PRISON… what type of a seeker are you?

We are not all the same…

given a house, some will turn it into a castle where others into a dumpster.

 

The choice of modern warriors ‘of knowledge’ is freedom. Today, we can say whatever we want, giving our listeners the choice to take it or leave it.

The choice of modern warriors ‘of knowledge’ is freedom.

“Today, we can say whatever we want,

giving our listeners the choice to take it or leave it.”

Armando Torres: ‘ Encounter with the nagual’

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It is needed a lot of power to break free from the mind

and it’s the ordinary world,

power which is required to immune one

from the strong control and conditioning of the mind and its every day world.

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The body is going to fight you back and your mind is going to lead you into believing

you are just a crazy, disillusioned,  loser.

Pain, self invalidation, the apparent opportunity

to be a winner in this “so-called reality”,

all this can come to you in part or in a whole,

which such a force that most people succumb to the rationality of this world

and its vision as the mind describes it to us.

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Man  has always been in search of power.

but he has mistakenly used this power to feed his worse enemy:

is EGO

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The man of knowledge however, does not need to posses

or to store power to prove himself right,

to make his ego stronger,

to overpower others:

he seek power  to employ it

in his pure search for freedom,

truth and in order to “see”.

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Only if you have enough power you are indeed,

able to dissipate this illusion we agreed to call life.

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And even when you succeed in seeing, 

the struggle continues, day by day, under the attack

of this “system” which will do everything in its power

to get you back into the unconscious slavery.

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The EGO is a huge machine

with an insatiable hunger for energy.

This sense of  “me”, “I” is so deeply installed into us

that makes it almost impossible to be  recognized

as a foreign installation and therefore

to be  eradicated.

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Every time in our language we use the world I, me, self

we feeding the big machine, we are giving ourselves

a position in space and therefore

we are asserting the existence of  the mind as an energy (fluid matter) terminal.

But again the mind is far from being us.

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I remember several years ago, while I was taking an IQ test,

a question which asked: “Do you always criticize a movie or a play after seeing it?”

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My answer to that question has always been yes,

I thought, to be able to judge impartially something,

was a good sign, a sign of awareness and sanity.

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Today, after years and years of researches,

counseling/meditation and recapitulation,

it is finally clear that any type of judgment is not a natural part of a free being,

but the result of the mind.

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Below the level of knowingness, described as knowing

and acting without related thoughts, past present or future ,

we have the prison called EGO.

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And that EGO is a power sucking device,

which makes sure you will never have enough energy yourself to see or go anywhere.

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One of the component of the Ego, Self , I is time.

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It is practically impossible for a rational ordinary mind

to even consider knowing without judging.

Observing without having an opinion or a side .

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The path of knowledge, it is a hard constant work,

in which so many times, you end up feeling you have lost it all,

never really went anywhere.

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But with time, you also come to know, that during this moments

your mind and the parasites of energy, are feeding off of you.

They love mis-emotions, bad or good.

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The magic of a no mind world, it is impossible to describe,

this is the reason you will find many Nagual, Masters and Warrior of knowledge describing their walk, sharing their struggles, but never talking of the magic of the new “world”.

You can only “seeing” it

if you walk the path.

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Alone,  but not lonely.

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Loneliness is a state of the mind,

and one of the  preferred food to the vampire of energy.

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Encounters With The Nagual,

Conversations with Carlos Castaneda

by Armando Torres

ISBN:968-5671-04-4

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The Secret of the Feathered Snake:  

more encounters with the nagual

by Armando Torres

This is a real battle, twenty-four hours a day, which is a warrior with himself against his self-importance and self-pity, which, in the end, is a struggle against their own stupidity.

To conduct this fight, we have to track all of your distractions and all the time to maintain awareness, because if you relax vigilance even for a moment, you will immediately become vulnerable to attack by the ego.

Now I realize that Carlos was trying to say when he said that we do not need teachers. 

He said that it is like taking a shower – you have to do it yourself, because it’s too personal matter. The struggle is against your own ego, and no one can do it for you.

Turns out that the only foreign aid that we can take from others – is the one that makes us aware of our own weaknesses. 

But then there is another problem associated with the fact that we always tend to see those who identify our shortcomings, as our opponents or enemies, when in reality they are the ones we have to thank, because they are our benefactor.

From

The Secret of the Feathered Snake:  more encounters with the nagual

by Armando Torres

ISBN: 978-607-95123-1-6

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The Power of silence by Castaneda

“Don Juan had explained that sorcerers of ancient times (…) had discovered

extraordinary things about perception,

but they had also discovered how easy it was to get lost in aberration.

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The Power of silence by Castaneda

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And a little secret from Castaneda “The power of silence”.

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“If you think about life in terms of hours instead of years,

our lives are immensely long,” he said.

“Even if you think in terms of days, life is still interminable.”

That was exactly what I had been thinking.

He told me that sorcerers counted their lives in hours,

and that in one hour it was possible for a sorcerer

to live the equivalent in intensity of a normal life.”

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“Drops of wisdom”.

 I’m selling this couple of artist books of which I’m the author.

If you like to buy a copy, of course it would be of great help

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the second one is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

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FIRST STEP: ERASE MY PERSONAL HISTORY BY ANY MEANS CONCEIVABLE.

FIRST STEP: ERASE MY PERSONAL HISTORY BY ANY MEANS CONCEIVABLE.

… “My eyes suddenly opened to the fact, that if I would not make a drastic chance I would never make it. – Silvia Kusada will keep me from making it to the other realities.  – –I knew I was far from ‘flying’ but I thought I was able to run when I discovered I haven’t even grown my legs!!  There is both the feeling of loss and the excitement about the new journey I’m embarking upon.  And this considerations alone are the proof that my human form still prevailing. 

”

Couple of days ago while studying one of the latest Castaneda’s book,

I realized I needed to make a drastic change.

I felt my ‘seeing’ was not going anywhere, at least not where I wanted to go.

After reading Don Juan assignments to Carlos, I say to myself:

‘Easy, I’m going to do it.’

•…•

The wheel of time by Carlos Castaneda

“He wanted me to endeavor in my daily world

to erase my personal history by any means conceivable.

Then, he wanted me to stop my routines,

and finally, he wanted me to dethrone my sense of self-importance.

“How am I going to accomplish all this, don Juan?” I asked him.

“I have no idea,” he responded.

“None of us has any idea of how to do that pragmatically and effectively.

Yet, if we start the work,

we will accomplish it without ever knowing what came to aid us.”

The wheel of time by Carlos Castaneda

•…•

I decided to start getting rid of my unnecessary possessions.

I started from my closet… and after half an hours

I was able to get rid of one item.

I felt a bit on a loss.

I felt something was holding to things frantically, did not let go.

So, I decided to go into something ‘easier’

and went through my files

with the intent of erasing some pictures of me.

The first thing I did was to delete pictures of others…

I found it so hard to delete past pictures

and I succeeded to delete only a couple of mine,

and that with great effort on my part.

..

A strange feeling of fear dawned on me.

I have never realized before with so much clarity

how much I was being my body.

I’m protecting it and loving it.

It has been a shock to find

how valuable I actually consider all this little things to be.

Things, I seriously thought I did not care about.

…

As much as I was disappointed,

I recognized that all this opened my eyes to the fact

that the more you advance the more the traps are difficult to see, to perceive.

They are so “normal”, they are so silent and invisible.

…

I have been struggling for 3 days now with this human side

which fights to survive and stops me from separating.

What a powerful force.

..

… “The recommendation for warriors is not to have any material things on which to focus their power, but to focus it on the spirit; on the true flight into the unknown, not on trivialities. Everyone who wants to follow the warrior’s path has to rid himself of the compulsion to possess and hold onto things.                       …  Losing the human form is like a spiral. It gives a warrior the freedom to remember himself as straight fields of energy and this in turn makes him even freer.”  •…• The wheel of time by Carlos Castaneda •…•

.

As Castaneda mentioned in one of his books,

whenever you enter in a dimension or reality

and you start using any object or part of it,

you lose your ability to be free, to go back…

You forget, entering in that line of energy, where you come from.

It is like entering into another play,

assuming a character and shortly after forgetting it is a play.

Almost like a spell.

You can only break the spell by taking off the wig, the costume,

and by giving away the beautiful jewelery you just won.

But that character now, having come to life with you,

will fight you to the very last of his breath to not let you go.

…

I set on my stairs overwhelmed by a feeling of sadness

and wept for few minutes.

I felt weak, and for a moment, I envied those people

who had the blessing to have a spiritual teacher, a guidance.

…

I spend few moments in which my self-pity grew and became very solid,

to the point where I could not let it grew anymore and I shook it off.

…

I looked outside and a big bird was watching me.

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My spiritual teacher smiled at me,

and I realized that the fact that he does not have a human form,

makes him even more valuable.

..

So, Erasing my personal history is my next step

and I’m doing it whatever it takes.

Losing past present and future, in any form.

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I know is going to be fun.

…

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•…• The wheel of time by Carlos Castaneda •…•

The recommendation for warriors is not to have any material things on which to focus their power, but to focus it on the spirit; on the true flight into the unknown, not on trivialities. Everyone who wants to follow the warrior’s path has to rid himself of the compulsion to possess and hold onto things.

Seeing is a bodily knowledge.

The predominance of the visual sense in us influences this bodily knowledge and makes it seem to be eye-related.

 Losing the human form is like a spiral.

It gives a warrior the freedom to remember himself as straight fields of energy and this in turn makes him even freer.

…

It doesn’t matter how one was brought up.

What determines the way one does anything is personal power.

A man is only the sum of his personal power,

and that sum determines how he lives and how he dies.

…

To seek the perfection of the warrior’s spirit

is the only task worthy of our temporariness,

and our manhood.

The hardest thing in the world is to assume the mood of a warrior.

It is of no use to be sad and complain

and feel justified in doing so;

believing that someone is always doing something to us.

…

He wanted me to endeavor in my daily world to erase my personal history

by any means conceivable.

Then, he wanted me to stop my routines,

and finally, he wanted me to dethrone my sense of self-importance.

“How am I going to accomplish all this, don Juan?” I asked him.

“I have no idea,” he responded.

“None of us has any idea of how to do that pragmatically and effectively.

Yet, if we start the work, we will accomplish it without ever knowing what came to aid us.

…

The self-confidence of the warrior is not the self-confidence of the average man.

The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of the onlooker and calls that self-confidence.

The warrior seeks impeccability in his own eyes and calls that humbleness.

The average man is hooked to his fellow men,

while the warrior is hooked only to infinity.

..

The internal dialogue is what grounds people in the daily world.

The world is such and such or so and so,

only because we talk to ourselves about its being such and such or so and so.

The passageway into the world of shamans

opens up after the warrior has learned to shut off his internal dialogue.

To change our idea of the world is the crux of shamanism.

And stopping the internal dialogue is the only way to accomplish it.

When a warrior learns to stop the internal dialogue, everything becomes possible;

the most far-fetched schemes become attainable.

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The wheel of time by Castaneda

♥…♥

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For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

“Drops of wisdom”.

If you would like to buy a copy it would help

in continuing my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com

.

The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

.

They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)

……………..

.

.

_____

______

We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL

and do what LRH wanted them to do:

AUDIT!

.

We unite spiritual beings

while helping OT’s to live as OTs.

.

WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

..

I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships  

Cl 4 C/S and an OT7+

and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.

.

I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

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ITALY: Silvia Kusada/Maurice Pascal

maurice.pascal007@yahoo.com

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

skusada2010@gmail.com

A warrior must know first that his acts are useless, and yet, he must proceed as if he didn’t know it.

… “Hei!! Silvia! There are people, down here, saying a bunch of evil stuff about you!!“- – “I do not live there anymore! “I shout back… “Let’s go!! there is no much time left!!”-

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“A warrior must know first that his acts are useless,

and yet, he must proceed as if he didn’t know it.

That’s a shaman’s controlled Folly.”

‘The wheel of time’  by Carlos Castaneda

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The other night I woke up, my cat was meowing

and my soul mate wasn’t feeling too good.

Something was not right.

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For a split of a second I felt silence.

That is when I realized, we were in the middle of an energy shower.

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 I was woken up by that split of a second of its absence, by an instant of peace.

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I felt the urgency to  improve my seeing.

A human cannot recognize the bombarding of energy as such,

they come with different ‘labels such as: I have eaten too much,

I’m having a cold, being worried about the cat or the new job…,

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but if you are able to see (not look, see) you would know that is not the case.

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Talking about seeing

I know I’m not even at the kindergarten level

and there is a lot of work to do.

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It is not matter of having or not having a body…

it does not make much difference.

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If you cannot see having a body, you cannot see without one.

If you cannot separate yourself from the installed minds,

they will control you even when you will be free of a body.

Without a meat body, they use different measures

and tools to keep us under control.

After all, a spiritual being can generate

a humongous quantity of energy and power.

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But still, without inner silence, the spiritual being is blind,

deprived of all perceptions with the exception

of what the mind(s) tell him he sees,

what he ears, or/and how he feels.

“A path it might be needed at the beginning to get familiar with the unknown… to know that there is going to be a ground for the ‘next step’, but once the fear of the unknown is gone, once our past and future is gone, once the inner silence have defeated the installed mind(s)… the Warrior of Knowledge recognizes a path is the sure road to nowhere… he does not have a mind telling him he is going to fall into the dark of space if he does not have ground under his feet, and so he  ‘flys’ free. Silvia Kusada – – – – – – – – – “We have been told that all paths lead to truth. You have a path as a Hindu and someone else has a path as a Christian and another as a Muslim, and they all meet at the same door- which is, when you look at it, so obviously absurd. Truth as no path, and that is the beauty of truth, ...” – Freedom from the Known, 15  ♥ ‘J. Krishnamurti’ ♥

♥

Looking into some old stuff I found a note someone wrote.

I’m not sure he would like to be quoted so I will avoid mentioning his name,

but I wish to share what he wrote as it is well said and I believe quite valuable.

♥

” B. W. wrote:

“But my main concern is the power they have if we don’t spot the attack.

Once clear, there is nothing wrong with you that is you or your case. It belongs to others.They telepathically transmit negative ideas to you. If they can get you to question our actions or motives which is so easy on good guys, you can accept it.  

The biggest trick is to spot that these feelings and ideas are not yours.

Next is to get the being to spot that he/she has been lied to.

Remember that you are OK. Anything that doubts that is not you. Locate its source and get it to identify its own illogic and suddenly it backfires on the perpetrator of the attempt.”

♥

Sometimes we feel pain. We believe that pain is nothing but a consequences of having lost… But we are wrong. We haven’t lost anything and the pain is the growing of our wings.  –Silvia Kusada

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“A warrior chooses a path with heart,

any path with heart, and follows it;

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A warrior chooses a path with heart, any path with heart, and follows it…

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and then he rejoices and laughs.

He knows, because he sees, that his life will be over altogether too soon.

He sees that nothing is more important than anything else.

..

A warrior may also choose to remain totally impassive and never act,

and behave as if being impassive really mattered to him.

He would be rightfully true at that too,

because that would also be his controlled folly.

There’s no emptiness in the life of a warrior.

Everything is filled to the brim, and everything is equal.

An average man is too concerned with liking people

or with being liked himself.

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A warrior likes, that’s all. He likes whatever or whomever he wants, for the hell of it.

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A warrior takes responsibility for his acts;

for the most trivial of his acts.

An average man acts out his thoughts,

and never takes responsibility for what he does.

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The wheel of time by Castaneda

♥…♥

“We have been told that all paths lead to truth.

You have a path as a Hindu and someone else has a path as a Christian and another as a Muslim, and they all meet at the same door- which is, hen you look at it, so obviously absurd.

Truth as no path, and that is the beauty of truth, it is living.

– Freedom from the Known,15  ‘

J. Krishnamurti’

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Silvia Kusada

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HOW DO THEY KNOW YOU ARE WAKING UP?

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It has been proven both scientifically and spiritually

that what we call reality, included life itself,

is nothing more than energy.

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On that premise, it is not difficult to someone who is working on this energy program

to detect changes on frequency

or an increasement of electrical flows.

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The feeling of betrayal, deception, the emotion of hate and anger

all alike increase mass as mass is nothing more than condensed energy.

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When you dive in other dimensions, or someone enter into yours,

and you are seen, the mind rationale is challenged.

If the person you appearing to, while  ‘diving’  into other dimensions,

is strong enough,

or if that is happening to you and you are strong enough to face the truth…

things get heavily destabilized.

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Awareness, even if in a very small degrees, pops out.

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The mind starts to fight the “irrational”, but, again,

if you are strong enough,

it does not succeed in putting you back asleep.

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It cannot quite you down telling you it was an hallucination, a dream…etc.

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A sense of betrayal arises.

The doubts of something being different from what

you have been force to believe or from what

your eyes are telling you, you see

 increases considerably an ordinary electrical flow.

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It is you opposing the pressure of the mind.

Psychological pain is one of the results.

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That is why it is extremely important to shut the mind-off

and achieve Inner silence.

(Hubbard calls it TR0, something no one even understand nor achieves inside his Church of $cientology)

Inner silence works beyond energy fields,

it is by long way senior to this system

or any material universe.

…

Mr. Hubbard beginning steps of his counseling

is entirely devoted to the discharge energy masses…

the  recounting of traumas, losses, bad/shocking experiences…

what Castaneda calls Recapitulation,

it has the purpose to free-up energy in order to boost awareness.

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The more solid a person is, this is to say,

the more a person believes he is his mind;

the more he is subjected to the law of this material universe

and the less aware he is.

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The mind conditions the spiritual being

to the need of having a position in space,

a character, a personality, a likes and dislikes…

to be right or wrong in order to survive.

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It deceives the being into believing and feeling they are one thing;

if the mind shuts off the being shuts off,

this to the point that in very low-levels of awareness,

the being believes that he is his mind and his body

and all he does is working frantically

in an attempt to protect them in order to survive.

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The definition of static (spirit)

as per Mr. Hubbard is pretty much spot on.

(” Definition: a Life Static has no mass, no motion, no wave-length,

no location in space or in time.

It has the ability to postulate and to perceive. “Axiom 1.

THE AXIOMS OF SCIENTOLOGY)by R. Hubbard)

…

If you really duplicate and understand that definition

you also see how deeply trapped we are into the lie of self,

the ego, the right or wrong and all the other dichotomies (GPM’s)

which forces a beings into making choices and therefore taking a side.

A “side” always involves an opponent.

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…

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True power does not deal with energy.

When people,  “successful”, powerful people brag about their power,

they really bragging about their force-possessions…

they are bragging about energy.

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The funny thing is:

they are, with all their solidity and belonging,

deeply enmeshed into the prison of energy.

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They are below the level of confusion.

Their awareness is so low, their weakness is so high

they are not even “alive”.

They perfectly know who they “are”;

their mind and their body.

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This is what the “matrix”, the ordinary mind tells us they are;

.

   

 and this is what they truly are,

if you (not your mind) would see:

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Magical passes by Castaneda

“That sixth center of energy,” he said, “doesn’t quite belong to man.

You see, we human beings are under siege, so to speak.

That center has been taken over by an invader, an unseen predator.

And the only way to overcome this predator

is by fortifying all the other centers.”

“Isn’t it a bit paranoid to feel that we are under siege, don Juan?” I asked.

“Well, maybe for you, but certainly not for me,” he replied.

“I see energy, …”

…

” I also see that in a sorcerer who has been capable of vanquishing the mind,

which sorcerers call a foreign installation,

….”

“Don Juan said that inner silence

was the state most avidly sought by the shamans of ancient Mexico.

He defined it as a natural state of human perception

in which thoughts are blocked off

and all of man’s faculties operate from a level of awareness

which doesn’t require the utilization of our daily cognitive system.

Inner silence has always been associated with darkness,

for the shamans of don Juan’s lineage,

perhaps because human perception,

deprived of its habitual companion, the internal dialogue,

falls into something that resembles a dark pit.

He said that the body functions as usual,

but awareness becomes sharper.

Decisions are instantaneous, and seem to stem from a special sort of knowledge

which is deprived of thought verbalizations.

Human perception functioning in a condition of inner silence,

according to don Juan, is capable of reaching indescribable levels.

Some of those levels of perception are worlds in themselves,

and not at all like the worlds reached through dreaming.

They are indescribable states,

inexplicable in terms of the linear paradigms

that the habitual state of human perception employs f

or explaining the universe.

Inner silence, in don Juan’s understanding,

is the matrix for a gigantic step of evolution: silent knowledge,

or the level of human awareness where knowing is automatic and instantaneous.

Knowledge at this level is not the product of cerebral cogitation

or logical induction and deduction,

or of generalizations based on similarities and dissimilarities.

There is nothing a priori at the level of silent knowledge,

nothing that could constitute a body of knowledge,

for everything is imminently now.

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Complex pieces of information could be grasped

without any cognitive preliminaries.

Don Juan believed that silent knowledge was insinuated to early man,

but that early man was not really the possessor of silent knowledge.

Such an insinuation was infinitely stronger

than what modern man experiences,

where the bulk of knowledge is the product of rote learning.

It is a sorcerers’ axiom that although we have lost that insinuation,

the avenue that leads to silent knowledge

will always be open to man by means of inner silence.

Don Juan Matus taught the hard-line of his lineage:

that inner silence must be gained by a consistent pressure of discipline.

It has to be accrued or stored, bit by bit, second by second.

In other words, one has to force oneself to be silent,

even if it is only for a few seconds.

.

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According to don Juan, it was common knowledge among sorcerers

that if one persists in this, persistence overcomes habit,

and thus, it is possible to arrive at a threshold

of accrued seconds or minutes,

which differs from person to person.

.

I myself was energy, and so was everything around me.

I had canceled out my interpretation system.

…

After seeing energy directly, I realized something …

I had been seeing energy as it flows in the universe all my life,

but I had not been conscious of it.

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For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

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The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

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PERVADING THE FOUR UNIVERSES…

The 4 universes..

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Once you stepping out of ‘the game’, things do not go anymore the way “they should go (be)”. There are no more  rules, laws, ordinaries realities or standard behavior. You ‘born’ again every single day. And you and the world are like a big white canvas where you can paint anything and all.

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I walked into a thrifty shop the other day

and found something which made me smile from my heart.

.

It reminded me of some people I met, people with an incredible spiritual power.

.

…

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People who seem to have the ability to bright up

any single room they walk in.

They are able to wake up in a dumpster and, the first thing they do,

is to re-arrange the trash and turn it into something special.

They are endowed of a quantity of freedom not easily found on this planet,

and because of that, they can afford to love.

…

I bought the drawing as

I wanted to share it with  you.

Aesthetic, is a harmonic flow which is inherent in some people. It is not matter of money or wealth, it is a way of living and ‘seeing’. It is the art of arranging particles for the creation of positive effects and/or emotions.

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That’s the way I feel every morning when I wake up.

And I feel that way more and more as I’m progressing on ‘seeing’

beyond the deceiving illusion of what the mind offers us as “reality”.

…

When, at times, I succeed in escaping the despotic control of the mind

then, I get rewarded with the gift of seeing.

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I pervaded 4 different dimensions lately.

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Crossing the line of  reason, time and space into other ‘worlds’.

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Some people think once they leave this place they are safe.

The matrix does not finish here…

slavery exist at different levels;

in much advanced societies, in far away worlds.

…

As long as you are looking to be someone,

to have something to own,

to judge or justify;

as long as your choosing comes as a result of

your  “knowledge” or ‘experience‘

you will be subjected to the control of this universe

and you will barred from truth.

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There are no rules.

Freedom starts by letting go of the deep-seated believes

that you have to use your eyes to see, a mind to think, experience to act.

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The truth is,

as long as you will use your eyes to see

and your ears to hear,

you are going to be blind and deaf as you can be.

.

…

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‘Seeing’ is not allowed here.

But worse than this, in one of the universes/dimensions

which at time collapses with this reality,

the inhabitant are not allowed to know.

They cannot shift their attention to anything else but the very life they live.

.

It is an interesting thing.

Many advanced spiritual philosophers have found,

that material properties,

the daily use of anything related to a program,

as it is the reality given in each different dimension;

or what we call life, culture, tradition etc…

all this, keeps you for ‘seeing’.

.

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Some universes are in a much worse state than ours,

under a deeper mental control.

To them is severely forbidden to think out-side the box.

It is a crime to dare to doubt the “matrix“, the mind, the ordinary reality.

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Jesus was right when he said:

“It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle

than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.”

(Matthew 19.24) 

…

You “wear ” the mind (s),

your body, the what-you-supposed to-be or not-to-be,

or do and not-to-do

and you are done-for!!!

.

…

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If and when you enter that dimension,

and they see you peacking in,

havoc will ensue.

As the guard shouted at me:

“You are not allowed to be here!!”

…

They have power to interfere with the electrical system

of this ordinary reality,

with your body structure, as it is purely made of energy.

…

Do not get scared. Continue to ‘see’, to work on ‘seeing’.

..

Because, only until you see

without the use of eyes or ears and

without being controlled or advised by the mind(s),

you are safe.

They could interfere with your body,

through emotions and thoughts,

but they cannot get to you.

…

.______________.

…

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– Buddha –

“Those who have a hundred things beloved, they have a hundred sorrows.
He who has nothing beloved, has no sorrows.
Such persons are free from sorrow.”
– Buddha –

..

“The art of dreaming”

by Castaneda

…

“Anything that we use belonging to this world can only weaken us.

If I stand here naked and away from the bed and away from the window, I don’t have any problem remembering where I came from.

But if I lie in that bed or wear those clothes

or look out the window, I am done for.”

We stood in the center of the room for a long time, huddled together.

A weird suspicion began to fester in my mind.

“How are we going to

return to our world?” I asked, expecting her to know.

“The reentry into our world is automatic

if we don’t let the fog set in,” she said with the air of a foremost authority;

which was her trademark.

And she was right.

Carol and I woke up, at the same time,

in the bed of her room in the Regis Hotel.

It was so obvious we were back in the world of daily life

that we didn’t ask questions or make comments about it.

…

“…modern-day sorcerers have learned a hard lesson.

They have realized that only if they remain totally detached can

they have the energy to be free.

Theirs is a peculiar type of detachment

which is born not out of fear or indolence,

but out of conviction.”

.

“They have realized that only if they remain totally detached can they have the energy to be free.” Castaneda

 

__________

._______________________.

For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

“Drops of wisdom”.

If you would like to buy a copy it would help

in continuing my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Skusada2010@gmail.com

.

The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

.

They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)

……………..

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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Silvia Kusada

Losing the mind…

…- I had argued with don Juan at the beginning of my association with him about his confessed motive for staying on the warrior’s path. He had said that fear kept him going in a straight line, and that what he feared the most was to lose the nagual (spiritual master); the abstract; the spirit.-… ‘The art of dreaming’ by Castaneda…

…

I’m walking one of the most beautiful journey I have ever dreamed of

and, at the same time, the fact that I could “lose it all”

frightens me to death.

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Since I made the quantum jump “life” does not stop surprising me.

The abnormal has become the “normal’.

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Losing the ‘I’  is a very challenging task, especially when

we do not recognize thoughts, as programmed others intentions and  evaluations.

But recently, during a lecture,

I started to assume a different point of view.

I started to locate this thoughts,

I actually started to see the energy who carries them.

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-When you finally get to the point where you are free of judging, evaluating constantly, of the impulse to identify yourself… you than are going to be free of the first wall called mind (reason). A new wonderful world would open up to you when you are ready to see. But in order to see, you have to stop looking. Looking is what the mind(s) does for you.- -It tells you what is there, what you should be seeing.-

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The little electrical impulses and flows

which makes the body react.

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Thoughts do not belong to the spiritual realm,

they belong to a body and the energy of the ordinary world.

They are an excellent deterrent to truth.

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They keep you thinking you have a position in space and

they make sure you know you need an ‘I’, you need to be someone,

to be seen, to be respected, to be right…

To be (____). To be (____). To be (____).

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They make sure you have an opinion, a personality, a character.

All things who belong to a body, not a spirit.

…

Thoughts are, as any physical possession, including a body,

there to make sure you are not escaping the game.

…

And the game makes you think.

.

And by thinking you make decisions,

you decide what you like or not like,

you separate and judge.

Every single action you take in that direction

it pushes you further down into the trap.

…

In truth, and I’m not talking about the totally overwhelmed,

irresponsible being,

but I’m talking about a high state of awareness

where you are free from liking or not liking,

choosing or not choosing, deciding this or that.

.

You are free from the dichotomies

of the implants.

.

You do not need to make a choice, 

in order to “make a choice”.

.

…

I have been dealing with energy shifts,

with vampires of energy and

on regenerating and redeploying my own energy gone awry.

…

Ordinary people would have call this process, being sick.

…

That is what human do, when they do not “see”.

…

Very recently, I started to see. 

I finally started to see the program.

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… “I do not care of how tough it is, I only care about truth and freedom… I would never want to go back into the pink cloud of the “beautiful unconsciousness” of a perfect or less perfect, successful “life”.

…

It is a wonderful thing to see.

It helps you to “not be”.

Not the  ‘not-be’ who opposes the ‘be’,

but the ”not-be’  who is free and beyond the

need to decide, the right or wrong,

the judging and the computing.

….

I leave you with an interesting exercise.

When and if you hear a though,

spot where it come from.

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There are many layers of minds…

you are peeling an onion.

Every time you peel one layer off,

you will feel the difference.

…

Be patient and enjoy every improvement,

no matter how little it might seem.

.

You might experience a sense of freedom.

…

Enjoy it!! I do.

…

…

.______________.

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“The art of dreaming” by Castaneda

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“I have vanquished my mind,” he said,

opening his eyes wide to denote bewilderment.

“I don’t have a mind to tell me that it is time to be old.

I don’t honor agreements in which I didn’t participate.

Remember this: It is not just a slogan for sorcerers to say

that they do not honor agreements in which they did not participate.

To be plagued by old age is one such agreement.”        

…

He considered the use of kinesthetic memory

to be a real bonus, which those shamans had stumbled upon accidentally,

and which had the marvelous effect of shutting off the noise of the mind:

the internal dialogue.

Don Juan had explained to me

that the way in which we reinforce our perception of the world,

and keep it fixed at a certain level of efficiency and function,

is by talking to ourselves.

“The entire human race,” he said to me on one occasion,

“keeps a determined level of function and efficiency

by means of the internal dialogue.

The internal dialogue is the key to maintaining the assemblage point

stationary at the position shared by the entire human race:

at the height of the shoulder blades, an arm’s length away from them.

“By accomplishing the opposite of the internal dialogue,

” he went on, “that is to say, maintaining inner silence,

practitioners can break the fixation of their assemblage points,

and thus acquire an extraordinary fluidity of perception.”

“The art of dreaming” by Castaneda

__________

._______________________.

For anyone who wish to help,

I’m selling a couple of artist books in which I am the author.

It is a series of books called

“Drops of wisdom”.

If you would like to buy a copy it would help

in continuing my activities of research/help. –

Please e-mail me at: Silviakusada@gmail.com

.

The first Book is  a compilation of 3 stories ($35 +$ 3.50 S&H)

and the second is one story ($20+$3.50 S&H)

.

They have a unique cover  with an autographed original drawing by the artist (me).

The books are enumerated. (1/300)

……………..

.

.

_____

______

.

We unite and help spiritual beings who are ready to make the jump!

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SilviaKusada@gmail.com

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