Little I knew when I decided to study Scientology
and become an auditor
that I would benefit as much from it.
I studied mostly to help others.
Today, I have to say that without my training I would be dead.
I did die few years ago, due to a great shock
but death has several layers
and my body would not be here if wasn’t for my knowigness and my auditing skills.
I have been suicidal on and off,
while in a steady acute pain for the last 3 years.
I didn’t let go.
I struggled, I asked and got help from great auditors as Dave and Aida Thomas,
Mr. Smith, Maurice Pascal, Elizabeth Hamre… and myself
and I still alive.
Alive and more awake than I have ever been.
My heart is full of love and gratitude for the many people
that were there for me when I did not even had the strength to get up in the morning
or to go to sleep as I was afraid of my thoughts and of that terrifying silence
that would fill up every single cell of my body and my space.
Is to my new family, to my brotherhood of super special people,
to everyone that truly knows what love and care means,
that I want wish a
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!
I have been mostly alone on Valentine days,
especially during my last relationship with E. …
But today, for the first time, I wasn’t.
I had myself and I felt really good.
I think this for me has been the best Valentine since few lifetimes.
Close to ME my great friends…
Aida, Elizabeth, Maurice, Nena, Adri e so many others.
I felt a beautiful peace and warmth all around.
I’m auditing on solo everyday,
and I’m also getting audited to handled a huge part of untruth
that has been preventing me from seeing.
I can do this because the training background I have…
In the Independent field we do not play the certificates game…
you do not go for status… YOU work for results.
It is not easy,
it takes determination
and the courage to go for broke… but it is worth it.
There are several centers where you can get trained…
or get a twin and organize to co-audit.
I would like for you to read what Mr. Smith wrote me about it…
he is an old-timer and a master of the basics,
beside being a person I admire very, very much.
“…The funny thing in all that is that the technical healthy decisions
were always tooooo long and not “viable”
(in the sense of overflowing with millions dollars the bank accounts
of the church – or simply of LRH).
A good ‘HAS course’ and ‘Personal efficiency course’,
followed by some months of ‘Self analysis’, a Hard ‘TRs course’ done to completion, a ‘Primary rundown’ to be completed with a satisfying ‘Method one’ completion,
a well structured set up of co-audits up to grade and Class 4 starting with Objectives,
a ‘SHSBC’ being open to people having demonstrated to be good auditors,
the ‘Clearing course’ being open only to good auditors
(and MUCH MORE SO for the heaviest level of OT3)
were each one of them causing a real boost
in people coming and being very enthusiastic and MAINLY having wins.
The awful tendency to stop (for the need to control and own)
any one the moment they were really applying the data in life and in session
was what stopped-completely-still all.
I remember at Abellund the first AOSH DK.
Mary Passmore and Margaret Chalmers (God forgive them)
did expel by putting in a very heavy ethics condition, a young Spanish HSDA completion
who did a Dianetics assist on somebody on the seashore without e-meter.
This extreme ethic action overwhelmed the guy to a point
that he left Scientology for good.
It was even written all over the place
that auditing is better than no auditing….
I have started out a group …
I originally “pushed” (motivated by the co-auditing idea)
as much as hundred people into the Academy.
No more than 4 did actually end up auditing in the hands of the staff members
applying the same attitude as Mary and Margaret.
I was and kept disgusted.
I prefer to “follow” a person motivated to audit
than ten just wanting auditing.
I have “made” more auditors than the org nearby me
(by following them and losing long hours with them
and handling theirs out ruds and failed purposes
during the achievement of theirs programs.)
The orgs in my experience are the major barrier
to causative auditing
(that being the co-auditing and the education of auditors).”
TRAINING and AUDITING centers.
For OT on OT7 or OT 8 contact Elizabeth Hamre
EUROPE: The Ron’s Org:
Max Hauri: firstname.lastname@example.org
ITALY: Maurice Pascal
write to Skusada2010@gmail.com
USA: The Courseroom
Jim Logan lead Supervisor: email@example.com
John Aaron : firstname.lastname@example.org
The Life Improvement Center of Coeur d’Alene.
The actions of True Scientologists
and free, sane people are directed to improve affinity,
survival and freedom of self as well as of others…
CELEBRATING REUNIONS of GREAT BEINGs!!
WE ARE HERE TO HELP!!
If you are still in the church as staff or as public
and you need help to get out,
if you just left and you need help,
please call or write to:
Silvia Kusada e-mail: SKusada2010@gmail.com
Aida Thomas: e-mail: email@example.com
Class VI (SHSBC), Class IV C/S and OT 8.
The happy world of the INDEPENDENTs
as free people!!