As many of you might know I have been auditing myself
every single day for years.
..
At times it seems nothing is changing.
It has happened before, but just after that, the big surprise.
.
.
One morning a woke up and there it was.
This body opened its eyes and had a long list of things to do.
OMG, It was not my list!!!!
None of the things that I was normally doing
were actually my own.
They were the order of the day of this GE.
…
What is really this GE?
Imagine a thinking program which has life on its own
and which is determined to survive through Mest (material universe)
and by the use of mest.
And a thetan (spirit), for some reason
is just stuck to it like a fly on a fly paper.
.
Who has to pick up the kids at school?
Who has to pay the bills, find a husband,
have a great or not so great home?
Who has to brush its teeth or wear a nice dress
or have a new motorcycle?
The thetan?
NO.
But I always thought it was me.
I thought I had goals,
I thought I wanted to have or to be.
But that wasn’t me.
.
A thetan does not have Mest goals,
but can be in such a unconscoious and unaware state
to tag along as part of the Mest motion activity.
This to a point were he confuses itself with the other GE’s.
………..
.
I was there in the vicinity of this body,
but this time, free from thinking that was my life.
..
So, if now I was able to separate from this GE, why I was till here?
Why I wasn’t able to move?
To go “home”?
…
There is more of 1 GE…
There are many to which
for some reason a thetan sticks.
…
It is only the beginning.
Some people ask me what you audit after OT7.
What they might not know is that OT7 is not completed
when all seem to go right.
.
It is completed when you start living OT7
and with or without e-meter you
are able to perceive and differentiate,
you are able to spot the right ownership of things.
.
It is completed when you, automatically,
as knowingness, follow that thought to the right source
or recognize it for what it is.
.
To say:
“I’m finished with OT7 and now I do not use those data anymore”,
it is like to pull the plug and go back into the land of the dead.
…
My body wakes up every day in a paradise.
He is happy, he is loved and he is surrounded
by beautiful people and things.
Me, I enjoy at times its happiness and the delightfulness
of a beautiful world in its different forms.
.
But I know I’m in a trap.
.
Nobody could take away the sadness connected to that
till the trap, melting down
will let me enjoy the many beautiful things
as a free being.
.
…
________________
“I said in my heart, “I am sick of four walls and a ceiling.
I have a need of the sky. I have business with the grass.”
Richard Hovey
________________________
____________
We HELP OT’s to GET BACK on the LEVEL
and do what LRH wanted them to do:
AUDIT!
.
We unite spiritual beings
while helping OT’s to live as OTs.
.
WISH TO CONTINUE YOUR SPIRITUAL PROGRESS?
..
I’m a Class VI auditor, 2 Flag Internships and an OT7+
and I’m auditing daily on the solo’s upper levels on the OT band.
.
I’M AVAILABLE TO HELP ANYONE WHO SERIOUSLY WISH
TO ACHIEVE THE STATE OF CLEAR AND OT.
My team and I are available to travel in USA and Europe.
We deliver in English, Spanish and Italian.
.
ITALIANO/ENGLISH: e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com
.
Silvia Kusada
.
Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 7+.
skusada2010@gmail.com
You must be logged in to post a comment.