This article is dedicated to the many of us
that for one reason or another are alone…
To the ones of us who wake up every day and feel
the cold embrace of solitude…
I often protested it and looked at the ‘fortunate’ people
who have beautiful families, a nice house
and every day experiencing what love and care is…
But this morning something dawned on me…
If the guy I have been in love with
would have respected me and loved me back,
I would probably be living in that middle class house,
playing a game called “family”…
serving him and devoting my life to him as he wanted…
and since, he did not have a clue
of what spiritual growth would truly mean.
I would be stuck in a game of lies
(he had no courage to speak truth
and when he did he made sure it was really painful) …
I would have probably felt, at times,
that I was the luckiest person in the world,
like I felt few times in the past,
when he was giving me an apparency of love.
But deeper then that…. nothing.
I would have not searched for more… I would not had time to,
as he made sure I always had something else to do.
More important than that,
I would have played one more time
the little game of a ‘normal’ life.
But even if everything would have been perfect…
Do you know how difficult could have been
looking for improvements
when everything in life seems dandy and wonderful?
Why would you?
So here I am.
I wanted to tell you that we have a choice…
A choice to sit and cry over our unhappiness, as I have often done,
or to get up, no matter how difficult it seemed,
and get down to work…
go in session, and grow…
while getting rid of all these things we are sitting on.
If we do that, we will turn this “misfortune” into a pot of gold…
I can tell you…
I’m actually pretty lucky he,
at his level of awareness, did not love me back.
I’m pretty lucky I’m free to walk toward spiritual freedom
and to the next level of the game.
I’m lucky … and so are you.
And now … I go in session!
Have a wonderful week!!
“Once one has gone Clear and gets to Solo,
one has to plan one’s time to each day put his auditing time in
and just keep at it.
Some balk when they have gone a ways.
Life looks too interesting.
Or they bog and are “too busy” to get a repair to get them going again.
They are, after all, moving at a much faster pace personally-their interests may have multiplied.But if they will just keep at it and make the arrangements necessary to be able to do it, according to the rave reports, it is very worthwhile.
So what is one really looking at?
The higher the level, the longer the time-
because one is handling a higher band of potential gain.
And what is one rising to, after all?
One is rising to eternity.
You think time is behind you?
Have another thought.
There’s eternity! And you’ll be in it.
You’ll be in it in a good state or a bad one.
Really, I’m sorry to have to tell you, there’s no choice.
One may be able to step off the planet.
One isn’t going to step off life.
In this time and in this place for possibly just a little while,
we have this chance.
To go free and to make it.
Planets and cultures are frail things.
They do not endure.
I cannot promise you that you will make it.
I can only provide the knowledge and give you your chance.
The rest is up to you.
I strongly advise you work hard at it
don’t waste this brief breath in eternity.
For that is your future-ETERNITY.
It will be good for you or bad.
And for you, my dearest friend,
I’ve done what I could to make it good for you.”
L. RON HUBBARD
FROM CLEAR TO ETERNITY
LRH ED 342 INT 9 May 1982 RON’S JOURNAL 35
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