Imagine

Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shown a picture of a gathering with hundreds of people.

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Imagine if you were brought in front a big screen and shewn a picture of a gatherer with hundreds of people. Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine you were told you were all this people and the place too.

Imagine if you were also convinced you were each one of this people individually and every time you were actually observing one of them you would assume their program (mind) and adding another mind to the general one it was given to you when you sat in front the screen.

Imagine yourself, now, leaded to believe you’re those people, trying to make them survive, feeling responsible for their future, for each individual future and well being.

Imagine yourself, not knowing is a projection and not knowing they are all one image, starting fights one against another to protect and support the different minds (program)… in truth fighting yourselves.

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Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape as one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others.

Imagine yourself feeling something is really wrong and trying to unsuccessfully escape from the screen as a single person… Unsuccessfully, as while you are desperately trying to escape with one, you are continuing your participation in the play with all the others. But again, you do not know that anymore.

And so, you start focusing in campaigns to save the world, while part of you knows there is not such world and, frustrated and upset, is trying to destroy this screen… the very same world you are trying to save.

Some philosophers say we are one and we are responsible for everybody, we are everywhere while some other say we are a single being. From a mind prospective they both potentially right.

However, outside the “minds”there is no us, me, you or I in this projection.

There is a projection and the only way out, is not to play any part in the movie we see.”

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In truth, if there is ever going to be a truth understandable or even perceivable and by a mind, there is no us, me or I in this projection. There is a projection and the only way out, at least from the “movie”, is not to play any part in the movie.”

PRISON… what type of a seeker are you?

We are not all the same…

given a house, some will turn it into a castle where others into a dumpster.

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There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

There is no home in a prison, but there are people who, like you, know where home is…

Three years ago a guy came to visit and touched my soul.

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I mistakenly assumed two souls when connected,

would be able to overcome anything in this physical-illusionary world.

What I did not know at that time was,

although people can momentarily awaken

fueled by the energy of someone spiritually powerful,

if they do not have enough personal energy,

they will fall right back asleep.

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And so while the soul touching exist beyond time,

everything in this physical universe dies.

I woke up few months later married to an angry-capricious man

who was lacking any sense of integrity, loyalty and compassion.

I knew I was in the wrong dream,

yet, I would have stayed till dead to fulfill my promise of love.

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He, instead, did me the favor to set me free.

The psychological torture I endured during this time was so deep

this body still undergoing extreme moments

of severe grief and depression

although life has made my last ‘human’ dream come true;

some months ago I met a man…

We had common spiritual interest and so I agree to meet him.

After few dates I realized what a human soul mate is.

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “ Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution” ------------ "Mistical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex... Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown. The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

“…In true mysticism there is no sacrifice of feeling. Mystical sensations are sensations of the same category as the sensation of love, only infinitely higher and more complex. Love “sex”, these are but a foretaste of mystical sensations. “
Ouspensky: A NEW MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE “Sex and Evolution”
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“Mystical sensations undoubtely and incontestably have a taste of sex… Of course all we know in life, only in love is there a taste of the mystical, a taste of ecstasy. Nothing else in our life brings us so near to the limit of human possibilities, beyond which begins the unknown.
The Strange Life of PD Ouspensky by Colin Wilson

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During our spiritual meetings, where at closed eyes

I could perceive the different energies of the participants,

I noticed the energy of B. to be a whole with mine.

One of the most amazing experiences I had in this illusion.

There is no me or him in the energy view of this illusion,

although the analytical mind does an amazing work

on trying to separate and add impurities to this perfect flowing

toward full fusion of two drops of “oil” into one drop.

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When recently I met his family,

I found myself experiencing the reunion of old souls (friends).

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Although our “performances” on the stage of life

have been very different as far as backgrounds,

stage costumes and other appearances of matter, time and place,

the plot of our lives (energy type) have been extremely similar.

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Ouspensky believes we are going to go through

the same events life after life,

with the only change in time, background and costumes.

Interesting.

My personal belief is ‘nothing here is real’,

although there is an awareness

which allows us to connect to other awarenessess.

This awareness is real up to the moment

we try to bring it to the level of a mind,

at which moment it becomes a lie.

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That is the reason there cannot be a school

or a prearranged path.

Awareness cannot be thought or talked about.

It can only be perceived.

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When you read a book, it is not the words that make the difference.

Is the fact that you, at that very moment,

are on a certain frequency to connect

with higher frequency thoughts floating aoround.

Concepts you are unable to perceive with the use of a mind.

That is the reason Sufis (Jesus too) communicated in parables.

They have a meaning for every level of frequency.

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In fact as one get on higher frequencies

the meaning and truth once seen

changes completely and at times both turns into the very opposite,

till they get to a level above the ‘yin and the yang’, positive and negative

were with pure awareness we touch the no time- no space zone.

The book below, downloadable for free on te web,

is a very high level spiritual book.

It covers the business of the soul, in Scientology called ‘static’.

It might be a high gradient for many, but my advice is;

when you find something you perceive true

but you also realize you cannot fully grasp,

put it aside and find yourself a gradient.

…As soon as you rise to that understanding

you will bright up to it almost magically.

Ashtavakra The-Heart-of-Awareness

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You can always write me at :

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

Why I choose not to use Scientology

Most people are desperately seeking to solve their problems…

they are ‘sitting’ on this sharp rock and after a while it hurts.

They want to find a better place to sit.

It could be viewed as a better job, a career,

feeling powerful, important, or happy.

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With the technology of Scientology

(used without restraining freedom of thought and action)

I could actually make their dreams come true.

I could turn that painful rock into a comfortable chair.

I could make tons of money by doing that…but the truth is,

all I would be doing is helping a slave to be a happier slave.

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They would be in the same exact prison blinded by an illusion of freedom.

In actuality I would be helping them to get rid of the only precious thing they have:

the desire to change.

Without that, they will never look for the door to exit the prison.

Not only, but the technology of Scientology as laid out and used today,

will bar anyone from any further awakening.

It will lead you to forget there is a door and even worse, a prison.

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Since I’m not in the business of enslavement, nor I wish to contribute to it,

I decided a while ago to leave this apparently wonderful technology

to who has not be blessed with the gift of sight

and therefore does not know what is really doing.

For whoever wish to step behind the illusion of matter and time

Scientology could be use as a little gradient

to be abandoned as soon as you comfortable enough on the chair,

to be able to direct your attention and energy fully into looking for the exit door.

Arguing with the blind about which color is which will not lead anywhere.

Therefore people seriously walking toward truth 

need to walk their path alone, realizing that spiritual awareness

cannot be given, taught or explained.

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let’s put some truth down…

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“Silly Optimist:

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A person who expects to feel well all the time

while running a meat body.”

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HCOB 27 January 1972 TEMPERATURES by L. Ron Hubbard

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Typical Scientologist's view-point: "I'm sick... Oh God!! There must be something really wrong with me!!"

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…how many of us did hide our pain or sicknesses

from other Scientologists to avoid being evaluated for?

How many of us have introverted and felt out ethics

over an accident or an illness?

MANY!

The truth is, until we need and use a body

we cannot be at total cause.

Scientology works in a gradient scale to full cause of a being,

where full cause does not belong in here.

In the moment we interact with the physical universe

we enter into the game of cause and effect

where no absolutes exist.

Every one of us therefore is into a degree cause and effect.

 

Please understand that my comment does not override the PTS tech.

Not at all!!

PTS tech is to be used in this universe

where to a greater or lesser degree

we all are in a PTS condition 😀

What I wish to say is:

do not despair or feel less or a failure if you get sick:

just apply the tech and move on…

In this universe a being cannot make everything go right…

but can learn to go through misadventures

without putting too much significance on them

and concentrating on positive actions

and future creations toward a better life…

 

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A positive attitude,

a desire to create toward ones goals

despite the adversities,

the ability to learn and to ignore the losses

focusing on the future,

all this

is the best Luck and Power

one can ever wish to have.

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GOOD NEWS!!

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SUCCESSES FROM THE

INDEPENDENT’S FIELD

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One of my pcs yesterday wrote a beautiful success story:

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“…My auditor today showed us the definition of  ‘exteriorization’…

than we went in session and while on the Objectives

I saw clearly the difference between the body as a tool

and the being at cause, and I went a bit more exterior!

I feel serene, my body is not affecting me anymore, but I control it!

I used to give a lot of power to my body,

but today I realized that the body is just a tool,

and myself, as a being, have no weight!

I love the world.

The whole room is filled up with my ARC.

What I thought before to be miserable

it has now changed into something wonderful!!

Nena

 

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We are here to help!!

If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

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Silvia Kusada

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

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https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

 

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“…LRH was soooo pissed off when he found out that during the ‘Go’ trial they had made an account for the Safe Environment Fund.

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I would like to share with you this e-mail

from Nancy Many, author of  “My Billion Year Contract”

it has some relevant data regarding donations

I’m sure you would like to have.

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Silvia Kusada with author Nancy Many

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“You can’t believe what this means to me.

Watch my page one video on

www.MyBillionYearContract.com.

At one point I said that those of you that entered late 70’s

early 80’s won’t believe this but it was true.

When I first got into Scientology was

“If It Wasn’t Fun, it Wasn’t Scientology”

I got a LOT of heat for that.
Mostly because no one could imagine it,
and it just made me sadder at the potential that had been lost.
And that so so many never got to experience.
But now, some time has passed,
and watching your video, I once again saw
“If it wasn’t fun, it was not Scientology”.
It drove me to tears.

I think Scientology is becoming FUN again.

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Also, just so you know LRH was soooo pissed off

when he found out that during the Go trial

they had made an account for SEF

(Safe Environment Fund)

to raise money thru donations…. Pure Donations.

Those were the most angry telexes of his I had ever seen,
and Janis was right there with him,
so she knows even more.
To the public it just stopped,
for the rest of us, we knew.

He said “we don’t hold bake sales to raise money”

When we have trouble with finances, we sell and deliver more Scientology.

So, when I was first confronted with an IAS reg cycle I said,

“Don’t you know what LRH had to say

about simply asking for donations?”

Alone fighting a bunch of out policies...

She looked at me blankly,
and I never bought a lifetime membership
out of honor to how LRH felt about it,
I had to buy one each year
to continue to collect FSM commissions
so that was my little form of protest.
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Your video gave me that resurgence of
“If it isn’t fun,
It isn’t Scientology”
Because I saw it coming back and coming back stronger.
I think we need to dust off that old saying
and use it for ourselves.
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Yes, we had problems back then,
but even at the worst we could make it fun.
So thank you sooo much for showing me that that adage
of the olden days is true
and can be seen on ALL the faces you put into your video.
Unless you were back there then,
which I doubt you were because
I was working directly with Scn Missions in Italy
and they were just in their infancy,
they were so small they even had people doing TRs sitting
on the kitchen counter, facing each other
with their legs in each of the double sinks!!!!
If it isn’t fun, it isn’t scientology…..
And it has not been fun for a very long time.
But I just wanted to tell you how much those Smiles,
hugs, and laughter meant to me.  Scientology can be fun again.
It’s not dead.
thankyou and blessings,
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Nancy Many

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www.MyBillionYearContract.com

GOOD NEWS!!

A WARM WELCOME TO

LUIS GARCIA

CLASS VIII – NEW OT 8

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http://markrathbun.wordpress.com/2010/11/11/a-letter-from-garcia/

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____________________________

We are here to help!!

If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

 

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You won’t always recognize these people for what they say or do, but by the way they make you feel.

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Some people seem to be full of creativity

and enthusiasm…

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but if you look around them,

you see people driven into uncertainty,

low self-esteem and sadness.

You do not feel free around them,

you want to appear better to be liked,

to be invited again,

to be part of their successful group…

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you feel that could end at any moment

if you are not interesting enough

or you do not follow their ‘advices’:

“I would prefer if this would happen”…

An innocent polite indirect request

you know you ‘better‘ fulfill!

Some of them are almost impossible to detect…

they are incredibly smart but,

a deeper look on your part, will undisclose

a hidden personal motif behind anything they do;

you were invited because they needed more people there,

or because in that moment they were alone

and you became their “entertainment” tool.

Most of these people appear in control of their life

but in truth they are in fear,

insecure to the degree

that they feel there is no other solution to survive

but to cowardly dominate…

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You won’t always recognize these people

for what they say or do,

but by the way they make you feel.

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LIST 11

Invalidation

(from the book “Self Analysis” by L. Ron Hubbard)

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Aberrated individuals use two distinct

and very aberrated methods of controlling others.

The first consists of forcing the other person

to do exactly what is desired with the mechanism of recrimination

and denial of friendship or support

unless instant compliance takes place.

In other words, “You do exact what I say or I am no ally of yours”.

This is outright domination.

Additionally, it seeks by anger and outright criticism, accusations,

and other mechanisms to pound another individual

into submission by making him less.

The second method might be called

domination by nullification.

This is covert and quite often

the person upon whom it is exerted

remains unsuspecting beyond the fact

that he knows he is very unhappy.

This is the coward’s method of domination.

The person using it feels that he is less than the individual

upon whom he is using it and has no the honesty

or fortitude to admit the fact to himself.

He then begins, much as termites gnaw away a foundation,

as in California, to pull the other individual “down to size”,

using small carping criticisms.

The one who is seeking to dominate strike heavily at the point of pride

and capability of his target and yell if at any moment

the target challenges the nullifier,

the person using the mechanism claims he is doing so

solely out of assistance and friendship,

or disavows completely that it has been done.

Of the two methods, the latter is far more damaging.

A person using this method seeks to reduce another individual

down to a point where he can be completely controlled

and will not stop until he has reduced the target

into a confused apathy.

The lowest common denominator of nullification

could be called “invalidation”.

The nullifier seeks to invalidate not only the person

but the skills and knowledge of his target.

The possessions of the target are said to be not quite

as important as they might be.

The experiences of the person being nullified are minimized.

The target’s, looks, strength, physical capabilities

and potentialities are also invalidated.

All this may be done so covertly that it appears

to be “in the best interest of” the target.

The nullifier seeks to“improve” the person being invalidated.

The first question of this list should be, of course,

how many people have you known

who have sought consistently

under the mask of seeking to aid you

to tear you apart as a person,

and reduce your future,

your hopes, your goals,

and the very energy of your life?

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WE HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE

TO AN HAPPY LIFE!!

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Let’s Start!

 

____________________________

We are here to help!!

If you are still in the church as staff or as public

and you need help to get out,

if you just left and you need help,

please call or write to:

ITALIANO/ENGLISH:

Silvia  Kusada  e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH:

Aida Thomas: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

LOS ANGELES ex-SO STAFF ONLY:

contact Aida Thomas in private.

.

Silvia Kusada

.

Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.

skusada2010@gmail.com

.

https://silviakusada.wordpress.com/my-story-in-short/

The happy world of the INDEPENDENT as free people!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1589940262671&ref=mf

 

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