Imagine

Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shown a picture of a gathering with hundreds of people.

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Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shewn a picture of a gatherer with hundreds of people. Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine if you were also convinced you were each one of this people individually and every time you were actually observing one of them you would assume their program (mind) and adding another mind to the general one it was given to you when you sat in front the screen.

Imagine yourself, now, leaded to believe you’re those people, trying to make them survive, feeling responsible for their future, for each individual future and well being.

Imagine yourself, not knowing is a projection and not knowing they are all one image, starting fights one against another to protect and support the different minds (program)… in truth fighting yourselves.

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Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape as one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others.

Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape with one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others. But again, you do not know that anymore.

And so, you start focusing in campaigns to save the world, while part of you knows there is not such world and, frustrated and upset, is trying to destroy this screen… the very same world you are trying to save.

Some philosophers say we are one and we are responsible for everybody, we are everywhere while some other say we are a single being. From a mind prospective they both potentially right.

However, outside the “minds”there is no us, me, you or I in this projection.

There is a projection and the only way out, is not to play any part in the movie we see.”

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In truth, if there is ever going to be a truth understandable or even perceivable and by a mind, there is no us, me or I in this projection. There is a projection and the only way out, at least from the “movie”, is not to play any part in the movie.”

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PRISON… what type of a seeker are you?

We are not all the same…

given a house, some will turn it into a castle where others into a dumpster.

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There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

Three years ago a guy came to visit and touched my soul.

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I mistakenly assumed two souls when connected,

would be able to overcome anything in this physical-illusionary world.

What I did not know at that time was,

although people can momentarily awaken

fueled by the energy of someone spiritually powerful,

if they do not have enough personal energy,

they will fall right back asleep.

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And so while the soul touching exist beyond time,

everything in this physical universe dies.

I woke up few months later married to an angry-capricious man

who was lacking any sense of integrity, loyalty and compassion.

I knew I was in the wrong dream,

yet, I would have stayed till dead to fulfill my promise of love.

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He, instead, did me the favor to set me free.

The psychological torture I endured during this time was so deep

this body still undergoing extreme moments

of severe grief and depression

although life has made my last ‘human’ dream come true;

some months ago I met a man…

We had common spiritual interest and so I agree to meet him.

After few dates I realized what a human soul mate is.

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “ Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution” ------------ "Mistical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex... Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown. The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “
Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution”
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“Mystical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex… Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown.
The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

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During our spiritual meetings, where at closed eyes

I could perceive the different energies of the participants,

I noticed the energy of B. to be a whole with mine.

One of the most amazing experiences I had in this illusion.

There is no me or him in the energy view of this illusion,

although the analytical mind does an amazing work

on trying to separate and add impurities to this perfect flowing

toward full fusion of two drops of “oil” into one drop.

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When recently I met his family,

I found myself experiencing the reunion of old souls (friends).

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Although our “performances” on the stage of life

have been very different as far as backgrounds,

stage costumes and other appearances of matter, time and place,

the plot of our lives (energy type) have been extremely similar.

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Ouspensky believes we are going to go through

the same events life after life,

with the only change in time, background and costumes.

Interesting.

My personal belief is ‘nothing here is real’,

although there is an awareness

which allows us to connect to other awarenessess.

This awareness is real up to the moment

we try to bring it to the level of a mind,

at which moment it becomes a lie.

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That is the reason there cannot be a school

or a prearranged path.

Awareness cannot be thought or talked about.

It can only be perceived.

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When you read a book, it is not the words that make the difference.

Is the fact that you, at that very moment,

are on a certain frequency to connect

with higher frequency thoughts floating aoround.

Concepts you are unable to perceive with the use of a mind.

That is the reason Sufis (Jesus too) communicated in parables.

They have a meaning for every level of frequency.

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In fact as one get on higher frequencies

the meaning and truth once seen

changes completely and at times both turns into the very opposite,

till they get to a level above the ‘yin and the yang’, positive and negative

were with pure awareness we touch the no time- no space zone.

The book below, downloadable for free on te web,

is a very high level spiritual book.

It covers the business of the soul, in Scientology called ‘static’.

It might be a high gradient for many, but my advice is;

when you find something you perceive true

but you also realize you cannot fully grasp,

put it aside and find yourself a gradient.

…As soon as you rise to that understanding

you will bright up to it almost magically.

Ashtavakra The-Heart-of-Awareness

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You can always write me at :

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

Why I choose not to use Scientology

Most people are desperately seeking to solve their problems…

they are ‘sitting’ on this sharp rock and after a while it hurts.

They want to find a better place to sit.

It could be viewed as a better job, a career,

feeling powerful, important, or happy.

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With the technology of Scientology

(used without restraining freedom of thought and action)

I could actually make their dreams come true.

I could turn that painful rock into a comfortable chair.

I could make tons of money by doing that…but the truth is,

all I would be doing is helping a slave to be a happier slave.

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They would be in the same exact prison blinded by an illusion of freedom.

In actuality I would be helping them to get rid of the only precious thing they have:

the desire to change.

Without that, they will never look for the door to exit the prison.

Not only, but the technology of Scientology as laid out and used today,

will bar anyone from any further awakening.

It will lead you to forget there is a door and even worse, a prison.

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Since I’m not in the business of enslavement, nor I wish to contribute to it,

I decided a while ago to leave this apparently wonderful technology

to who has not be blessed with the gift of sight

and therefore does not know what is really doing.

For whoever wish to step behind the illusion of matter and time

Scientology could be use as a little gradient

to be abandoned as soon as you comfortable enough on the chair,

to be able to direct your attention and energy fully into looking for the exit door.

Arguing with the blind about which color is which will not lead anywhere.

Therefore people seriously walking toward truth 

need to walk their path alone, realizing that spiritual awareness

cannot be given, taught or explained.

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I’m not a rebel, but I do stand up against suppression!!

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I have been very often accused, since very young, to be a rebel,

but I wouldn’t say that to be true.

I was never attracted to people who fought for no real reasons

or in order to gain personal power.

 

I was drown instead to situations where injustice was rampant,

where abuses were at the order of the day

and lies were used to trap.

 

 

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I do not know how many lifetimes I spent fighting against suppression

looking for truth and knowledge,

but that is what I do.

I love people smiles,

I enjoy seeing them happy…

 

No wonder I found myself with the Independents,

auditing the very people who the current Church of Fear

squashed, squeezed, milked, humiliated and abused for

at last telling them they were illegal Pcs.

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The best weapon we have in our hands to fight suppression

is not to attack, it is not to create more antagonism

but to give people hope, to heal them

and to enable them

to help each other.

No one can take away what we know

and no one can stop us from sharing this treasure with others.

As long we are truthful, dedicated and

able to love we will win!

 

Introducing Gio’

to the Independents!!

 

Dear Silvia,

I’m writing you to share my success and also because it is my wish

that one day many other Scientologists will have similar wins.

I standardly went up condition and out of doubt

 

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by doing all the required steps

and I can guarantee you that it has been like a real rundown.

I then went into the Org to explain to both the Chaplain and the DSA

the reasons which brought me to leave the Church.

I then declared to them my permanent status

of an Independent Scientologist.

You can image the rest……..

However during this process something very theta did happen.

I felt peace, strength and determination,

but the most important thing of all has been

 

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my ability to communicate with high ARC.

 

I wanted to take responsibility for them, since I found their intention to be pure

and I considers them to be good people.

My wish is that in a near future they will wake up too

to what is really happening.

It is incredible how important it is to keep your integrity ‘in’.

I feel spiritually rejuvenated, happy and up-tone.

Therefore,  here I’m writing to thank you and all the independent team

for the wonderful job you guys are going in making the true data available.

This helped me to collect the data needed  to understand

and to get the correct answers

to the many questions I had during the last few years.

Today the Church of Scientology is dead,

but Scientology still alive,

the legacy LRH left us is not lost….

and

THERE STILL HOPE FOR MEN.

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Huge ARC,

G.

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We are here to help!!


If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

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DM: “Regarding F/Ns, Do you consider you really know best about this subject?’


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The New Golden Age

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of Out-Tech

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Presents:

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The New Definition of Floating Needle

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Author: David Miscavige and Co.

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“HCOB 21 July 1978R

(Revised 8 Oct. 2000 to include the full

LRH definition of floating  needle.

LRH originally wrote this HCOB on July 1978.

In February 1979, when updating

the book E-Meter Essentials,

he augmented the definition with additional text.

The full text, as it appears in
E-Meter Essentials, is hereby issued in this HCOB, Revision in script.)

WHAT IS A FLOATING NEEDLE?

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A floating needle is a rhythmic sweep of the dial

at a slow, even pace of the needle,

back and forth, back and forth,

without change in the width of the swing

except perhaps to widen

as the pc gets off the
last small bits of charge.

Note that it can get so wide that you have
to shift the tone arm back and forth, back and forth,

to keep the needle on the dial,

in which case you have a floating tone arm.

That’s what an F/N is.  No other definition is correct.”

L. Ron Hubbard

FOUNDER

Revision assisted by

LRH Technical Research and compilations

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DM’s Crimes:

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1) Interpreting policies resulting in alteration of Standard Tech

(Violates KSW N. 1  “Keeping Scientology Working”

and KSW N. 5R Technical Degrades)

and to the detriment of the Preclears.

 

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This resulting in:

  • a) Huge Bypassed charge caused by;

invalidations of gains and End Phenomena and

wrong items pushed on the Preclears

  • b) Preclears in need of more repairs

and more auditing as the processes last longer

(temporarily) GREATER INCOME

 

 

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The above interpretation of policies,

and alteration of tech

indicates few things on DM

and his followers:

1) PTSness

2) DM has never done the Saint Hill Briefing Course

If he would have done it, he would know that LRH

often changed definitions or/and processes on a daily basis.

He was researching and appealing to the student’s good sense

to refer to the Basics tenets of Scientology, NOT $cientology.

2) DM has misunderstoods on what are Scientology and its Basics

3) DM is dramatizing his Evil Purposes:

Altering the LRH’s Standard Tech to increase personal power

and to increase HIS finances.

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Although DM, as an Int staff told me,

refused to get corrected and receive cramming

even when duly assigned,

he should be given a thorough

False Purpose Rundown on all the dynamics

and standard

False Data Stripping.

One of the questions being worded as:

FALSE DATA STRIPPING COMMANDS

Question No. 12:

Regarding Standard tech and F/Ns…

Do you consider you really know best

about this subject?’

 

DM... Know best.

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And then, after the False data stripping,

he should re-study standard tech by LRH ONLY:

 

HCOB 21 July 1978

WHAT IS A FLOATING NEEDLE?

A floating needle is a rhythmic sweep of the dial

at a slow, even pace of the needle.

That’s what an F/N is.

No other definition is correct.

 

L. RON HUBBARD

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“FLOATING NEEDLE

 

A floating needle is the idle,

uninfluenced movement of the needle on the dial

without any patterns or reactions in it.

It can be as small as 1 inch or as large as dial wide.

It does not fall or drop to the right of the dial.

It moves to the left at the same speed as it moves to the right.

It is observed on a Mark V E-Meter calibrated

with the TA between 2.0 and 3.0 with GIs in on the pc.

 

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It can occur after a cognition blowdown of the TA

or just moves into floating.

The pc may or may not voice the cognition.

It, by the nature of the E-Meter

reading below the awareness of the thetan,

occurs just before the pc is aware of it.

So to give a “That’s it” on the occurrence of the FIN

can prevent the pc from getting the cognition.

Pcs and pre-OTs OFTEN signal an F/N

with a “POP” to the left and the needle

can actually even describe

a pattern much like a rock slam.

Meters with lighter movement do “pop” to the left.

One does not sit and study and be sure of an “F/N.”

It swings or pops, he lets the pc cognite

and then indicates the F/N to the pc,

preventing overrun.”

L. RON HUBBARD

HCO B 7 MAY 1969R

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GOOD NEWS!!

.

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Several OT 7’s and 8’s

resumed auditing on solo

with huge successes!

Auditing free of PTSness, pressures, invalidations

and bad control from the Church of $cientology,

produces stellar results!!

Keep in tune for more successes…

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IND LOWER BRIDGE SUCCESS

11/2/10

I realized this morning that I have not lived my own life. I did not have a dream and a picture of me. I assumed the personality of others and lived to please others. In being my true self I need to leave and have what I choose and what I like. I need to be true to me and my dream. This will be one of the biggest barriers and greatest opportunities for my happiness and success in life. MY LIFE. My new reality is not about my drug case–it is all about learning and practicing being my true self–a good man, honest and ethical, true to my own value system and principles, a loving and caring husband, the consummate professional. To love myself and life itself. I now see myself and life with a new clarity.  I have the acuity and ability to just see myself and life as it is. This process is like sitting in the ophthalmologist’s office and the doctor is testing multiple combinations of lenses; and a lens is subtracted and suddenly I see clearly.  I see now. This is true. Anonymous

 

 

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We are here to help!!

If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

 

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let’s put some truth down…

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“Silly Optimist:

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A person who expects to feel well all the time

while running a meat body.”

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HCOB 27 January 1972 TEMPERATURES by L. Ron Hubbard

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Typical Scientologist's view-point: "I'm sick... Oh God!! There must be something really wrong with me!!"

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…how many of us did hide our pain or sicknesses

from other Scientologists to avoid being evaluated for?

How many of us have introverted and felt out ethics

over an accident or an illness?

MANY!

The truth is, until we need and use a body

we cannot be at total cause.

Scientology works in a gradient scale to full cause of a being,

where full cause does not belong in here.

In the moment we interact with the physical universe

we enter into the game of cause and effect

where no absolutes exist.

Every one of us therefore is into a degree cause and effect.

 

Please understand that my comment does not override the PTS tech.

Not at all!!

PTS tech is to be used in this universe

where to a greater or lesser degree

we all are in a PTS condition 😀

What I wish to say is:

do not despair or feel less or a failure if you get sick:

just apply the tech and move on…

In this universe a being cannot make everything go right…

but can learn to go through misadventures

without putting too much significance on them

and concentrating on positive actions

and future creations toward a better life…

 

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A positive attitude,

a desire to create toward ones goals

despite the adversities,

the ability to learn and to ignore the losses

focusing on the future,

all this

is the best Luck and Power

one can ever wish to have.

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GOOD NEWS!!

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SUCCESSES FROM THE

INDEPENDENT’S FIELD

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One of my pcs yesterday wrote a beautiful success story:

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“…My auditor today showed us the definition of  ‘exteriorization’…

than we went in session and while on the Objectives

I saw clearly the difference between the body as a tool

and the being at cause, and I went a bit more exterior!

I feel serene, my body is not affecting me anymore, but I control it!

I used to give a lot of power to my body,

but today I realized that the body is just a tool,

and myself, as a being, have no weight!

I love the world.

The whole room is filled up with my ARC.

What I thought before to be miserable

it has now changed into something wonderful!!

Nena

 

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We are here to help!!

If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

 

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