An implant called ‘Life’
…”Many people begin this work and then leave it. Nothing can be done about it, and one cannot tell beforehand. After some time you will see for yourself whether you have enough energy and interest; because work needs energy and effort. You can get neither knowledge nor being by being passive. You have to be active in relation to the work. The chief thing to remember and think about in connection with change of being is sleep and the possibility of awaking. You must find in yourself certain ideas, certain thoughts which will awake you.” (318) Ouspensky THE FOURTH WAY”
We are so busy to be humans, to play our role,
to be reasonable with keeping up with the numerous demands
of this illusion, we forget who we are.
We want to be free while holding onto little or big things
and we lose sight of truth.
We lose sight of truth even when we have touched it several times.
In my work of self remembering, as the onion peels,
I recognize how much there is to do, or may be would be better to say not to do.
I witness my identification, my struggles
to free myself from the illusion of material love, of truth.
I struggle to separate from the non-ordinary reality and many times
when I succeed, the illusion fights back
with a huge amount of heavy black energy.
When I fail to keep the “outsider” view the energy get labeled as pain, failure…
labeled of those significances which aim to make you solid.
A warrior of truth as described by Castaneda
finds this intense moments of dark energy
Even by knowing that to be true,
I still struggle and identify with the matrix
and that turns the all thing into a heavy feeling of succumbing.
It has happened few days ago.
And it has almost killed me such it was the pain.
My luck it has been I was in the right place, with
spiritual friends and researchers
and that curse turned out to be a wonderful
I’m not going into speculating why at times is easier
to drift into the non-ordinary reality
than others, I just want to share,
that 2 days ago while I was walking in tears
I noticed I was seeing, that ‘seeing’ been separated by the analitincal mind.
I was able to see what the mind tells us we should see,
and at the same time I was able to see the lines of energy.
I could than see who was awake or asleep
from the people around, where my attention was landing on them.
Later on, during a counseling session with Mr. Smith
I was able to look at the packages of the matrix.
For any occasion there is a package of thoughts and feelings
which enter and feed from the already existing flow of
the illusionary body.
Although in higher spiritual worlds energy does not exist
and when does responds to very different laws,
in this illusion, you cannot create a vacuum without feeling a great loss.
So, while I was doing a sort of recapitulation, while I was recognizing
the untruth of my agreements with the analytical mind
and get them to flow free, I also realized that
every time you erase something
the matrix suffers.
I than looked and directed a golden flow of energy (rich in prana)
to the empty spots.
.And it worked more and more as I started to self-remembering.
More and more as the illusion fades
I know that action has a different meaning to searcher of truth.
True action does not belong to this dream.
And when you know it
nothing here makes any sense.
It is all not real.
Knowing that, as the reality unfolds, it becomes more and more difficult
to operate in this illusion, it becomes more evident
that there is nothing we do here
if not for an illusion of doing or changing.
…To be serious means to take nothing seriously—with the exception of things about which you know for certain that they are important in relation to what you want. This looks too small, but when you apply it in practice you will see that it is the only solution and the most necessary thing. You see, people who are not cannot be taken seriously from this point of view. One moment they are serious, another moment they forget everything, a third moment they again try to find something, next moment they are quite satisfied with what they have. This means they are not— they do not exist. First they must exist. Ouspensky THE FOURTH WAY
It is a work of mine get rid of valuations, labels,
as they are responsible for the creation of emotions and misemotions
and takes away the beauty and love of higher levels.
Every time we use the mind and by using it we give to it our agreement to be us,
or that what it is felt or said is us,
we go deeper into the implant of life.
Life, by making us identify
gets us trapped.
It is so organized that we are the one trapping ourself
more and more as we identify.
And for someone who is in a way aware of this
it surely hurts.
OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY
Many people begin this work and then leave it. Nothing can be done
about it, and one cannot tell beforehand. After some time you will see for yourself
whether you have enough energy and interest; because work needs energy and effort.
You can get neither knowledge nor being by being passive. You have to be active in
relation to the work.
The chief thing to remember and think about in connection with change of being is sleep and the possibility of awaking. You must find in yourself certain ideas, certain thoughts which will awake you.
The chief question must be how to awake. Realize that you are asleep, that everybody is asleep. Then realize that the only way out is to awake. It is necessary to concentrate on one fact—sleep and the possibility of awaking. If you think about it and feel it, then the chance appears. Until you come to this realization, there is no chance, really.
All ideas of the work begin with the idea of sleep and the possibility of awaking. All other ideas, life ideas may be clever, elaborate, but they are ideas of sleeping people. We are so accustomed to these imaginary ideas that, after some time, we take the ideas of the system on the same level as these other ideas that lead nowhere
OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY
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