Imagine

Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shown a picture of a gathering with hundreds of people.

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Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shewn a picture of a gatherer with hundreds of people. Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine if you were also convinced you were each one of this people individually and every time you were actually observing one of them you would assume their program (mind) and adding another mind to the general one it was given to you when you sat in front the screen.

Imagine yourself, now, leaded to believe you’re those people, trying to make them survive, feeling responsible for their future, for each individual future and well being.

Imagine yourself, not knowing is a projection and not knowing they are all one image, starting fights one against another to protect and support the different minds (program)… in truth fighting yourselves.

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Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape as one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others.

Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape with one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others. But again, you do not know that anymore.

And so, you start focusing in campaigns to save the world, while part of you knows there is not such world and, frustrated and upset, is trying to destroy this screen… the very same world you are trying to save.

Some philosophers say we are one and we are responsible for everybody, we are everywhere while some other say we are a single being. From a mind prospective they both potentially right.

However, outside the “minds”there is no us, me, you or I in this projection.

There is a projection and the only way out, is not to play any part in the movie we see.”

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In truth, if there is ever going to be a truth understandable or even perceivable and by a mind, there is no us, me or I in this projection. There is a projection and the only way out, at least from the “movie”, is not to play any part in the movie.”

PRISON… what type of a seeker are you?

We are not all the same…

given a house, some will turn it into a castle where others into a dumpster.

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There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

Three years ago a guy came to visit and touched my soul.

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I mistakenly assumed two souls when connected,

would be able to overcome anything in this physical-illusionary world.

What I did not know at that time was,

although people can momentarily awaken

fueled by the energy of someone spiritually powerful,

if they do not have enough personal energy,

they will fall right back asleep.

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And so while the soul touching exist beyond time,

everything in this physical universe dies.

I woke up few months later married to an angry-capricious man

who was lacking any sense of integrity, loyalty and compassion.

I knew I was in the wrong dream,

yet, I would have stayed till dead to fulfill my promise of love.

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He, instead, did me the favor to set me free.

The psychological torture I endured during this time was so deep

this body still undergoing extreme moments

of severe grief and depression

although life has made my last ‘human’ dream come true;

some months ago I met a man…

We had common spiritual interest and so I agree to meet him.

After few dates I realized what a human soul mate is.

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “ Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution” ------------ "Mistical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex... Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown. The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “
Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution”
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“Mystical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex… Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown.
The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

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During our spiritual meetings, where at closed eyes

I could perceive the different energies of the participants,

I noticed the energy of B. to be a whole with mine.

One of the most amazing experiences I had in this illusion.

There is no me or him in the energy view of this illusion,

although the analytical mind does an amazing work

on trying to separate and add impurities to this perfect flowing

toward full fusion of two drops of “oil” into one drop.

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When recently I met his family,

I found myself experiencing the reunion of old souls (friends).

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Although our “performances” on the stage of life

have been very different as far as backgrounds,

stage costumes and other appearances of matter, time and place,

the plot of our lives (energy type) have been extremely similar.

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Ouspensky believes we are going to go through

the same events life after life,

with the only change in time, background and costumes.

Interesting.

My personal belief is ‘nothing here is real’,

although there is an awareness

which allows us to connect to other awarenessess.

This awareness is real up to the moment

we try to bring it to the level of a mind,

at which moment it becomes a lie.

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That is the reason there cannot be a school

or a prearranged path.

Awareness cannot be thought or talked about.

It can only be perceived.

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When you read a book, it is not the words that make the difference.

Is the fact that you, at that very moment,

are on a certain frequency to connect

with higher frequency thoughts floating aoround.

Concepts you are unable to perceive with the use of a mind.

That is the reason Sufis (Jesus too) communicated in parables.

They have a meaning for every level of frequency.

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In fact as one get on higher frequencies

the meaning and truth once seen

changes completely and at times both turns into the very opposite,

till they get to a level above the ‘yin and the yang’, positive and negative

were with pure awareness we touch the no time- no space zone.

The book below, downloadable for free on te web,

is a very high level spiritual book.

It covers the business of the soul, in Scientology called ‘static’.

It might be a high gradient for many, but my advice is;

when you find something you perceive true

but you also realize you cannot fully grasp,

put it aside and find yourself a gradient.

…As soon as you rise to that understanding

you will bright up to it almost magically.

Ashtavakra The-Heart-of-Awareness

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You can always write me at :

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

Why I choose not to use Scientology

Most people are desperately seeking to solve their problems…

they are ‘sitting’ on this sharp rock and after a while it hurts.

They want to find a better place to sit.

It could be viewed as a better job, a career,

feeling powerful, important, or happy.

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With the technology of Scientology

(used without restraining freedom of thought and action)

I could actually make their dreams come true.

I could turn that painful rock into a comfortable chair.

I could make tons of money by doing that…but the truth is,

all I would be doing is helping a slave to be a happier slave.

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They would be in the same exact prison blinded by an illusion of freedom.

In actuality I would be helping them to get rid of the only precious thing they have:

the desire to change.

Without that, they will never look for the door to exit the prison.

Not only, but the technology of Scientology as laid out and used today,

will bar anyone from any further awakening.

It will lead you to forget there is a door and even worse, a prison.

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Since I’m not in the business of enslavement, nor I wish to contribute to it,

I decided a while ago to leave this apparently wonderful technology

to who has not be blessed with the gift of sight

and therefore does not know what is really doing.

For whoever wish to step behind the illusion of matter and time

Scientology could be use as a little gradient

to be abandoned as soon as you comfortable enough on the chair,

to be able to direct your attention and energy fully into looking for the exit door.

Arguing with the blind about which color is which will not lead anywhere.

Therefore people seriously walking toward truth 

need to walk their path alone, realizing that spiritual awareness

cannot be given, taught or explained.

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The business of lying…

The business of lying…

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“Therefore be “unattached”; let things work; let brain centers work; work incessantly, but let not a ripple conquer the mind. Work as if you were a stranger in this land, a sojourner; work incessantly, but do not bind yourselves; bondage is terrible. The world is not our habitation, it is only one of the many stages through which we are passing” Swami Vivikananda

I have been told many times from my teachers my problem was I did not like myself, myself being to them my illusionary image in  this illusionary world; Silvia Kusada.

It never felt right while at the same time it was true.

But as for any partial truth, that piece of information halted me.

I always felt trapped by the fact I was recognized and identified with a piece of energy. I had been fighting this ‘Silvia Kusada’, trying to change her or make her disappear. That has been wrong too. As a spectator of a play. It is both wrong to fall into the delusion you can help improving a character or to try to destroy it. It is both ways an identification with a lie.

Today when I look back I see that if my cohorts approach would have been toward me being able to detach from the illusion of an identity/ies, (Note, detachment has no business in any creation or destruction), I would have recognized in that a meaningful step on my path.

The stage where billions of billions of movies are projected, crossing and overlapping is an endless playground.

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“The stage where billions of billions of movies are projected, crossing and overlapping is an endless playground.”

Detachment, self remembering has many layers, but none of them are useful until they reach the level of the higher spiritual mind, the one outside the duality and energy form.

A data is of no use, until is understood. Still at that point is of no use until it becomes true for you, and again it is of no use till you able to own it.

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These are all steps.

A movie or a play is emotionless, unless we put there emotions to be felt.

And so it is by our self-deception, weakness and delusion that we laugh and cry. We look at the beautiful nature, at life achievements, and we feel happy. But once you know the truth, there is no happiness. Happiness in this illusion is regarded in higher planes as suffering and limitation.

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” To this level suicide would be to stay. To forget or compromise their freedom and knowingness of truth.”

And so once your eyes are open the only way to continue to be ‘human’ or spiritually ‘human’ is to lie to yourself.

The strong black energy surrounding this Silvia Kusada’s program has nearly deformed and destroyed her; what the rational mind calls heavy depression is nothing but an awareness of lies. A form of transformation which destroys a non-functioning or deteriorating program. It is the wind of a new illusion slowly supplanting an old weak one.

Depression is just an appearance, as death.

What is suicide? An unaware method to abandon the ‘story’ while you believe your place still on the stage.

Yet, many higher ‘enlighted’ have left the stage, knowing they never had to be there in the first place. They stop creating it and giving it the soundtrack of emotions, the stopped to listening to the sounds.

 To such levels of awareness suicide would be to stay. To forget or compromise their freedom and knowingness of truth.

Again, my aim is not to achieve material happiness or to stop suffering… It is truth and truth only at its higher levels.

WHAT IS YOGA? page 259

A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE by Ouspensky

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“The chief principle of Karma-Yoga is non-attachment. A man who follows the methods of Karma-Yoga must practise non-attachment always and in everything, whether to good or to evil, to pleasure or to pain. Non-attachment does not mean indifference. It is a certain kind of separation of self from what happens or from “what a man is doing. It is not coldness, nor is it the desire to shut oneself off from life. It is the recognition and the constant realisation that everything is done according to certain laws and that everything in the world has its own fate.”

KARMA—YOGA

KARMA-YOGA teaches right living. Karma-Yoga is the Yoga of activity.

Karma-Yoga teaches the right relation towards people and the right action in the ordinary circumstances of life. Karma-Yoga teaches how to become a Yogi in life without going into the desert or entering a school of Yogis. Karma-Yoga is a necessary supplement to all other Yogas ; only with the help of Karma -Yoga can a man always remember his aim and never lose sight of it. Without Karma-Yoga all other Yogas either give no results or degenerate into something opposite to themselves.

Raja-Yoga and Hatha-Yoga degenerate into a search for external miracles, for the mysterious, for the terrible, that is, into pseudo-occultism. Bhakti-Yoga degenerates into pseudo-mysticism, into superstition, into a personal adoration or into a striving for personal salvation. Jnana-Yoga degenerates into scholasticism or at best into metaphysics.

Karma-Yoga is always connected with the aim of inner development, of inner improvement.

It helps man not to fall asleep inwardly amidst the entangling influences of life, especially in the midst of the hypnotizing influence of activity.

It makes him remember that nothing external has any significance, that everything must be done without caring about results.

Without Karma-Yoga man becomes absorbed in the nearest, the visible, aims and forgets the chief aim.

Karma-Yoga teaches man to change his fate, to direct it at will.

According to the fundamental idea of Karma-Yoga this is attained only by altering the inner attitude of man towards things and towards his own actions.

The same action can be performed differently, one and the same event can be lived through differently. And if a man alters his attitude towards what happens to him, this will in the course of time inevitably change the character of the events which he encounters on his way.

Karma-Yoga teaches man to understand that when it seems to him that he himself is acting, in reality it is not he who acts, but only a power passing through him. Karma-Yoga asserts that a man is not at all what he thinks himself to be, and teaches man to understand that only in very rare cases does he act of himself and independently, and that in most cases he acts only as a part of one or another great whole. This is the “ occult ” side of Karma-Yoga, the teaching concerning the forces and laws which govern man.

A man who understands the ideas of Karma-Yoga feels all the time that he is but a tiny screw or a tiny wheel in the big machine, and that the success or un-success of what he thinks he is doing depends very little on his own actions.

Acting and feeling in this way, a man can never meet with failure in anything, because the greatest failure, the greatest unsuccess, may further success in his inner work, in his struggle with himself, if he only finds the right attitude towards this unsuccess.

A life governed by the principles of Karma-Yoga differs greatly from an ordinary life.

In ordinary life, no  matter what the conditions may be, the chief aim of man consists in avoiding all unpleasantness, difficulties and discomforts, so far as this is possible.

In a life governed by the principles of Karma-Yoga, a man does not seek to avoid unpleasantnesses or discomforts. On the contrary, he welcomes them, for they afford him a chance of overcoming them.

From the point of view of Karma-Yoga, if life offered no difficulties it would be necessary to create them artificially. And therefore the difficulties which are met with in life are regarded not as something unpleasant which one must try to avoid, but as very useful conditions for the aims of inner work and inner development.

When a man realises this and feels it constantly, life itself becomes his teacher.

The chief principle of Karma-Yoga is non-attachment. A man who follows the methods of Karma-Yoga must practise non-attachment always and in everything, whether to good or to evil, to pleasure or to pain. Non-attachment does not mean indifference.

It is a certain kind of separation of self from what happens or from “what a man is doing. It is not coldness, nor is it the desire to shut oneself off from life. It is the recognition and the constant realisation that everything is done according to certain laws and that everything in the world has its own fate.

From an ordinary point of view the following of the principles of Karma-Yoga appears as fatalism. But it is not fatalism in the sense of the accepting of the exact and unalterable preordination of everything without the possibility of any change whatever. On the contrary, Karma—Yoga teaches how to change the karma–how to influence the karma. But from the point of view of Karma Yoga this influencing is an entirely inner process. Karma-Yoga teaches that a man may change the people and events around him by changing his attitude towards them.

The idea of this is very clear. Every man from his birth is surrounded by a certain karma, by certain people and certain events.

And in accordance with his nature, education, tastes and habits he adopts a certain definite attitude towards things, people and events.

So long as his attitude remains unchanged, people, things and events also remain unchanged, that is, corresponding to his karma. If he is not satisfied with his karma, if he wants something new and unknown he must change his attitude towards what he has and then the new events will come.

Karma-Yoga is the only way possible for people who are tied to life, who are unable to free themselves from the external forms of life, for people who either through their birth or through their own powers and capacities are placed at the head of human communities or groups, for people who are connected with the progress of the life of humanity, for historical personages, for people whose personal life seems to be the expression of the life of an epoch or a nation. These people cannot change themselves visibly; they can change themselves only internally, while externally remaining the same as before, saying the same things, doing the same things, but without attachment, as actors on the stage. Having become such actors in relation to their life, they become Yogi; in the midst of the most varied and intense activity. There can be peace in their soul whatever their troubles may be. Their thought can work without hindrance, independently of anything that may surround it.

Karma-Yoga gives freedom to the prisoner in a gaol and to the king on a throne, if only they can feel that they are actors playing their roles.

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when you intend to control someone you give them an idea of freedom as opposed to freedom itself

Have you ever wondered why

there is always a new course or rundown

that you had/have to do

before continuing on the Grade Chart?

Another mandatory action?!?$#@!

PTS SP course, Volunteer minister course,

the Basics, Dianetics auditor Course

Now The New Efficiency Course etc..

and on the other side…

the L’s, PTS rundown, False Purpose Rundown, Sec Checks…


Great Courses and fantastic auditing

but some of them are for new people,

others are to get people, who had wandered off,

onto the Bridge.

Definitely those are not steps

to be enforced on people

that have been on lines, active for years…

This is a way to keep you off the real stuff.

This is the definition of NO AUDITING

as, without the steps on the Grade Chard,

you are NOT handling the right charge to go up…


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“The exact subjects a pc must be released on

in order to make it up the bridge

are those listed on the Grade Chart.”

“Overrun occurs when the thetan considers

that something has gone on too long or happened too often.”

“When the person begins to feel this way about something,

he begins to protest it and try to stop it.”

… In life when something is overrun,

the person begins to accumulate protests and upsets

about the thing or activity he feels overrun on.

His attention tends to stick on it.

This also build up mass.

“REHAB TECH” HCOB 19 Dec 1980R Rev 16 Nov 1987

 

And then the suppression continues,

When you have the courage to disagree,

or when naturally your upsets come up

 

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you get punished with more sec checks and ethics cycles

because if you are getting upset it means

(to the Church of $cientology)

you have overts and withholds.

It has become a suppressive introverting trap.

You now have a way out that insanity.

Many people are getting up the bridge

in the independent field all around the world.

 

1000's of people are waking up to the abuses and lies of the current Church of $cientology and escaping their trap... encountering freedom just out the door!

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GREAT NEWS:

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Success

After 15 years of worsening case condition,
and worsening conditions in life,
all the while trying to handle it within the church,

I finally said “That’s It!”

It was hard, I’d had many successes and a great life,
until something changed,
and no one would just listen and handle.
I was getting desperate.
When I heard of the Independents, I figured I had to try or die.
Auditing with Trey has turned my life around.
It was quick, painless and inexpensive.
I feel hopeful about the future.
I have myself back.
He is an awesome auditor,
and I’ve been with several Class XIIs.
You won’t be in better hands.
Rick

 

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We are here to help!!


If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

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DM: “Regarding F/Ns, Do you consider you really know best about this subject?’


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The New Golden Age

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of Out-Tech

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Presents:

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The New Definition of Floating Needle

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Author: David Miscavige and Co.

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“HCOB 21 July 1978R

(Revised 8 Oct. 2000 to include the full

LRH definition of floating  needle.

LRH originally wrote this HCOB on July 1978.

In February 1979, when updating

the book E-Meter Essentials,

he augmented the definition with additional text.

The full text, as it appears in
E-Meter Essentials, is hereby issued in this HCOB, Revision in script.)

WHAT IS A FLOATING NEEDLE?

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A floating needle is a rhythmic sweep of the dial

at a slow, even pace of the needle,

back and forth, back and forth,

without change in the width of the swing

except perhaps to widen

as the pc gets off the
last small bits of charge.

Note that it can get so wide that you have
to shift the tone arm back and forth, back and forth,

to keep the needle on the dial,

in which case you have a floating tone arm.

That’s what an F/N is.  No other definition is correct.”

L. Ron Hubbard

FOUNDER

Revision assisted by

LRH Technical Research and compilations

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DM’s Crimes:

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1) Interpreting policies resulting in alteration of Standard Tech

(Violates KSW N. 1  “Keeping Scientology Working”

and KSW N. 5R Technical Degrades)

and to the detriment of the Preclears.

 

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This resulting in:

  • a) Huge Bypassed charge caused by;

invalidations of gains and End Phenomena and

wrong items pushed on the Preclears

  • b) Preclears in need of more repairs

and more auditing as the processes last longer

(temporarily) GREATER INCOME

 

 

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The above interpretation of policies,

and alteration of tech

indicates few things on DM

and his followers:

1) PTSness

2) DM has never done the Saint Hill Briefing Course

If he would have done it, he would know that LRH

often changed definitions or/and processes on a daily basis.

He was researching and appealing to the student’s good sense

to refer to the Basics tenets of Scientology, NOT $cientology.

2) DM has misunderstoods on what are Scientology and its Basics

3) DM is dramatizing his Evil Purposes:

Altering the LRH’s Standard Tech to increase personal power

and to increase HIS finances.

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Although DM, as an Int staff told me,

refused to get corrected and receive cramming

even when duly assigned,

he should be given a thorough

False Purpose Rundown on all the dynamics

and standard

False Data Stripping.

One of the questions being worded as:

FALSE DATA STRIPPING COMMANDS

Question No. 12:

Regarding Standard tech and F/Ns…

Do you consider you really know best

about this subject?’

 

DM... Know best.

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And then, after the False data stripping,

he should re-study standard tech by LRH ONLY:

 

HCOB 21 July 1978

WHAT IS A FLOATING NEEDLE?

A floating needle is a rhythmic sweep of the dial

at a slow, even pace of the needle.

That’s what an F/N is.

No other definition is correct.

 

L. RON HUBBARD

________________

 

“FLOATING NEEDLE

 

A floating needle is the idle,

uninfluenced movement of the needle on the dial

without any patterns or reactions in it.

It can be as small as 1 inch or as large as dial wide.

It does not fall or drop to the right of the dial.

It moves to the left at the same speed as it moves to the right.

It is observed on a Mark V E-Meter calibrated

with the TA between 2.0 and 3.0 with GIs in on the pc.

 

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It can occur after a cognition blowdown of the TA

or just moves into floating.

The pc may or may not voice the cognition.

It, by the nature of the E-Meter

reading below the awareness of the thetan,

occurs just before the pc is aware of it.

So to give a “That’s it” on the occurrence of the FIN

can prevent the pc from getting the cognition.

Pcs and pre-OTs OFTEN signal an F/N

with a “POP” to the left and the needle

can actually even describe

a pattern much like a rock slam.

Meters with lighter movement do “pop” to the left.

One does not sit and study and be sure of an “F/N.”

It swings or pops, he lets the pc cognite

and then indicates the F/N to the pc,

preventing overrun.”

L. RON HUBBARD

HCO B 7 MAY 1969R

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GOOD NEWS!!

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Several OT 7’s and 8’s

resumed auditing on solo

with huge successes!

Auditing free of PTSness, pressures, invalidations

and bad control from the Church of $cientology,

produces stellar results!!

Keep in tune for more successes…

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IND LOWER BRIDGE SUCCESS

11/2/10

I realized this morning that I have not lived my own life. I did not have a dream and a picture of me. I assumed the personality of others and lived to please others. In being my true self I need to leave and have what I choose and what I like. I need to be true to me and my dream. This will be one of the biggest barriers and greatest opportunities for my happiness and success in life. MY LIFE. My new reality is not about my drug case–it is all about learning and practicing being my true self–a good man, honest and ethical, true to my own value system and principles, a loving and caring husband, the consummate professional. To love myself and life itself. I now see myself and life with a new clarity.  I have the acuity and ability to just see myself and life as it is. This process is like sitting in the ophthalmologist’s office and the doctor is testing multiple combinations of lenses; and a lens is subtracted and suddenly I see clearly.  I see now. This is true. Anonymous

 

 

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____________________________

We are here to help!!

If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

 

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