BEYOND the “NON-ORDINARY REALITY”

BEYOND the “NON-ORDINARY REALITY”

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I just noticed the Church of $cientology has updated their slanderous web site against me.
As Scientology deals with the laws of this illusion (appearances of success), and not with the freedom from this illusion,
they feel it is important to destroy everyone who interfere with their successful
mind-controlling activities and their growing bank accounts.
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GURDJIEFF says:
“18. Consider what people think of you—not what they say. “
What the Church of $cientology really thinks is I can ruin their ‘business’.
I must be pretty powerful to their thinking.
What they overlook is that we are in 2 different lines of actions.
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They deal with the material universe
and I have been working on the outside-of-this-illusion path.
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GURDJIEFF says:
We are sheep kept to provide wool for our masters who feed us and keep us as slaves of illusion. But we have a chance of escape and our masters are anxious to help us, but we like being sheep. It is comfortable. “
Castaneda compares us to chickens making eggs for our masters.
Now, sheep or chickens does not really matters…
What matter is self-awareness and to realize you are in a prison and we are asleep.
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If one could really see oneself,

one would not be able to forget it” writes Ouspensky, and I find it true.

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GURDJIEFF also says: “You should understand, and establish it as a firm rule, not to pay attention to other people’s opinions. You must be free of people surrounding you, and when you are free inside you will be free of them. “

And I truly do not care about what people, who are still mentally subjugated by the rational mind and therefore fully asleep, think of me.

Their feelings of pity, their judgments and all the rest.

These people are never going to be my students anyway

because they are not ready to know and therefore I have nothing valuable to offer them.

I do not deal with tools to make prisoners happy and satisfied to be prisoners.

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I help beings to escape prison instead, and that does require courage as OUSPENSKY says:

we can only awake through unpleasant emotions— awakening through pleasant emotions has not been invented yet. The most unpleasant thing is to go against oneself, against one’s views, convictions, inclinations. Awakening is not for those who are afraid of unpleasant things, it is only for those who wish to awake and realize what being asleep means and that much help is necessary, a great deal of shaking. This is the real point: how to provide perpetual shaking for oneself and how to agree to it.”

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Recently, I experienced  an enormous emotional pain in this “ordinary reality”

The abusive-controlling behaviour of my ex-husband William Moore has brought up some of my weaknesses at full force.

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I decided to face them and to turn my suffering into awakening.

as GURDJIEFF says: “In the river of life suffering is not intentional. In conscious life suffering is intentional and of great value.”

I turned Miss Kusada into a crisis center .

What the $cientologist call ‘monsters’, turned out to be a wonderful service and experience.

The clean environment, the safe feeling to be cared-for no matter what,

the refusal to evaluate by any of the staff has surprised me.

It is up to you to take antidepressants or not.

I choosed to get a mild one to help me sleep for the first two nights.

As they dull your awareness, once I regained my sleep, I stopped.

I spent the third night awake meditating (auditing my self) through the night.

I located and handled every impulse created to make your ordinary reality real and solid.

This in form of memories, pains and thoughts.

They are all part of the enslaver’s tools.

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Resuming my research has been a major step on my rehabilitation.

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Now, OSA or the Church of $cientology minions after reading this article, would probably add to their slandering web site I have been in a mental clinic.

And all the people sleeping in this Ordinary reality

will go “OHHH!!”, Wow!!!

she is so fucked up!!

and they will look at me suspiciously keeping a distance.

Good for me!!

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Because people who do not know who they really are

and still playing this game of illusion, cannot see past the lies.

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They dramatize the implant ‘to protect’ what they have been brought to believe is life and their false identities.

They have to, because is through you believing life is precious,

your struggling to keep your false personalities alive that the master feeds on you.

You have to make wool and producing eggs.

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So, you need to stick around no matter what and do your work.

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This is pre-arranged human thinking.

My true friends know very well I do not give a damn about this illusion

and they know that when I’m ready to leave,

maybe when I overcome fear and the lies connected to it,

I will be happily gone.

Where the majority of you

will be judging with disdain and

fear the departure,

my friends will understand that is a step toward freedom from lies.

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OUSPENSKY says:

“Learn to love yourself first—you do not love yourself enough;

you love your false personality, not yourself.”

Protecting an illusion, a false identity

is to deny yourself.

So, I might be regarded as a crazy, a loser by the believers

of this illusion. It does not really matter…

We do belong to different worlds.

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Osupensky, The fourth way

“…we can only awake through unpleasant emotions— awakening through pleasant emotions has not been invented yet. The most unpleasant thing is to go against oneself, against one’s views, convictions, inclinations. Awakening is not for those who are afraid of unpleasant things, it is only for those who wish to awake and realize what being asleep means and that much help is necessary, a great deal of shaking. This is the real point: how to provide perpetual shaking for oneself and how to agree to it.”

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Osupensky, The fourth way
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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail:

RiSpiritualPath@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

http://aidathomas.wordpress.com/2011/11/12/rekindling-scientology-training-outside-the-church/

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ITALY: Ri/Maurice Pascal

maurice.pascal007@yahoo.com

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

“Remember yourself always and everywhere.”

“Remember yourself always and everywhere.”

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I had one of my toughest time during the last months or so due to my identification with Miss S. Kusada and her role on this illusion.
I want to share with you what helped me through
apart of Mr Smith help.
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Gurdjieff
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“Remember yourself always and everywhere.”
“Sincerity is the key to self-knowledge and to be sincere with oneself brings great suffering”
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First one must try to remember oneself and, secondly, to remember that what is depressed is not oneself but one’s imaginary picture of oneself.
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“If you already know what is wrong and do it, you commit a sin that is difficult to redress.”
Gurdjieff

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We HELP spiritual beings to GO free!

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We unite spiritual beings

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE ADVANCED SPIRITUAL STATES.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

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ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail:

RiSpiritualPath@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

http://aidathomas.wordpress.com/2011/11/12/rekindling-scientology-training-outside-the-church/

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ITALY: Ri/Maurice Pascal

maurice.pascal007@yahoo.com

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

Ask yourself: Is it right from the point of view of the work or not?

 “Ask yourself: Is it right from the point of view of the work or not? This is struggle against self-will.”

I would say, Ask yourself: “Is it right from the point of view of the path you are walking or not?” This is struggle against self-will, the I’s, the valences, the analytical minds, the ego and every other lie we believe is us.

I was having an interesting conversation with a fellow researcher when something very interesting downed on me.

I knew since a while, we, spiritual beings, do not have a track.

no past, present or future.

I could not audit anymore as I felt I was cheating knowing any auditing or counseling directed to this life or anyway a material interpretation of it, in any universe or form, is a lie.

I wondered many times how came running engrams, scanning of past lives traumas worked so well.

What it downed on me this morning is, that since the mind is the product of foreign installations, installations which feeds on solidity (any emotional response below 40.0) a dramatization will occur when you are not producing solidity.

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♣♣♣  “The tone scale as represented by Mr. Hubbard is the scale of a being trapped into identification with the implant called life, where the first glimpse of freedom start at 40.0″

 

Counseling past lives or past traumas

gives the parasites what they are looking for;

agreement with time, with force and energy.

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Every time we agree we have a past, a present and a future

we are agreeing to the illusion thus adding solidity to this trap.

We are giving the parasites what they want, we play their game and so they quiet down.

What in Scientology we call mistakenly, case gains;

 feeling less anxious, healing from pain or anything else along this line,

are in fact further agreements with the Matrix.

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Mr. Hubbard, I remember mentioning the lower bridge, the lowers steps of his technology to be directed toward the alignment of outside intentions.

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That is what all the counseling is about.

Auditing Valances, Flyers, Parasites ans so on…

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It is all intended to quite them down so the being can work.

The problem with lower levels spiritual philosophies including $cientology is that they never get the being to the right prospective. They never get the person to confront the fact that he si not their mind.

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They get people stuck into goals pertaining to this program.

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In $cientology especially, they get up to the higher levels and believe they have gone somewhere because they get to the illusion of control over other inorganic and organic beings.

They evaluate ones power according to the “effect” produced in this material universe.

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Some other groups members believe they are getting somewhere if

they are able to exteriorize from a body

overlooking the fact that exteriorization is just another misidentification.

Where the person now believes is outside the material world

is in fact just on a less dense form of energy.

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♣♣♣ “THE FOURTH WAY by Ouspensky” A certain number of people who want to awake must agree among themselves that when one of them is asleep someone else may be awake and will do the shaking. But making such an agreement needs sincerity; those people must really want to awake and must not get angry or offended when they get shaken. ” “Pleasant things only help sleep” ..♣..

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No one ever realizes fully that until you are able to separate from the mind,

from anything related or understandable by the mind, the mind it self,

you are identified with a parasite.

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To be cause over others, it is the thought of a vampire of energy of which intention is being cause (to control) over you, the spiritual being.

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I have heard many times, good researchers say:

“Yes, spiritual but we have also to make money or go to work…”

The truth is they do not need to do that at all.

It would be much better to say: “The character in this movie thinks he has to make money or go to work in order to survive.”

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Can you see the difference?

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It is not to underestimate the fact that any time we actually

make the wrong statement we get more and more into the implant.

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Self-remembering when done properly stops this process and in a long run one can reverse it.

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VERSIONE ITALIANA:

https://advancedspiritualresearch.wordpress.com/2014/11/20/priorita/

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Jiddu KRISHNAMURTI

“The idea, the concept, the pattern is born of our thinking, which in turn is based upon our conditioning. All our thinking, however noble, refined or subtle, is the outcome of our experience, of our knowledge. There is no thinking without the past. Our thought is merely the reaction of memory. And what I am talking about is action without reaction, which means living without thought as the reaction of memory.

– Krishnamurti, Collected Works, Vol. XIII,233,Action”

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“THE FOURTH WAY by Ouspensky”

A certain number of people who want to awake must agree among themselves that when one of them is asleep someone else may be awake and will do the shaking. But making such an agreement needs sincerity; those people must really want to awake and must not get angry or offended when they get shaken.

No, no, you must try to remember yourself in all conditions. If you remember yourself when alone, you will forget yourself when you are with people, and if you remember yourself among people you will forget yourself when alone. If you limit yourself to one set of circumstances, you lose at once. The best time to try to remember yourself is when circumstances are most difficult, and the most difficult circumstances are not when you can choose to be alone or not alone but when you have no choice. And why are the most difficult circumstances the best? Because then self-remembering gives the best results. In easy circumstances, if you decide to be alone or not alone, you may get some results; but if you find yourself in a most difficult situation and still manage to remember yourself, the results will be quite incommensurable.

 If you want to stop considering you must remember yourself; without remembering yourself you cannot stop considering. “

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We HELP spiritual beings to GO free!

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We unite spiritual beings

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WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?

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I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO  SERIOUSLY WISH

TO ACHIEVE ADVANCED SPIRITUAL STATES.

My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.

We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.

Center for Spiritual Research and its applications

.

ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail:

RiSpiritualPath@gmail.com

ESPANOL/ENGLISH: e-mail: dianaclass8@yahoo.com

http://aidathomas.wordpress.com/2011/11/12/rekindling-scientology-training-outside-the-church/

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ITALY: Ri/Maurice Pascal

maurice.pascal007@yahoo.com

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Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.

SilviaKusada@gmail.com

DREAMING THE DREAM

DREAMING THE DREAM

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“Forget about the life you have created here on earth! You should only have one goal, one desire, and only one purpose and that is obtaining your spiritual freedom. Use death as your advisor when you don’t know what to do.

Will acquiring wealth matter upon your death?

Will pleasing others and following social standards matter upon your death? Are you willing to give your soul to the predator because you’re having fun pretending to be what your ego tells you that you are?

The purpose of meditation is to silence the mind and force the predator to detatch from you. “

http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message2178607/pg1

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...Secondo don Juan sono stati proprio i Voladores a instillarci stupidi sistemi di credenza, le abitudini, le consuetudini sociali, e sono loro a definire le nostre paure, le nostre speranze, sono loro ad alimentare in continuazione e senza ritegno il nostro Ego.

… ( http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message2178607/pg1 ) Predator of Consciousness To my brothers and sisters there is some very important and somewhat disturbing information I want to share with you. There is a spiritual parasitic entity that has attached itself to the awareness of humans and it feeds off of our energy. I am sure the concept of this is nothing new to you, but everything that you have heard has been hinting at what I am going to explain in full detail. I call this entity the predator of consciousness, but it is also called “The Foreign Installation” “The Ego” “Flyers (voladores)” “Mud Shadows” or “The Arcons.” All the myths about fallen angels and demons, the devil, succubus and incubus, vampires, Islamic Jinn, David dIckes Reptilians, grey aliens, or shape shifters from another dimension are actually referring to this entity. Different cultures using different languages have tried to teach about this entity and modern day people have confused the teachings to mean that many different entities exist when there is only one. The predator is very real and truly its greatest achievement is getting you to believe it doesn’t exist. Does that sound familiar? When you read this you may feel fear or anxiety, but it is not yours it is that of the predator. I can feel the predators fear as chills running up my spine and a strange sensation on the back of my head. I also can see these mud shadows with my peripheral vision as well as detecting the predator in people’s auras. I would like to show you a quote from Carlos Castaneda. Don Juan, the Mexican Yaqui Indian shaman, tells Carlos Castaneda the following: “We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The Predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so… I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! “This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico … They took us over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to them.” “No, no, no, no,” [Carlos replies] “This is absurd don Juan. What you’re saying is something monstrous. It simply can’t be true, for sorcerers or for average men, or for anyone.” “Why not?” don Juan asked calmly. “Why not? Because it infuriates you? … You haven’t heard all the claims yet. I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradictions between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behaviour. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of belief, our ideas of good and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.” “‘But how can they do this, don Juan? [Carlos] asked, somehow angered further by what [don Juan] was saying. “‘Do they whisper all that in our ears while we are asleep?” “‘No, they don’t do it that way. That’s idiotic!” don Juan said, smiling. “They are infinitely more efficient and organized than that. In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous manoeuvre stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A horrendous manoeuvre from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.” “I know that even though you have never suffered hunger… you have food anxiety, which is none other than the anxiety of the predator who fears that any moment now its manoeuvre is going to be uncovered and food is going to be denied. Through the mind, which, after all, is their mind, the predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is convenient for them. And they ensure, in this manner, a degree of security to act as a buffer against their fear.” “The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were quite ill at ease with the idea of when [the predator] made its appearance on Earth. They reasoned that man must have been a complete being at one point, with stupendous insights, feats of awareness that are mythological legends nowadays. And then, everything seems to disappear, and we have now a sedated man. What I’m saying is that what we have against us is not a simple predator. It is very smart, and organized. It follows a methodical system to render us useless. Man, the magical being that he is destined to be, is no longer magical. He’s an average piece of meat.” “There are no more dreams for man but the dreams of an animal who is being raised to become a piece of meat: trite, conventional, imbecilic.” Castaneda, 1998

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Some call them Arconti, some Voladores (Flyers), some “zburatorii”, some entities, some others mind parasites or Body Thetans.

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They are semi-inhorganic beings which constitute your mind.

They think your thoughts and send it to you as they were yours.

They live and feed out of your emotional responces.

They are set up to keep you producing.

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Thus the importance of silence.

The importance of recognizing what you are or you are not.

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The works of Ouspensky about self-remembering and self-observation

and what Scientology calls the OT levels is about the recognization

and disposition of these interferences).

Your gift of power on the Toltec path is to learn to blame it on the parasite — the true villain in your mind.

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But there is more to it.

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It is not just that the mind is not yours,

you need to be strong enough to see

that what is not yours, is life itself.

You have nothing to do with the ‘you’ who is playing in this movie.

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If we ask ourself the question ‘to whom it belongs this charge/thought?‘,

if you are to a point to recognize and say to the ones sending you thoughts

I do not believe you

you have also to realize that there is a much deeper truth.

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It is not enought to not identify to the several ‘I’s

it is the life itself we need to not identify with.

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When we think we win, we lose,

when we feel pain or joy

when we thinking we going somewhere or we plan for the future

we are living a life, we are living a lie.

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“The Voladores “‘What is it, don Juan?’ I asked. ‘I see fleeting black shadows all over the place. “‘Ah, that’s the universe at large,’ he said, ‘ incommesurable, nonlinear, outside the realm of syntax. “‘The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were the first ones to see those fleeting shadows, so they followed them around. They saw them as you’re seeing them, and they saw them as energy that flows in the universe. And they did discover something trancendental.’ “He stopped talking and looked at me. His pauses were perfectly palced. He always stopped talking when I was hanging by a thread “‘What did they discover, don Juan?’ I asked. “‘They discovered that we have a companion for life,’ he said, as clearly as he could. ‘We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so.’ “It was very dark around us, and that seemed to curtail any expression on my part. If it has been daylight, I would have laughed my head off. “‘It’s pitch black around us,’ don Juan said, ‘but if you look out of the corner of your eye, you will still see fleeting shadows jumping all around you. “He was right. I could still see them. Their movement made me dizzy. Don Juan turned on the light, and that seemed to dissipate everything. “‘You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics,’ don Juan said. ‘I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico.’ “‘Why has this predator taken over in the fashion that you’ve described, don Juan?’ I asked. ‘There must be a logical explanation.’ “‘There is an explanation,’ don Juan replied, ‘which is the simplest explanation in the world. They took over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to them.'” (“The Active Side of Infinity,” Carlos Castaneda)

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…and right there we should say:

‘I do not believe you!’

Do not let ‘your’ mind say that,

because it will make you feel pretty stupid.

You have to rise above the mind

you have to find that truth

into the silence.

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…””For instance, the evolution of humanity beyond a certain point, or, to speak more correctly, above a certain percentage, would be fatal for the moon. The moon at present feeds on organic life, on humanity. Humanity is a part of organic life; this means that humanity is food for the moon. If all men were to become too intelligent they would not want to be eaten by the moon.”. Excerpt from “In search of the miraculous”  by Gurdjieff       – http://books.google.com.au/books?id=…ed=0CAYQ6AEwAA

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I had an amazing experience about a week ago.

I found myself on the 5th layer of the onion.

I was not only exteriorized from the body,

but from the whole game.

I had power over all and everything.

Yet, I did not care about getting back my ex husband,

or changing anything else in this life.

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In fact there was nothing in this life which did belong to me at all.

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This experience gave me clarity about pain.

When you kill yourself trying to escape a situation or a life,

if you do that being part of the illusion,

mistakenly believing you are in any way attached to the game

or to one of the personalities you have been assigned,

you will go right back into another movie.

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My teacher has been very clear.

You can only leave once you are totally trasparent and exterior from this game, than nothing will stick to you.

Because there is nothing of you actually there.

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When I find myself grieving over the loss of my past divorce I know it is not me.

I know fully know that as it belong to this life.

In truth, while one of my ‘I’s’ was fighting to put back my marriage

a much higher awareness one

knew there was no way I could

have any kind of a relationshi with a liar,

a disloyal, capricious man.

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When you worry about being sick or not making enough money.. all that still is not you, and trying to do something about

just adds solidity to the prison.

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Osupensky, The fourth way

Q. If one feels depressed or irritated, what steps can one take against it?
A. First one must try to remember oneself and, secondly, to remember that what is depressed is not oneself but one’s imaginary picture of oneself. (341)

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Q. I do not see how one is to get anywhere unless one tries to go against habits and to change one’s everyday life.

A. Yes, certainly one has to do something about it. The question is what one must
change. People always try to change things that are not important, and what is
important is disregarded and put off till to-morrow. (322)

Q. How is it that one can observe oneself and still go on doing the same silly antics?
A. Because there is not one person but many. One person looks on, and another continues the antics. If you can see the different people in you in one case, it is good. If you can see them in several cases, things begin to become uncomfortable. If you can see them always, it is the beginning of work. (323)

  • OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY  

 

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 The Parasite Talks to Itself The judge (parasite) made the rule that the apprentice should meditate. The victim child (parasite) created the motivation of love and acceptance. The judge (parasite) made the apprentice wrong for breaking the rules, and then punished his failure with self-anger and the penance of a two-hour meditation. The rebel (parasite) blocked the decision about getting up two hours early, and finally the victim child (parasite) was so hurt and discouraged that nothing ever worked out right that he gave up the whole idea. Do you see the parasite talking to the parasite? It actually never wanted the apprentice to do anything that might help him become free of its influence and control. So it ran the apprentice in little circles, all dedicated to his “spiritual work.” Pushing a human to be perfect on a spiritual path is one of the best tricks of the parasite, because everyone agrees that they and everyone else should be more spiritual. The goal of perfection is unattainable, so the parasite knows his program of sabotage is safe. The Parasite Lies The parasite is a big liar. Remember that the judge is the main voice of the parasite, and the judge is always lying. Everything he says about what you “should” have done or been is a lie, because you can only be yourself as you are. Imagine that you realize that you are going to be late for an important appointment, perhaps a job interview or an exciting date. If you look at the clock and say, “I am going to be late,” that is simply the truth. The parasite will look at the same clock and say, “You are going to be late because you are stupid and don't pay attention. You should have known how long it would take to get ready. Now the person is going to be mad at you, and you will probably not get the job (or romance). Nobody will ever like you, and you will probably just get old and die alone.” How can I know whether I am lying to myself or not? For now, assume that you are always lying. You are describing your dream, and it is not really the “truth” — it is only your perception of reality. And assume that the voice telling you how you should be and what you should do is really a liar! With that mitote in your mind, you drive to the appointment in a fearful rush, arrive filled with anxiety, rushed apologies, and perhaps excuses about the bad traffic. The person waiting for you might not have noticed the time, or was happy for the quiet time while he or she waited. You would have no way of knowing, because you would be focused inward on the parasite's mitote, and not present in the moment. If the job interview or romantic lunch does not go well, the parasite will blame it on you. Your gift of power on the Toltec path is to learn to blame it on the parasite — the true villain in your mind.  http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message2178607/pg1


The Parasite Talks to Itself
The judge (parasite) made the rule that the apprentice should meditate. The victim child (parasite) created the motivation of love and acceptance. The judge (parasite) made the apprentice wrong for breaking the rules, and then punished his failure with self-anger and the penance of a two-hour meditation. The rebel (parasite) blocked the decision about getting up two hours early, and finally the victim child (parasite) was so hurt and discouraged that nothing ever worked out right that he gave up the whole idea.
Do you see the parasite talking to the parasite? It actually never wanted the apprentice to do anything that might help him become free of its influence and control. So it ran the apprentice in little circles, all dedicated to his “spiritual work.” Pushing a human to be perfect on a spiritual path is one of the best tricks of the parasite, because everyone agrees that they and everyone else should be more spiritual. The goal of perfection is unattainable, so the parasite knows his program of sabotage is safe.
The Parasite Lies
The parasite is a big liar. Remember that the judge is the main voice of the parasite, and the judge is always lying. Everything he says about what you “should” have done or been is a lie, because you can only be yourself as you are.
Imagine that you realize that you are going to be late for an important appointment, perhaps a job interview or an exciting date. If you look at the clock and say, “I am going to be late,” that is simply the truth. The parasite will look at the same clock and say, “You are going to be late because you are stupid and don’t pay attention. You should have known how long it would take to get ready. Now the person is going to be mad at you, and you will probably not get the job (or romance). Nobody will ever like you, and you will probably just get old and die alone.”
How can I know whether I am lying to myself or not?
For now, assume that you are always lying. You are describing your dream, and it is not really the “truth” — it is only your perception of reality. And assume that the voice telling you how you should be and what you should do is really a liar!
With that mitote in your mind, you drive to the appointment in a fearful rush, arrive filled with anxiety, rushed apologies, and perhaps excuses about the bad traffic. The person waiting for you might not have noticed the time, or was happy for the quiet time while he or she waited. You would have no way of knowing, because you would be focused inward on the parasite’s mitote, and not present in the moment. If the job interview or romantic lunch does not go well, the parasite will blame it on you. Your gift of power on the Toltec path is to learn to blame it on the parasite — the true villain in your mind.
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…quote this time from Arcane Raven Wolf. He uses a very good metaphor to explain what the predator is doing and there is no reason for me to come up with one of my own.

Understanding Your Enemy – “In this illusion called reality the human mind and soul has many enemies to the evolutionary awakening that I will and am speaking of. The most important enemy to note is the Predator. So what is the Predator exactly? It is something of an anomaly that is both physical in an aspect and yet not. It transcends the current human mind since the very mind that most human beings are connected to is the construct mind called the “Ego.”

When I speak of the ego I am not referring to the psychology version of me, myself and I. It is very much like that but the truth is buried so much further down the rabbit hole. The ego is an ocean of awareness that is foreign to the human spirit. It is akin to our ocean that exists just off the shore of our beaches. A human can go into the ocean and swim but cannot live there as he/she is currently.

If they were to build a transport vehicle or breathing apparatus than a human could potentially live there so long as the apparatus or vehicle remained intact. The ego IS an apparatus that lets humanity enter the foreign domain of the ocean until the apparatus no longer functions properly (death). Our physical body is the vehicle construct of the ego and the Predator’s mind is the oxygen that fuels the breathing apparatus.

Without this oxygen one would quickly drown in the depths of the ocean and yet it is this illusion that is keeping you swimming in the ocean in the first place. Let me open your mind to what I am referring to. The Ocean is the Ego and the Land is where we are originally from. On this land we have everything we could ever need or want and death does not exist. Within this Ocean swims the Predator, we’ll call it a Shark for this analogy.

The land and the ocean are two separate dimensions that are similar enough to intertwine and yet different enough to remain outside one another. The fluid nature of the ocean is very much a part of the emotional construct created by the Predator. As a higher dimensional awareness it is akin to water just as the human emotional system is closely connected to water. Water is a medium for electricity and human electricity is similar to what the human soul is made of.

The soul is a type of electricity that is outside of our physics model of electricity and yet it has the capability to interact with those same principles and “laws.” This is the major secret of the Alchemy triangle of Salt, Mercury and Sulfur. The human body is made of highly condensed salt crystals that store energy, (In this case the human soul) and the blood/water is the medium that transports the Will of the soul (Sulfur). The Predator utilizes energy transference much like we do with the exception of the salt/physical aspect.

You eat food in order to transform the energy stored within the crystal structure that is the physical body of your food, into yourself thus charging your “battery.” The Predator on the other hand requires much higher concentrations of this energy and in being like water it needed to create a medium to siphon off your essence to feed itself. A shark cannot walk on the land in order to devour a human for food since it would suffocate from the oxygen and dry up in the sun.

So if the shark is starving and sees the most delicious meal waiting ignorantly on shore it would need to create a “medium” to connect the human food source to the ocean. Since the energy between the human soul and the Predator are one in the same type, all it would really need would be for the human to foolishly enter the foreign water’s of its awareness so that it can then devour them. But why would a human do such a foolish thing?

Before the Predator shared our existence humanity was much different than we are today. We are the creation and guardians of this planet known as “Earth.” I will discuss this much later in another chapter in more detail but for now just know that we were created in the image of unconditional love. The human soul was innocent and young and knew nothing of pain and hatred since there was no need to fear anything at that time and death was not a factor.

One day the awareness/force known as the Predator had entered into the equation from seemingly out of nowhere. Having devoured its fill of energy where it called home it travelled the vast black ocean of the Universe and came to our peaceful and new planet/galaxy. Like the shark it swam at the edge of our shore looking at humanity as a powerfully rich source of energy but it could not enter our dimension as it was.

The Earth, our Mother/Father protected its children from outside intrusion of this sort since we were but mirrors of the beauty that was held within. The shark grew hungrier and much more cunning as time went on. One day as it watched some humans nearby on shore caring for one another and caring for their mother/father, the shark came up with a plan. If it could somehow create a breathing apparatus for the humans it might be able to trick them into entering the dangerous waters of its ego.

But just a breathing apparatus would not be enough to convince them to stay since they had everything their hearts could desire in the warm embrace of their creator and their family. It would need to insert its own mind in order to prevent the humans from realizing the greater truth and returning to the safety of the shore. The humans had never been interested in entering the vast existence of the ocean since they had everything they could ever want or need already.

They nurtured their brothers and sisters of the plant and animal kingdoms and lived in peace for eternity as mirrors of unconditional love. But their major flaw was that they were innocent and young and they had never encountered a being like the shark. When the shark finished creating the breathing apparatus he swam up close to where the humans were and began to speak to them. He told them that he had brought a gift for them and that with this gift they could safely experience the awe and wonder that is the ocean.

At first the humans declined the offer in that they were already satisfied with the way things were. But the shark did not relent as his stomach growled louder and much more fiercely than ever. Being of another dimension where the laws of awareness are much different the shark used its greatest strength in deception to lure the humans in. He told them that he was their friend and that he wanted to share his happiness with them and that in the deep and vast ocean there were wonders that they could never even imagine.

He told them that they were free to leave anytime they wished but that if they chose to stay he would provide for them forever like their mother/father has done since their creation. The humans, being a young and innocent species, accepted the weighted deal of the shark and put the breathing apparatus over their faces and entered the water. At first everything seemed so great and amazing as the shark created spectacular illusions that astounded the minds of these innocent and ignorant souls.

Slowly the shark began to insert his mind into the humans through the breathing apparatus that they wore to stay alive. As the Predator’s mind grew and grew within the humans’ it began to mirror their souls in every detail. Pretty soon the humans couldn’t tell the difference anymore between their souls and the false construct that the Predator had inserted into their minds. When the humans started to turn around and go back home from their adventure something strange and foreign happened.

Fear gripped their souls as the fear from the Predator’s mind transferred into them. They had never experienced fear before and it was quite shocking to them. You see, when the Predator becomes afraid of its food source leaving this fear transfers into the humans as if it is their own fear. The construct, having separated the awareness between their souls and the false illusion of the mirror placed into their consciousness, had switched places with their being and now it latches onto their energy body like a ball and chain.

When the shark becomes hungry it initiates an illusion called death to transfer the energy of the human soul into itself thus prolonging its own awareness as a predatory force. If the human host has been fully absorbed by the false construct of the ego than the soul is piggy backed by the mirror which is from the dimension of the Predator. Being from the same dimension an energy transference can now take place as it becomes a proper medium between the two dimensions.

Without the full absorption by the mirror (ego) there can be no energy transference and the Predator will then starve. If this is the case and the human dies while still in the ocean the human soul becomes freed and is released from its chains of service to this force thus returning home to the Earth as “potential awareness.” I will explain more about potential awareness later. The greatest fear of the Predator however is a human returning back onto the shore still intact without dying.

A fully aware human is the biggest threat to the Predator’s lively-hood and to its coexistence. If a fully awakened human were to return home with the new found wisdom of what is taking place than the human will no doubt retaliate upon the Predator and free his brothers and sisters of humanity from being eaten. It is at this time that once a human disconnects from the hive mind of the Predator’s awareness that he/she becomes an enemy to not only the Predator but to the Predator’s mind.
Quoting: ArcaneRavenWolf

If you choose to detach yourself from the material world, break down your ego, and stop being hypnotized by the allurement of life then I applaud you. My purpose however is just to deliver this information to you so you may have a chance at obtaining freedom if that is your desire as it is mine. Look at the world you live in very closely. It is full of predators! The spiritual world is no different (actually this world is a physical manifestitation of the spiritual) so is it far fetched that a predator may prey upon consciousness just as you prey upon flesh?

This is where the whole story about a war for souls comes from. You see when the predator consumes your ego upon your death if you are attached to it then the predator also consumes your soul/awareness and gets your energy. (A bonus!) Does this sound familiar because they make a lot of movies hinting at this? This is no coincidence, we can relate to these movies subconsciously and that is why movies like the matrix are so popular. Interesting thought, remember that kids movie monsters Inc?

Forget about the life you have created here on earth! You should only have one goal, one desire, and only one purpose and that is obtaining your spiritual freedom. Use death as your advisor when you don’t know what to do. Will acquiring wealth matter upon your death? Will pleasing others and following social standards matter upon your death? Are you willing to give your soul to the predator because you’re having fun pretending to be what your ego tells you that you are?

The purpose of meditation is to silence the mind and force the predator to detatch from you. Here is something by Allen Hardman that will help you understand how the predator manipulates you.

Other Tricks of the Parasite by Allan Hardman

An apprentice decided that he should meditate for one hour every morning as part of his spiritual work. He was excited, because he knew meditation would help him become a more loving and peaceful person (which meant, of course, that he would be more loved and accepted in his new spiritual community). After doing well for the first week, he overslept one morning and had to rush to work without meditating. All day he was agitated. He knew he would not have time to meditate when he got home, and was angry for failing to keep his agreement with himself. He decided that he would have to meditate for two hours the next morning, in order to make up for his failure.

Religious and spiritual groups are just like any other dream of domestication. There are expectations held by the group about how members should behave and dress, and about the right and wrong words to use — just like a family. The Toltec warrior is always aware, no matter where he is, of these external influences, and resists their effect on him.
When the apprentice was setting his alarm an hour earlier for the next morning, he began to resent the pressure. He was not getting enough sleep, and now he was going to have to get up in the cold and dark, just to sit in meditation. He began to doubt his ability to keep the new schedule, and even started doubting the value of meditating. He fell asleep while trying to decide what to do, and was nearly late for work the next morning. By the time he got home, he was convinced that meditating was a waste of time, and probably wouldn’t help him anyway. The next day, he dropped out of his new spiritual group.

The Parasite Talks to Itself
The judge (parasite) made the rule that the apprentice should meditate. The victim child (parasite) created the motivation of love and acceptance. The judge (parasite) made the apprentice wrong for breaking the rules, and then punished his failure with self-anger and the penance of a two-hour meditation. The rebel (parasite) blocked the decision about getting up two hours early, and finally the victim child (parasite) was so hurt and discouraged that nothing ever worked out right that he gave up the whole idea.

Do you see the parasite talking to the parasite? It actually never wanted the apprentice to do anything that might help him become free of its influence and control. So it ran the apprentice in little circles, all dedicated to his “spiritual work.” Pushing a human to be perfect on a spiritual path is one of the best tricks of the parasite, because everyone agrees that they and everyone else should be more spiritual. The goal of perfection is unattainable, so the parasite knows his program of sabotage is safe.

The Parasite Lies
The parasite is a big liar. Remember that the judge is the main voice of the parasite, and the judge is always lying. Everything he says about what you “should” have done or been is a lie, because you can only be yourself as you are.

Imagine that you realize that you are going to be late for an important appointment, perhaps a job interview or an exciting date. If you look at the clock and say, “I am going to be late,” that is simply the truth. The parasite will look at the same clock and say, “You are going to be late because you are stupid and don’t pay attention. You should have known how long it would take to get ready. Now the person is going to be mad at you, and you will probably not get the job (or romance). Nobody will ever like you, and you will probably just get old and die alone.”

How can I know whether I am lying to myself or not?

For now, assume that you are always lying. You are describing your dream, and it is not really the “truth” — it is only your perception of reality. And assume that the voice telling you how you should be and what you should do is really a liar!
With that mitote in your mind, you drive to the appointment in a fearful rush, arrive filled with anxiety, rushed apologies, and perhaps excuses about the bad traffic. The person waiting for you might not have noticed the time, or was happy for the quiet time while he or she waited. You would have no way of knowing, because you would be focused inward on the parasite’s mitote, and not present in the moment. If the job interview or romantic lunch does not go well, the parasite will blame it on you. Your gift of power on the Toltec path is to learn to blame it on the parasite — the true villain in your mind.
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Working in the realm of the non-ordinary reality

WORKING THROUGH THE NON-ORDINARY REALITY

The second question is how to use emotional states when they come, and that is what  we must prepare ourselves for, since it is possible. Emotional states come and we lose them in identification and things like that.

The second question is how to use emotional states when they come, and that is what
we must prepare ourselves for, since it is possible. Emotional states come and we lose
them in identification and things like that.

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 I always thought betrayal, the discovery of truth,
deceptions and other labels of this type of energy automatically
will bring about as result pain and suffering.
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In the last few days with Mr. Smith, I realized I might be wrong.

Another false data from the mind.
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Emotional reactions to a state o better, a type of energy
are learned, assumed. organized and agreed upon in time.
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I’m now working on pure energy. On the non-ordinary reality.
When there, you can know (read the program)
by the type and color of energy.
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When you see a certain color you know the mind is projecting a certain view
and to it the right package for that view is added
(the package of pain, desperation, joy ,boredom depending on the situation).
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If you do not see the non-ordinary reality
it can become overwhelming.
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It is mostly in the non-ordinary reality
you can change things, non in the view of the mind.
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“Q. If one feels depressed or irritated, what steps can one take against it? A. First one must try to remember oneself and, secondly, to remember that what is depressed is not oneself but one’s imaginary picture of oneself. ” (341) Ouspensky

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That is just a “movie-like” reality.
So, if something labeled “bad” happens
you can help “your body” to neutralize a specific type of energy which,
being translated negatively by the mind will make the “body” suffer
and you by identifying with the body and the mind.
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On the other side, you should to be very careful
to overload your “batteries” with positive-type of energy
as that type puts you, the being, into forgetting
as oppose to self-remembering.
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The best would be to be able to balance
so you can be at peace on your work
without becoming an overloaded breaker ready to burn.
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My teacher is not a big fun of me playing
with this universe or illusion.
He always tells me to forget about it
and go beyond into the silence and peace. Outside it all.
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I know he is right, but at this time I’m not sure what he really means
and how to do that…
My analytical mind and my identification with the program
still too strong to totally duplicate the simplicity of his advice.
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.”Q. How can we learn to love our enemies? A. Learn to love yourself first—you do not love yourself enough; you love your false personality, not yourself. It is difficult to understand the New Testament or Buddhist writings, for they are notes taken in school. One line of these writings refers to one level and another to another level. ” (329) Ouspensky

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What I know pure intent, will and postulate
will get us there.
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Osupensky, The fourth way

The second question is how to use emotional states when they come, and that is what
we must prepare ourselves for, since it is possible. Emotional states come and we lose
them in identification and things like that. (326)

Q. When emotional states come, is the only way to prolong them to self-remember?
A. I said use them. Certainly if you remember yourself you will see many ways of using this state when it comes; it is a matter of observation. It will give you a different power of thinking, different power of understanding. It cannot be described because it must be a personal experience. (327)

Q. Can emotions be used to see more objectively?
A. Yes they can, when you have control of them.

Emotions can be used as definite instruments for acquiring knowledge only if you can control them. And what does control mean? It means not admitting identification and considering.

Control is the second step, study is the first step.

We speak about emotions, but many of them we know only by name.

They are so mixed with other things, we identify with them so much that we do not realize all that we can get from them if we could take them in the right way.

All that we call emotions—anger, fear, boredom—they can all be turned upside down, and then we will find that they have quite a different taste.

All emotions can be useful, they are a kind of windows, or additional senses.

Only now we cannot use them, except for creating new illusions; but if we used them for seeing things as they are, we would learn many new things.

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More on self-remembering

MORE ON SELF-REMEMBERING

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..”Thoughts, emotions, different wavelength and energy all pull you away from who you are. They are a magnificent way to increase unconsciousness and identification with a dream”

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For who of you is on the path of self-remembering
these couple of questions can be of great help.
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When feeling mis-emotional or emotional
look at it and say really intending it:
“You are not mine.”
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Another way to escape the attacks and needling
of the “voladores”, “parasites of energy”, or “body thetans”
who send you thoughts
is to locate them individually and tell them repetitively:
“I do not believe you!”.
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If you repeat it to these entities, they will blow
or at least you won’t feel the effects of these communication.
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Remember that the way they get to you is by sending thoughts
which we think are ours.
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It is all part of finding the right ownership.
It is a daily work, as we all and constantly
(even on different levels or intensity) hear thoughts.
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Mr. Hubbard defines thinking the result of the reactive mind.
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Knowingness is a being natural state, a little below there is ‘seeing’.
Seeing is already light years away from thinking
and belong to the spiritual mind.
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In order to ‘see’ you must have achieved
a certain level of non-identification with this illusion
and the character you have been assigned to be you.
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The questions above, I found, to work like magic
so I wanted to share them with you.
You welcome to share your work with it.
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"Q. How is it that one can observe oneself and still go on doing the same silly antics?  A. Because there is not one person but many. One person looks on, and another continues the antics. If you can see the different people in you in one case, it is good. If you can see them in several cases, things begin to become uncomfortable. If you can see them always, it is the beginning of work. (323) OUSPENSKY

“Q. How is it that one can observe oneself and still go on doing the same silly antics?
A. Because there is not one person but many. One person looks on, and another continues the antics. If you can see the different people in you in one case, it is good. If you can see them in several cases, things begin to become uncomfortable. If you can see them always, it is the beginning of work. (323) OUSPENSKY

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Osupensky, The fourth way

Q. I do not see how one is to get anywhere unless one tries to go against habits and to
change one’s everyday life.

A. Yes, certainly one has to do something about it. The question is what one must
change. People always try to change things that are not important, and what is
important is disregarded and put off till to-morrow. (322)

Q. How is it that one can observe oneself and still go on doing the same silly antics?
A. Because there is not one person but many. One person looks on, and another continues the antics. If you can see the different people in you in one case, it is good. If you can see them in several cases, things begin to become uncomfortable. If you can see them always, it is the beginning of work. (323)

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An implant called ‘Life”

An implant called ‘Life’

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…”Many people begin this work and then leave it. Nothing can be done about it, and one cannot tell beforehand. After some time you will see for yourself whether you have enough energy and interest; because work needs energy and effort. You can get neither knowledge nor being by being passive. You have to be active in relation to the work. The chief thing to remember and think about in connection with change of being is sleep and the possibility of awaking. You must find in yourself certain ideas, certain thoughts which will awake you.”  (318) Ouspensky THE FOURTH WAY”

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We are so busy to be humans, to play our role,

to be reasonable with keeping up with the numerous demands

of this illusion, we forget who we are.

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We want to be free while holding onto little or big things

and we lose sight of truth.

We lose sight of truth even when we have touched it several times.

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In my work of self remembering, as the onion peels,

I recognize how much there is to do, or may be would be better to say not to do.

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I witness my identification, my struggles

to free myself from the illusion of material love, of truth.

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I struggle to separate from the non-ordinary reality and many times

when I succeed, the illusion fights back

with a huge amount of heavy black energy.

When I fail to keep the “outsider” view  the energy get labeled as pain, failure…

labeled of those significances which aim to make you solid.

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A warrior of truth as described by Castaneda

finds this intense moments of dark energy

a blessing.

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Even by knowing that to be true,

I still struggle and identify with the matrix

and that turns the all thing into a heavy feeling of succumbing.

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It has happened few days ago.

And it has almost killed me such it was the pain.

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My luck it has been I was in the right place, with

spiritual friends and researchers

and that curse turned out to be a wonderful

“seeing” experience.

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I’m not going into speculating why at times is easier

to drift into the non-ordinary reality

than others, I just want to share,

that 2 days ago while I was walking in tears

I noticed I was seeing, that ‘seeing’ been separated by the analitincal mind.

I was able to see what the mind tells us we should see,

and at the same time I was able to see the lines of energy.

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I could than see who was awake or asleep

from the people around, where my attention was landing on them.

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Later on, during a counseling session with Mr. Smith

I was able to look at the packages of the matrix.

For any occasion there is a package of thoughts and feelings

which enter and feed from the already existing flow of

the illusionary body.

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Although in higher spiritual worlds energy does not exist

and when does responds to very different laws,

in this illusion, you cannot create a vacuum without feeling a great loss.

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So, while I was doing a sort of recapitulation, while I was recognizing

the untruth of my agreements with the analytical mind

and get them to flow free, I also realized that

every time you erase something

the matrix suffers.

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I than looked and directed a golden flow of energy (rich in prana)

to the empty spots.

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It worked.

.And it worked more and more as I started to self-remembering.

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More and more as the illusion fades

I know that action has a different meaning to searcher of truth.

True action does not belong to this dream.

And when you know it

nothing here makes any sense.

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It is all not real.

Knowing that, as the reality unfolds, it becomes more and more difficult

to operate in this illusion, it becomes more evident

that there is nothing we do here

if not for an illusion of doing or changing.

...To be serious means to take nothing seriously—with the exception of things about which you know for certain that they are important in relation to what you want. This looks too small, but when you apply it in practice you will see that it is the only solution and the most necessary thing. You see, people who are not cannot be taken seriously from this point of view. One moment they are serious, another moment they forget everything, a third moment they again try to find something, next moment they are quite satisfied with what they have. This means they are not— they do not exist. First they must exist.

…To be serious means to take nothing seriously—with the exception of things about which you know for certain that they are important in relation to what you want. This looks too small, but when you apply it in practice you will see that it is the only solution and the most necessary thing. You see, people who are not cannot be taken seriously from this point of view. One moment they are serious, another moment they forget everything, a third moment they again try to find something, next moment they are quite satisfied with what they have. This means they are not— they do not exist. First they must exist.  Ouspensky THE FOURTH WAY

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It is a work of mine get rid of valuations, labels,

as they are responsible for the creation of emotions and misemotions

and takes away the beauty and love of higher levels.

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Not only.

Every time we use the mind and by using it we give to it our agreement to be us,

or that what it is felt or said is us,

we go deeper into the implant of life.

Life, by making us identify

gets us trapped.

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It is so organized that we are the one trapping ourself

more and more as we identify.

And for someone who is in a way aware of this

it surely hurts.

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OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY  

 Many people begin this work and then leave it. Nothing can be done
about it, and one cannot tell beforehand. After some time you will see for yourself
whether you have enough energy and interest; because work needs energy and effort.
You can get neither knowledge nor being by being passive. You have to be active in
relation to the work.
The chief thing to remember and think about in connection with change of being is sleep and the possibility of awaking. You must find in yourself certain ideas, certain thoughts which will awake you.

The chief question must be how to awake. Realize that you are asleep, that everybody is asleep. Then realize that the only way out is to awake. It is necessary to concentrate on one fact—sleep and the possibility of awaking. If you think about it and feel it, then the chance appears. Until you come to this realization, there is no chance, really.

 All ideas of the work begin with the idea of sleep and the possibility of awaking. All other ideas, life ideas may be clever, elaborate, but they are ideas of sleeping people. We are so accustomed to these imaginary ideas that, after some time, we take the ideas of the system on the same level as these other ideas that lead nowhere

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OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY  

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