Life is good.
It hasn’t been better than this, from a spiritual view-point,
for hundreds of years.
I feel I need to share something important to the many of you
that are walking the path of the Grade Chart,
especially those that are working on handling the huge
By Passed Charge that betrayals,
abuses and nullification have created…
While you are handling areas of life in the lower or upper bridge
other bigger things can get restimulated.
Aberration has been created in very clever manners
so as to make you think, very often,
that every time you step forward
you are going backwards…
This is because, while eliminating lighter charges,
you have now re-activated the one just below.
Your awareness has increased
and you see more,
your OT power is greater
and therefore you affect broader areas awakening dormant charge.
What I’m trying to tell you is,
that if you are indeed doing a good job,
while you are working on your sessions,
there might be times you feel really sad, hopeless, alone, upset
or other misemotions.
This is the point where a skilled solo auditor,
“hugs” the pc and puts himself in session rigorously,
being able to recognize that he has successfully audited
enough to let bigger stuff to come to light.
I have been in heavy grief the last 10 days.
Many were the times when I thought:
“It will never end. I’m giving up! This is just too much…
how many nights I spent awaken wishing that awful feeling to go away…
But that it is Ok, and that is what can happen,
and it happens, believe me!!
And again, that is the time where you need to wear your auditor hat,
and put yourself back in session!
You need to know that you are lucky because
something very basic is coming up to you
asking you be handled!!
That is the moment to get to work!!
As LRH said :
“The only way out, is the way through!!
And than you go in session, and you do 5-6 sessions
and you feel better and then ‘Boom!’
and you have to get up and put yourself back in session,
day after day until all of a sudden
while you still feeling a bit low…
you realize your space now is huge!!
You look at your wife/husband
and know what he/she is going to ask you
before she even start to talk…
By understanding the magnitude of aberration, lies, betrayals
that are on the whole track you will also see that sometimes
100 solo sessions can be just the beginning
of the handling of one little thing.
Have you ever wondered why, the pain, the depressive,
worthless feeling that hurts you restlessly
after your shocking experiences
with certain people or groups, just seem to never go away?
Well… think of this.
People below 2.0 (antagonism) down to 1.1 (Cover hostility) and below,
deal in degradation, nullification, betrayals and shocks.
Right there when you think everything is dandy,
you are tired and you waiting for a hug,
when you are so up-stat and you know you will get a good ack
for your beautiful job, right there
they come with an instant terrifying blow.
They blow your head off with an excuse or another !!
Many of us have experienced that,
who like me with his ex-family partner
or who with his group, religious or not.
And for God Sake,
do you know how much charge these people/groups
They can restimulate the Whole Track…
Because the whole track is build of degradation, nullifications,
betrayals, shocks and pain.
So don’t lose hope when you have a couple of sessions
and you still waking up during the night crying,
or when after two years you still feeling that disgusting pain.
Keep working on it, realizing that session by session,
you are taking off bit by bit,
piece by piece all that heavy charge.
Remind yourself, when everything seems hopeless,
that life has just restimulated a whole track of unexpected,
most of the times, undeserved, hardest,
strongest and annihilating blows ever!!
Mr. Smith came out of it after 10 years of intense auditing.
But look at him now!!
And Elisabeth Hamre?
She has been in the deepest darker corner of earth,
and after 30 years of soloing She IS now a true OT.
She has higher knowledge of the universe.
So if you feeling low, know that it happens to me, and to many others
very often, and it is just an indicator that you should go on.
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by David StLawrence
Because the Church of Scientology misuses the Conditions Formulas to abuse and degrade, many newly independent escapees have an understandable reluctance to put them into use on a regular basis.
As a result, I have seen formerly dedicated Scientologists who have been out of the church for years and still natter about the church and who also still display the no-sympathy attitude favored by Sea Org members. They are still wearing their Scientology valences and have never handled the emotional charge that resulted from the abuse they received.
This does not need to occur. Applying the Doubt Formula and then the Liability Formula to your first Dynamic should be the next step after writing up a Doubt Formula on the church. After that, you can do Non-Existence in earnest and expect to progress up to power as an Independent if you do the conditions formulas in the proper order.
You made a huge investment of time and money to gain valuable knowledge in spite of being in a degrading and suppressive environment. Why not apply some conditions formulas and salvage that knowledge and put it to use?
Winning with the tech, after 35 years of no auditing.
My recent auditing with you has had a profound and remarkable effect to the betterment of my life – thank you! …
As you know, I am an OT 3 who has been completely out of Scientology for more than 35 years. I spent almost 10 years as a staff member, first at Saint Hill, England and then at two Missions in So Cal.
I did not think that I would ever be interested in Scientology or auditing again but found myself with several issues on the 2D that I didn’t have ready answer for and, at the suggestion of a close friend, I thought about getting auditing again.
You made it very easy, comfortable and safe for me to go straight back into session – none of those unnecessary routing forms, registrars, etc. I immediately loved being back in session – just the action of having my Ruds flown after 35 years was instant relief and joy for me. I told you stuff that I had never told any other auditor ever and that alone was a huge relief!
The cognitions I had and the charge confronted and released during my four days of auditing with you were nothing short of sensational and life changing. My universe is calm again. I am now in present time more than I have ever been in a very long time. The awful ‘slash and burn” (self-invalidation and disparaging evaluations) that used to occur in my universe on a constant basis has finally STOPPED – that alone to me is priceless!
This new found relief and calmness has allowed me to reconnect with the 2D that I had recently ended.
I now see this person and our relationship in a completely new unit of time. Being able to be in present time and not carry around a bunch of “noise” has allowed me to enjoy this relationship with someone I consider fortunate to have found and have in my life!
Thank you Trey – you are my long lost soul brother and “old friend” and I will be eternally grateful to you for being there for me….
and last but
our Welcome to:
- Mark was part of the Davis Mission Division VI, which was one of the largest on the planet at the time.
- He worked at both the Guardians Office Worldwide and Mission Office Worldwide when they were headquartered at St. Hill for 7 years. 1977-1982
- He was a partner in Latch Management Services, a group that pioneered WISE consulting and dissemination to professionals, starting with Chiropractors. Sterling Management was an offshoot from this group. At one point our combined clients made up 25% of FSO GI weekly. Something WISE groups had never before accomplished. 1982 – 1987
- He joined the Sea Org in 1988. I held the post of National Sales Manager at Bridge Publications for 17 years and personally got orders for over 14 million LRH books (fiction and non-fiction).
for full Independent Decalration visit Marty Rathbun site at:
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if you just left and you need help,
please call or write to:
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