenly assumed two souls when connected,
would be able to overcome anything in this physical-illusionary world.
What I did not know at that time was,
although people can momentarily awaken
fueled by the energy of someone spiritually powerful,
if they do not have enough personal energy,
they will fall right back asleep.
And so while the soul touching exist beyond time,
everything in this physical universe dies.
I woke up few months later married to an angry-capricious man
who was lacking any sense of integrity, loyalty and compassion.
I knew I was in the wrong dream,
yet, I would have stayed till dead to fulfill my promise of love.
He, instead, did me the favor to set me free.
The psychological torture I endured during this time was so deep
this body still undergoing extreme moments
of severe grief and depression
although life has made my last ‘human’ dream come true;
some months ago I met a man…
We had common spiritual interest and so I agree to meet him.
After few dates I realized what a human soul mate is.
“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “
Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution”
“Mystical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex… Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown.
The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson
During our spiritual meetings, where at closed eyes
I could perceive the different energies of the participants,
I noticed the energy of B. to be a whole with mine.
One of the most amazing experiences I had in this illusion.
There is no me or him in the energy view of this illusion,
although the analytical mind does an amazing work
on trying to separate and add impurities to this perfect flowing
toward full fusion of two drops of “oil” into one drop.
When recently I met his family,
I found myself experiencing the reunion of old souls (friends).
Although our “performances” on the stage of life
have been very different as far as backgrounds,
stage costumes and other appearances of matter, time and place,
the plot of our lives (energy type) have been extremely similar.
Ouspensky believes we are going to go through
the same events life after life,
with the only change in time, background and costumes.
My personal belief is ‘nothing here is real’,
although there is an awareness
which allows us to connect to other awarenessess.
This awareness is real up to the moment
we try to bring it to the level of a mind,
at which moment it becomes a lie.
That is the reason there cannot be a school
or a prearranged path.
Awareness cannot be thought or talked about.
It can only be perceived.
When you read a book, it is not the words that make the difference.
Is the fact that you, at that very moment,
are on a certain frequency to connect
with higher frequency thoughts floating aoround.
Concepts you are unable to perceive with the use of a mind.
That is the reason Sufis (Jesus too) communicated in parables.
They have a meaning for every level of frequency.
In fact as one get on higher frequencies
the meaning and truth once seen
changes completely and at times both turns into the very opposite,
till they get to a level above the ‘yin and the yang’, positive and negative
were with pure awareness we touch the no time- no space zone.
The book below, downloadable for free on te web,
is a very high level spiritual book.
It covers the business of the soul, in Scientology called ‘static’.
It might be a high gradient for many, but my advice is;
when you find something you perceive true
but you also realize you cannot fully grasp,
put it aside and find yourself a gradient.
…As soon as you rise to that understanding
you will bright up to it almost magically.
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