Choice obviously prevents awareness because choice is always made as a result of conflict.
THE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
“Man is a complex being, in this program is just a machine
responding to wavelengths of energy and impulses.
There is very little, if anything, he actually decides,
but he loves to think he is at cause.
It keeps him from feeling lost and from being scared.
Its identification with the program is his real prison,
it’s sentence to death, yet he calls it life.”
The Quality of Desire
What happens if you do not condemn desire,
do not judge it as being good or bad, but simply be aware of it?
I wonder if you know what it means to be aware of something?
Most of us are not aware because we have become so accustomed to condemning,
judging, evaluating, identifying, choosing.
Choice obviously prevents awareness
because choice is always made as a result of conflict.
To be aware when you enter a room, to see all the furniture,
the carpet or its absence, and so on, just to see it,
to be aware of it all without any sense of judgment is very difficult.
Have you ever tried to look at a person, a flower,
at an idea, an emotion, without any choice, any judgment?
And if one does the same thing with desire, if one lives with it,
not denying it or saying, “What shall I do with this desire?
It is so ugly, so rampant, so violent,” not giving it a name,
a symbol, not covering it with a word; then, is it any longer the cause of turmoil?
Is desire then something to be put away, destroyed?
We want to destroy it because one desire tears against another creating conflict,
misery, and contradiction; and one can see how one tries
to escape from this everlasting conflict.
So can one be aware of the totality of desire?
What I mean by totality is not just one desire or many desires,
but the total quality of desire itself.
by J. Krishnamurti, The Book of Life
“Man is a complex being, in this program is just a machine responding to wavelengths of energy and impulses. There is very little, if anything, he actually decide, but he loves to think he is at cause. It keeps him from feeling lost and from being scared. Its identification with the program is his real prison, it’s sentence to death, yet he calls it life.”
Yesterday I was dealing with the wavelengths of pain.
I realized that the only reason why I’m fighting it
is because I’m identifying with this program.
I’m being a “good slave”, playing for this huge prison-like system.
Self-observation is a constant work…
some people meditate, some other go in session,
and after that, in the between, they go back to be good slaves.
What many people do not understand is that the path of freedom
is a constant vigilant alertness not to the enforced illusion,
but to the ongoing trap.
The work of self-discovering cannot be limited to a session,
to a few hours.
It takes time to train ourselves to be awake,
it take strength and constant intention to know.
Self-awareness needs to become a lifestyle.
So, yesterday night I started to play with my Tarot Cards
when I realized they were reacting depending on the direction I was looking.
I suddenly started to see.
‘My’ thoughts of loss and sadness, these impulses
the mind translates as unpleasant emotions were coming from a specific program,
on the other side there were different kind of programs,
which if ‘touched’ would send you different kind of emotions.
So, I deviated the energy beam of sadness from my body
and I connected to the other program,
the side which on the Tarot would give me
Instantly the mis-emotions were gone.
Of course they would come back, this is the way all is programmed.
It is a movie of which you can only change so much, and indeed
if you start wanting to change it,
you just became more and more trapped.
The enslaver wants you to get involved, that’s how they ‘eat’ from you,
that is how they get you to produce,
to add to the movie.
You addition to the program, coming from a non-material unit
gives something ‘realistic’
also to the spiritual minds.
So, it is important, when you shifting energy
to modify the program in the program,
to be aware of the fact that that only helps the projection
of your fake personality,
of the character of the play.
Since in many ways and for many reasons we identify,
utill we fully wake up,
we have the feeling it helps us too,
but in truth it is not doing anything for us.
The only thing which helps the spiritual mind
is the process of self-remembering,
the continues work aimed to the end of identification.
I have to agree with Ouspensky at this time,
there is a blessing on suffering,
if you are strong enough to not get into alcohol or drugs,
it awakens you, it keeps you on the search!!
I feel blessed.
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